Chapter 39: There are tears on the red face
"It's not easy to meet each other in a foreign country, you guys chat, I still went back some in advance."
Among the few people, Shura is the most embarrassed, he was completely shot while lying down, there is wood?
Although she didn't understand what happened, she was an outsider, but with her amazing perception ability, she found that Leng Yuan seemed to have left a lot of love debts before, and now that the creditor came to the door, she would become the target of public criticism if she was not careful, she would never do this kind of thing, so she found a chance to flash people.
"Among those of us, it's not Sister Yu Ning who misses you the most, nor me, but the ocean!" Shura was not there, Wang Di naturally let go of the topic, and some words that were held in his heart were also said.
"Over the years, we've all changed, but it's the oceans that have changed the most. It's hard to notice this change, but if you pick up the photos from the past and compare them, you'll see what the little girl with short hair has become now. ”
Wang Di smiled sincerely, "If I hadn't had a daughter-in-law a long time ago, maybe I would have snatched her over by now." ”
Leng Yuan sighed: "I remember that she said that she would not be too far away from her parents, how could she come here, I'm afraid there is no farther place in the world, her parents are so relieved?" ”
Wang Di shook his head: "Although we have just entered the university, the ocean is already amazing, and she already has her own job compared to ordinary people." Even if you don't need your parents' money, you can live enough, and you can even earn a fortune. ”
"Why she became like this starts after you're gone. Knowing the information that you are gone, I am just sad, but the ocean is not, no matter what she hides in her heart, I don't know what decision she made, the whole person suddenly became silent, rarely greeted people, as if isolated from the world. The initial worries disappeared because of her sentence that I am fine now. A semester passed inadvertently. ”
Wang Di smiled: "You don't know, you ranked seventh in the school in the final exam you took, and thousands of people in the school did not distinguish between arts and sciences, and you actually broke into the seventh place in the school." No one expected such an outcome. Even Mo Yao and the others, who had been standing in front, were driven down by you. The same happened to Ocean, who also finished first in her class and sixth in the school. Any idea why this is? ”
Leng Yuan shook his head.
Wang Di sighed: "I also asked this sentence, why she is so desperate, even in high school, she doesn't need to live this kind of life in addition to eating and studying, right?" But she just smiled and said, Leng Yuan left in a hurry, leaving only a few rough words, although there was no mention of the grades. But I think he probably liked the feeling of being up front too. He's gone, but I'm still there. I want to continue his legend, and in the future, whether it is the class or the whole school, the first place on the report card must be me. This feeling of standing in front of me, as if he was by my side. ”
Listened to such an answer. Leng Yuan's heart couldn't help but tremble slightly, he wanted to say something, but when he opened his mouth, he found that he couldn't say anything, and there was only a blank article in his mind.
After listening to such an answer, I knew that she really cared about you, and later I learned that feeling was called **. She has liked you silently for three years, missed you silently for three years, and loved you silently for three years. I don't know how you've been doing for the past three years, but I know that the ocean is having a bad time, it's very bad, and I don't have a good appetite every day. At night, she cried silently, and at that time she was accompanied only by a cloudy and sunny moon. ”
Wang Di raised his head and looked at Leng Yuan's eyes and said, "At that time, I forgot everything, but I couldn't forget the painful feeling. It feels really bad, if this happens to me. I must have chosen to jump down the window, looking forward to ending the feeling that every breath felt like a pinprick sooner. However, she did not choose this cowardly way, and it was precisely because of ten times the efforts of others that she won the first place for two consecutive years and the first prize of countless competitions in various fields, and finally became one of the limited places. ”
After going to college, especially after learning Sister Yu Ning's address, she seized the opportunity to study abroad and chose the University of San Francisco. Came here with me. When I saw Sister Yu Ning, not to mention how happy she was, it was like seeing a loved one. It was then that one of the few smiles appeared on the ocean's face. Because of this, her parents, who were originally opposed to studying in the ocean, gradually acquiesced, and after getting the news that the ocean would return to China in the future, they no longer bothered about the matter. ”
"I'm not as smart as you, and I don't have as hard work as the ocean, but where have I ever seen such a passage: although what is missed is the most beautiful, even if what is lost is the best, in the end it is just an imagination, and I can't help but test it a little bit, like a beautiful soap bubble; The so-called most beautiful and best is only the impression of a long time ago, and with the passage of time, many things have been clouded by the years; In fact, what should really be cherished is what you have now. ”
After talking for so long, Wang Di finally said what he really thought in his heart, "I don't know what happened between the former head teacher and you, but the only thing I know for sure is that now I have forgotten what she looks like, no matter how hard I try, I can't remember, too many things have happened between you and me, the moment is just a page of memories in reality, as a person, you should learn to cherish, you should know to cherish." I don't know how Shiraki and her treat you, but I really feel the tenderness of the ocean for you and the love for you. If you don't cherish her, I don't even know what I'll do......"
"Say no more......"
Wang Di wanted to say more, but was interrupted by Leng Yuan.
Leng Yuan lowered his head, and the tears could no longer be controlled from dripping.
However, his voice did not change, some deep, some lonely, some unbearable, and did not choke.
"You should cherish it, shouldn't you?"
Seeing his brother shed tears like this, to be honest, his heart was not comfortable, but Wang Di had to say this, compared to Qin Haiyang's pain, Leng Yuan's suffering was nothing at all.
"It's late!"
Tears no longer dripped down, Leng Yuan said with a soft sigh.
"What do you mean?" Wang Di was a little baffled.
"I knew from the beginning that Ocean was a good girl, a person who deserved to be cared for and loved for the rest of her life. It was possible three years ago, but now I can't do that, and I can't do it. After I have achieved self-cultivation, I can only have Shiraki and one person in my heart. Leng Yuan frowned, although he couldn't bear it in his heart, he couldn't bear to deceive.
"What does this mean? Am I saying everything in vain? Wang Di said angrily.
"Because ......"
Because Leng Yuan didn't say anything, because this kind of thing can't be explained clearly.
Since that day, he defeated the demon soul in the body of the Demon Emperor Great Willow Tree and turned into the sun, he had no choice, he could only have Bai Mu and one person in his heart, and only Bai Mu and one person, no matter how good and excellent the other women were, no matter how special they were, they couldn't fit into his heart.
For from that day on, his soul belonged to only one man. There is only one person in my heart, and that is Shiraki Wazu.
How can this kind of helpless thing be said clearly, and who can believe it.
Leng Yuan couldn't help but smile bitterly.
"You've changed!"
Wang Di's eyes suddenly became a little indifferent, and then he laughed a few more times, "I really feel worthless for the ocean, she is for you...... Forget it, you won't change anything if you say it, you are all nonsense from the previous ones. Oh, I forgot to tell you, Xia Caixuan called the ocean half an hour ago. I guess she's supposed to be there by now. If you have anything to say, tell your face to your face. ”
Leng Yuan was stunned: "What did you say?" ”
Wang Di sighed: "I should have called her earlier." so that she may see what has become of the person she thinks about day and night. ”
Leng Yuan said in a deep voice: "You shouldn't call her." As you said, there is not so much time to waste in life, what should be done is to cherish the present, I can't promise anything in my life. I can only hope that she wants to open up a little more and find someone who loves her in the future, instead of my mistake of being nothing. ”
"Where can you easily let go or change what you think?"
At this moment, a word suddenly came from outside the door.
The voice of the speaker was crisp, gentle and calm, and Leng Yuan felt that there was a complex feeling that was both strange and familiar in his ears.
The glass door with the poster glued to it opened slightly, and a long-haired woman walked from outside.
She is Qin Haiyang.
Wang Di is right, among the many people, Qin Haiyang has changed the most.
As the saying goes, women are eighteen changes.
The current Qin Haiyang is like this, his long and smooth hair covers his chest, the tips of his hair bulge and swelling with two peaks, and the moon-white windbreaker shines with silver light to set off a peerless delicate face. A pair of black and white eyes glistened with tears on that pale face.
Qin Haiyang has changed.
In the past, she had the performance of a female man. Now she is a beautiful woman who captivates the country and the city.
The ocean has grown a lot taller, so the good figure is more prominent.
Leng Yuan's eyes were a little dull, and his body stood up involuntarily.
Recalling the various scenes of the past, no matter which picture is difficult to coincide with the people now.
Too much has changed.
"I didn't expect us to meet in this situation. How are you doing all these years? Suddenly seeing Qin Haiyang appear Leng Yuan didn't know what to say, he suddenly found that he had become a little powerless, even in the face of the existence of the Bat King, he had never felt before.
"If it weren't for Sister Caixuan calling me. You're going to leave without a sound, right? Qin Haiyang came to Leng Yuan, her beautiful eyes suddenly fixed on the face that she had thought about for countless days and nights, her hair, eyes, nose, mouth, cheeks, ears, she was like an unconscious person, she concentrated all her strength on a pair of eyes, and she didn't know how many times she had seen it for a while, and how many times she had repeated it, but she still couldn't see enough, even if she blinked her eyes, she didn't dare to waste it.
"I ......"
Leng Yuan didn't know how to answer, he didn't know what would happen after answering, Qin Haiyang's turbulence made him lose his square inch.
"After so many years, where have you been, do you know how much I miss you!"
Qin Haiyang suddenly stretched out his arm and hugged Leng Yuan tightly in his arms, and the tears that had been accumulated for an unknown amount of time exploded like a flood at this moment.
Seeing this scene, Xia Caixuan on the side couldn't bear to look directly at her eyes and cried. Wang Di sighed and couldn't help shaking his head, and quietly walked out with Xia Caixuan in his arms.
Qin Haiyang cried, but there was no sound, just transparent tears flowing down the ends of his hair, soaking Leng Yuan's shoulders in an instant.
"Are you going to leave me alone this time? Tell you, I will follow you wherever you go in the future, and I will never let go unless I have no life. Qin Haiyang seemed to be telling an oath, and his voice sounded in Leng Yuan's ears, and no one heard it except the two of them.
Leng Yuan is bitter and unspeakable.
He didn't dare to say that he liked their teacher, he couldn't say that his soul already belonged to someone else, and he couldn't say that he couldn't say no to the hard-working girl in front of him.
So he could only stand so quietly. The arms hung straight and straight, not daring to make any superfluous movements.
"I've been to a lot of places in the past few years, I've seen a lot of tragic pictures, swords and swords have been through a hundred battles, and I've also encountered a lot of pain, but everything is nothing compared to you, I didn't know that my departure would bring you so much damage, and I didn't know that it would become like this between us."
After being silent for a long time, Leng Yuan still spoke, "You and my sister are in frequent contact, so did she tell you something?" ”
Qin Haiyang: "If you say that you like Bai Mu and this kind of thing, then I already know, my sister already told me when I came here." ”
Leng Yuan was puzzled: "Since you know, why do you still ......?"
Qin Haiyang slowly left Leng Yuan's arms, and a face with pear blossoms and rain pouring the country and the city was presented in front of Leng Yuan like that.
Sister Yu Ning also told me this question, and I answered it at the time, I said, if I can catch Leng Yuan one day, I won't let go, and this state will continue until the moment when I run out of life. No matter how many obstacles and thorns I encounter on the way, I will not hesitate to do so. Because in this life, I chose priceless love. ”
Such a choice is not destined to end well. Is it really worth it? ”
"It's worth it!"
"Why?"
"Because I feel very down-to-earth now, I feel very happy, and I feel that my current self is the real me!"
"I can't really give you anything." Leng Yuan held his head and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
Qin Haiyang stepped forward and hugged Leng Yuan in his arms again: "Three years ago, you took away my first kiss, hugged my body, and finally you touched me, at that time I said that even if you escaped to the ends of the earth, I would arrest you back and be responsible for me, and when you left, you stole my heart without reservation, and now we meet again, so don't want to leave me in this life!" ”