Han Shuo had never thought that the sunset would be so beautiful, nor did he think that it would be so comfortable in the sun, he couldn't help but stand up, open his hands, and close his eyes to let this last sunlight shine on him, this action lasted for about half an hour, until the sun set, and only a fiery cloud was left in the sky.

Only then did he open his eyes and look at Canglong beside him with some fear, Canglong also stood up, and he said, "Clean up, I'll send you back to Beijing tomorrow." ”

He never expected that Teacher Cang, who had been silent for so long, would actually open his mouth and send him away: "What should I do if I leave this network center, no, you are scaring me, you can't lose me here." ”

Canglong glanced at him sarcastically: "No one in this world is irreplaceable, and you are the same, I can find many people to do your work." ”

After saying that, Canglong turned around and left, leaving Han Shuo alone to watch in the direction of Canglong's departure, and finally sat on the ground.

In the distance, Su Su looked at him like this, walked over and sat beside him: "Hit, right?" ”

Han Shuo glanced at him and ignored him, Canglong's sentence that no one is irreplaceable, it was like a sword poking at his heart, it hurt his heart, he had worked hard for so long, he had been working day and night, but he didn't expect that in exchange for such a sentence, it really made him too sad.

Su Su looked at the burning clouds in the distance, and said with a smile: "I have to say, your generation, compared to our generation, has a lot of outstanding features, your thoughts are unlimited, you dare to act, you dare to love and hate, without any restraints, just like a free bird, you can soar in the vast sky." ”

"What do you say? Do you teach me like Teacher Cang? Han Shuo turned his head with hostility in his eyes, "That's not necessary, I misbelieved him, this guy is a pit, how can Lao Tzu live and don't want others to teach him." ”

But in Su Su's eyes, Han Shuo was not hostile, just stubborn, he was not convinced, so Su Su was not angry, but looked at the clouds in the sky and said, "Is it beautiful?" ”

Han Shuo couldn't help but look over, his heart told him that it was beautiful, but he couldn't say it, because he was not convinced, even if it was beautiful, he wouldn't say it.

"It's rare for me to see a head and be angry for someone, but today you really made him angry." Su Su looked calmly into the distance.

"Is he angry?" Han Shuo finally couldn't help but speak.

"Of course, on the surface it can't be seen, but in fact he is angry." Su Su said, "I don't want to teach you a lesson, because in some places, you are better than me, you think you are doing the right thing, but it is undeniable that excellent people also have shortcomings, am I right?" Han Shuo nodded: "I know I have shortcomings, but why did he let me come, let me go, and didn't even give me a reason." ”

Hearing this, Su Su suddenly laughed, looked him up and down, and felt that he was funny, Han Shuo asked, "What are you laughing at?" Am I that funny? ”

"Please, you should go and look in the mirror and see what you look like now." Su Su said with a smile.

Hearing this, Han Shuo hurriedly took out the smartphone in his pocket and turned on the camera function, and when that miserable white face appeared in his eyes, he subconsciously threw away the phone: "Who is the white bone spirit in this mobile phone?" ”

"Yourself." Su Su helped him pick up the phone, took a photo of him, and then handed it to him and said, "Take a good look at your own dignity." ”

Han Shuo was a little frightened, but he still took the phone over, the obscene and thin person in the photo, whose eyes were bloodshot was not him, he looked at the photo and suddenly fell silent.

"Now you know why the head is angry, right?" Su Su smiled and said, "Seeing you like this, he feels distressed, if you have to have a reason, it may be that he doesn't want you to die here." ”

"Impossible, how could someone with such a hard heart care about me." Han Shuo said stubbornly.

"Then you are wrong, he doesn't just care about you, he cares about everyone around him." Su Su smiled and said, "He is a person who is cold on the outside, but actually hot on the inside, and you are really a person who looks annoying on the outside and is very cold on the inside." ”

"But I'm also working for him, how can he do that to me? If you have something to say, I will definitely change what he says. Han Shuo said, "And why am I indifferent?" ”

Su Su smiled sarcastically: "Change? The biggest flaw of your generation is that you die unrepentant, think about it, how many people in your base have cared about you? How many people have been scolded by you? To put it bluntly, this is your indifference, you don't know how to care, and even if others care about you in your life, you still feel irritable. ”

Han Shuo was silent, thinking that he had been in Basra for so long, he had been devoting himself to his work without a head, forgetting the time, forgetting the people around him, and forgetting his own existence, he felt like he had entered an independent world, completely isolated from this world, that feeling was really enjoyable, it made him crazy several times, but what's wrong with this?

But he suddenly thought of the sunset just now, the most beautiful moment in his life, in fact, it was just an ordinary sunset, because he hadn't felt it for a long time, and he didn't care about it.

"You don't even care about yourself, I'm still delusional about making you care about others, if you live in our time, then you will be miserable." Su Su shook his head.

"What the hell are you trying to say?" Han Shuo was a little impatient.

Su Su looked disappointed: "Young man, think about it, life is not a game, life is only once." ”

After saying that, Su Su also left, and after talking too much, Han Shuo would only feel irritated because he had fallen into a self-centered world.

Han Shuo didn't go back to the base, he just sat outside the base and didn't know what he was thinking, sitting until the evening, the stars were shining in the sky, Han Shuo was lying on the ground and felt so beautiful, at that moment he suddenly thought of what Su Su said.

He has been a star since he was a child, his grandparents, his parents are almost obedient to him, he has never beaten and scolded, even if he is wrong, he will not tell him that he is wrong, but now he suddenly thinks about it, but finds that he is so lost, it turns out that he is nothing after leaving his parents, he is a genius, but only a genius in the eyes of a small number of people, in the eyes of most people who are as talented as him, he is just an ordinary person.

Thinking about it, he suddenly felt that he was hungry, usually as long as he felt hungry, he stretched out his hand and there was food next to him, he took it and ate it, and even forgot who the person who delivered the food was, and when he was thirsty, someone handed him water, he was never grateful, he just felt that it was taken for granted, and he devoted almost all his time to what he thought was the most valuable.

Now he feels so lonely, he has no friends, he couldn't understand some of the thoughts of the people around him before, he feels that he is right to do this, the world should be centered on him, the people around him don't understand him, those people are different, envy themselves, the so-called friends are just a group of people with a mask of hypocrisy and thirst for something about themselves.

When he deeply experienced loneliness and the warmth and coldness around him, he found that he was only different, but in fact he was not an alternative, because he was also ordinary, and friends could drive away loneliness.

Thinking back to his pampering and domineering in the past, and thinking back to those who cared about him but were scolded by himself, he didn't even have the least gratitude for being a man.

He cried, he rarely cried when he was so big, but this time he was really sad, he suddenly realized that in this world, without him, the earth still turns, without him, the people around him may live better, without him, there may be more laughter.

He was frightened, looking at the stars, familiar faces suddenly appeared in the sky, these people had cared about him, but in the end they all disappeared around him, except for his parents and relatives, no one wanted to play with him, no one wanted to drive away loneliness for him, no one wanted to bring him warmth, all this was of his own making.

Suddenly realized, he finally understood why Canglong sent him back, and finally understood why Canglong was heartbroken.

Yes, it's heartache, not the distress that Su Su said, Mr. Cang has been trying to make himself understand something, and has been trying to let himself feel the warmth around him, but he is as indifferent as ever, so he is heartbroken and feels that he is hopeless.

Suddenly realized, he got up and ran towards the base, at this moment he had no hunger, no loneliness, no fear, he just wanted to see Mr. Cang, and this teacher who cared about himself and felt sorry for himself

He was sweating profusely, and when he passed by the people around him, everyone thought he was crazy, and when they caught someone, they asked, where is the prophet, and Han Shuo, who learned that he was in the military intelligence conference room, immediately rushed in, and even the guards at the door didn't dare to stop him, he pushed open the door and said, "Teacher Cang." ”

Everyone was stunned, almost all the high-ranking members of the Prophet Army in the conference room knew this short-tempered, but talented young man, and they couldn't believe that they could hear a word of sorry from this guy's mouth.

Canglong was also stunned for a moment, and finally let everyone out, and when only Han Shuo and the two of them were left in the conference room, Han Shuo suddenly said, "Yes, I'm sorry." ”

Canglong asked, "Why are you sorry to me?" ”

"Because I was wrong." Han Shuo lowered his usual high head.

"No, you're not wrong, doing what you love, paying for your dreams, there's not much wrong with that, you're just sticking to yourself." Canglong said.

"No, I was wrong." Han Shuo retorted, "You all actually know where I was wrong, it's just that I haven't listened to anyone's ideas and been self-centered, but today I understand, it turns out that I have hurt so many people because of my stubbornness, because of my persistence, because of my arrogance. ”

Canglong smiled, he looked at Han Shuo with a smile, and said: "Actually, what you lack is just a heart of awe, awe of everything that should exist in this world, you are genius is true, but genius is actually just a talent, your family background has made you develop this habit of being high above and no one in your eyes, but they didn't tell you that you are nothing without the background, in front of a real genius, you are just an ordinary person, this world is always higher than a mountain." ”

"Then should I still hold on to my dreams?" Han Shuo was suddenly a little confused.

Canglong was silent for a while, and said: "Just like this colorful world, dreams can also have colors, and at the beginning, it was just monotonous black and white, but it is precisely because of its original black and white that we need to color it to make it magnificent and wonderful." If you are just immersed in your own world, then you will always stay in black and white, monotonous, boring, I can tell you, it is not a dream, it is a cage, a cage of self-bondage, dreams are free, feel everything with your heart, with a heart of awe, no matter how talented you think you are, despising everything will only make you look naïve and ignorant. ”