Gu Ruoyan was like a helpless child at this time, looking at me pitifully and expectantly. I knew that there was nothing else in her words, just that she was afraid of loneliness, and hoped that someone could accompany her and not make her so lonely and difficult.

I sighed in my heart, although it was inconvenient and inappropriate for a lonely man and a widow to be in the same room. But seeing her so pitiful made me feel very sympathetic to her, and I couldn't bear to leave her alone.

I hesitated and was about to speak. Gu Ruoyan suddenly covered his mouth with his hand, and he was about to vomit. But once she couldn't vomit, she immediately struggled out of bed and ran to the bathroom. As soon as I rushed in, the second vomiting finally erupted, and I heard the sound of vomiting in the bathroom, and Gu Ruoyan's extremely sad gasps.

I didn't feel at ease, so I followed up in the bathroom, only to see Gu Ruoyan lying on the toilet mouth, kneeling on the ground, and still retching. I immediately took a towel from the wall, soaked it with water, and handed it to her, patting her back with my left hand to make her feel better.

Gu Ruoyan vomited for a while, but he didn't spit out much, only a lot of pungent sour water. It seemed that she hadn't eaten dinner, and was drinking there. She finally couldn't vomit anymore, and sat down on the floor weakly, panting with her back against the bathtub. I had to use a towel to wipe away all the tears, snot and dirt that had spilled from her face after vomiting just now, and asked her, "Manager, what do you think now?" Is it better? ”

Gu Ruoyan didn't answer, but his chest rose and fell sharply, obviously his body was still tumbling over the river, and he was extremely uncomfortable. But after throwing up, she was much more conscious, she reached out to take the towel, turned it over, pushed away her glasses and wiped her eyes.

I said again, "Is it better?" Do you want me to help you back to bed? ”

Gu Ruoyan glanced at me, nodded and said, "Wait a minute!" As he spoke, he put on a towel and blew his nose vigorously. After blowing and wiping, wiping and blowing, this towel is so dirty that there is nowhere to use.

Gu Ruoyan casually threw the towel aside, her straight nose turned red from exertion, but her breathing began to be normal. I put my hand under her armpit and asked, "Are you alright?" ”

Gu Ruoyan smiled apologetically, propped up the ground with his left hand, and wanted to get up by himself. I pushed her up from the floor and helped her back to bed.

Gu Ruoyan seemed to have lost all her strength with the vomiting just now, and she lay down on the bed softly, and she closed her eyes weakly to recuperate. I grabbed the water glass next to the bed and said, "Drink some water and rinse your mouth, if you vomit for a while, your mouth must be bitter?" ”

Gu Ruoyan opened her eyes, she said "um" again, and held up her upper body with difficulty to drink water. Seeing that she was so weak, I had to hold the water glass in one hand, and reach out with the other hand to support her back, and feed her three sips of boiling water.

Gu Ruoyan, who drank the boiling water, seemed to be much more comfortable, her lips left the mouth of the cup, she looked at me gratefully with her eyes, and said softly: "Tang Qian, thank you!" Now I'm much better. ”

I put down the water glass, and saw that she seemed to be really sober, so I asked, "You have been drinking outside until dawn for the past few nights, and you have never come home?" ”

Gu Ruoyan turned his eyes to the side, and his painful and desolate expression was clear at a glance. She was silent for a long time before she said, "It's not every night, sometimes I stay in the office all night and don't go anywhere." ”

I nodded, and said, "Are you going to give up on yourself like this, drinking and anesthetizing yourself all your life?" Do you know that if you continue like this, your life, career, and even health will be ruined by yourself. The decision to divorce is made by yourself, and since you will be so painful, why did you promise your husband a divorce in the first place? Now that you have chosen to divorce, you need to pick yourself up and try to get out of your husband's shadow and find happiness for yourself. And now that you're in pain all day long, drunk and dreaming of death, do you think your husband will sympathize with you? No, it won't! That kind of negative person will only laugh at you, and others don't know the situation, and will only look down on you, what's the point of living like this? ”

Gu Ruoyan's eyes were red when I said it, and she wanted to cry sadly. She lowered her head and sniffed hard. After I told her, I felt a little too harsh, and she is not my relative, so I don't seem to be qualified to say that about her.

But I was still very angry, and when I didn't speak, I used to take out a cigarette and light it. Knowing that I had just taken a puff, Gu Ruoyan raised her head, reached out and snatched the cigarette from my mouth, put it in her mouth and inhaled it violently. I was stunned and thought, "Okay! Now that I'm drinking and smoking, I'm not sure how I'll torture myself in the future. This woman is good at everything, but she only keeps everything in her heart, never tells others, and likes to abuse herself, making herself not like a ghost or a ghost.

I was speechless, silently took out another cigarette, lit it again, and the two of us were silent for a long time, only the sound of smoking and exhaling.

To break the silence between us, I asked her, "Why did your phone suddenly disconnect just now?" Later, I couldn't get through no matter how I played. I seem to remember that it was you who screamed at the end, and thought something had happened to you. I was so scared that I quickly ran here, only to find that you were fine, but it scared me out of a cold sweat, what the hell is going on? ”

Gu Ruoyan flicked the cigarette ash in his hand and sighed: "Now only you will care about me, I don't have any trustworthy friends around me except you, I Gu Ruoyan has lived to this extent, it's really a failure, alas!" ”

She paused for a moment, and then said, "When I was talking to you on the phone just now, someone happened to be fighting next to me, and a person picked up the wine bottle and threw it over, which happened to fall at my feet and fell to pieces. I was so startled that my phone fell to the ground and broke. ”

I let out an "oh" and understood. "So what do you think now?" Are you still sad after throwing up? Gu Ruoyan said: "After spitting it out, people are much more sober, but their heads are still very painful, groggy and uncomfortable." ”

I said, "Then you better rest early, don't drink all the time in the future, every time you drink until you get drunk, it's not good for your health." If you feel lonely, you can call me and chat, and I will come and accompany you when I am free. The main thing is that you must cheer up, forget those unpleasant memories, and live a happy life again. It is recommended that you go out for a period of time, change the place to change your mood, enjoy the great rivers and mountains of the motherland or simply go to a foreign country to appreciate the exotic customs, which can quickly free people from the pain. Maybe when you come back, you've forgotten your worries and become happier! ”

Gu Ruoyan, who was smoking, laughed when he heard this, but was choked by the smoke, and coughed loudly while laughing: "Ahem;;;;;; To put it simply, ahem;;;;;; Ahem, you think ahem;;;;;; Say forget it? If you can forget your troubles when you go out on a trip, then there will be no pain in this world! ”

I said, "Okay! You finally laughed, you see, are you much happier laughing than when you shed tears? That's right, sometimes don't think about unpleasant things, and you can achieve the goal of being happy. ”

Gu Ruoyan shook his head with a wry smile and said, "Okay, okay, I understand what you mean, I will try to learn to forget, don't worry about me." Aren't you leaving? Then go quickly, and don't disturb my rest! ”

I let out a "hey", threw away the cigarette butt, stood up and said, "Then I'll go first, if you need my help, just call my mobile phone, go to bed early." ”

I dragged the quilt for her, but I didn't dare to untie her clothes. Smile at her, turn and walk towards the door.

As soon as I opened the door, I suddenly heard Gu Ruoyan call me: "Tang Qian! ”

I looked back and said, "What's wrong?" ”

I saw that Gu Ruoyan had three points of fear, three points of embarrassment, three points of loneliness and one point of reluctance. Her mouth opened, and she spat out a sentence for a long time: "You;;;;;; Can you wait until I'm asleep before leaving? I'm afraid I'm alone here, and I won't be able to sleep. ”

I understand her heart, although Gu Ruoyan has been alone in the empty room for a long time, she still has hopes at that time, she hopes that her husband will come back and change his mind. So although it was sad, it was not difficult. But since the divorce, endless emptiness has come to her, and no one will come to accompany her for a long night. The loneliness will be ten times stronger than before, and the unbearable taste will be ten times more painful than usual. That's why she'd rather get drunk outside and sit in the office until dawn than go home.

Sympathetic and helpless, I sighed twice and closed the door. I walked back to the bed and said, "Okay, I'll wait until you're asleep." ”

Gu Ruoyan smiled, she immediately took off her shoes and socks and slept in the quilt. I dragged a chair over her, sat down on the edge of her bed, and said, "Close your eyes and sleep, I'll sit here." ”

Gu Ruoyan snorted, began to take off his coat in the quilt, and took it out and threw it on the corner of the bed after a while. Then she rested her head on one of her hands, looked at me and asked, "By the way, aren't you going to tell me why you quit?" Now, if it's not very interesting, maybe I'll fall asleep while listening to it. ”

I laughed and said, "I'm not telling a story, and besides, you're not a child anymore, do you still need adults to tell stories and put them to sleep?" ”

Gu Ruoyan seemed to be very peaceful, she slept under the covers, and she felt very satisfied with a man by her side who could talk to her. She had a smile on her face and made fun of me: "Listen to your tone, it seems that you often do things to lull children to sleep while telling stories." Do you already have children? ”

I said: "I don't have children, but I have a sister who is nine years younger than me, she never closes her eyes when she goes to bed every night without listening to a story, I am an older brother, I can't help it, most of the time I tell this hypnotic story, so I am very good at telling stories!" ”

Gu Ruoyan said: "Then your brother and sister relationship must be very good, right?" ”

"It's okay!"

"Tang Qian, you have a family, you are so happy!"

I was silent for a moment. In my daily work, I gradually learned that Gu Ruoyan lost his father at the age of 14, and his mother also died of illness when he was 20 years old. After graduating from college, she came to the city to work alone, and after marrying her husband, she has never had children. It can be said that in this place, she has no relatives except her husband. Now that even her only relative has left her, it is no wonder that she is finally disheartened and borrows wine to drown her sorrows.

I also thought that I often complained that I was looked down upon by others because of poverty, so that I was resentful, hated the rich, and thought that I had no talent, and God treated me unfairly, so I was extremely depressed. In fact, I don't know how happy I am compared to many people! I am in good health, food and clothing, my parents are alive, my family is harmonious, and I have a girlfriend who loves me. If a man is like this, what more can he ask for! It's just that sometimes fate likes to joke, and will constantly arrange some small misunderstandings and small turmoil, so that you can't help but change your thoughts and actions with the current. For example, if I quit my job, if there hadn't been a series of turmoil and misunderstandings, I don't think I would have changed so much.

I sighed softly and pulled out my cigarette to smoke again.

Gu Ruoyan sighed when she saw me speechless, and whispered, "Did I say something wrong?" I don't think you're happy. ”

I took a puff of my cigarette and smiled, "No, I just remembered something that I couldn't grasp on my own, and I was a little emotional." ”

Gu Ruoyan said: "Does it have anything to do with your resignation?" ”

I was amazed at her quick judgment and accurate intuition, no wonder she could be the business manager and I couldn't, this woman did have something special. Although she is at a low ebb in her relationship, her mind is still very sharp!

I said, "yes, it's a bit of a relationship. ”

"Then you tell me about it, and if I don't fall asleep, I can come up with ideas for you."

I smoked my cigarette and thought about it for a while, and I decided to tell her all my secrets without any reservations. Sometimes people have secrets or things that have been suppressed in their hearts for too long, and they will add a heavy weight to their inner burden, which is very detrimental to themselves. Therefore, human beings will need to have a friend who can confide in their hearts, and this friend does not have to be the best, but he must be the most reliable and safe.

Gu Ruoyan is the most suitable person for me to confide in my heart at the moment. First, she is calm and reliable, even a little cold and indifferent, and will not spread my business. Second, she also has a secret that I know now, and we happen to be in the same situation. Third, she has nothing to do with me, and can tell her everything without any scruples. Fourth, I trust her and think she's a good person.

Halfway through a cigarette, I finally spoke, "My reason is complicated, and if you want to understand, you must listen to me from the beginning." This is a long story from the beginning, and you may really fall asleep bored after listening to it halfway through. ”

Gu Ruoyan wrapped her whole body in the quilt, only her head was exposed, and she said, "It's okay, I want to hear it, you go and turn off the headlights, and leave only a bedside lamp." Speak slowly, and if I do fall asleep, then tomorrow night when I go to bed, you can continue to tell me. ”

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