Chapter 58: Refusal
Hypocrisy!
I've been scolded a lot in my life, but it's the first time someone has called me hypocritical!
But this time I was scolded by Hua Jingjing for hypocrisy, except for my face and ears, I was ashamed, and I couldn't say a word of rebuttal. I even think to myself, Tang Qian! You're really hypocritical, you can say such duplicity, have you really thought about Hua Jingjing? The reasons you said are actually far-fetched to death!
Looking at Hua Jingjing's sad and desperate eyes, I felt for the first time that I could, and inevitably, hurt her.
I have a sense of disbelief in my heart, just a few days ago, the rich daughter in front of me, the boss of the company tried every possible way to rectify me, and I fought upside down, almost killed. But today, right here, I heard her say to me that she was willing to change her young lady's temper for me, in other words, that she liked me.
I really can't believe it, I'm a poor boy, what does Hua Jingjing fancy about me? How can I Tang Qian, how can I make this rich and noble daughter take a fancy to it?
In an instant, I was moved, after all, what I was looking for was a woman who loved me! I can't accept that she has already hurt her, how can I make up some beautiful excuses to perfunctory her? It's so unfair to her! I think back to my first meeting with her, and the many fights I had with her since then, as if I had lived a lifetime!
I sighed lightly and said, "I'm sorry, I really can't accept you." You're right, I'm a hypocrisy, I·······not worthy of your liking. There are many reasons why I want to quit my job, but part of it is that I want to avoid you, I······I······I already have a girlfriend who loves me, I owe her so much before, and now I just want to take her seriously and make up for what I owe her. So, I can't be with you, you understand? ”
Hua Jingjing's eyes suddenly turned red, but she held back and didn't let the tears overflow. She tilted her head to the side, put a finger in her mouth and bit it hard, and it took a long time for a sentence to come out: "Tang Qian!" You are so cruel! I·······I'd rather be hypocritical, I say this, my heart is sad to death! ”
I understand what Hua Jingjing feels in her heart, many years ago, Qiu Jieqin also listened to me say these words here, and at that time she behaved the same as Hua Jingjing now, pain and grievance, tears and whimpering, sadness to the extreme. I hurt her then, and now I'm going to hurt Hua Jingjing again.
I don't feel good in my heart, I really don't want to do these hurtful things, but sometimes people are really helpless, some things can't be avoided, and they have to do it. Even if I have chosen Qiu Jieqin, I have to be responsible for her and my words and deeds, even if it will hurt others, there is no way.
"Tuk tuk tuk", at this depressing moment, there was a knock on the door outside the office, which woke me and Hua Jingjing up. Hua Jingjing rubbed her eyes with her hands and whispered to me, "Wait for me, I'll sit back in my seat, and you go open the door." ”
She and I both stood up, I walked to the door, and when I saw that Hua Jingjing had already sat back at the desk, I reached out and opened the door.
Standing outside the door was Fan Yunting, the deputy manager in charge of the planning department. She held a document in her hand, glanced at me for a moment, then walked straight to Hua Jingjing, and said, "Mr. Hua, the numbers here are still up to you to decide, but my colleagues and I have carefully checked, there shouldn't be any big problems, can you take a look?" ”
Hua Jingjing smiled reluctantly, reached out and took the document, flipped through it casually, then covered it and returned it to Fan Yunting, and said, "Since you have all checked it carefully, I think there should be no big problem, just send it out like this." ”
Fan Yunting saw that Hua Jingjing's face seemed to be quite sad, and she was listless, and the woman's keen intuition made her immediately look at me.
I turned my head and pretended nothing had happened.
But Hua Jingjing said first: "Manager Fan, Tang Qian just submitted his resignation to me, this is his resignation letter, you are also his leader, you can take a look." ”
Fan Yunting was a little surprised, took the envelope handed by Hua Jingjing, and said to me, "You want to resign?" Why? ”
I said, "The reason is written in the resignation letter." ”
Fan Yunting opened the envelope, shook off the resignation letter and read it. The letter was short, read in three seconds. Fan Yunting seemed to think it was funny, and said, "You want to break through by yourself?" Not bad! I'm quite ambitious and ambitious. ”
I don't know if Fan Yunting praised me or hurt me, so I couldn't respond for a while. Hua Jingjing said to Fan Yunting: "Do you agree with his resignation?" ”
"Agreed! Why not agree? Everyone has their own ambitions, maybe after Tang moves out, there will be greater development. Fan Yunting threw the letter back on the table and said to Hua Jingjing: "Then I'll go out and send the documents." ”
Hua Jingjing nodded, Fan Yunting turned to leave, and when she passed by me, there was a meaning in her eyes that I couldn't read, as if she understood everything very well.
After Fan Yunting left, Hua Jingjing stared at the stationery on the table in a daze for a long time, and I reluctantly reminded her: "Mr. Hua!" Hua Jingjing's eyes moved. She sighed first and said to me, "It seems that there is nothing I can do to stop you from leaving?" ”
I said, "I'm sorry! ”
Hua Jingjing smiled bitterly, picked up the signature pen on the table, brushed the reply on the letterhead, and then signed her name. She slowly folded the letter and said to me: "I have signed and agreed, you give the resignation letter to the personnel department, and the personnel department will handle the relevant resignation procedures." ”
I said, "Yes, thank you!" He reached for my resignation letter. Hua Jingjing retracted her hand and said, "Wait a minute, I agree to your resignation, it doesn't mean that this matter is over." I still have a lot of accounts to settle with you, and it's inconvenient in the company, after work, you wait for me in my car, and I'm going to settle with you tonight. ”
My head is big, I just rejected her courtship, and her eldest lady's temper flare up under the shame of Ren's surname, will there be my good fruit to eat? You're going to have to tear me apart. Thinking of Hua Jingjing's vicious and ruthless methods, I couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat on my back, and said in a trembling voice: "At night? Don't you need it? ”
Hua Jingjing sneered: "Then do you want a resignation letter signed by me?" Or I'll tear it up. She made a tearing motion.
I thought that I had to make it clear to Hua Jingjing after all, no matter if she wanted to beat or scold, I had to bear it. After all, I was sorry for her, and it wasn't her fault that she liked me.
I said, "Okay then! We'll have a good talk in the evening, but let me state first, if a gentleman doesn't use his mouth, he is not allowed to beat anyone! Hua Jingjing wanted to laugh but couldn't laugh when she heard this, so she had to throw the letter back to me and said, "Go through your resignation procedures, and after you finish it, come to me to get the car keys." ”
I was afraid that she would regret it again, so I hurriedly turned around and left. Hua Jingjing angrily tore the documents on the desk, and said in her mouth: "Do you want to do it? Good! Speak your mouth! I, I'm going to bite you to death······"
By the time I finished my resignation, it was almost time to get off work. I grabbed my file bag, found a large cardboard box, and returned to my secretary's desk to start sorting through my things. It's completely different from when I was in the business department, and no one came to me to ask me what was going on.
I'm happy to be quiet, I don't have much to do, so I'm just packing up for a while. I walked to Hua Jingjing's office again and said to her, "Mr. Hua! I've done all the formalities. ”
Hua Jingjing looked up at me, and there was a wry smile on her lips. She said, "Okay? Okay, here's the car key, you go to the car and wait for me for a while, I'll be right there. ”
I said yes, took the key and left. I took the box and walked to the elevator entrance, and was about to free up one hand to press the elevator button with difficulty, but I saw someone behind me walking quickly and helped me press it first.
I turned my head and saw that the person was Cheng Jia, she smiled and said to me, "I just saw you packing things, what's wrong?" Are you really determined to quit? ”
The elevator door opened, and I said, "Yes, it's not easy to make this decision, and I don't know what to do next." ”
Cheng Jia said: "I support you, men need to have the courage to fight for themselves, you are unhappy working in the company, it is okay to resign, but I am missing a good colleague who said." ”
I sighed: "Cheng Jia, I will never forget you, I will always remember the care you gave me, and I am grateful for your help to me, really!" ”
The elevator door closed again. Cheng Jia smiled "sneering", hurriedly reached out to help me hold down the elevator, and said, "Come on, don't be sour, let's get into the elevator"
I stepped back and said, "Goodbye then!" ”
Cheng Jia smiled and made a phone gesture and said, "Contact more······" The elevator door closed again.
Standing in the elevator, I hesitated for a moment and pressed the button on the second floor. At this time, I remembered the countless nights and nights I had worked in the business department on the second floor, and also remembered the good colleagues who ran with me and knew each other. There is also the manager in charge, Gu Ruoyan, she has spent a lot of effort for my job transfer, and usually takes care of me, but I resign quietly now, and I always feel sorry for her.
No matter what, I have to talk to her! I knew she would be disappointed in me, but if I just left, my conscience would be uneasy.
The elevator stopped on the second floor, and I grabbed the cardboard box and walked into my familiar work environment. Most of the people in the business department are not there, and the rest are ready to leave work. As I walked through the office hall, several old colleagues saw me walking with a cardboard box and looked at me with incomprehensible eyes.
My colleague Xiao Zhai greeted me: "Hi! Brother Tang, what's wrong? Won't you be driven back to the sales department by the planning department? How long have you been up there? ”
Another said: "Don Jr., what's going on?" What are you doing here? ”
I smiled wryly, put things on my former desk, and said, "Alas! It's hard to get in! I'm afraid I'm going to say goodbye to you, so I'm here to say hello. ”
Colleagues came over to ask why, and I only said that I had resigned, and nothing else.
Li Xiaoling came out of the statistics room and asked me with concern: "What's wrong with you?" Well done and good job, why quit? ”
But how can I tell the truth? I smiled and said, "It's all personal reasons, I want to go out and develop by myself, and do it better for myself than for others, haha!" ”
With that, I walked straight to the door of Gu Ruoyan's office, stretched out my hand and knocked on the door.
Gu Ruoyan in the door still had that cold tone: "Come in!" I pushed the door open and entered. I saw the business manager who was busy in front of the computer.
I haven't seen him for a few days, Gu Ruoyan has lost a lot of weight and is much haggard. The hair is a little messy, and the eye sockets under the glasses seem to be much darker.
I was a little sad and called her, "Manager! ”
Gu Ruoyan poked his head out from behind the computer screen, saw that it was me, a smile appeared on his cold face, and said, "I said how noisy it was outside just now, it turned out that you were here!" Is there something wrong? ”
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