I resigned.

Although I was beaten by Team Leader Wang, this may make me feel more at ease than a few months of paid maternity leave.

With the 60,000 yuan guarantee given to me by Su Jianjun, I also saved part of my salary, so I was not so panicked. There is still more than a month to go before the due date, so I need to prepare well.

I listened to Brother Wei Min's words, removed the landline at home, and spent more than 600 yuan to buy a mobile phone to take with me, and the last bit of contact between me and Su Jianjun was cut off.

I went out for a walk like a fat penguin every day, and the doctor said that if I insisted on exercising every day, I would be good when the time came. I walked around the neighborhood of my home, and when I was tired, I would sit on a seat at the bus stop on the side of the road, and the temperature was neither hot nor cold, and it was very comfortable.

When I was more than eight months old, there was no warning at all, and one ordinary night, I suddenly had a dream, dreaming that downstairs at Su Jianjun's house, I saw Su Jianjun's father pushing a small cart to the building, and when I walked to him, I asked him: "Dad, what are you pushing?" ”

Su Jianjun's father didn't speak, laughed vigorously, I bent down and pulled open a sheet covering the car, revealing a child's face, round face, thin eyebrows and fine eyes, sleeping with his eyes closed!

"Whose kid are you pushing?" I asked Su Jianjun's father.

There was no reply, and I looked up to see that Su Jianjun's father was gone, leaving me standing there by myself.

I rarely have this kind of dream that I can remember clearly after waking up, and the child's eyebrows and eyes in the dream are like rubbed photos, which are clearly visible in my mind.

Wei Min's friends brought me a lot of packaging cloth in the factory, pure cotton, sparse texture, although the shape is irregular, it has also been starched, but the pulp on it is rubbed off with a washboard, soaked in soapy water and cleaned, and finally boiled and disinfected in a large pot, which is the best material for making children's diapers, better than making adult underwear, and it is not easy to find no acquaintances!

The spring wind dried, and the boiled cotton cloth dries after a while, so I cut the sun-dried cotton cloth pieces one by one, fold them neatly, and receive them in a box.

What worries me a little is the child's small quilt, I bought a few parenting books, and I saw that the newborn children were wrapped in small quilts, I wouldn't. I found a quilt at home and dismantled it, folded it diagonally, cut off the extra one, so that the quilt surface and the quilt were turned into a square, and then put the cotton sheets on it and compared, cut off the cotton that grew out, and finally, sew all four sides with a hand needle to finish.

When I was done, I looked a little big, and I looked at my belly and imagined the size of a newborn baby, and it felt like I was killing a chicken with a knife.

I felt that I had a lot of knowledge in giving birth, so I thought that I would find a nanny when I was born, but I changed my mind when I looked at the quilt that I had sewn myself.

I went to the employment agency with my stomach straight, and I didn't have to open my mouth, and the staff who greeted me all asked me: "Are you looking for a confinement lady?" ”

As soon as I asked the price, I was shocked, the monthly salary of an experienced confinement lady is three thousand!

"So expensive!" I blurted out, this price is something I never expected, I sit on the edge of the punch and click thousands of times a day, only more than 1,000 a month, so much to help hold the child?

I was greeted by a smiling little girl, she patiently introduced to me: "Although the price is high, the service is worth it, they have more than ten children experience, and have received professional training, during your childbirth, although you take care of your body, the child is handed over to them, nothing you have to do, foolproof ......"

It's good, but I can't afford it.

"Is there anything cheaper?" I interrupted the little girl and asked her.

"Yes, the monthly salary is between two thousand and two thousand five, but the quality of service and good service cannot be compared." The little girl is still enthusiastic to recommend the confinement lady with a high salary.

"Is there anything cheap?"

"No, you can't just try to be cheap, now each family only has one child, so that adults and children can be well cared for, and it is worth it to be expensive!"

"You're right, but I don't have that much money." I told the little girl bluntly.

When the little girl heard me say this, her face stiffened a little, "Then how much do you think you can afford to pay for your monthly salary?" ”

"No more than two thousand." I say. Originally, I thought that about 1,000 and 5 would be fine, but it was not possible to look at the market.

A snobbish smile appeared on the little girl's face: "I'm afraid this is unlikely, our minimum standard here is two thousand, why don't you go to another introduction center to have a look?" ”

The little girl is still on someone! Just look at it, what's the big deal? You're not alone!

Coming out of the employment agency, my belly tightened for a while, Zheng Shunshun was not honest in it, I patted my stomach with my hand, and sighed in my heart: "It costs so much money to have a child, just give birth to a girl is called Zhenzhen, and give birth to a boy is called Guigui!" ”

I was standing on the side of the road, wondering where there was an employment agency, when I heard someone calling, "Comrade." ”

I listened to the voice as if it was behind me, and when I looked back, I saw a woman in her fifties standing behind me calling me, she was tall and had a thin face.

I thought it was asking for directions and turned to look at her.

The woman was a little restrained: "Are you looking for a nanny at home?" ”

"yes, what's wrong?"

"I'm here to find a job, do you think I can do it? I just heard you talk to the manager in the house about finding someone with a child. ”

"The minimum wage here is two thousand, and I can't afford it."

"I don't need two thousand, you just give me one thousand eight."

Hearing her say this, I was a little wary: "Why didn't you say it just now?" ”

“…… I registered with them and introduced a job, they charged 200 yuan for a handling fee, and I was not reluctant to pay 200 yuan, the key is that they raised their salaries high, and it was difficult to find a job, so I waited for almost a month......"

I kind of understand what she means, but I'm still a little uneasy about not signing a contract through an intermediary. The woman seemed to see through my thoughts.

"I'll give you my ID card when I'm done and give you money, do you think it's okay?"

"Have you ever taken a child?"

"My daughter's child is what I watched."

Seeing that the woman is very good-looking, I thought about it for a while and thought it would be okay.

I asked the woman to follow me home, and the woman asked, "Do you care about it?" ”

When I heard this, my heart blossomed, and I was looking forward to finding a full-time babysitter!

"Tube."

The woman's surname is Chen, she is fifty-six years old, I call her Aunt Chen, she said that she has no wife, just a daughter lives here, two years ago, she came to see the child for her daughter, now the child is older, go to kindergarten, she has nothing to do at home, come out to find some work.

Aunt Chen went home with me and was surprised to see me living in such a big yard alone: "You live here by yourself with a child?" Aren't you afraid what to do if something happens? What about your family? ”

"The child's father is out of town and can't come back."

"Can't come back after having a baby?"

"Hmm."

"What about your parents-in-law?"

“…… They're too old to finger it. ”

Aunt Chen's slender face showed a suspicious look, she didn't say anything, but her face slowly pulled down.

"I, thinking, why don't you look at other ......," Aunt Chen said suddenly.

"What's wrong?"

"I ...... I'm not in a hurry, I've already registered, I'll just wait. ”

I didn't know what was going on for a while, "No, Aunt Chen, didn't we all say yes just now, what's wrong with you?" ”

"No, it's just, I'm thinking about someone in your family, not thinking about your ......"

"Do you think there's no one at home to help you? There are few people in the family, isn't it easy to cook only for the two of us? ”

“……”

Aunt Chen didn't speak, but there was disgust on her face that I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to see it.

I kind of get it.

"Do you think my kid didn't come the way to go? Nothing but Mom. I asked Aunt Chen.

“……”

"The child's father has another woman outside, he doesn't want me anymore, and they don't know about my child."

The expression on Aunt Chen's face changed rapidly, from disdain to surprise.

"Raise your own children, right? Aunt Chen. ”

"Yes, yes, yes." Aunt Chen nodded vigorously.

It was extremely easy to tell the truth, and I was not a person who could lie, so Aunt Chen promised to stay and help me.

Everything is ready, only the east wind is owed.

Zheng Shunshun, I'm ready, come on! (To be continued.) )