Hua Nan sneered and said, "You have heard a lot about my affairs, and I will hide it from you." Actually, I really wanted to marry Bai Liu, but it was only after the incident that Bai Gan happened that I suddenly realized that I couldn't marry her. With a woman like her, I can't let her be my wife. ”

Wang Xiao nodded understandingly.

His wife is wheeled, and no man can tolerate this kind of thing.

But I heard Hua Nan say again: "You may think that I dislike Bai Liu and people are not clean." Hmph, hmph, if that's what you think, then you just don't know me too well. Actually, I don't dislike her for not being clean at all, because I already knew that she was not clean. From the time I first fell in love with her, I just knew that she had a man, and she was broken when she was in elementary school. If I really hated her for being unclean, I would never have been entangled with her until now. ”

"Oh?" Wang Xiao was amazed. He really thought wrong, and he didn't understand what Hua Nan thought.

I only heard Hua Nan say again: "Today's women, how many of them have never had a man, how can they care about a lot?" Of course, the man before the relationship and the man after the relationship are different in nature. The man before can be ignored. If there are other men after the relationship, then it is intolerable. Let's not say such beautiful words on the big picture, let's talk about specific things.

Bai Liu disliked me for having no money at the beginning, and ran away with the rich boss, and I don't blame her for this matter. Because it was my own incompetence, I couldn't make money to satisfy her, so I couldn't force her to suffer with me. If she is willing to follow the rich boss to eat and drink spicy food, I can't stop her. This kind of thing is just what you want me to do. ”

"Later, what happened to her with the rich boss has nothing to do with me, because she has nothing to do with me anymore, and it has nothing to do with me how cheap she is. After I knew what happened to her, I naturally didn't get angry. ”

But my decision not to marry her did have something to do with what happened while she was with her rich boss. Because through those things, I found out that Bailiu is really brainless and has no limit, and is not the material for being a good wife and mother. I can't imagine what her child would be like. The thought that my child might be as brain-dead as hers in the future makes me feel a strong and irrepressible fear. I don't want my child to be as brain-dead as her, because my child will be too sinful in the world. So, no matter what, I can't marry her. ”

"Oh!" Wang Xiao was indeed shocked by Hua Nan's thoughts.

Hua Nan didn't care about the inferiority of Baiyanagi's character at all, but considered the problem from the perspective of the happiness of future generations.

Wang Xiao really had a feeling that he didn't know what to say.

He has always chosen the women around him with love and marital happiness, and has never made a choice for the happiness of future generations like Hua Nan. This perspective sounds really eye-opening.

But if you think about it, it seems to make sense. For example, you can't look too ugly, otherwise you will die if you give birth to a woman who is ugly, and you won't be able to get married. For example, if you want to find a taller one, then the child will be taller, not like a dwarf winter melon. As for Hua Nan, she saw Bai Liu's brain.

What kind of children can a brain-dead woman raise?

Ten percent will raise a brain-dead child.

The role of the mother in the child's upbringing is enormous, even beyond the influence of the father.

If the mother is very brain-dead, then the child raised is also likely to be brain-dead.

This kind of brain damage does not mean that the child born will be born with a mental retardation, but that the performance of people and things is too unreliable. For example, arrogance, unreasonableness, incomprehension, selfishness and willfulness, etc. …,

With this kind of personality literacy, children are easily influenced by their parents.

So, finding a reasonable woman to be a wife is the same as finding a selfish and willful woman to be a wife. You don't even need to distinguish between the high and the low, and a discerning person can see which one is good. Only a fool would marry a brain-dead woman, so it can be regarded as complementary. The so-called is not a family that does not enter the door.

"However, even if Bai Liu is brain-dead, the child she gives birth to may not be brain-dead, right?" Wang Xiao questioned.

Hua Nan nodded and said, "Well, I didn't say that the child she gave birth to is 100% brain-dead, but the chance of brain-dead is very big after all." She herself doesn't understand personnel, so how can she let her children understand personnel. The thought that my child may be brain-dead when he grows up makes me feel a headache and horror. I'm not going to let that happen. Even if I am not responsible for my own happiness, I am responsible for the happiness of my children. I'm not going to find them a brain-dead mother and ask them to live in this world and suffer, that's really a sin. ”

"Huh!" Wang Xiao felt a little.

He really didn't expect Hua Nan to think like this. It is the so-called human heart separated from the belly. Everyone's thinking is different. Speculating on others with your own ideas will inevitably lead to mistakes.

"Haven't you considered the question of whether you love Bai Liu or not?" Wang Xiao couldn't help but ask.

Hua Nan was silent for a moment and sighed: "Not every man in this world is as lucky as you, you can find your beloved beauty who also loves you deeply." As for what to love or not, I have considered this kind of thing, but it has never been the focus of my consideration. Because in my personal character, if a woman doesn't make me feel sick, I will definitely treat her very well and kindly●・I think most men in the world are like this, they don't necessarily love their wives, but they will be good to their wives. Because that's the responsibility. ”

"The topic of love or not is the most popular topic for people outside of marriage, but people who are in marriage rarely talk about it. Because after entering the real marriage, people are more important to be responsible. Only those who know how to take responsibility will really manage their marriage well. As for those who talk about love all day, they are most likely to make a mess. ”

"I'm not saying there isn't love in marriage, it's just that it's not necessary. Therefore, I have never entered into marriage with a woman just because I love her. If I am willing to enter into marriage with a woman, it is certainly better that woman is the one I love. But if I don't love her, it should be appropriate. For me, only marital happiness is real. As for the happiness of love or not love, it is too ethereal and not so real. ”

"Hmph, hmph, two so-called people who love each other quarrel and fight and torture each other every day, is that the happiness of love? In my opinion, that is nothing more than a manifestation of pathology. I don't think that's happiness. ”

"In short, whether I love or not is never the focus of my consideration."

"If I think about it, what is there to love about that brain-dead woman?"

"I'm with Shirayanagi, maybe not because I love her. I don't stay with Bai Liu, maybe not because I don't love her. Whether you love someone or not, whether you are with or not is not linked to me. ”

"I just finally saw that Bai Liu was too brainless, so I resolutely chose to leave her."

Wang Xiao listened to Hua Nan's words and sighed in his heart, he had a feeling of hearing strange theories, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt that it was reasonable. Happiness is pursued differently by everyone, and naturally there are different tendencies to consider.

Some people value a woman's appearance the most, some people value a woman's family background the most, and some people value a woman's temperament the most. Different people have different choices, and they can't talk about the advantages and disadvantages of high and low, just looking for what suits them. …,

I only heard Hua Nan continue: "I have decided to leave Bailiu, so how do I leave her?" The question of what method to choose. To make this clear, I'm going to talk about another thing first. ”

"What's the matter?" Wang Xiao asked.

Hua Nan said: "At the beginning, Bai Liu disliked me for having no money, she ran away with a rich boss, and then after the boss went bankrupt, she ran back to me. Originally, I didn't want to get back together with her, and many people thought that I shouldn't be with her, so do you know why I reconciled with her? ”

"Why?" Wang Xiao asked.

Hua Nan continued: "I have also heard others discuss this matter. Some people say that I really love Bai Liu, some people say that I am moved by Bai Liu's bitter pleading, and some people say that I am a big heart. I know all of this, but none of them are right. The reason why I have been entangled with Bai Liu until now is not because of how much I love her, but simply because she scolds me. Actually, since she ran away with the rich boss, I have no love for her in my heart. But after the rich boss went bankrupt, she came back and asked to get back together, and I didn't agree at first. But what did she say? She told me that she was wrong and wanted me to give her a chance, and if I didn't give her a chance, then I wouldn't really love her. ”

"Hehe, I was so stupid that I was coerced by her words. It is only now that I truly understand how many women in the world are ashamed of how many things they have done to hurt men with this sentence. It's as if it is natural for a woman to hurt a man, and it is heinous for a man to hurt a woman. The selfish thoughts of brain-dead women, that is their stupidity, why should they be restrained? Alas, but I was really constrained at the time. ”

"It can be said that it was that time that I went astray, so I got into today's situation."

"If I had a strong heart and was not afraid of her slander, there would have been no future."

"However, I was too immature at the time. I've never encountered anything like this. Others have done things that hurt me, and instead they have beaten me up, as if all the mistakes were mine.

I never thought of this kind of thing, I didn't know what to do right, I just managed to do it right. ”

"So, I gave her a chance......"

Hua Nan fell into a long silence. He seemed to recall many things.

Wang Xiao stood beside Hua Nan. He couldn't see Hua Nan's expression, because Hua Nan's face was wrapped in bandages. He couldn't see Hua Nan's eyes, because Hua Nan closed her eyes. But he could feel Hua Nan's turbulent mood.

When Hua Nan opened his eyes again, his eyes were very calm.

I only heard him let out a sneer and said: "But what I never expected was that what I gave Bai Liu a chance to reform was not a chance for Bai Liu, I just gave her the opportunity to constantly hurt me......

There was a hint of painful ruthlessness in Hua Nan's eyes, but it quickly disappeared.

I only heard him laugh at himself again: "Only now do I understand how cruel it is to be kind to others." If I were in the same situation now, I wouldn't have made the same stupid mistake I used to make. But I didn't understand it at the time, so I made such a stupid mistake. Some truths will only be understood after experience, and I do not regret the original choice, because it is also to do things according to the heart. At that time, I was soft-hearted, so I gave others the opportunity to hurt me with impunity. But now I'm ruthless, and I'm not going to repeat the same mistakes. ”

"When I saw the nature of the white willow brain, I decided to leave her. But I can't simply leave her. If I had simply left her, she would have scolded me. Although I am now determined and not confused by her words, it is always good that such things can be avoided. I planned a violent attack at my own wedding, and absolutely no one would have thought that I had done it, and of course Bai Liu couldn't have imagined it. ”…,

"If I leave her in this way, she will not only not scold me, but will even miss me. How nice it would be if I didn't die, how nice if I didn't go missing, how good it would be that I still take care of her. She would never have imagined that I had orchestrated her tragic situation. In the past, she hurt me and slandered me, but now I hurt her and she wants her to miss me. ”

"You get the idea, right? The reason why I caused a bloody case at my wedding was because I was going to put Bai Liu in the most miserable situation, and then she still missed me in her heart. It's as ridiculous as if she had hurt me and slandered me. If she can do it, I can do it too. Haha......"

Hua Nan laughed a few times, then suddenly stopped, showing a look of pain.

He had plastic surgery, and although the place where he operated was almost healed, he didn't have all the good ones. He got carried away for a moment, and his facial movements were a little larger, so the muscles on his face were very painful.

So, after a few laughs, he stopped.

But Wang Xiao could feel his pride, even though there was a sense of pathos.

"However, if you want to leave Bailiu, why do you have to kill so many people?" Wang Xiao asked again.

Hua Nan sneered: "People are in the rivers and lakes, and they can't help it. Once a person is contaminated with the side door, it will be difficult to get rid of it.

It's not that easy to really quit completely. When you have power, others are afraid of you and dare not touch you. But if you don't have the power anymore, any cat and dog character will dare to on your head. Therefore, if you really get involved in the rivers and lakes, you have to struggle in it. Not only do you not want to get out, but you even have to get stronger and stronger in order to protect yourself. This way, you'll be able to deal with stronger and stronger enemies. ”

"I want to leave Bailiu, and I want to leave Jiangcheng. I wanted to go to a place where no one knew me and change my life. In such a place, no one knows me, no one knows my past, and I will gradually forget it, so that I can truly gain peace of mind and feel the purest happiness. ”

"But it's not easy for me to do that. When you come out to mix, you always have to pay it back. If you don't pay it back, others will be psychologically unbalanced, and there will always be people looking for you for revenge. It's like an ordinary person fighting, if someone beats him violently, then he will definitely find someone to fight back, otherwise he will feel uncomfortable in his heart. If you call back, it will soon be relieved. It's not so easy for me to get out of the strife. ”

"I have offended so many people in Jiangcheng, if I don't pay a price, those people will not let me go. I don't want to really pay any price, I can only create the price of fake death, so that those people's hearts are balanced. And I can also disappear in front of others, so as to avoid the trouble of others seeking revenge on me. ”

"I now have enough money to cover my life's expenses. I just want to find a place where no one knows me, find a woman who doesn't know my past, get married, and live a simple and peaceful life. So, I don't want any consequences. I want to eliminate the hidden dangers as much as possible, so that I can really rest easy. ”

"I don't want to live a peaceful life on the surface, but in reality I can't have peace for a moment. I don't want to live that day when I'm always worried that others will find revenge, and I'm always worried that others will accuse me behind my back. If I want to live a peaceful life, I have to live a truly peaceful life, both outwardly and inwardly. ”

"I killed so many people in Jiangcheng, and those people had a way to die. After I killed them, I caused unrest in Jiangcheng. Those people are too busy to take care of themselves, and of course they can't take care of me. I just walked away. And by the time those people had their hands freed, I had already fled without knowing where to go. Even if they were suspicious of my disappearance, they would have difficulty finding me because of the passage of time. Moreover, I disappeared after being attacked at the wedding, and my opponents could think that I had suffered retribution, so that their faces could be saved, and at least they would have a reason to comfort themselves, and they would not bother looking for me too much. After all, whether I am alive or dead, they have no definitive evidence at all, and naturally they don't want to waste emotional time needlessly. ”

"In short, I planned to create a bloody case on the wedding after careful consideration. This is beneficial to me and harmless, I don't want to marry Bai Liu at all, I just want to get out of it and make people uncriticized. ”

"In the past, I was slandered instead of hurting people, and I will have no handle if I hurt people in the future."

"What others gave me, I will definitely give it back to others."