Chapter 19: Blood is thicker than water

Looking at the angular man opposite, his eyes always revealing a kind of precipitation and vicissitudes of life, Anya was slightly relieved. Once upon a time, the man in front of him was like a big umbrella, always taking care of himself. Even now, Anya knows that although this man is very estranged from herself, he always stands silently in a dark position, quietly guarding herself.

Anya knows all this, but Anya has always deliberately ignored and avoided it. Because of that thorn in the heart, Anya's piercing hurt too much, too much. It was also because of this pain that Anya was never able to forgive the man in front of her.

But at this time, looking at this man, Anya was a little distracted. I don't know how many years I haven't looked at this man's face carefully, and at this moment, Anya found that this once majestic man, his short hair has repeatedly appeared a patch of gray that cannot be concealed.

Shaking her head vigorously, Anya forcibly dispelled the softness that arose in her heart. Although Anya wanted to put on a straight face to face the existence across the table, in an instant, the slightest fluctuation in her heart still caused Anya to unconsciously soften her mood. Glancing at the man across from her again, Anya lowered her eyes and nodded her head in a vague manner.

Quietly silent, the slightly depressed Anya was a little out of breath. Although Anya kept telling herself that she didn't have to care about the thoughts of the man opposite, it was undeniable that Anya still cared about the father she had always hated. Sensing that An Peiyan hadn't spoken, just a dull gasp, Anya unconsciously raised her eyes again and looked at the man opposite: "Shouldn't you express your opinion?" Your daughter is in love, and you don't have any reaction at all? Are you trying to refute me? Or do you want to teach me a lesson? ”

Sensing the gaze of the man on the other side, Anya felt a wave of anger in her heart for no reason. But at this moment, Anya suddenly found that there was an imperceptible mist hidden in the eyes of the man opposite.

may have noticed Anya's gaze, An Peiyan came back to her senses slightly, her eyes were obviously full of a trace of remembrance, and she looked at Anya lovingly: "Like, really like." You're just like your mom when she was younger, exactly the same. ”

"Exactly the same self-reliance, exactly the same intelligence." , full of remembrance, love, and longing eyes mixed with a trace of bitterness, staring at Anya tightly, An Peiyan shook her head and sighed: "Almost the same vision as your mother, how could you choose the wrong one?" So, I trust your choice. ”

Listening to the words of the man opposite, Anya was a little distracted. In fact, there are some things that Anya has never wanted to think about and face. Because she didn't have a mother since she was a child, Anya forcibly passed on all that resentment to An Peiyan.

After all, Anya knows how her mother loved this man without hesitation. He loved her, and she loved him. A kind of love without hesitation, in the end, the mother even burned her life for this man.

'If one day, for him, I will give my life like my mother, right?' The momentary loss of concentration made Anya unconsciously think of Zhang Yang. Pursing her lips and holding back the irrepressible mist in her eyes, Anya looked at the man opposite. It was only at this moment that Anya realized something.

The most painful thing about my mother's death is not myself, but the man in front of me. ’

The high wall that closed her heart, at this moment, a slight crack appeared from the bottom of Anya's heart, although it cannot be said that she completely forgave this man. But Anya's heart was inexplicably much more relaxed, as if the burden of years had disappeared in this instant. After a moment's pause, thinking of her situation with Zhang Yang, Anya pursed her lips and shook her head helplessly: "I like people, but people don't necessarily like me." ”

Noticing the change in Anya's expression in an instant, An Peiyan's eyes were instantly filled with a surprise mixed with mist. But after hearing Anya's words, An Peiyan was really stunned. Then, after thinking for a while, An Peiyan shook her head and glanced at the slightly lost girl in front of her: "Ordinary boys are indeed slower than girls. ”

"Besides......", raised his eyebrows, glanced at Anya who was looking at her, An Peiyan straightened her slightly rickety back: "Our Yani is so good, it's not a matter of time before she catches it." And you're still young, don't rush. ”

After a little hesitation, he glanced at Anya who was slightly lost in thought, although An Peiyan said that she believed in her daughter's vision, but in the end, Anya was still young after all, and An Peiyan was more or less uneasy. Gritting her teeth, An Peiyan asked tentatively: "Why don't I help you take a look and figure out the young man's spleen surname?" ”

Although out of fear of affecting the father-daughter relationship that had just eased, An Peiyan did not say anything to 'gatekeeze'. But with Anya's intelligence and cleverness, how could she not hear the meaning of An Peiyan's words. Even so, raising her eyes and glancing at the slightly apprehensive man opposite, Anya was more or less moved.

It's not that Anya wants An Peiyan to really help herself check the gates, in the final analysis, Anya wants An Peiyan to help her understand Zhang Yang's past. Anya knows that only by better understanding Zhang Yang's past can she understand Zhang Yang's temperament and surname, and can she better bring the relationship between the two closer. But this matter is very difficult for Anya herself.

But this is a very difficult question in Anya's opinion, and Anya knows that it is not difficult for the man opposite. Although Anya has not deliberately understood this man's current status over the years, many invisible people or things around her have let Anya know how powerful this man's wrists are.

"Yes." After a little hesitation, Anya nodded slightly, which was considered to be an agreement with An Peiyan's proposal. But then, Anya glared at An Peiyan like a fried hedgehog: "I can only take a sneak look, I don't want you to scare him." ”

"Huh. I'm not a tiger, how could I scare him. Besides, I'm someone's future son-in-law, how come it's not paper-mΓ’chΓ©. It may be the reason for the easing of the relationship, and after noticing that Anya seemed to be in a good mood, An Peiyan had the audacity to laugh. But noticing Anya's instantaneous gaze, Ampeyan Lima stopped getting a little carried away.

After the estrangement between the father and daughter dissipated, Anya also restrained her attitude towards An Peiyan a little more, seeing An Peiyan's rather apprehensive attitude towards herself, Anya couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable. It was also at this moment that Anya discovered how hard this man had lived over the years, not to mention the loss of his beloved woman, and to be vicious by his daughter.

At the same time that this sourness appeared in her heart, Anya hesitated, pursed her lips, and glanced at the man opposite who was obviously mixed with a trace of apprehension in her eyes at this time.

'If my mother knew that I tortured her beloved man like this, she would hate me as a daughter, wouldn't she? ’

"When school starts, you can find a chance to take a sneak peek." , The moment such a thought appeared, Anya raised her eyes slightly, hesitated for a moment and discussed with the man in front of her: "Okay?" ”

"Yes, yes. Good. Seeing Anya like this, all the previous gloom in An Peiyan's heart blew away in an instant. Even because of such joy, An Peiyan directly pinched another black chicken wing and was about to fill it in her mouth.

"Put it down!" , but the chicken wings had just been picked up, and Anya scolded fiercely. But then, perhaps thinking that her tone was a little bad, Anya hesitated, bit her lip, glanced at the man opposite who seemed to be at a loss, and discussed, "Why don't you go out to eat?" ”

Just like Anya thought in her heart, over the years, Anya has brought An Peiyan almost unparalleled torture, many people can see the scenery in front of An Peiyan, and a few people can understand the almost endless pain and nightmare in An Peiyan's heart.

After realizing that Anya seemed to have really forgiven herself, at this moment, the black chicken wings were so delicious in An Peiyan's mouth. Hearing Anya's words, An Peiyan stuffed the chicken wings into her mouth with one hand and waved vigorously with the other: "It's okay, it's okay!" I love to eat, I love to eat! It's good, it's good. ”

Seeing An Peiyan's behavior, Anya suddenly felt that she was actually far happier than she imagined. Although he doesn't have the mother who loves him, he still has a father who loves him all the time. Glancing at the black sauce on An Peiyan's mouth, Anya stood up directly and walked out angrily.

Seeing Anya get up suddenly, An Peiyan, who was full of joy just now, suddenly stopped the movements in her hand, and in an instant, a worried and bitter color appeared in An Peiyan's eyes again. At this moment, Anya, who walked to the door, hummed and muttered: "What is delicious, it is hard to eat!" I don't like to eat! I'm going out to eat good! ”

"Good, good! Eat good, eat good! Noticing that Anya walked out directly after speaking, An Peiyan paused for a moment before reflecting. At the same time that the rich joy in her eyes appeared again, An Peiyan directly threw the unchewed chicken wings in her mouth on the table, bypassed the table in three steps and two steps, and ran out of the door.

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