Chapter 371: Heartbroken
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Zhao Bing said many, many words, but Qin Lin still didn't react.
Her heart felt like it was dead.
For a long, long time, she regarded her brother as the support and motivation to live, but now that her brother is gone, the motivation to support him to live is gone, and her spirit will naturally collapse in an instant.
Zhao Bing's ānwèi, she barely heard.
She is immersed in the world of zìjǐ, the world of closure, sadness, and despair.
But, eventually, she spoke again.
"That package that day, is that right?" Qin Lin's voice was miserable.
Zhao Bing nodded.
"I'd like to go see him, okay?"
Zhao Bing continued to nod.
Finally, Qin Lin stopped crying.
Or maybe her tears had dried up.
Her eyes were red, swollen even more than before.
What's more, there is no life in her eyes, only ashes, some are just desperate, and the painful emotions are spreading.
Perhaps, her heart is really dead.
Zhao Bing looked at her, and his heart hurt a little more.
After getting into Zhao Bing's car, Qin Lin didn't speak, she looked out the window silently, and in her mind, there were many good memories about zìjǐ.
But this memory is a long time ago, it was yesterday, and it can never be repeated.
That's the source of her pain.
When she arrived at the cemetery, Qin Lin saw her brother's tombstone, and then she cried again.
On the way here, Zhao Bing bought yellow paper.
A lot of paper money was burned, the green smoke drifted far away, and the confetti was flying, Qin Lin sat next to the cemetery, crying silently, half-muttering to himself.
Zhao Bing also sat beside her, and at this time, he didn't care about anything else, held her in his arms, and accompanied her silently.
He also cried, but the tears never flowed, just wiped the corners of his eyes from time to time.
What Qin Lin said, Zhao Bing couldn't hear it.
What Qin Lin was thinking, Zhao Bing didn't know.
But he knows a little.
Qin Lin is very sad now.
That's why he's sad and sad.
He once swore that he must let Qin Lin live happily, but as a result, this was not achieved.
Even now, Qin Lin has been hit countless times.
The appearance of the aunt made her life a little more colorful, but the departure of the aunt was like a terrible joke played by God with her......
The most tragic thing about the destruction of life is this, which always makes you hover between despair and hope, and makes your heart switch back and forth between countless disappointments and hopes.
It's really devastating to a person's heart.
Qin Lin's heart was already bruised.
Time passed slowly, from noon to afternoon, from afternoon to dusk, from dusk to nightfall.
Qin Lin had been sitting there.
Her tears dried again.
She didn't cry, she just stared at the sky with her eyes blank, her feet bent, her hands on her knees, and she silently looked at the night sky in the distance.
I don't know what she's thinking, but the way she looks now is really pathetic.
"Let's go back!"
Zhao Bing was very distressed.
It is estimated that Qin Lin has not eaten yet.
Qin Lin didn't speak, as if she was already intoxicated with such a state.
Zhao Bing sighed and picked her up.
Qin Lin glanced at Zhao Bing, there seemed to be a hint of brilliance in his eyes, but it was very dim, and in an almost imperceptible flash, he became godless again.
"Let's go, good, will you listen to my brother?" Zhao Bing said distressedly.
"Brother?" Qin Lin's voice was hoarse, and her eyes became a little unfamiliar.
This made Zhao Bing even more uncomfortable.
Holding Qin Lin, he walked step by step to the car not far away, the latter like a walking corpse.
got into the car, Qin Lin still didn't speak all the way, Zhao Bing persuaded a few words, but it didn't work, so he stopped talking.
Time is the medicine, and only time can heal her injuries, right?
Zhao Bing thought so in his heart.
Back at the manor, several women were there, anxiously děngdài at them, as soon as they saw Qin Lin's appearance, Lu Jia was anxious, hurriedly ran over, grabbed Qin Lin's shoulder, and asked urgently: "Linlin, what's wrong with you?" Are you crying? Who bullied you? ”
Qin Lin didn't react, as if she couldn't hear anyone talking.
Lu Jia looked at Zhao Bing with doubts and fènnù in his eyes.
Zhao Bing smiled apologetically and helped Qin Lin to sit down at the dining table.
Xia Yu called Sister Linlin a few times, but the latter did not respond at all.
Everyone's faces became even more anxious.
Han Xue had already guessed what was going on, but she didn't know what to do.
Luo Bing was a little nervous, she might not know the truth of the matter yet, but she had a hunch that Qin Lin's changes before and after had something to do with what Zìjǐ said in the morning.
The meal was ready, but Qin Lin didn't move her chopsticks, she seemed to be numb.
No one moved their chopsticks.
After some persuasion, there was no effect.
Zhao Bing had no choice but to send Qin Lin back to the room.
After some persuasion in the room, Qin Lin sat on the bed and didn't cry anymore, but her eyes were blank, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
In the end, Zhao Bing was helpless and retreated.
Everyone didn't have much appetite, and finally sat on the sofa, and Lu Jia began to question Zhao Bing.
Zhao Bing didn't explain, just smiled bitterly.
Lu Jia was about to say something more, but Han Xue suddenly spoke: "He has his difficulties, and it is not necessarily his fault that Linlin is sad." ”
Han Xue usually doesn't ask anyone's business, it seems that she doesn't care except for Zhao Bing's matter.
But as soon as she really spoke, Lu Jia was still a little afraid and closed up very decisively.
Zhao Bing sighed and said: "This matter has something to do with me, and I am to blame for this matter." ”
"You've done your best." Han Xue ānwèi said.
Zhao Bing smiled bitterly, stood up, and walked outside the villa.
Han Xue followed and asked, "Are you really méishì?" ”
"Méishì, I just want to go for a drink, are you going?"
Han Xue didn't answer, but went to drive and took Zhao Bing outside to find a tavern to drink.
In the villa, Luo Bing said to Lu Jia: "I'll have a hot soup for a while, you send it to Linlin, you two have always been sisters, you go and persuade her and enlighten her, okay?" ”
"That's what I'm supposed to do." Lu Jia immediately agreed.
In the tavern, Zhao Bing drank sullen wine alone, Han Xue drank very little, and she seemed to come out together, just to look at Zhao Bing.
Zhao Bing usually doesn't get drunk, but if he really gets drunk, it's easy to chōngdòng, and chōngdòng is going to make a mistake, he is now a celebrity in Tianhai and even Huaxia, and he can't make any negative news.
Fortunately, Zhao Bing was not drunk.
But he said many, many things, which were naturally inseparable from Qin Zhan.
Han Xue didn't persuade her, she just silently became a listener.
"I'm sorry for him." Zhao Bing said bitterly: "Now, I don't know what to do, I should have thought that if she knew the truth, she would be desperate and painful, and blame me." ”
"She'll find out sooner or later." Han Xue said: "Long pain is better than short pain, rather than being disappointed in the future, it is better to know now, what should come will always come, I think, in the next period of time, you have to accompany her well, you must be good to her, if something happens to her again, I don't think you will be at ease for the rest of your life." ”
Zhao Bing nodded fiercely: "I will definitely not let her have another accident, otherwise, how can I see my brother in the future, this is my promise to him, as long as she can live happily, for me, it is the greatest relief, and I am willing to pay any price." ”
Han Xue nodded.
When I got home, it was late at night.
Qin Lin's room is still lit, and it is estimated that Lu Jia is still in her room.
Zhao Bing stood outside the room for a while, didn't knock on the door and went in, and could vaguely hear Lu Jia talking.
But he never heard Qin Lin's reply, and Zhao Bing felt a little sad.
He was about to turn around and go back to the room, but Lu Jia walked out, smelling the smell of wine all over his body, Lu Jia frowned and said, "You went to drink?" ”
Zhao Bing nodded.
Lu Jia wanted to say something, but finally didn't say it.
In fact, she wanted to blame Zhao Bing for a few words, but when she thought about it, Zhao Bing went to buy drunk, and it was very painful and sad to think about it, so she couldn't bear to say anything more.
"Did she eat?"
Lu Jia said: "I ate a little, but she still refused to speak." ”
"These days, if you don't go to the company first, help me persuade her more, I thank you." Zhao Bing asked very seriously.
Lu Jia frowned: "Linlin is like this, can I still go to the company with peace of mind?" She's your sister, but she's also my best friend! What do you mean by thanking me? ”
Zhao Bing smiled, didn't say anything, and turned back to the room.
Luo Bing hadn't slept yet, but the child was already asleep, she was sitting at the head of the bed, not knowing what she was thinking, seeing Zhao Bing, she was silent, and she seemed to be a little weak-hearted, and her eyes were a little evasive.
Zhao Bing went to take a shower, lay down next to Luo Bing, and asked, "Why don't you sleep yet?" ”
"I—"
Luo Bing wanted to speak and stopped.
Zhao Bing smiled: "It's so late, sleep, sleep, you're working hard." ”
seemed to know what Luo Bing was going to say, but Zhao Bing kept changing the topic and behaved calmly.
And the more this is the case, the more sad Luo Bing becomes.
She finally couldn't help crying: "I know, I must have said the wrong thing in the morning, I should have thought that your brother is probably her brother, right?" ”
Zhao Bing was silent.
Luo Bing was even more sad, she looked at Zhao Bing with teary eyes, and said, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I was wrong, can you forgive me?" ”
"Fool, you are my wife, how can I care about this kind of thing, what's more, you haven't done anything wrong, she will know about this matter sooner or later, we can't hide it from her for the rest of our lives, Han Xue is right, what should come will always come, I just hope she can come out of this emotion as soon as possible." Zhao Bing sighed and hugged Luo Bing in his arms.
Luo Bing cried like a child who had done something wrong.
Slowly, she fell asleep.
In her sleep, she muttered to herself, as if she was still blaming herself.
This night, Zhao Bing couldn't sleep, his heart was very chaotic, and he was also very worried, he decided that for the next period of time, he would not do anything, and would accompany Qin Lin at home, and he must not let the latter have another accident.
The next day, Qin Lin actually got up early.
Instead of making breakfast as usual, she sat on the couch in a daze.
On this day, she ate something, but she ate very little, but still did not speak.
Everyone knew that she was in a bad mood, and they no longer comforted her, Han Xue went to work, the company's affairs were too busy, she had no time to care about anything else, and besides, she didn't know how to persuade Qin Lin.
Xia Yu went to school, she didn't want to go, but she was still driven to school by Lu Jia.
The rest of the people stayed in the villa and stayed with Qin Lin all day.
Everyone will say some other things, deliberately not mentioning Qin Lin's affairs, wanting her to wake up from her sadness, at least, not to mention her sadness.
After a day like this, the day was peaceful.
On the third day, Qin Lin behaved a lot more normally, she would read books, eat normally, and ask her questions, and she would even answer.
But she didn't take the initiative to bring anything up.
On the fourth day, Qin Lin behaved more normally, she would take the initiative to help in the kitchen and watch TV, but every day, she would go back to her room for a few hours, as usual, no one could get in, and no one knew what she was doing in the room.
In the next two days, Qin Lin's performance became more and more normal, and it seemed that she had really come out.
She finally decided to go to school, and everyone was relieved.
Zhao Bing sent her to the school gate, and when she got off the bus, she turned her head, looked at Zhao Bing, and didn't speak for a long time.
"What's wrong? Linlin? Zhao Bing was stunned.
Qin Lin shook his head and squeezed out a smile, with a trace of sadness and determination in his eyes that ordinary people could not detect.
"I'm méishì, brother, I'm leaving."
She spoke slowly, as if she was going to go far away.
Turning back one step at a time, Qin Lin walked into the campus.
Zhao Bing felt a little qíguài, but he couldn't say where qíguài.
However, Qin Lin was able to recover, and Zhao Bing felt very relieved and truly relieved.