【160】A knock at the door at night
Sunshine Community.
A BMW stops, and a woman gets out of it in a hurry.
Before the security guard at the entrance of the community could calm down, the woman had disappeared into the night like a phantom.
No one thought that a woman in high heels could walk so fast, walk so lightly, just like a cat, and walk without making a sound.
Bang bang bang ......!
Two minutes later, the proprietress appeared at the door of Room 12 on the sixth floor of Building A.
She realized that she had set up a big oolong, and she had to find Yun Mu to make it clear today. In the car, she called Yunmu on the phone, and the other party turned off the phone. Fortunately, the proprietress knew where Yun Mu lived now, and came directly to the door. The so-called monk can't run the temple if he can run, then he doesn't believe that this child labor can disappear for half a year.
After thirty seconds of waiting, there was no response from inside the door.
Bang bang bang ......!
The proprietress continued to knock on the door, but there was no response inside.
Call Yuan Ze and Lin Hao, those two animals don't know where Yun Mu went.
After being stunned outside the door for a long time, the proprietress smiled dumbly, she was really in a hurry and forgot the most important point. A teenager like Yun Mu, who is in love, is not at home at the moment, and is mostly with Liu Ya.
After calming down, the proprietress dialed Liu Ya's phone.
"Hey ......"
Liu Ya's voice on the other end of the phone was very haggard, sounding like she was sick and like she had just cried.
The proprietress had never seen Liu Ya cry, so she asked, "Girl, what's wrong, uncomfortable?" ”
"A little." Liu Ya's voice was light and fluttering, as if she was distracted.
The proprietress finally got to the point: "Yun Mu is with you, right?" ”
"Don't mention him to me!"
Liu Ya's voice suddenly rose by a few tens of decels, and she hung up the phone directly.
The proprietress was stunned, what is the situation?
Thinking that she hadn't figured things out yet, the proprietress called again, and a rather shaggy prompt came from her ear: "I'm sorry, the user you are calling has turned off ......"
The proprietress is really stunned this time, that pair of little men and women, what do you want to make trouble today?
⊙v⊙*⊙v⊙ Breaking up is a weird thing, and in the short period of time that comes after a breakup, people often don't have time to grieve, either their minds are empty, or they feel like it's nothing. Until after breaking away from this state, entering another state. In a new state, people will feel unaccustomed and suddenly find that there is one less person in their lives. And then I feel terrified, because you don't belong to her anymore, and she doesn't belong to you anymore.
So, at last, there was time to grieve.
Yun Mu went through this process completely, was stunned for n hours, and talked with the fairy sister for a long time. The result was tragic, the theory of the fairy sister could not move him at all, and the concept of women in the Song and Ming dynasties made him speechless. So he gave up communicating with the fairy sister, and was ready to figure out the problem on his own.
In fact, he didn't understand it at all, but remembered Liu Ya.
It's also weird to miss this kind of thing, you often can't remember it when you think about it seriously, and often when you don't notice it, it suddenly pops up and catches people off guard.
Every word, every expression, and every subtle movement that the girl in the white dress said clearly came to mind. Thinking of these in the past, Yun Mu would steal joy and smirk behind the fairy sister's back. Now that he thinks of this, he feels like he can't bear it anymore.
At such a time, his thoughts cut him like a blunt object, and his heart was like a knife. But he has no choice, he has been separated, and the only thing he can do is to miss it with memories.
This situation is like an old song that says, "Do you know what it feels like to miss someone, like drinking a glass of ice-cold water." And then for a long, long time, one by one, they shed into tears......"
Yun Mu felt like a year, and it happened that the time ratio of the nightmare world was one to ten, and the pain immediately increased tenfold. Counting the seconds as time passed, for a moment, he even thought that it was better to live like this than to die.
Perhaps this is why some people choose to commit suicide by martyrdom.
When you die, you don't have to think about it, and you don't have to bear the pain anymore.
Eventually, Yun Mu escaped from the nightmare world.
Back in reality, he once again felt that the earth was so good, and every second was a second, and there was no need to spread tenfold.
Soon he found himself simple, and even if there was no blessing of ten times the time on earth, his life would still be difficult. The shadow of the willow bud lingers in my mind.
Yun Mu cowered in the corner of the wall, holding his knees with both hands.
This lasted only two seconds, and he was electrocuted, and he bounced off the ground.
In Yun Mu's life, there have been three experiences of shrinking into the corner. The first impression was already very vague, when Yun Mu was five years old, his parents were arguing and suddenly fighting, and Yun Mu was at a loss at that time, huddled in the corner and shivered. The second time happened when Yunmu Primary School was about to graduate, and he attended two funerals in a week, and then he squatted in the corner for a long time. The third time, he watched his grandmother die on the hospital bed, when Yun Mu Tongren lost focus, kept retreating, and finally fell softly in the corner.
It was said that there were no more than three things, and Yun Mu swore that he would never have the experience of shrinking into a corner for the fourth time.
He stumbled over and lay down on the bed, closed his eyes and covered his head and fell asleep. That's when he realized that he hadn't really slept since he became a nightmare master. I'm busy every day, I'm thinking every day, I'm not tired physically, but I'm mentally tired.
Today, he just wants to get some sleep.
Maybe when you wake up, all the unhappy things are forgotten.
Just like once upon a time.
Unfortunately, instead of falling asleep, he became more and more agitated.
This form of anxiety is similar to that of a person with mania, who can easily do things that are so crazy that they can't be reasoned. Yun Mu had a handstand on the bed, and after the handstand, he suddenly didn't understand why he was doing a handstand, and he couldn't control himself at all when he was doing this. He thought he was a fool, and maybe everyone else thought he was a fool, but few people really understood his feelings.
Now he has not realized one of the most important key points: ordinary people live in one world, while he lives in two worlds.
It seems like this is awesome, but if you analyze it rationally, it is not difficult to find that such people are actually very hard. Nightmare Master, this profession is suspected of having superpowers, and the price of having this ability is to have secrets that cannot be spoken. At the same time, if you have an ability, you have to fulfill a responsibility, and Yun Mu's current responsibility seems to be to upgrade the pickle girl. And it is just that there is one more Liu Ya in real life, and he can't accept that he will fall in love with Liu Ya while upgrading his pickle girl. This matter is too cruel for him and too unfair for Liu Ya.
At the same time, it also raises the problem that everything in the dream is too bizarre, it is like a world with infinite possibilities. After seeing this world, Yun Mu's worldview has changed. In this world, he is a person who desperately upgrades to survive, and if he is lucky, he may become an immortal-like existence. He is becoming more and more confused about whether "people like himself" should continue to fall in love with women on the earth.
Shuttling between dreams and reality, wandering between two worlds, he is about to become schizophrenic.
broke up with Liu Ya today, which was originally called reasonable. Yun Mu likes to do things with a knife and a gun, without Liu Ya, he no longer has to hide it, no longer have to feel guilty, and no more things like derailment will cause more harm to Liu Ya in the future. It's just that he didn't expect that this kind of relatively responsible behavior ended up hurting two people.
If he is given enough time, he may be able to figure out what to do. But he didn't have enough time to deal with everything, and he didn't know when something unexpected would happen to him. Just as he didn't know that he would learn the truth from the little nurse after taking a nap, just as he didn't know that he would meet the tearful Xia Xuechun when he went shopping with Liu Ya.
There are people in the world who become famous at a young age, some people become rich at a young age, but very few people become young and old. The young and old guys in the book are often fictional reborns...... Experience can only be accumulated over time, and it cannot be achieved overnight. Yun Mu lacks sufficient experience and is destined to taste the bitter fruit, which is the price of youth.
Thankfully, the natural shooter has an Olympic spirit, and no matter how unbearable a situation may be, he will always find a way to solve it instead of being knocked out immediately. At this moment, after trying to simplify the complex problem, there is only one problem left in front of him: sleep, as long as he sleeps, he doesn't have to think about it.
It was much easier to solve this problem, Yun Mu went straight to the supermarket downstairs and bought a case of beer.
After returning home, the goods calmed down, and even looked forward to it. Many of the men in the novels who have the feelings of the prodigal son tend to drink eight bottles of beer and fall drunk on the road. Yun Mu felt that although he was not drunk on the road, it was not bad to be drunk in the bedroom, at least he experienced the feelings of a prodigal son.
In fact, without eight bottles or two bottles of beer, he was already too drunk to find the north.
Things finally went according to his expectations, and after the beer bottle rolled around on the ground, Yun Mu fell asleep.
This time, instead of dreaming, he did not enter the nightmare world, and went into a deep sleep.
Normally, people who are able to fall into a deep sleep will wake up refreshed and look good. For such sleep, an hour or two is enough.
The sky has eyes, and Yun Mu successfully slept for two hours this time.
He was still going to sleep, but there was a faint knock outside the door.
Perhaps the person outside the door also had an Olympic spirit, and the knock on the door continued for a long time.
Bang bang bang ......!
With continuous noise, Yun Mu shifted from a state of deep sleep to a state of light sleep.
Bang bang bang ......!
Finally, Yun Mu woke up.
Bang bang bang ......!
Listening to this knock on the door, Yun Mu, who opened his eyes, was very dazed, the dog said, how much strength does it take to knock on the door so loudly? .
(To be continued)