Thursday, February 6, the 28th day of the seventh lunar month, rain.

The girl and the two children were discharged from the hospital today, when the girl left the hospital as promised, the girl handed over the boy to me as promised, and took the girl away in tears, and it was the Spring Festival in two days.

I know that the girl didn't leave, but quietly followed me all the way to the door of Jiang's house, but I didn't dare to look back at her, I was afraid that I would be soft-hearted, so I gave the child to her and let her take it away, I was already sorry for Brother Jiang once, I can't be sorry for him again, and I regret it now, if I had known that it would bring so much pain to both parties, I shouldn't have notified the girl to come, but then the girl will know the same in the future, hey, my heart is very conflicted, what's wrong with this world, I can't understand it more and more......

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February 7th, Friday, the 27th day of the first lunar month, cloudy.

It has been more than a month since the child arrived at Jiang's house, but the Jiang family doesn't like him, they didn't even give him a name, and no one has ever looked at him during the Chinese New Year, even the young master's father's expression when he looks at the child is full of disgust, yes, it's disgust, it's like looking at something disgusting, this kind of look, I have seen it more than once in the eyes of the young master, I don't understand why he hates this child so much, this is his son.

And this morning, Secretary Zhou took Zhou Huihong to Jiang's house, they came to withdraw from the marriage, Miss Zhou said, she is a big lady, but she doesn't want to be a stepmother to others, so Brother Jiang said a lot of good things, so that the Zhou family reluctantly took back the retirement sticker, after Secretary Zhou left, Brother Jiang and the young master looked at the child's eyes became cold as iron, and I had a bad premonition in my heart.

What I didn't expect was that that night, Brother Jiang found me and asked me to let the child disappear tomorrow, I thought he was asking me to take the child to give away, but I never expected that he actually wanted me to kill the child, that is a small life, although I have followed Brother Jiang for many years, I have also helped him kill people, but if I want to kill a baby of a few months, where can I do it, I want to refuse, let Brother Jiang find another person, but I didn't open my mouth in the end......

Seeing this, Zhao Chen's whole body trembled, and Zheng Liangyu and Gu Rou next to him immediately hugged him.

"Don't worry, I'm fine, I said I wouldn't go to my heart again." Zhao Chen patted the hands of the two women and continued to look at the notebook.

"Brother Chen, why don't we watch it." Gu Rou really couldn't bear to see Zhao Chen feel sad again, because she knew in her heart that although Zhao Chen said that it was okay, he hid these things deep in his heart.

"It's fine." Zhao Chen smiled, his smile was very reluctant, more ugly than crying.

"Since Zhao Chen wants to watch it, then let's accompany him to read it." Zheng Liangyu took a deep breath and looked at Gu Rou.

February 8th, Saturday, the 28th day of the first lunar month, cloudy.

I didn't sleep all night last night, as soon as I closed my eyes, the appearance of that cute child appeared in my mind, thinking that he was going to die at my own hands, my heart was afraid, why was I afraid, I don't know, I am not the first time to kill someone, but why am I afraid?

I don't understand why, after breakfast, I left the Jiang family with the child in my heart, I didn't dare to look at the child along the way, even if he was so hungry that he cried because he didn't eat breakfast, I didn't dare to look at him, I was afraid that after I saw him, I couldn't do it.

I carried the child out of the city and came to a wood, but I stood there for more than an hour, not to mention killing the child, I didn't even dare to look at him, listening to his cry, my heart was indescribably uncomfortable, and finally I decided to do another thing to be sorry for Brother Jiang, and quietly ran back to the city to buy milk to feed the child, and then fostered him in a farmhouse, and went to the city hospital to steal the body of a dead baby, took a picture with a camera, and gave it to Brother Jiang.

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February 9th, Sunday, the 29th day of the first lunar month, light rain.

Today I quietly went to see the child, and ran to the place where the dead baby was buried, what I didn't expect was that it was actually dug up, it should be Brother Jiang who was not at ease, and sent someone over to see it, because I only told Brother Jiang about that place, fortunately there was a dead baby buried in it, and the dead baby was as white and fat as the child, Brother Jiang didn't see anything wrong, but this incident made me panic, if I continued to keep the child by my side, I would definitely be found by Brother Jiang, so I decided to send the child away from Dingyang City that night, Even my original plan to go to the child's mother was abandoned, because I didn't have that time at all, and whether the child could survive in the future depended on his own creation, and I hope God can give this poor child a little life.

This is the end of the note, and it is not said where the child was sent, but Zhao Chen and the others know that it must be the one who Zhao's mother picked up in the morning.

Because when Zhao's mother picked herself up, it was not long after the Chinese New Year, it happened to be the morning of February 10th, and it was also raining lightly at that time, if it wasn't for herself, how could there be so many coincidences.

"Brother Chen......" Gu Rou looked at Zhao Chen worriedly, the white jade-like hands held Zhao Chen's right palm, and Zheng Liangyu on the other side did not speak, but also tightly held Zhao Chen's right fist.

The record in the notes was even worse than they imagined, and they were worried that Zhao Chen would not be able to withstand the blow.

"Don't worry, I'm fine." Zhao Chen took a deep breath and smiled at the two women: "We will go to the United States after He Bo's burial, are you willing to go with me?" ”

At this time, Zhao Chen was very eager to see the woman who took two children and experienced the misery of the world, but finally became a woman, although she finally left herself in the Jiang family and almost died at the hands of Jiang Zhensheng, but Zhao Chen didn't blame her at all.

At that time, a woman's life was hard enough, it was impossible to live with two children, she left herself, there was persecution from the Jiang family, but more because she was unclear about her future path, she was afraid that she would not be able to raise two children, so she left herself.

After all, he is also the son of Jiang Xinguo, Jiang Zhensheng was already the governor back then, even if the Jiang family was not good to him, at least he would not be hungry, as for killing himself, I am afraid that the woman never thought of it back then, after all, tiger poison does not eat children.

However, He Bo is his own life-saver, if he hadn't violated Jiang Zhensheng's intention and didn't kill himself, he would have been left with ashes long ago, let alone now.

And now that He Bo is dead, and because of his own death, Zhao Chen can no longer thank him, and can only send him on his last journey.

"I'm going with you, and I want to see that strong mom too." Gu Rou said immediately.