Chapter Ninety-Eight: This Day Finally Sees His White Hair
"Let's go."
She let out a long breath, didn't look back, and took a step.
Her colorful and beautiful love is also a stacked silk brocade, hidden deep in her heart, slowly twitching, sharpened to the point that her heart is dripping with blood.
She looked up, the blue sky was cut by the slanted branches, and the daylight faded in the pale yellow twilight, like a faded silk.
It's the end of the world in a flash.
Jing Hengbo didn't look back, but he seemed to be able to see and hear everything. People are still in the same place, but they have already understood the taste of farewell, and they understand the snow night of the emperor's song that year, and the mental process when he wrote down the book when he gave way in the Yuzhao Palace that year.
At the other end of the courtyard, Long Zhai confidently pulled Nan Jin into another room.
Behind her, the children of the Long family were slowly gathering, preparing to accompany her to tonight's Vientiane E-sale Conference.
She is willing to spend the second half of her life with her child peacefully and by herself, leaving him to walk healthily in Hongchen.
Nan Jin in the courtyard stood still stunned, and Jing Hengbo lowered his eyes...... If tonight, if he and Nan Jin can really get together tonight, she will not stay any longer, and have a wife and concubine in the same house. Let Nan Jin enjoy the fruits of her waiting.
Fate pushed her, pushing him away to others.
She procrastinated, hesitated, longed for a miracle until today, struck by his gray hair and protruding joints.
I have always understood in my heart that only the Long Ying family has studied their own diseases for many years, and after many years of preparation, the medicine tripod stored must be the best prescription for treating Gong Yin. However, this best choice needs to bury her happiness, between her and him, once there is a person in between, even if she is in a hurry, in the heart of a woman like her who has been a couple for a lifetime, it will be a gap that can never be crossed.
Sometimes she would rather see him lingering on the sickbed and take care of himself than see him holding on well one moment and falling down in front of her the next, so unprepared, a thunderbolt on a sunny day, she doesn't know how she should bear it then.
has been thinking about finding a famous doctor to solve the problem for him, but he also understands in his heart that after years and repeated injuries, his body has been empty, and he has already supported his head, no matter how much medicine he has, it is just a barely enough support to survive, otherwise, with his temperament, why has he been paving the way to death and despair, he is supporting her, supporting beyond imagination, and playing extraordinary, but the more advances, the more fierce the debt repayment, and what will happen in the days ahead, she dare not think.
I don't want to, but I have to do it, this life is too much of a last resort.
When he went out, he raised his head and breathed, as if he wanted to vomit all the depression of his heart into the cramped sky that was cut by the narrow alley at the moment.
"If he has any hope of separation, I will never give him away, but if this is really the only way, I can only try. There is no reason, just for him. Just, for him. Jing Hengbo's voice lowered, hugged the pile of clothes, stopped looking at those people, and turned around and went out.
Long Zhai was silent. Outside, Nan Jin kept looking at the sky, and her pale face looked up, and there seemed to be a faint flash of water.
I hope you live a long life, I hope you are healthy, I hope you turn your head to black hair, and I hope you will relieve this endless pain and torture day and night.
"I'm not considerate of her, so you don't have to accept this love." Jing Hengbo interrupted him, turned around and paced to the window, "I admit that I am moved by Nan Jin's waiting and sacrifice, and I also feel that it is a pity that she sacrificed so much but was robbed of the fruit by me, but I don't think this is the reason why I should give up Gong Yin." Falling in love is just a matter between two people, what he needs is me, what I need is him, no matter how much others give, it is not what we want. When he doesn't accept it, I have no reason to accept it on his behalf. She paused, looked back at Gong Yin, and said softly, "The only reason for me to give in is just to hope that he will live well." β
"Well, I'll send the best sons to protect you. Just to see if there are any herbs we need at that meeting. Long Zhai asked about the easy sale conference, let go of his worries, felt that he had a lot more grasp, and said with a relieved face, "In this way, we still have to thank you, the old man thanked you on behalf of Nan Jin, you can rest assured, she will respect you in the future, and will never cross your position, and thank you for being considerate of her years of waiting and sacrifice, and not letting her hard work ...... in vain."
"I'm going to leave right away and go to that easy-to-sell conference."
Long Zhai took it, thought about it, and made up his mind: "Then don't regret it halfway and make another obstacle, then it's really hopeless......"
"My concession is already the limit, and if I help this again, I will be the Virgin. Unprincipled insults to his feelings for me and for my own. Jing Hengbo threw over a box of fat powder, "Find your own way!" β
"You promised to back down, but you didn't help to the end......" Long Zhai became irritable.
"That's someone else, not me. That kind of woman, if Gong Yin wanted it, would have become her own son a long time ago. His choice, my choice, only we can understand each other, you don't understand. β
"How can I be?" Long Zhai said sneeringly, "It can only be that you are virtuous and know how to be grateful, how many good wives take the initiative to arrange for their husbands to have a good concubine and have a room......"
Jing Hengbo stared at him for a long time, and when he saw Long Zhai humbly diverting his gaze, he said, "Whatever you want, I will provide it, but the rest of the requirements are also considerate." I respect Gong Yin's life, and I also respect his will, if I collude with another woman to trick him into sleeping, he will not forgive me, and I will despise myself. β
The old man probably did this kind of thing for the first time, and his face was quite embarrassed, and he said for a long time, meaning that Jing Hengbo needed to cooperate, and he had a way to make Gong Yin think that Mingzhu was Jing Hengbo.
Jing Hengbo took a breath and stared at him unkindly.
Long Zhai Zhen wanted to go by himself, thought for a long time, and said, "You lend the fat powder and clothes to Mingzhu ......"
"Think for yourself!" Jing Hengbo flicked his sleeves and glared at him unkindly, "It's okay to force me to give up the man, and you want me to give advice on this matter, you're too much!" β
"And what do you think it should be?" Long Zhai thought about it and asked angrily.
"You're naΓ―ve." Jing Hengbo laughed, "When Gong Yin and I are a little couple pretending to be a family wine, or a mentally handicapped child with an IQ of less than 45?" You brought Nan Jin here to see him sick, and at this time I broke up with him inexplicably, do you think he can't see it? Gong Yin and I even had a misunderstanding of life and death, and in the end we were still together, do you think you can break up with a casual quarrel now? β
Her smile was too mocking, and Long Zhai glared at her with a somewhat embarrassed face.
Jing Hengbo laughed.
"Or...... Do you have a reason to quarrel with him and break up? Long Zhai thought for a long time and asked tentatively.
"I don't have a good way, or you have a way?"
"Then you're still prevaricating?" Long Zhai Huoran changed color, "If you are really good for him, you should find a way to make him accept it!" β
"You also know that you have to persuade ah," Jing Hengbo sneered, "You should understand, this matter is not useful if I give up to stop it, will the head of your family agree?" β
Long Zhai didn't think it was a pestle, and said hurriedly: "Then you go and persuade him?" β
"Although you are full of nonsense, there is one sentence that is still true. Nothing but death. Nothing is more important than his life. β
"You...... You're not going to get in the way anymore? β
"Once I say it, it's hard for a horse to chase." Jing Hengbo looks at the sky, and says leisurely.
He asked in disbelief, "...... Are you sincere? β
Long Zhai Huoran turned his head, his old face was full of surprise, he stared at Jing Hengbo, but he couldn't find a normal look that reassured him on this face that still seemed to be smiling--Zhi Prospect Hengbo was so reluctant, he didn't hesitate to fight for this, and now he agreed when he agreed, and he didn't see any embarrassment and pain on his face, which really made him not feel at ease.
Immediately, he heard Jing Hengbo say lightly: "Okay." β
Jing Hengbo stared at him for a long time, her eyes were still as bright as stars at this moment, as bright as fire, and she saw Long Zhai turn her head uncomfortably.
Jing Hengbo watched from the side, and Long Zhai squinted and sneered, "What are you looking at?" Why put on such a fake look, as far as you are a jealous woman who would rather die than be saved, who really believes that you will care about him? β
Long Zhai ignored her, turned his head to find pen and ink, where did he get pen and ink in this kind of place, so he used his sword to write a few flavors of medicine on the ground.
"What kind of medicine did you just ask for Chunshui?" Jing Hengbo asked again.
"There is no other way to make him recover completely except Yaoding! Yaoding is the most effective way to help the head of the family remove the poison left by the bloodline! Originally, last time was the best time, because of your obstruction, his problem is serious, even if he is the medicine tripod now, he can't fully recover, and if he delays it any longer, the medicine tripod will be invalid. You defend your status and dignity, but when the time comes, you lose your husband, I am waiting for you to cry! β
She suddenly said: "Gong Yin's problem, is there really no other way except for the medicine tripod?" β
The room was as silent as death, and Long Zhai sneered.
Thousands of hearts and minds are persistent, and in the end, they hope that his black hair will flutter freely and live in her field of vision.
At this moment, she suddenly realized that if fate did not allow her to be obsessed, perhaps persistence would only make the road narrower and narrower.
The past is like a shuttle piercing the heart, and every piece is also a fragment of the heart blocked in the limbs and hundreds of bones, which cannot be pulled out and cannot be taken away, waiting to be turned into time and life.
On this day, I finally saw his gray hair, and on this day, I finally knew that I was stupid.
At this moment, I suddenly understood the taste of the heart like numbness, thousands of entanglements were entwined from the heart, and the tip of the heart seemed to be aching, and a little blood was strangled out, as bright red as cherry blossoms.
If you don't want to see it, you don't have to bear it?
Deep down, is she so selfish as Long Zhai accused?
She didn't even dare to touch the rest of his joints, she felt that she might really be weak-hearted, and she had been in the closest relationship with him, but she never knew what she should know.
Jing Hengbo slowly lowered Gong Yin's sleeve, and pressed his fingers on his elbow there, cold, familiar cold.
Long Zhai sneered.
"Say no more!"
"You ......"
"You feel that you have been hurt by him, but in fact, he has been hurt a hundred times earlier than you, and now, is it so difficult for you to sacrifice once?"
"Such you, such a selfish woman, are worthy of his sacrifice? Qualified to stop it at this moment? In what position do you obstruct it? What have you done for him? What sacrifices? β
"Or maybe you should have known, but deep down you're afraid of that kind of pressure and guilt, and you're turning a blind eye to it rather than not know."
"You enjoy his protection and care and even sacrifice, but you do not want to know his suffering."
On the other side, Long Zhai looked at her lightly, and the words he said were the simplest but the most piercing, "You don't know anything." β
She didn't know anything.
But she didn't know.
That time, he must have almost lost his life.
Later, he probably swam near the heart vein, so that he didn't dare to guarantee life and death, and began to arrange her back path ruthlessly, so for a while, she could feel the cold near his heart, so once, she only resisted slightly, and his true qi was uncontrollable.
That needle is abstinent from locking yang, so when Gong Yin was with her at the beginning, she couldn't be emotional at all, and when she was emotional, her true qi was out of control, and she was frozen and snowy.
Jing Hengbo suddenly understood everything.
Long Zhai already understood what she meant, and said lightly: "The needle is naturally complete, it is the method for the Snow Mountain to control all the disciples, and the complete needle is in the ...... Lower abdominal position. Controlling the true qi of the lower dantian, this hand is to practice the kung fu of the people of the Snow Mountain Gate who are ruthless and forbearing. But the head of the family ordered him to move, and he could have safely pulled out the needle, but something went wrong, causing the needle to shatter all over his body and turn gray overnight. β
"This needle ......," she felt had trouble breathing, "why did it ......?"
It turned out that it was the sound of him forcefully pressing the needle, forcefully resuming his legs to walk, so as to make it easier for her to disturb the falling clouds.
Jing Hengbo remembered that when she was in Luoyun, she was wrongfully murdered by the prince of Luoyun, and Gong Yin was responsible for collecting evidence, and it was then that he began to walk on his legs, and she remembered that when he turned around, he seemed to hear a slight "click" sound.
"Because of you, because you found him, in order to protect you, he rushed to the acupoint in advance," Long Zhai pointed to his right leg, "He used his leg in advance when he shouldn't have used it, and now his leg should be in severe pain when it rains a little, of course, you must not know." β
Jing Hengbo's eyes widened slowly.
"Needle, broken needle, it was this thing that blocked his meridians, causing him to be unable to move for a full year after leaving Emperor Ge, and when I saw you later, he was still not good at walking." Long Zhai pointed to the joints of Gong Yin's hands and legs, "A broken needle, broken into countless segments, traveled all over the body, and finally blocked in all the joints and important acupoints, can not be taken out, once the meridians are completely destroyed, it can only be slowly dissolved, it took him more than a year to dissolve the fragments of his limbs, but in fact, he should have spent at least three years." β
"Needle?" Jing Hengbo felt that the thing was very small, was it a hidden weapon, why couldn't he take it out?
A sneer flashed on Long Zhai's face and said, "Needle." β
"There's something down here!" She was shocked.
Jing Hengbo pressed it, and the slightly sharp touch on the bottom of her fingers made her face change again.
Long Zhai didn't intend to let her go, put down the basin, and after pulling Gong Yin's hair again, he untied his sleeves again, pulled them all the way to his elbow, pointed to the tip of his elbow, and said, "You press it." β
The white hair that was painstakingly covered up covered up the pain for a while, and finally couldn't stop the belated pain, and the pain would be deepened by guilt and self-blame.
Gong Yin...... Why!
Jing Hengbo turned her face away, she would not be weak to Long Zhai, but at this moment, her white hair seemed to fall on the snow in her heart.
"And you," Long Zhai's voice was faintly contemptuous, "and he didn't notice it in the early days when he hadn't found the perfect way to hide his gray hair. β
"His white hair, at first covered with a wig, and then found that the wig was unsafe, and dyed his hair, and later found that the dyed hair was easy to be soaked in water and lose color, and tried the drug, the drug continued for a while, and the bottom began to fail, he redeveloped the drug, and finally completely covered this white hair, but this drug, it will still hurt his body, just to not make you sad, he does not hesitate to be hurt."
Jing Hengbo was speechless.
On the other side, Long Zhai didn't miss the opportunity to torture her, "Your Majesty, you care about the appearance of the head of the family, but do you really care?" The head of the family has gray hair for a long time, and you get along with him day and night many times, from birth to death, why haven't you found out? β
She couldn't help but torture herself - did she really care enough about him?
She was cowardly, she didn't have the courage to look at the silver thread, which would not only make her feel painful, but also hate herself even moreβshe should have discovered the signs of his gray hair long ago, and she remembered the shadow of the gray hair fluttering several times, but she ignored it.
You don't need to look at it, the gray hair is white from the roots, and the tips are all white, so it is naturally full of silver hair.
Long Zhai glanced at her, sneered silently, and was about to scrub, Jing Hengbo grabbed his hand and closed his eyes.
When was the green silk full of hair, and the white hair changed overnight?
Jing Hengbo didn't look at the black gelatin, she stared at the ends of her hair, and the silver white that was gradually revealed stinged her eyes.
At first, there was still no change, Long Zhai gently rubbed the tail of the shampoo, and after a while, a faint layer of black diffused, and those blacks were insoluble in water, and the gelatinous was the same.
Long Zhai sprinkled some medicinal powders in the water, three kinds of them, and then put Gong Yin's hair into the basin of water that had not changed color.
Long Zhai took a basin of water, Jing Hengbo stared at him, she hadn't seen Gong Yin's hair wet, and she hadn't noticed any changes.
At the bottom of Long Zhai's hands, Gong Yin's jet-black hair is so black and bright, with a brocade-like luster.
This action is very strange for the man to do, but her heart is pounding, and some questions hidden in the depths of her heart suddenly rise from her heart like dregs, stirring over and over again, and she suddenly feels that her breath is a little unstable.
Jing Hengbo's eyes shrank, staring at his movements without blinking.
Long Zhai pulled Jing Hengbo to the side of the bed, sat at the head of the bed by himself, and suddenly untied Gong Yin's bun.
He vigorously pulled Jing Hengbo into the house, and Gong Yin fell asleep quietly in the house, apparently being clicked by Long Zhai.
Jing Hengbo stared at him fiercely, without backing down, Long Zhai rubbed twice in place irritably, and suddenly grabbed her sleeve and said, "Follow me!" β
Long Zhai was so angry that he trembled, so he had to turn around suddenly, pointed at Jing Hengbo, and said angrily: "It's all your trouble, it's all your fault, my Long family met you, it's the mold that has been poured for eight lifetimes!" β
Nan Jin slowly put her hands into her sleeves, looked up at the sky, and did not answer.
Long Zhai jumped like thunder, and hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed Nan Jin, "You're crazy too!" One or two are so unreasonable! This is when you're headstrong? β
Nan Jin stood still, with his back to this side, and did not look back.
"Stop!" Long Zhai was stunned and stunned for a while before yelling.
Nan Jin glanced at his expression, glanced at Jing Hengbo, and then looked at the room above him, his face changed slightly, and then he returned to his usual expressionless appearance, handed over his clothes to Jing Hengbo, turned around and left.
He was scolding at the foam, and when he turned his face and saw Nan Jin coming in with his clothes, he listened expressionlessly, and immediately pointed to Mingzhu and said, "It's just in time, throw away that clothes, there are more important things for you to do." β
"Then you should repay the favor! Let him use the medicine pod! The old man can't understand why you have to stop you! You are the one who came later, and you are the one who occupies the magpie's nest! Mingzhu is the medicine tripod cultivated by the family for the head of the family since childhood, how much hardship has she suffered for the head of the family, how many years she has waited, and now she does not care about her name, she is willing to dedicate, your wife's position is safe and secure, what face do you have to stop? There are many men in the world who have three wives and four concubines, so how can you women have room for beaks? If you think that you are the queen and can't tolerate other women, then you should let go as soon as possible and don't pester him and ruin his life! Long Zhai flicked his sleeves heavily, "Hmph, he kept saying that he was affectionate, but he didn't even give him a chance to survive." If you really like the head of the family, don't you know that there is nothing more important than life and death! β
Jing Hengbo was silent and said, "It's really because of me." β
"Last time, I let Mingzhu merge, I mixed it for you, this time you have to mix, you keep saying that you care about the head of the family, and you stick to the head of the house all the time, but you always put his life and safety in danger, you have the face to say that you care about him? Do you have a face sticking to him? Do you have the face to stay by his side like a wife? Long Zhai Huoran turned around and pointed to the house, lowered his voice and roared, "His true qi is already difficult to control, and there has been a big damage recently, so that the embankment is completely destroyed, and the huge waves are flooding, sooner or later he will become a waste, no need to ask, this must be thanks to you, only because of the harm you caused, he will not say a word!" β
"Oh?" Jing Hengbo smiled and asked slowly.
"If you don't let you, you will be shameless, mean, selfish, ruthless, jealous and vicious, murdering people!" Long Zhai roared, the green tendons on his forehead burst out suddenly, and a fire seemed to burn in his eyes, burning the scenery and waves.
"What won't I do?" Jing Hengbo tilted his head to look at him.
After a while, Long Zhai said slowly: "Get out of the way, don't delay things." β
Jing Hengbo was not afraid, and looked at him with a smile and a smile.
Long Zhai froze, raised his head, and stared at Jing Hengbo in front of him, his eyes were very cold.
It's a pity that she has no sense of existence in the eyes of the old man opposite, the old man hurriedly rushed out, passed by her blindly, and hurriedly said to the spring water: "Get the pearl back!" This cannot be delayed any longer! I'll have a list for you here, and you can go get some medicine by the way." As he spoke, he was about to go to find a pen, ink, paper, and inkstone, but before he could take a step, he was stopped by an arm.
Jing Hengbo stopped as soon as he heard the word "medicine ding".