Chapter 130, Expectant Gaze
In the simulated battlefield of a certain military region, Canglong ran in with the six members of Team B for a few days, and received a call from Hei Man, Yu Xue's operation will be carried out tomorrow, almost all the work was put down, Canglong left the base, and returned to Dongning City by military plane.
Coming to the hospital, Canglong found that he could hardly do anything but wait, the two attending physicians arrived, everything was ready for the operation, and for the first time Canglong found himself so incompetent, at least when his beloved was about to get through the difficulty of life and death.
Because the operation will be performed tomorrow, Canglong went to No. 1 Middle School after taking one last look at Yu Xue, and on the last day of the countdown to the college entrance examination, Canglong can only be used by one person as two people.
Class 9, Sun Liping is on the podium to the students to talk about the things to pay attention to in the college entrance examination: "Don't stay up late tonight, it's useless to hold on to your feet temporarily, it's better to give yourself a good state, deal with tomorrow's exam, students who want to go home tonight, don't be late tomorrow, don't lose your admission ticket, when taking the exam, do the easy questions first, and put the difficult questions at the end, I wish you all a smooth college entrance examination, and everyone can be admitted to their ideal school." ”
Seeing Canglong standing outside, Sun Liping glanced at him angrily, and then said, "The next time, leave it to Teacher Cang." ”
Sun Liping walked down and stood aside, Canglong walked to the podium and said, "I believe in you!" ”
Then left the classroom, Sun Liping didn't react yet, Canglong had already left, but the students understood it, which was in line with Teacher Cang's character, and when it came to this result, it was useless to say anything, it was better to leave time to themselves and adjust their mentality.
And that belief is what they want most.
After Sun Liping arranged self-study, she caught up with Canglong and asked, "What about Hu Ping'an, you don't plan to let Hu Ping'an take the college entrance examination, right?" ”
"It was his own choice." Canglong just said lightly.
"There are two people in Class 9 who are absent from the college entrance examination, and you, a special teacher, are not worried at all?" Sun Liping really couldn't believe it, although she knew that Canglong didn't care about the Ministry of Education's assessment of him, just like the students didn't care about this college entrance examination in their hearts, because they knew very well that the college entrance examination could only change the trajectory of a small part of life, but not fate.
However, the ninth class, which is now in the spotlight, is different, because it is a pilot class, so the whole society is watching the last exam of the ninth class, and success and failure will cause huge repercussions, but the repercussions are different.
"Feng Tingting is undergoing psychotherapy, what do you think is more important than a sound personality and an exam?" Canglong asked rhetorically, "As for Hu Ping'an, I said it, it was his own choice, and this examination in society can determine whether he can pass or fail in life." ”
Sun Liping has nothing to say, she knows that whatever she says, she can't change Canglong's mind, and if she continues to debate with Canglong, there will be no result, as we all know, debates will never have results, only practice can prove everything.
"You go to the hospital tomorrow, I'm here at the school." Sun Liping suddenly stopped and said that she also got the news that Yu Xue would have surgery tomorrow.
"But I promised my students that I would wait for them to come out outside the exam room, and this is my promise." Canglong also stopped and said calmly.
This made Sun Liping puzzled, Canglong's choice between her lover and her student, she actually chose a student, she was about to say a few sarcastic words, but Canglong said: "But I will also be by her side!" I know, she needs me! ”
Sun Liping stood in place, looking at Canglong's departing figure, and suddenly found that this man was getting farther and farther away from herself, as if their future was not on the same trajectory, and even gave birth to a strange idea, Yu Xue's future, is it on the same trajectory as him?
The answer was probably no, but she didn't ask him why.
The next day, the whole city of Dongning is making way for the students of the college entrance examination, the city government arranged hundreds of buses to go to the school to pick up candidates to the examination room, set up a special lane for college entrance examination students on the road, and there were caring taxis in the city, all for this student after 12 years of struggle, waiting for the exam.
Canglong sat on the bus where Class 9 was, silent and did not speak, and Sun Liping tirelessly reminded the students of the things that should be paid attention to in the exam.
The college entrance examination lasted for two days, but Canglong was worried in his heart, Yu Xue who was lying on the operating table.
Until the examination room, the students did not get off the bus, they looked at Teacher Cang who was deep in thought and said in unison: "Teacher, go to the hospital, although you did not accompany us in the college entrance examination, you are still our best teacher!" ”
Canglong came back to his senses, looked at the familiar faces, and an inexplicable emotion rose in his heart: "You are the best!" ”
After a short exchange, the students got out of the car and rushed to the examination room, Sun Liping sent them to the door until she stopped, she said to Canglong: "I may not have paid as much as you in some aspects, but I definitely spend more time with them than you, but I don't understand, why do they trust you more than me, Teacher Cang, should you teach me a lesson?" ”
would say this because she heard the conversation on the bus, Sun Liping did not hide her envy, but she was very unconvinced, and she felt like crying when she was not convinced.
Canglong didn't answer her, just pulled her over, held her in his arms, and let her resist and struggle, but she didn't let go, until finally Sun Liping finally couldn't help crying in Canglong's arms, and Canglong said: "Because they treat me as a friend and a teacher." ”
Sun Liping suddenly realized, but she cried more and more.
There are a lot of people outside the college entrance examination room, basically parents waiting for students to come out of the examination room, they can't enter the examination room, and now they can only wait here, their eyes are full of anticipation.
For them, it's not the end, it's just the beginning, the beginning of college, and in addition to the anticipation, they are also deeply worried, it feels like a gamble, with all kinds of bad thoughts and all kinds of good thoughts in their heads.
Canglong and Sun Liping's hug was not a strange thing for the people around them, and more people thought they were a young couple, although they were not.
In the distance, Wen Wen, who was in charge of the security work in the examination room, accidentally saw this scene, she was about to take a picture with her mobile phone, but when she observed it up close, she was suddenly stunned, these two people are so familiar, and even one person left a lot of touch in her heart, and at that moment she suddenly felt a sense of loss in her heart.
Leaving the examination room, Canglong drove directly to the hospital, where he met his old father-in-law and Secretary Yu, the two were talking outside the operating room, and they seemed to be talking very calmly, but Canglong could hear the emotion in the tone of the two.
He didn't walk over, but stood aside against the wall and listened, the nurses kept coming out of the operating room, the whole hospital was busy for this operation, Secretary Yu and the two did not anxiously ask the nurses who came out, because they knew very well that before the attending doctor came out, everything was fruitless, and recklessly blocking the nurses was likely to delay the patient's critical minute.
"What do you think of this young man?" Lao Chen suddenly asked Secretary Yu.
At this moment, even Canglong froze, wanting to see how Secretary Yu answered, only to see Secretary Yu silent for a few seconds, and a smile suddenly appeared on his serious face: "It can always surprise people, but it also makes people very worried, his way of doing things is not like a normal person at all." ”
"What made you come to such a conclusion?" Lao Chen smiled bitterly and shook his head, "I think this young man is quite good." ”
"Intuition, a woman's intuition, the feeling he gives me, is always not on the same line, if you are about to leave, your whereabouts are uncertain, such a person is not suitable for life, because life does not need too many surprises, let alone countless worries, I am afraid that Yu Xue will not be able to bear this torture when she is with him in the future." Secretary Yu said suddenly, "So I have been stopping them, the woman who is with him must be a woman who is willing to sacrifice." ”
"Don't you think your daughter can't be sacrificed?" Lao Chen asked rhetorically, "Putting aside the premise of everything, no matter what identity he has behind him, he is excellent in many aspects, Yu Xue also likes him, and is even willing to use his life to prove her love, isn't this a sacrifice?" ”
"They're not people of the world, they're not!" Secretary Yu said firmly.
"You can't deny that, it's up to them to make their own choices, whatever they choose." Lao Chen is not too worried, "Life requires the contribution of both parties, not the contribution of one person, with a man's intuition, I think he will also pay, but you women may not feel it." ”
Secretary Yu looked at Lao Chen and stopped, she knew that Lao Chen had something to say, thinking back to the days when she was with Lao Chen, Secretary Yu suddenly said: "I'm afraid that he will make the same choice as me in the future, just like he is now with his students, not Yu Xue." ”
"Because of protection, so harm?" Lao Chen was also silent, and said for a long time, "The lives of two people should be faced by two people, I think he understands this better than you." ”
"I'm afraid he doesn't understand, or is forced by the times" Secretary Yu was a little helpless.
Canglong, who was standing in the distance, leaned against the wall, listening to the conversation between the two, but did not get in with it, the two chose to let the two come together, and one unilaterally chose to separate the two, but in the end, because of the common love of the two, they went to the same road again, this is the marriage of Secretary Yu and Lao Chen.
"Life is so elusive." After listening to it for a long time, Canglong couldn't help but sigh in his heart.
The red light in the operating room was still on, affecting the hearts of the three people, at this time Canglong suddenly understood the parents standing outside the college entrance examination room, for them, this is an exam that can determine their fate and future, and for Canglong, although this operation cannot decide their own fate, it can determine Yu Xue's fate.
"Is there a future? Where is my future? Canglong asked himself blankly