readx; The effect of the anesthetic gradually wore off, and the half-foot-long knife wound on my stomach reminded me of its existence with a real pain, and I lay on the bed, silently enduring it. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Aunt Chen borrowed a recliner from the nurse and rested on the wall, it was already more than two o'clock in the middle of the night, but Zheng Shunshun was unstable, crying for a while, crying for a while, tossing Aunt Chen to work for a while, making me very upset, Aunt Chen muttered quietly while changing Shunshun's diapers: "This girl has a lot of eyes!" I can't give in at all, you cry when you see a few drops of urine ticking, I don't know how expensive this thing is! ”

I asked Aunt Chen to carry Shunshun to my side, I put my arms around her, and let Aunt Chen rest, Aunt Chen waved her hand again and again: "That's not good!" You've got a knife on your stomach! ”

"It's okay, bring it over, I can't sleep anyway, there are a lot of things to rely on you tomorrow, how can I do it if I don't sleep?" I insisted on asking Aunt Chen to bring me over.

Aunt Chen put Shunshun next to me and asked me if it was okay uneasily, and I said no problem and let her go to sleep.

Zheng Shunshun stuck to me through a thin blanket, she had a good smell of milk, the nurse asked for breastfeeding, did not let the milk powder be fed, forced her to learn to suck milk, because it was an early caesarean section, the milk has not come down, several nurses had no choice, had to invite the head nurse, the head nurse of about forty years old said that there was no child she could not accept, tossed for nearly half an hour, the newborn Zheng Shunshun showed a surprising stubbornness, she no longer ate **, the head nurse pinched the back of her neck with her hand and pressed it on my ** , she opened her mouth wide and cried and resolutely refused to suck, tossing to the end, the head nurse did not move, and defaulted to us feeding some milk powder first.

The nurses were gone, Aunt Chen hurriedly fed Zheng Shunshun the milk powder that had been brewed earlier, and as soon as the little guy sucked the pacifier, he was probably hungry, and drank most of it in one go, and Aunt Chen complained in a low voice: "Look at me!" And I didn't return the light to let me suck, liar! ”

The simple Aunt Chen broke the sky in one sentence, this hatred of deception is the stubbornness brought by Zheng Shunshun's bones, which makes me really feel that she is my child.

I used one arm to protect Zheng Shunshun, she closed her eyes, clicked her mouth a few times, and fell asleep deeply, with such a soft little thing by her side, a strong tenderness unconsciously grew in her heart, slowly spreading to the surroundings of the body, the pain of the knife seemed to fade, and I even fell asleep.

At dawn, the mother in the next bed seemed to be gone, and was driven to the corridor, moaning while walking, I opened my eyes and looked, Zheng Shunshun next to me was still asleep, and he didn't cry all night.

Aunt Chen was also woken up, she got up and looked at Zheng Shunshun's diapers, which were yellow and smelly, and said, "This little thing, I really slept soundly with you, and I didn't say a word." ”

Aunt Chen got up to clean Zheng Shunshun and put on clean diapers, and at this time, it was dawn. This was the first night that Zheng Shunshun spent in this world as a reading individual.

The clinical mother came back from childbirth, like me, gave birth to a daughter, she was hungry as soon as she came back, the family brought her chocolates to sit on the bed to eat, and the people who escorted her went out one after another to say that they went to see the child take a bath, and some said that they went out to buy food, leaving only the aunt of the mother to accompany her at the bedside. The mother ate a bed of candy wrappers, and except for the nurse who sent the child back, the other relatives did not come back as if they had disappeared. It wasn't until almost noon that the mother-in-law came with a thermos bucket.

The old lady entered the door, put the thermos bucket on the table, sat on the edge of the bed, her face was not good-looking, she asked the maternal aunt, "No one came over there?" ”

The aunt shook her head, the old lady sighed softly, and whispered to complain about the girl who was breastfeeding the child in her arms on the bed: "Didn't you look for someone to see it, saying it was a boy, what did you do?" ”

"How do I know! That's what the doctor said. The mother is not the master of gas, and she choked back with a word.

My aunt came out to play a round, "Aren't all men and women the same?" It's all his old Liu family's species, he won't deny it, she's sitting in confinement, sister-in-law, don't talk about it。。。。。。 ”

The old lady flattened her mouth, didn't say anything, sat for a while, waited for the mother to finish eating, and left with the thermos bucket.

As soon as the old lady went out, the mother began to cry, "Auntie, the child is so old, even if I know that it is a daughter, can I not want her?" That's a life! ”

"yes, don't cry! Crying in confinement will lead to illness。。。。。。 ”

"It's better to be dead! No one wants to see you! ”

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The doctor checked the room twice a day, and when she came in the afternoon, the mother was still wiping her tears, and the doctor said a few words to her, and Aunt Chen also went over to persuade her, and looked at her child by the way, and when she came back, she whispered in my ear: "Otherwise, her mother-in-law will not wait to see her, her child is really ugly." ”

I don't have a family, I don't know what would happen if Su Jianjun's family knew that I gave birth to a girl, compared with yesterday's star-studded treatment, the situation of the mother is heaven and earth, rather than this, it is better for me, who has no one to take care of!

It is precisely because of this that Aunt Chen is very good to me, and she mutters her dissatisfaction to Zheng Shunshun while working, "Who has a child, and grandparents don't give a big red envelope?" This is to add a lot of money to your grandparents' house! What a big deal! I can't even see a single figure! When you grow up, honor them! ”

"Not a good thing! You remember, your mother is a good person, if you were born in someone else's house, you wouldn't have been wanted a long time ago! ”

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After being discharged from the hospital, the three of us women stayed in this small courtyard, listening to Aunt Chen's chattering every day, Zheng Shunshun was very well-behaved and very pleasing to Aunt Chen, every time Aunt Chen gave her a urine and put it flat on the bed, she played with her for a while, gently tapped Zheng Shunshun's stomach with her fingers, and said while pointing: "You little villain!" ”

Every time, Zheng Shunshun was like being clicked on the point of laughter, dancing with his hands and trembling with laughter.

I was lying on the bed, listening to their laughter, while calculating the family's money in my heart, this hospitalization cost more than 5,000 yuan, and the 60,000 yuan given by Su Jianjun has already been spent, and I have to pay Aunt Chen's salary, I plan to watch the child by myself as soon as the full moon is over, let Aunt Chen go, although I really want her to stay, but I really don't have that much money. The only thing that makes me happy is that on the second day of Shunshun's birth, the belated milk seems to be endless, allowing me to save a lot of money on buying milk powder.

Aunt Chen knew my situation, and she was careful about buying vegetables and cooking, and one day, she asked me in a low voice, "You don't plan to talk to the child's father?" If you have a child, maybe you will change your mind? ”

"I don't want to say it." I said it, and my heart was really sour. (To be continued.) )