Under Xiaolong's obscenity, Chu Hao had to work hard to cultivate the Heavenly Wind Armament. But then again, this is also what he wants, if he doesn't practice this exercise, he will definitely be beaten by Chen Jiaxian all over the ground to find his teeth.

Time passed slowly, like the tireless turtle, seemingly slow, but never stopped. In late December, the temperature in Tianhai plummeted, yes, winter has arrived, and the breathtaking cold will eventually envelop this land where there are only human voices.

This world is so strange, when everything is dormant, human beings are not afraid to walk at the end of the cold. It's as if they are the masters of this world, and even the weather can beat them.

December 24th is a day for all college students to have their heads hot. Christmas Eve before Christmas, like Valentine's Day, can be a little overwhelming.

But for Chu Hao, Christmas is a little unfamiliar. The stranger is as if there has never been a day in his life.

Because for Chu Hao, this is a foreign festival, a festival that he has not even heard of in the past ten years. The first time Chu Hao took Christmas seriously was when he was a sophomore in high school. At that time, Christmas had just become popular, and Chu Hao also wondered if he had to do something. For her own girl Ye Xinya.

At that time, all the students in the school were begging for a dime, and legend has it that if they asked for twenty-four dollars and a dime, and then they used the change to buy an apple, then whoever ate the apple would be happy in the future. Although this legend sounds like nonsense, there is always a group of hot-headed people who are full of fantasies. I want to pray for the blessing of the people I like.

At that time, everyone's dreams were very simple. Happiness is also simple. It's as simple as just using an apple to get a big smile.

Chu Hao also thought about asking for a dime. But the fat man threw himself a red banknote and said, "Brother Hao, what are you doing with a dime, come, our brothers are welcome." ”

Chu Hao took a hundred yuan and suddenly became messy in the wind. In the end, he still didn't pull the bottom to ask for a dime.

Looking at the classmates around him, he kept distributing apples, and kept exchanging fiery apples for the smiles of others. Chu Hao was a little unsettled in his heart. However, after he saw Ye Xinya's calm and elegant face, as well as the desk full of textbooks, Chu Hao thought that Ye Xinya didn't seem to like these apples very much.

Does she not like Christmas either? looked at the other girls in the class and gave Ye Xinya apples, which could only be exchanged for Ye Xinya's faint polite smile. Meantime. Chu Hao also found out that Ye Xinya had never given apples to others. At this time, Chu Hao felt that if he gave apples. Wouldn't it be too abrupt? What is your identity, and why do you want to give apples?

Who are you?

This question has been ringing in Chu Hao's mind. They are all seventeen or eighteen-year-olds who love fantasy. Chu Hao, who has a rich imagination, felt a little inexplicably sad in his heart when he thought of this. This grief is unjustified. But everyone has experienced it. It was like a cold moonlight shining on the face. There is no warmth, only a faint melancholy.

But why melancholy? Most people can't tell. Is it for the sake of missing? Maybe......

In short, at that moment, Chu Hao began to doubt his identity. Although he said that he cared about Ye Xinya very much, for Ye Xinya, she might just be a more familiar classmate, right? It's not even better. So what do you get in exchange for giving her apples? Or, in what capacity should I give her apples?

I have to say that people who love fantasy are always prone to deny themselves. At that time, Chu Hao didn't have big dreams, and he didn't know how to look for big dreams. But he blindly felt that there was a special difference between himself and Ye Xinya. This feeling finally made him not buy apples, and there was no picture of giving apples.

When night falls, because her studies are more intense, Ye Xinya always stays in the classroom for a while and reads more books after evening self-study. And this time period is also the happiest time of the day for Chu Hao. Because at this time, only Chu Hao and Ye Xinya were left alone in the entire classroom.

Although Chu Hao has always wanted to talk to Ye Xinya about something in his heart, in front of her, Chu Hao is always timid.

Every night has become Chu Hao's happy time. Even if he just sat in the distance, quietly admiring her.

On the way back, Chu Hao kept thinking about how to talk to Ye Xinya, but he couldn't turn his head and didn't know how to speak.

At this time, Ye Xinya looked at Chu Hao and said lightly: "Look at the road when walking, don't look up at the sky." ”

Chu Hao let out an "oh", nodded, and looked down at the soles of his feet. Unintentionally, he glanced at Ye Xinya's expectant eyes, as if asking, where is my apple. At that moment, Chu Hao suddenly felt that he had done something wrong?

Until now, Chu Hao could recall Ye Xinya's expectant eyes. Although Chu Hao still doesn't know why, Chu Hao feels that she is blaming herself for not giving her the apple. Yes, maybe there was only one apple away at that time, and the two of them could have a different future, right?

But what can be done, there are always some things that make people feel sad when they think about it.

Since then, Chu Hao has prepared an apple for Ye Xinya every Christmas, and attached a letter written by himself. Although his own handwriting was ugly, Chu Hao still insisted on writing a full one, even if there was nothing to say, Chu Hao felt very relieved in his heart.

But Chu Hao never explained Christmas that year. I only hope that it can be sealed in my heart forever, but when I look back on it many years later, it will always ache faintly.

It's Christmas again, after Chu Hao carefully prepared an apple, wrote a letter, and then dragged Bai Ling and gave it to Ye Xinya. To tell the truth, Chu Hao still didn't dare to directly hand over the apple and the letter to her back then.

Bai Ling smiled and said, "Where is my apple? ”

Chu Hao scratched his head and said, "I only bought two, so I ......"

Bai Ling replied with a smile: "Okay, okay, I know that you are a busy person, how could you think of me as an unknown little woman." ”

Chu Hao responded embarrassedly. But as if he saw that Bai Ling's smiling face full of joy had a touch of sadness. Like a cloud on the edge of the sky, blown away by a cold wind.

As for the other apple that Chu Hao bought, it was given to Nangong Qingling. After all, she is now her own real girlfriend. But when he thought of Nangong Qingling and Ye Xinya, Chu Hao was thinking, was he a little too greedy? With a sigh, Chu Hao slowly walked towards Nangong Qingling's bedroom building. (To be continued......)

PS：――

I would like to use this chapter to commemorate those frivolous years.

In addition, there is a shift in the evening.