"They're little bugs that, like cicadas, survive by sucking the sap of trees. Then when it grows up, it begins to spit out wax filaments to wrap itself...... Wax worms are made by scraping them all off the trees, boiling them on fire, and filtering out the carcasses of the small bugs. She reminisced about the most comfortable years of her last life. At that time, Lin Enzhi had already begun to treat her coldly, she was so idle that she had no choice, and she had no children, so she looked for all kinds of miscellaneous books to read.

She saw it in a miscellaneous book she couldn't remember its name.

Looking back on that time, she felt like she was in a dream. When a woman pins all her future, all her hopes, and all her dreams on one man, she is doomed to be a hopeless tragedy.

And she tasted the fruit of incomparably bitterness.

Still, she doesn't shy away from that history. Whether it's good or bad, that's her life. Without that time, there would be no where she is now. Every step is unavoidable.

"Isn't that similar to silkworm farming?" Lilac exclaimed, "No, it's easier than raising silkworms." Raising silkworms also has to pick mulberry leaves all day long. ”

Gu Ming suddenly became interested: "Do you know silkworm raising? ”

Lilac's expression became gloomy: "Fourteen Niang, the slave's former home was a silkworm raiser...... But there was a big drought that year, and the mulberry trees couldn't grow leaves, and the silkworm babies, one, Ben, and read # novel xstxt all starved to death...... The family really raised so many children that they couldn't live, so they sold the slaves and maids......"

Gu Ming was silent, and asked after a while, "Do you still miss your family?" Ever thought about looking for them? ”

Lilac shook her head in disbelief: "They have sold the slave maid...... The slaves and maids have already repaid the kindness they gave birth to, and in the future, they do not want to see them again. ”

said so, but Gu Ming looked at the lost look on her face, and knew that deep in her heart, she was not as free and easy as she said.

How can one not miss his family! No matter how bad they are to you......

Gu Ming remembered her previous life gloomily. If she hadn't been betrayed so badly, she wouldn't have hated so much, right? In her previous life, when the Yao family was unreasonable, she also tolerated her a lot for the sake of her family.

And now, she knows that people like Yao's can't treat her as family.

In her previous life, she had thought about creating her own family. She wants to find a good man with outstanding character and worthy of dependence, who will give birth to a bunch of children between her and him...... They will be her family.

The current family, not her family. She wants to create her own family.

However, even this experiment failed.

Men are not to be relied upon, and children are killed.

So in this life, she won't do it again. She decided that it was enough to have herself, that she didn't need a man to accompany her, and that she no longer wanted to find a child for herself.

If you have children but can't protect her well, then wouldn't it hurt them to give birth to them?

As long as she figures it out, she will no longer be lonely in this world, and she will become very happy and happy every day......

Her gaze suddenly became very far-reaching.

"Lilac, you better think about some things when you were a child...... The more you think about it, the better your chances of finding your loved ones in the future. Gu Ming said softly to Lilac.

Seeing that Ding Xiang still wanted to refute, Gu Ming calmed her down with just one sentence: "Although there is no possibility now, there will definitely be opportunities in the future." In the future, I will have someone help you find your family and then release your citizenship. ”

Lilac looked at Gu Ming blankly, and didn't say anything that she didn't want to meet with her family.

Who really doesn't want to have a family? Unless it's really the heart that is broken and can't be hurt anymore.

A lot has happened this month. Yao tortured Gu Ming twice in three days, making her wait to get up, dress, freshen up, eat, and sleep...... There are so many girls, aunts, concubines don't need it, everything points to Gu Ming. Gu Ming has always been good-tempered, and she will do whatever she wants.

Except for the fact that she had a hand at the beginning, she dragged Yao's scalp pain a few times, and later, she served Yao very comfortably. Yao originally wanted to take the opportunity to scold her, but she didn't expect that except for the beginning, there would be no opportunity at all.

Lilac is now much closer to her than before, and she talks to her more casually than before, looking at Fourteen Niang's tired back ache every day, she said unevenly: "Madame is really unreasonable!" There are so many people who don't need it, and you are only looking for Fourteen Niang for everything, which is too much! ”

"Don't talk nonsense, little girl doesn't know, it's a good thing." Gu Ming smiled, "Do you think she asked me to do these things more because it hurt me, and it hurt them not to let her own daughter do these things?" But what daughter can raise a family for the rest of her life without marrying? Which daughter-in-law doesn't set rules for her mother-in-law? Do more now, you don't have to start over in the future, and you have to be laughed at by the concubine for having no rules. "She doesn't plan to get married, but what about others, can't they marry either?

There is nothing wrong with doing more work by yourself, as long as Yao does not regret it in the future.

The second thing is that Gu Shan sent a very gentle, beautiful, considerate and capable girl to Lin Enzhi. Lin Enzhi accepted it very politely, and then made a special trip to Yao to thank him.

Yao Shi was in a daze at the time, and he didn't know why, listening to the meaning of his words, he only felt that something was wrong. But in front of the children of the courtyard, it is not convenient to ask in detail. As soon as Lin Enzhi and the children who came to Dingxing left, her face immediately pulled down.

"What the hell is going on, go find out right away!" Yao instructed Huo Xiangdao.

Huoxiang immediately went to the second gate and told the mother-in-law who was guarding the door there the reason. The mother-in-law called a rough mother-in-law to accompany her to Qiuguiyuan.

Then, she saw the girl named "Qingqing", and her face immediately sank.

just confessed to Lin Enzhi, and she invited Qingqing back to Wei Ziyuan.

As soon as she left, Lin Enzhi immediately breathed a sigh of relief. In the past two days, this girl named Qingqing has tossed Qiu Guiyuan into a miasma!

To be honest, if Gu Shan and the others had such things in their yards, it would be strange that they could still read good books!

When Yao saw the girl brought back by Huoxiang, he was so angry that he trembled. Is Shiro his own brother? How can anyone be a brother, send a girl to a brother-in-law, and send such a beautiful one?

This is for fear that my sister and brother-in-law will have a good relationship in the future, right?

Yao's family was immediately furious, and asked someone to come to Gu Shan, and scolded him in front of the people in the courtyard.

Gu Shan thought he had good intentions, and he saw that wormwood was too ugly. He felt that if he was such an ugly girl serving him, he would definitely not be able to eat or sleep......

That's why I picked a beautiful girl and sent it over.

But I didn't expect that he Lin Enzhi didn't know what to do!

Gu Shan hated Lin Enzhi for this.

His eyes were fixed on Fourteen Niang, Gu Ming.