I don't pretend, I'm having a showdown, after I got up yesterday afternoon, I went to watch the LPL's spring duel, and after reading it, I was sleepy again, so I slept again, so I didn't make up that chapter.

Today's Words...... Two more.

From the 22nd of last month to today, for a whole month, the number of words updated is a full 29W, which can basically be said to be 10,000 words every day.

This is really something I dare not think about for my previous lazy B.

It's very comfortable to have 4,000 words a day before it is put on the shelf.,A plot in my head can be written for three or four days.,But since it's on the shelves.,A plot in my head.,It's going to be written in a day.,I don't know how to come over this month.。

To tell you the truth, writing is actually not that tiring, after all, it is much easier than going to the construction site to move bricks.

And writing actually seems quite free, after all, twenty-four hours a day, you can choose when to write, or you can sleep lazy.

But this is only the surface, writing is actually not so free, and it is not so easy, because this thing has no such thing as off-duty at all, and it must be changed every day, even if there are four days off in a month when I go to work in an electronics factory.

But I really don't have it, especially my kind of eight or nine thousand words a day, which is really unbearable.

It's not that I'm tired, my body isn't tired, but I'm tired, and you can understand what I mean.

It's tiredness, fatigue.

It's just that I'm not energetic all day, listless, I feel bored in what I do, and I feel bored in doing anything.

I don't know if it's because of the season, spring is coming, spring is sleepy and autumn is lacking.

Anyway, my current mental state is basically equivalent to the walking dead, and I don't wake up every day.

It's not tired to say it's tired, and I can't sleep when I go to bed anyway.

Say it's not tired.,But this day is just confused.,I don't want to play games.,TV series.,Anime doesn't want to watch.,As long as the word is finished.,Immediately stay away from the computer.,And then lie on the bed to brush the news.,Watch the game.。

Speaking of which, watching the game is really my only pleasure now.

And since the day I put it on the shelves to today, I haven't been out in a month, and I really haven't been out once.

This morning, when I was standing by the window and smoking, I realized that I don't know when the tree downstairs in my house bloomed.

Sometimes I really want to take a day off directly, but I don't change a chapter and play a day thoroughly.

But the problem is, I don't dare to do that, firstly, I am sorry for you, and secondly, the most practical is that I will be less chased, which will make many book friends raise books, resulting in poor grades.

The most important thing is that as long as it is not renewed one day, the full attendance of six hundred yuan is gone......

I don't know what I'm going to do or how I'm going to rest......

I want to go out and have fun, but in reality, I have no friends, and I don't want to go out.

I went to school in other places, and after graduation, I dispersed.

And my friends in middle school and elementary school have long forgotten their names.

Staying at home every day has no opportunity to socialize......

And the most important thing is that every day four more, five more, really can't keep up with the plot, it used to be a plot to write for three or four days, and then when writing this plot, you can think about the next plot and plan the next plot.

I can't do it at all now, after writing this plot today, I have to think about what I think tomorrow when I go to bed, and I want to think about it now......

This is not to give you vaccinations and say that I will change every day in the future, or to complain about my recent state, because I don't have many friends to talk to, and I have a few good friends on the Internet, but I can't keep catching people talking about this, I have been holding back, depressed, and uncomfortable.

Just complain casually...... Anyway, there are few updates these days, don't scold me......

It's a little too tired.

Let's go and think about how I'm going to rest today......

In addition, I would also like to thank several book friends for their tips in the past two days, 1500 starting coins from Crazy Demon, 200 starting coins from RAYZ Lei, Yu Xia Shuyu, Qidai and others.

If you have a recommendation ticket and a monthly pass, you can vote for one.

Book friends who don't have a full subscription make up for the subscription.,The results of the book mainly depend on the subscription.,Please, everyone.,I slipped away......