Chapter 830: The Torment of the Heart
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Xiao Fan left, and embarked on the flight to Huaxia alone, delayed here for two days, for Xiao Fan, it was already an extremely luxurious thing, however, this time, it was not all without gain, in the bar, I met a guy, if nothing else, recently, that guy came back to Huaxia to find himself, Xiao Fan has a lot of people under him, but there are too few capable people, besides, there are too many capable people, no one will be too much, Xiao Fan is eighty percent sure, the man will come to him. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Besides, the purpose of this trip is to meet Ye Tingcheng and accompany Ye Chengcheng, without so many utilitarian thoughts, but the man he met in the bar was an unexpected gain.
Of course, the biggest gain is the favor of the Great Elder of Tianmen, the Great Elder of Tianmen, that is the existence of ten thousand people under one person in Tianmen, and its prominence is naturally needless to say, let the Great Elder of Tianmen owe a favor, the significance of Xiao Fan is self-evident, although this favor is a bit despicable, but after all, he came to the door, who complains, no matter how unwilling the Great Elder is, he can only pinch his nose and admit it, his status has reached his level, Xiao Fan is not worried that the other party will not admit it.
If it weren't for the great significance of this favor, Xiao Fan really didn't want this favor, when talking to Old Man Ye last night, Old Man Ye also asked himself, "If the last two don't make a move, then will Xiao Fan kill Nie Qiufeng?" ”
The answer given by Xiao Fan is yes, it is difficult to ride a tiger, Xiao Fan will not do it, a guy who cares about this woman, don't expect him to have any good feelings, kill him, Xiao Fan has never been an indecisive person.
Besides, if you don't kill or not, it will be the face of him, the son of Tianmen, who will end up after all, Xiao Fan can't do this kind of thing, when he was going to fight the other party for life and death at the beginning, Xiao Fan actually didn't plan to let the other party go.
For the answer given by Xiao Fan, Old Man Ye didn't say anything, it is difficult to evaluate a person's behavior and a person's character, people with different personalities have their own unique theories when they do things.
At their level, it seems a bit hypocritical to talk about justice.
Looking at a person is not based on his sense of justice, but on whether he can succeed in the end.
Xiao Zongheng is deviant and disdainful of the world, Old Man Ye doesn't appreciate Xiao Zongheng, so does the old man of the Xiao family, and even many people don't like Xiao Zongheng's character, but whether they admit it or not, today's Xiao Zongheng has stood at the pinnacle of this world.
Therefore, Old Man Ye didn't intend to force Xiao Fan to change his character, and even when he heard this, he was emotionally inadequate.
Hone is tempering, indoctrination is indoctrination, but it is unrealistic to train a person according to the mold in his heart.
There are very few people or things in this world that are perfect.
That's roughly the reason, so some flaws in Xiao Fan's personality, Old Man Ye didn't plan to change them, and Xiao Fan didn't have the heart to change them.
If it was placed in the past, no matter what the Great Elder was, Xiao Fan would choose to kill Nie Qiufeng, but this time, Xiao Fan did not, many things, Xiao Fan has begun to think about utilitarianism, which is definitely not a good sign for Xiao Fan.
Xiao Fan doesn't want to become a person who only has utilitarianism and no emotion in his eyes, everything is measured by the word utilitarian, that feeling is too terrifying.
For example, the man he met in the bar, if it was in the past, Xiao Fan believed that he was absolutely interested in listening to the man's story, but now, Xiao Fan didn't even disdain to greet a person who didn't have much use value, and it wasn't until the end that the absolute man could work for him, and he became a little human.
After washing his face, Xiao Fan looked at himself in the mirror, "It's really hypocritical." Xiao Fan muttered in a low voice.
When he returned to Huaxia, he didn't really have something to deal with, but this feeling made him feel terrifying, he didn't want to become a puppet of the world before he conquered this world, so this time, after he went back, Xiao Fan didn't plan to pay attention to anything, he just wanted to live quietly in the northeast, at this time, it was not the time to be disturbed, so it was necessary for Xiao Fan to calm his heart, by Ye Tingcheng's side, Xiao Fan could calm down, but the atmosphere of Tianmen was not conducive to Xiao Fan's self-cultivation, next, The place that can calm Xiao Fan the most is there.
After several hours of flight, the plane finally landed at the airport in the city of S in the northeast, without telling anyone and no one came to pick it up, alone, back home.
In the villa, the few empty women were not there, and he didn't plan to pay attention to anyone, Xiao Fan felt that only by staying in this house would he feel at ease.
turned on Luo Ningyan's computer, looked at the photos inside, it was still taken when he went to Songshan after destroying the Xiao family in the Northeast, look at himself at that time, look at himself at this time, Xiao Fan didn't feel the difference.
"Could it be that my heart has changed? Or are you fascinated by the glitz and glitz of this time? Xiao Fan asked himself in his heart.
In this world, in the eyes of many people, the most corrosive thing is the years, but in Xiao Fan's view, the years are not the most terrifying things in the world, the years are just a test of people, and the most corrosive thing is the glitz of this world, whether you admit it or not, Xiao Fan knows that his heart has changed, unlike at the beginning, when he stepped into the curtain of China, from beginning to end, he was doing things as a spectator and an outsider. Therefore, at that time, there was not much obsession with success or failure.
Looking back at every step he had taken, Xiao Fan found that he couldn't find when his heart began to change.
After opening all the photos, Xiao Fan suddenly felt a kind of tiredness, how the situation was changing outside, but here, it always made Xiao Fan feel more relieved.
"Do you feel guilty like this just because you didn't kill that guy?" Xiao Fan muttered in a low voice.
"The group of guys in the northwest promised great benefits, and they still didn't agree," Xiao Fan said to himself in his heart.
Some things, the more you think about it, the more chaotic it becomes, Xiao Fan has always been a person who will release pressure, otherwise, his personality should have become split the moment he stepped into the World Hunter School.
Thinking about problems is a very tiring thing, more tiring than experiencing a big war, Xiao Fan feels that his current state is really not suitable for thinking about problems, and he needs to take a good rest.
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