Chapter 140: The Feeling of Feeling

One

Leng Yumei: "Where is it?" Ignorance. An's sign? How many kilometers from NJ? ”

Jiang Nanchun: "160. ”

Leng Yumei sent a window jitter.

Jiang Nanchun: "Why Do Women Have Affaires" In Yi Yuanwen's affair, as long as you are truly in love, there is no right or wrong. They are all normal people with seven emotions and six desires, and they meet together on certain occasions and conditions. Giving true love to each other can not be said to be a game, let alone a trivial so, an affair is not a lowly behavior, in this materialistic era, it is also a blessing to meet the opposite sex in life. Many people think that relationships outside of marriage are, to put it bluntly, looking for stimulating sex. I don't think so. Even if the two sexes have a marriage, they still have true feelings outside of their own marriage. The sexes understand each other, move each other, love each other, and accept each other gladly, and really devote themselves to each other, truly love each other, sexual, romantic, and passionate. Mutual understanding, tolerance, encouragement and support, and regard each other as a very important gift in their lives. Two people can openly and honestly exchange life experiences, exchange ideas, and talk about the boredom in their hearts. Like a friend, like a lover, more like a lover. Listen to the dialogue between them: The man said with some guilt, I can't give you anything. The woman said, it doesn't matter, I understand. As long as I can see you and talk, I am very satisfied. As long as I'm with you, I'm happy?????? Because of love, I am happy, because you can read my love, I feel happy. A woman, if it weren't for the love from the heart, would not be able to say such a deep love. Isn't it a lucky thing for a man to meet such a woman? Once a woman thinks that the other person is worthy of her love, she can do it silently, love silently, and love far away if she can't come closer. If you can't love directly, you love quietly, if you can't be by your side, you bless secretly, and if you can't love freely, encourage him, support him, and understand him. Maybe many people don't understand women's behavior, and they don't understand this kind of love of women. ”

Leng Yumei made a shy expression: "I just went out for dinner." ”

Two

Jiang Nanchun: "Zhang met a female netizen on the Internet, and the woman said that she didn't pay her salary, she had no money in her hands, and eating became a problem. Zhang sent her 100 yuan, and later the woman said she wanted to come and visit him. Zhang worked in a large factory, rented a house and lived outside the factory, which was just convenient for the woman to stay, they slept together, and they were happy for a while. This woman is not simple, she used her eloquence, and finally persuaded Zhang to go to Shaanxi with her to do MLM.

According to Zhang, he had to pay 29,000 yuan to do pyramid schemes. Since I paid the money, I have to get up at 5 a.m. every morning and go to a one-hour morning class. Life there, he said, was hard. I only have 8 yuan a day for living expenses [this living expenses are my own money], and I can only eat some vegetarian dishes such as potatoes. stayed there for more than 20 days, and then Zhang slipped away under the pretext of going to the bank to pay. He was a little scared when he thought of these things now, it was really a thrilling scene! ”

Leng Yumei: "Cheated out of money? ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Yes. He is Zhang Baobao. ”

Leng Yumei: "Do you know?"

Jiang Nanchun: "Yes." Write it if you don't know it? ”

Leng Yumei: "Oh, hehe. You put him in the work, and he knows he's going to be angry? ”

Jiang Nanchun: "He won't know." I just wrote it with 'Zhang', not his full name. ”

Leng Yumei: "Oh. A smiling emoji was posted.

Three

Leng Yumei: "Chunxia self-driving tour company provides you with: chasing the beautiful scenery hanging in the sky (Qinghai), experiencing the black mud carnival (China's Black Sea), exploring the source of the Yangtze River, Tanggula Mountain. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Advertise! I'm so annoyed, there's too much to do, too much pressure. ”

Leng Yumei: "Understand, so do we!" So far, there are still many things to do on self-driving tours! The opening of the business has been controlled by the industry association, and it is necessary to make new arrangements, and the loss of 100,000 yuan on May 18 is urgent!"

Jiang Nanchun: "Oh, don't worry, take your time!" Good things are grinding. ”

Leng Yumei: "Hmm. ”

Four

Jiang Nanchun: "Are you busy now?" ”

Leng Yumei: "I'm not busy, so I went out to dance." ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Oh. ”

Leng Yumei: "Is there something wrong?" ”

Jiang Nanchun: "No, take a look, talk a few words." ”

Leng Yumei: "Oh. ”

Five

Leng Yumei: "Are you there?" Sent a video, sent a window jitter.

Jiang Nanchun suspended the video call.

Leng Yumei sent a questioning expression: "What's wrong?" "Sent a window jitter.

Jiang Nanchun: "Fade out of 'Jianghu' and concentrate on learning 'Xi'." ”

Six

Leng Yumei: "Hello! "Sent a window jitter.

Jiang Nanchun: "There are many things to do at present, and I have no time to take care of you, please understand!" ”

Leng Yumei: "Understood. ”

Seven

Leng Yumei sent a window shake and sent a smiling emoji.

Jiang Nanchun: "OK! What are you doing? My beautiful woman! ”

Leng Yumei: "How about the video?" ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Alas! ”

Leng Yumei: "Can you watch the video?" What's wrong with you? ”

Jiang Nanchun: "I lost a lot, hundreds of thousands of losses to the stock market. ”

Leng Yumei: "The current stock market can't be played at all. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "I feel very uncomfortable. ”

Leng Yumei: "Understood. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "The more you want to earn back, the more you lose!" How are you now? ”

Leng Yumei: "I also have problems now. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Judging from your face, your complexion is not very good. ”

Leng Yumei: "Hurry! ”

Jiang Nanchun: "There's a lot of pressure, right?" ”

Leng Yumei: "Well, the main thing now is that the Industrial and Commercial Bureau is doing us alone. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "What's the matter?" ”

Leng Yumei: "My matter here is more complicated, and I can't explain it clearly on the Internet. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Are you still engaged in tourism?" ”

Leng Yumei: "Hmm. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "It's hard to do things now!" ”

Leng Yumei: "Hmm. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "You seem to be very tired. ”

Leng Yumei: "Well, if I can't solve this matter this month, I'm really helpless!" ”

Jiang Nanchun: "No way, take your time." ”

Leng Yumei: "Yes, it's a matter of time. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "There is no endless road." ”

Leng Yumei: "Time is money, we've been working for two months!" ”

Jiang Nanchun: "You have also lost a lot of weight. ”

Leng Yumei: "Hmm. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Surviving this hurdle is victory!" ”

Leng Yumei: "Yes, the point is that my current time is too tight." Can't wait! ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Doing anything is not so smooth sailing, perseverance is victory." ”

Leng Yumei: "Hmm. This person from the Industrial and Commercial Bureau is too much, he wants to do our extra money! ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Toto. ”

Ke Zhencheng: "No, we entrusted this person, I didn't expect it to be like this?" ”

Jiang Nanchun: "How much does he want?" ”

Leng Yumei: "Thirty thousand, the tax bureau has also noticed this person!" ”

Jiang Nanchun: "The heart is so greedy? Isn't it okay to have less? ”

Leng Yumei: "The tax bureau is now collecting this person's evidence!" Hehehe. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "It's good to say no, why is he so black-hearted?" ”

Leng Yumei: "Delayed us a lot!" He doesn't think we've ever done that. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Oh. "The video call was aborted.

Leng Yumei: "Now we can only endure it." ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Find other people to come out and do activities." ”

Leng Yumei: "No need! ”

Jiang Nanchun: "? ”

Leng Yumei: "We also plan to send this person in!" ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Oh, did you make his materials?" Can you be sure? ”

Leng Yumei: "At the beginning, we told him that the matter was settled, and we couldn't treat him badly." He didn't say anything, so he wanted us to be reassured. Now the tax bureau is trying to find a way to get our materials, and now our materials are in the hands of the industrial and commercial bureau. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "This kind of person is a snob. ”

Leng Yumei: "Well, because of our self-driving trip, when we applied for the business license, it was changed three times, so it was very complicated. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "This is also a fate, good things are grinding." ”

Leng Yumei: "Yes, hey! We've been delayed a lot. It's easy to get things done if you have money. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "I believe that after the catastrophe, there will be blessings!" ”

Leng Yumei: "Yes, I'm just waiting for money to go to Hong Kong now!" ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Oh, I'm in trouble." Let's talk another day. ”

Leng Yumei: "Okay. I hope you come back and meet me. He sent a smiling emoji.

Jiang Nanchun: "OK! ”

Eight

Jiang Nanchun: "Want to sleep?" It's inconvenient, next time, okay? ”

Leng Yumei: "Where is it?" ”

Jiang Nanchun: "The Native Writer from the Cow Herding Baby"

Leng Yumei: "Is it another article?" ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Okay, haven't slept yet?" I'm writing. ”

Leng Yumei: "Hmm! ”

Jiang Nanchun made a handshake emoji.

Leng Yumei: "I'm bothering you!" He made a fist-hugging emoji.

Jiang Nanchun: "Self-Introduction"

An old man's narration. It pierced my young heart. At that time, I was still young, and when I was herding cattle, a few old women who were hoeing grass in the fields said a word to me. One said, "This child was not born to his parents, but was brought." The other said, "I found him on the road, and I brought him back with a tie." The one said, "You don't believe it, go home and ask your parents."

I went home at noon that day, and I was very depressed, and I was beaten by my father again for some reason. Later, the group of old women said: "Look, your parents are not good to you, and your brothers and sisters are not beaten, but you are beaten." You brought it, you don't eat it all, you don't take it seriously. I was beaten at noon, so I believe what we said is true, right? ”

At that time, although I didn't admit it in my mouth, my heart was already shaken, and I began to doubt my life experience, wondering if I was an outcast abandoned by others? Since then, I have been left with a big question mark in my heart.

As a result, I also had a hindrance in my heart, a kind of rejection, and there was always some unnatural feeling in my heart. I felt that I was a stranger to this home, and I began to have a lonely journey in my heart. Because I was a very introverted child at that time, this "secret" was so hidden deep in my heart, suppressing myself, sinking into the loneliness of my heart, feeling the pain of not being related by blood, and always feeling that I was not a member of this family.

These words of others pierced my young heart and affected my whole life. My kids would say to their mothers, "Daddy has lacked love since he was a child, you have to be kind to him." This is a very sensible child, and I was very touched by this sentence.

In fact, I am not the only one who lacks love in our generation, because there are many brothers and sisters in our generation, and it is impossible for parents to care about each one, and there are always negligence.

Due to the large number of brothers and sisters, and the illiterate parents, when they reached the age of going to school, they did not know how to study hard, so they barely finished primary school and were admitted to junior high school. But I was born as a cowherd baby, and I can't get rid of the breath of the earth, and my thoughts are ignorant in the primitive soil, and I can't open my mind, so I can only be confused for a few years, and I can know a few words, so I ended my student years.

Writing is my pursuit and hobby, I want to write, I love to write. So I picked up the pen in a daze and scribbled it, and after years of accumulation, I wrote it into the ranks of writers. Hehe, go to "deceive" people, "deceive" young readers, get some manuscript fees, and make ends meet.

Leng Yumei gave a thumbs up expression: "You write yourself!" ”

Jiang Nanchun: "Hehe, a friend wrote it, is it well written?" ”

Leng Yumei: "It's very touching, and it feels immersive. ”

Jiang Nanchun: "You feel good, and I feel this way." A handshake emoji was posted. (To be continued......)