Love? What do you mean by that? Why do you say it's your life? I...... Why can't you understand? Zhang Ziwen was a little afraid to think about it, he was afraid to think about it, but he faintly longed for her to be clear, love? What is love? He felt her sadness, and at the same time, he was also infected, he felt his powerlessness, he felt a trace of hesitation, he could only have a hazy feeling, sometimes a feeling that was too clear would make him helpless......

The fragrant breeze was blowing in his nose, Zhang Ziwen felt a trace of sweet heat on his face, at this time, he felt that his forehead had a touch of warmth, soft, sweet, it was her kiss, suffocating gentleness, her kiss stayed on his forehead for a long time, God, Zhang Ziwen's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, he couldn't help it anymore, he opened his eyes, what caught his eye was her white and slender neck, her intoxicating body fragrance lingered between his nose, his hand, he couldn't control his hand, he gently hugged her soft waist, The tentacles are as delicate as warm jade, and the feeling of electric shock can feel the delicate skin under her nightdress, and his heart is beating happily, seductive body......

The movement in Zhang Ziwen's hand made Tang Ying's body tremble slightly, he woke up? What am I doing here? She struggled to lift her delicate body down, but she failed, his hand was so strong, she felt the pressure on his hand, her body completely lost her balance, and most of her delicate body was forced to fall on his chest.

How so? Tang Ying was ashamed, his stealing kiss was discovered by him, this thing was so embarrassing, she closed her beautiful eyes, she didn't dare to face him, Hongxia wiped her face red, and the embarrassed Tang Ying was the most moving and beautiful woman in the world at the moment.

Zhang Ziwen was stunned, what caught his eyes was Zhang Jue's beautiful face, the shy woman is the most beautiful, this is true, the shy Tang Ying made his heart have a great shock, he can't describe his mood at the moment, he can't use words to describe how beautiful and moving she is, he can only look at her beautiful face and be stupid, his heart is beating, beating happily, and at the same time she can feel her heartbeat, she is the same as herself, her heartbeat is no longer controlled by thoughts.

Tang Ying's shame became stronger and stronger, she had already felt her full chest pressing on his solid chest, the feeling of electric shock, she felt the two points of red stubborn bulge on the top of her chest, she didn't dare to move, because she struggled slightly with an indescribable feeling, numb like electricity, how could this be, she asked herself again in her heart......

He has a deep understanding of her feelings, the mature and perfect woman's body has changed, her body is getting softer and softer, the sensitive places on her chest make him clearly feel her changes, at the same time, he doesn't want to change the place has a reaction, damn the reaction, he endured it, he can only do this, he is not willing to shamelessly blaspheme her at this time, because he saw the shame and embarrassment on her expression, her body was trembling, the injured fawn, Chu Chu's expression, she is a perfect noble woman, Tang Ying's surname is clear to him, If he doesn't control himself at this time, he will never see her, it's very hard, he forcibly endures his hard work, but he doesn't want to let her go so easily, he wants to return her a tenderness.

He raised his head slightly, he found her warm, seductive soft lips with unmistakable accuracy, the sweet fragrance teased his heart, he wanted to knock her soft lips, he longed for a sweeter place, he longed for her smooth lilacs.

Her gently trembling body suddenly froze, she felt his presumptuous lips, he was kissing his lips, the earth seemed to stop spinning, what was he doing? How could he do that? Don't, her heart called softly, don't, she reluctantly opened her beautiful eyes, she saw his eyes that couldn't get closer, this little guy actually opened his eyes and sneaked up on his lips, she inevitably touched his eyes, **naked eyes,**naked kiss, Tang Ying's already very red face became even worse, she felt that the roots of her ears were hot, she felt that the back of her neck was hot, she suddenly felt guilty in her heart, she realized that the problem was already very serious, she regretted it, regretted entering his room, Regret sitting on his bedside, regret his tender kiss to him, broken, hasn't he been asleep? Could he ...... When you hear your own words, what do you tell him? Tang Ying's heart was like a deer, it was too embarrassing, she would rather believe that it was her tender kiss that woke him up, but that's it...... has made her embarrassed.

Tang Ying felt a trace of dizziness, she couldn't accept the fact that his lips were still on her lips, she had already felt his slippery rage, this little guy was still making it bad, he actually wanted to enter herself, her heart was faintly a little loose, she had a trace of confusion, no, it couldn't be like this, that faint sense of guilt invaded her again, he belonged to Xiao Shu, Tang Ying shouted wildly in his heart, to stop his unreasonableness, he couldn't let him be so presumptuous anymore, Tang Shu's cute face came into her mind, more and more clearly, her sanity was regained in the slightest hint......

“…… Let me go. Tang Ying forcibly endured the longing in her heart, and she resolutely left his presumptuous lips.

"Why? I...... Yes, I like you. Zhang Ziwen looked at the beautiful face that had left him a foot, and he was unwilling.

"Don't talk nonsense like that, liking doesn't mean anything." Tang Ying's heart was trembling, his words were so bold.

"That'...... If yes...... What about love? Zhang Ziwen struggled to spit out this word that he had never said to any woman, love.

"Nonsense, no nonsense, do you know what love is?" Tang Ying almost collapsed, this was the first time she had heard a man say such a thing to herself, no one dared to say such a thing to herself.

"I ...... Love...... You. Zhang Ziwen's eyes were full of tenderness, his three words almost didn't pass through his brain, and he didn't understand why he said such a thing, he said it, and felt that his heart was more relaxed than he had ever been, and when he realized this, he was shocked, could it be that he had fallen in love with her a long time ago? From hazy to clear, it exploded in this instant.

Zhang Ziwen suddenly felt that his mouth was covered, it was Tang Yingqian's thin and soft jade hand, which was covered just when his words fell, but it was too late, the movement of her hand slowed down, and this sentence was already fully expressed.

"You...... No...... You can't say anything like that to me...... Don't ......" Tang Yingmei's eyes were full of tears in an instant, her heart made huge waves, she was moved by his words, her heart was already moving, she couldn't help but be moved by his affectionate words, this is what she wanted to say but didn't dare to say, when he crashed the car, lying in the ambulance with blood on his face, she had silently said to him countless times in her heart, she loved him.

At this moment, her intuition told herself that she could not be moved, the affection in her beautiful eyes flashed and disappeared, replaced by sadness, pain, there was an insurmountable gap between her and him, she and him could not be, never will.

Zhang Ziwen's mouth was covered by her, he felt the trembling of her little hands, he felt the waves in her heart, but soon he felt her calmness again, her eyes were so complicated, he could read the pain in her eyes, her eyes were recovering, returning to a cold and lonely look, this is the look that only appears when she is quiet, and whenever he sees her kind of eyes, he feels that he is far away from her, far away in the sky......

"Enough, I don't want to hear your gibberish again, I never want to hear you say something like this again, please remember what I said." Tang Ying's voice was a little cold, she let go of the hand covering his lips, and she sat up.

A chill swept through Zhang Ziwen's body, at this moment he was like falling into an ice cave, her voice was so cold, she ruthlessly shattered her affection for her, this was the first time he heard such a ruthless voice, his eyes showed a look of despair, he felt pain that he had never felt before, his heart was ruthlessly torn apart by her, his heart was so painful.

Forgive me, please don't show this kind of eyes that break my heart, please, Tang Ying's heart is about to break, his eyes make her breathless, his eyes are so painful, so sad, so desperate, she hates the pain she brought him, it was she who brought him merciless hurt, she loves him but wants to reject him, there is nothing more painful in the world than this, Tang Ying at this time is the most painful woman in the world, and she can only suffer like this......

Tang Ying's pain Zhang Ziwen didn't realize it, he was desperate, her rejection and reprimand made him feel her ruthlessness, at this moment, he couldn't describe his mood, terrible, terrible, he didn't regret saying the language of loving her, he regretted why he was so amorous, he forgot his identity, he didn't deserve her, he was just a toad, she was a noble swan, she was so out of reach, he finally realized how painful his lover was, he lost her forever, He decided in his heart that as soon as he left here, he would never see her again, and he wanted to seal this painful feeling, this was the best choice, and he had no other way.

"Forget me...... Love Xiao Shu well, she is the person you should love the most......" This was the last thing Tang Ying said when she left the room, when she turned around, her beautiful face was full of tears, she could only choose to leave so that he could not see it, she was unwilling to show her weak and sad side in front of him, she wanted to cut off his thoughts.

Xiao Shu, Tang Ying's words hit the painful Zhang Ziwen like a hammer, he already has a beautiful Xiao Shu, it turns out that he has someone who loves him and loves him deeply, Tang Ying's words are not a reminder, she hopes that Xiao Shu will be happy, and only Xiao Shu can match him, but her words ruthlessly pulled Zhang Ziwen back to reality, was he dreaming just now? Thinking about floating, the beauty is gone, Zhang Ziwen, who has returned to reality, can only take the previous scene as a dream, but why is his heart so painful, his heart is upset, he feels that he is despicable and shameless, he feels that he is even more unworthy to say such things to Tang Ying, is he worthy of saying that he loves her? God, I'm such an out-and-out asshole, a big-hearted bastard, a heartless person.

That girl is right, she is really such a person, An Yun's resentful eyes appeared in Zhang Ziwen's mind, she scolded unjustly, the pain in Zhang Ziwen's heart lying on the bed can be imagined, and he blamed himself deeply......

The day gradually brightened, Zhang Ziwen stood up, he didn't sleep all night, he fell into extreme contradiction and self-blame, he walked to the window, gently pushed open the window, the snow outside had stopped, the rooftop treetops were full of snow overnight, there was a white expanse everywhere, the snow had covered the surface, a really cold wind blew, but Zhang Ziwen felt the cold, he wanted to be so attacked by the cold wind all the time, maybe this is the only way to make him sober......

New York airport, there was a snowplow parked on the side of the road, the road surface had been cleared, Zhang Ziwen got out of the car, shook hands with Zhang Dayong who saw him off and said goodbye, his eyes searched around when shaking hands, Tang Ying didn't send him, he really wanted to see her last side, he was disappointed, he didn't find any trace of her, Zhang Ziwen was bitter in his heart, she didn't want to see herself again, hey...... He sighed softly, farewell to New York, farewell to Tang Ying, he turned around gloomily and walked towards the waiting hall, his steps were indescribably heavy......

The flight from New York to Zhonghai gradually disappeared into the clouds, in an open space in the airport, a beautiful woman stood beside the elongated Lincoln car, it was Tang Ying, her face was full of tears, she kept watching his figure walk from the bridge into the cabin, she had already arrived here, here she could clearly see the plane flying off the runway, here he couldn't find his farewell, he left, forgive me, Ziwen, please forgive me for doing this to you...... Tang Ying muttered to herself, she knew that she had hurt him, and she begged for his forgiveness, Ziwen...... Do you know? I...... Love...... You......

The plane has gone, Zhang Ziwen can't hear her words, Tang Ying can only say such things in his heart forever, maybe this painful man and woman can only say this sentence in his heart forever, I love you......

The first-class cabin on the plane, Tang Ying's arrangement will not wronged Zhang Ziwen, the position she chose is the same seat by the window, it seems to be the same seat as the last time she went back to New York, Zhang Ziwen actually had a familiar feeling, but at the moment he was very depressed, he had no intention of experiencing the familiarity, a flight attendant pushed the car and approached him.

“…… Please bring me a drink. "Zhang Ziwen wants to drink, he wants to get drunk......

(To be continued)