Chapter 183: Enjoyable
Lian Lei blamed herself and even beat herself, why? Just by virtue of being wronged? But what kind of grievance did she have? In fact, Hua Wuxian thinks that Lianlei should at least be grateful to him, because what he has done can be regarded as benevolent and impeccable...... But I didn't expect Lian Lei to be so ignorant, she actually pointed at her nose and cursed the Hua family, cursing her respected grandfather...... Isn't this a big rebellion?
He wanted to punch Relei in the face, but he didn't know why he thought he would be furious, but now? I was a little annoyed. Looking at this face that was exactly the same as the aunt who loved him in his childhood memory, thinking that no one from the Hua family was present when his aunt died, this guilt made Hua Wuxian a little unspeakable.
Lian Lei's slap was hot on his cheek, he should have fought back, but his hand was not under his control, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't lift half a point, he could only look at Lian Lei's face blankly, like a fool!
Raising her eyebrows slightly disdainfully, Lian Lei looked at Hua Wu's eyes and said indifferently: "Money is not everything, you know?" At least my pity is not rare......" The hand raised again hung down weakly at the moment of the exit of this sentence: "Forget it, I won't beat you, it's just a dirty hand of matter!" Because you are no better than him Mo Tianxing! β
"Dirty hands?" Hua Wuxian repeated, his face was a little dark: "I just said it in passing, you misunderstood what your cousin meant, my cousin just wants to compensate my cousin with the best, and I don't mean anything else, if I have something to say, why ......"
With a cold snort, Lianlei interrupted Hua Wuxi's words with a cold snort: "Say it well? There's no need for that, right? Do you understand? If I'm not mistaken. There's a saying 'don't speculate more than half a sentence', right? "After speaking; Lian Lei raised her hand with some disdain and nodded at Mo Tianxing: "To put it well, I just sit down like him and talk to you about what I can get in exchange for this 'goods'?" Or do I have that point that you can take a fancy to? β
Taking a deep breath, Lian Lei tried to ease her chest tightness caused by nervousness: "When my mother died, where did you hide one by one?" Forget it? You've all forgotten that there's a poor woman here, right? Let's talk about how sad my mother's heart was at that time? Tell me, is she willing to be abandoned by some people? You don't have to, right? β
"And after that? For more than ten years, some people still don't see a shadow, as if they don't exist in this world. Don't deny it, if I don't have any use for you, or will you still remember me? Save it! I wouldn't believe it if I told a doll like Qingwu...... All right! Even if it's relatives walking around, okay? Knowing that you are like a fish in water, knowing that the old prince Hua is in good health, and knowing that the Hua family is prosperous, I am very happy and bless you all right? β
"Oh, by the way, you can still reminisce about the past, right? Tell me how good you are, how much you miss me, listen to me tell me how unbearable my stepmother Tian is, and then sigh a few words. Drop a little silver to help my cousin, who doesn't mix well but still has some use value. Of course, you can also talk about how much, how much you look down on Gu Songzhi......"
"Maybe a few years earlier, there was a fool who would have really been grateful to you, but unfortunately, she didn't need anything now. She doesn't care about anything but her daughter! Because if you hurt enough, you won't feel pain. If you look forward to it for a long time, you will become insensitive. When the heart is cold, even if you warm it with true feelings, it is not easy to thaw, not to mention the false feelings! β
Lianlei took a step back and sat down where Hua Wuxian had been sitting. After a short break, Lian Lei smiled at Hua Wuxian and said, "Now I want to explain to me and tell you that it's really late!" I don't need any mercy from the flower family, and I don't need anyone's mercy. At least my joys, sorrows, and sorrows will not be mixed with the shadow of the flower family. Even if I'm dead, okay, as long as you don't laugh, even if you value love and righteousness, isn't it? ButγThat's all.,That rumor, no matter what it is.,It has nothing to do with my mercy.,Want to use me.,Save it, right? Can I say that I will not be accompanied? β
Her heart is soft, perhaps because of the lack of love, and the little affection she longs for more than anyone else to fall on her head. Not long ago, Lianlei really tried to forgive the Hua family and try to integrate into the Hua family, but after all, it was a dream, beautiful but illusory, and Lianlei knew that she had to wake up.
She reminded herself that everything in that dream was fake, and after unveiling its hypocrisy, there was no family affection, no blood, and no minimum human nature, only the use and trading of Chiguoguo!
She has passed the age of dreaming, and she will not be stupid enough to sacrifice herself to fulfill anyone, because after reliving, she only has one concern left for Qingwu, and it can also be said that she is Qingwu, and her life is not even her own! Daughter? Cluck...... Lei laughed a few times, feeling that she seemed to be calmer.
In fact, Lian Lei's requirements are really not high, as long as it is the old prince, even if it is just a letter, as long as she lowers her head to express a little miss to her dead mother, Lian Lei feels that she will be stupid to the end. What she really wants is a simple love, not mixed with anything. But...... Can she say that she can't afford to hurt, really can't afford to hurt?
Sometimes Lianlei really wants to be like that monkey who jumped out of the crack in the stone, so much freedom? Without the shackles of blood, which is still chaotic, it must be extremely chic, right? Pity...... She's not!
Maybe it was because Lian Lei's voice was a little loud, the melodious sound of the guqin on the third floor paused, and there was the sound of footsteps in the corridor in the quiet, but after hearing that it was the Marquis of Hua inside, he tiptoed back.
Enough was said, and enough catharsis was enough, Lian Lei breathed a sigh of relief and didn't want to say anything more. Hearing a few soft coughs from the next room, as well as the sound of pushing the door and leaving, Lian Lei knew that the person arranged by Zhan Qingfeng next door had left. This means that the handle of Mo Tianxing that she wants is enough? Is it enough to coerce Mo Tianxing to let go?
Thinking of the chances of getting rid of Mo Tianxing with a few more layers, Lian Lei's heart was a little surprised. It seems that she should forget about the past, after all, the road is to be walked forward, sad? Who is it for? You have to smile and dance lightly out of a sweet and bright future, this is the most important thing, and the rest will go with the wind!
Smiling, Lian Lei didn't look at Hua Wuxian and Mo Tianxing again, and raised her leg to walk outside the room. (To be continued......)