I didn't care about it, I kissed Xu Shu wildly, all the way from my lips to my neck. There's only one thought in my mind right now, and that's that I have to have her now, no matter what.

Xu Shu's whole body trembled, she reached out and hooked her neck, and shouted in confusion: "Tang Qian...... No...... We can't ......."

I ignored her and continued to kiss her from neck to shoulder, reaching out a hand to unbutton her pajamas. Xu Shu was powerless to block it, but he couldn't help me at all.

After unbuttoning it, I parted her clothes, and the dazzling female surname ** was finally displayed in front of my eyes. I looked up, in the mood of a pilgrimage, admiring the woman I had long dreamed of.

It's beautiful!

Xu Shu closed his eyes tightly, and he didn't know what to do. Her lower abdomen was as flat as a snowfield, and her waist was painfully thin. But under a pure white bra, there is a surprising plumpness.

Really...... It's the goddess Venus!

For a while, I was shocked, I actually forgot about the evil thoughts, and only felt that it was a pity to blaspheme such a beautiful thing.

I watched in amazement, my heart already conquered by her beauty. The lustful heart has been replaced by love, and the person has come back to his senses. I sighed: "Xu Shu, you are so beautiful!" ”

This is the first time I have personally praised her beauty, and Xu Shu's blushing face also showed a little joy. She opened her eyes, turned sideways, and left her back to me. "If you really spoil me, let me change my pants, and if I accidentally get pregnant, I'll ...... I don't have a face to see people. ”

I laughed out loud and said, "We don't have a real **, how can we get pregnant?" ”

As soon as Xu Shu heard the word **, he was immediately ashamed to pull the pillow over his face, and said hurriedly: "I mean just in case!" It's not impossible, I've heard of virgins...... You'll get pregnant. If it's true...... Tang Qian, I'll fight with you! ”

My heart moved, Xu Shu...... Will it still be a virgin? It should be true! She is so cold and jade, what man would blaspheme her?

I said, "Go, after the change, I will hug you when I come back." ”

Xu Shuxiang got the holy decree, immediately turned over and got out of bed, found a few clothes in the suitcase, and hurried to the bathroom. I couldn't help but laugh and glanced at my pants, which I had to change.

I got out of bed and took out shorts and trousers from the cabinet, changed them and walked into the living room. Just as the bell rang at the door again, the early delivery person came.

Xu Shu came out of the bathroom after a long time. I walked over and gently took her into my arms, and said affectionately: "Xu Shu, in this life, I will not let you go again." ”

Xu Shu gently broke away from my embrace, silently walked to the window, and looked out blankly. I followed her and called her, "Xu Shu......"

Xu Shu suddenly smiled very sadly, and said faintly: "Tang Qian, with you, it is always difficult for me to control myself." I knew it was impossible between us, but I couldn't break free. Actually, I was determined to forget about you, but ...... It can't always be done. ”

I sighed and hugged her from behind. Xu Shu tilted his head slightly, put it into my arms, and said, "From the moment I was quarantined, I knew that both of us would make mistakes. We have ...... Betrayed Jingjing! ”

I kissed her hair and said, "I know, Jingjing's matter will be resolved, even if I kneel down to ask Jingjing for guilt, I don't want to lose you." ”

Xu Shu turned around and said solemnly: "No, if you dare to abandon Jingjing, then I will ignore you for the rest of my life!" ”

I hurriedly said, "But...... I can't live without you! Would you rather the two of us...... A lifetime of pain? ”

Xu Shu lowered his head and didn't speak for a long time. After a while, she raised her head again, and said with a resolute face: "I must not let Jingjing suffer, do you know why I didn't respond to your words that time on the cliff?" It's just that I don't want Jingjing to hate me, I'd rather die than see Jingjing sad. ”

I said disappointedly: "Is Jingjing so important in your mind?" Would you rather see me in pain and sorrow? ”

Xu Shu shook his head and said, "No, I'm ...... I don't know, I'm so messy, you let me think about it alone. She pushed me away and hurried into the bedroom.

I was so angry that I slammed my fist against the wall, clenched my hands in pain, and squatted on the ground to breathe.

Xu Shu, does she really love me? Why am I not as good as one of her high school classmates in her mind? Why is it so painful to love someone?

The blood slowly flowed down from the broken skin of my finger bones, and I numbly ignored it, thinking that there was nothing more funny in the world than this. After a long time, I lost to my own fiancée. I just wanted to laugh, but I couldn't help but have a sore nose and almost burst into tears.

Xu Shu never came out of the bedroom again. I sat on the couch and stayed for a day. I didn't cook, and I didn't move. It's much better to be hungry than to be in a bad mood.

It wasn't until the evening that the staff of the epidemic prevention station came to take the temperature, and Xu Shu and I met again.

After taking his temperature, Xu Shu picked up the uneaten breakfast on the table and returned to the bedroom. I saw off the surveyors and turned into the kitchen to prepare hot leftovers.

As soon as the fire was lit, the telephone rang in the living room. I went over to pick up the phone, and I heard Hua Jingjing's voice: "Tang Qian is me, do you want me to live?" Hehe! ”

My heart was heavy, and I smiled bitterly and said, "Jingjing, got up so early?" ”

"Yes! I just had a good dream, guess what? ”

"I don't know, I can't guess!"

"Humph! Answered so fast, did you guess it? ”

"Jingjing ......"

"Forget it, let me tell you, I dreamed that I gave birth to a son who looks exactly like you, do you think it's funny? Hehe! By the way, tell me, do you like me to have a son, or a daughter? I'll see if you have a patriarchal mentality. ”

I was silent for a long time, and suddenly I felt the urge to confess to Jingjing. Jingjing loves me so much, but I keep her in the dark. Is...... I'm so sorry for her!

"Hello? Are you listening to me? ”

I suddenly burst into tears and said in a trembling voice, "Jingjing...... There's something I've been hiding from you. I do not know...... How to tell you. ”

"Oh? What's the matter? ”

"Jingjing......" I hesitated how to speak, and suddenly the bedroom door opened, and an anxious Xu Shu rushed out and silently shouted at me: "No! ”

I turned my head away from her, I didn't have much to say to her.

But I won't embarrass Xu Shu, I will only talk about myself and will not mention Xu Shu's name.

I said, "Jingjing, do you remember when I told you before that I loved a woman?" She ...... "Halfway through her words, Xu Shu suddenly pressed the phone and hung up the button, and said angrily to me: "Tang Qian, are you crazy? If you dare to say it, I will never forgive you! ”

I said sadly, "Is it interesting to hide it?" I love you so much, sooner or later I'll be discovered by Jingjing. ”

The phone rang again. Xu Shu said angrily: "You are forcing me to die!" What's good for you if I'm dead? ”

I said, "Don't worry, I won't mention your name, Jingjing actually knew that there was such a person as you for a long time, but she didn't know who it was." ”

"That's not good, since you already have a marriage contract with her, you have to be responsible for her. If you dare to hurt her, I will never agree! ”

I was angry for a while, thinking that Hua Jingjing is so important in your heart, so what am I? I stared at her and said, "Don't you think I'm actually hurting her by hiding it from her?" I've made a mistake, but I can't be wrong again and again. I should have told her that she couldn't go on like this anymore while it was too late. ”

The phone rang annoyingly, and Xu Shu shouted: "Tang Qian, you are selfish!" You know this will happen, why do you still accept Jingjing? If you accept her, you have to find a way to make her happy! Do you think you'll be happy if you tell her the truth? She's going to be miserable for the rest of her life! Don't you understand how much she loves you? You are all she has! If you lose you, Jingjing will die! ”

As soon as I let go of my hand, the microphone fell to the floor. Xu Shu's words pierced my heart like a sharp arrow, I sat down on the ground all of a sudden, tears poured out uncontrollably, and I cried out in distraction: "But...... Xu Shu, I love you, if I lose you, I will die! ”

Xu Shu also cried, she covered her mouth, trying her best not to cry out loud.

The phone bell was still ringing unrelentingly, like a ghost. Xu Shu picked up the microphone and handed it to me, saying, "Tell her that you love her and will never leave her." ”

I looked at Xu Shu blankly and muttered, "Why? Would you rather hurt me than hurt her? Do you really not love me at all? ”

Xu Shu burst into tears, suddenly knelt in front of me, and cried: "Tang Qian, I beg you, don't force me, you answer this call first, tell her that you won't leave her, and I'll promise you anything else, okay?" ”

I was taken aback and hurriedly said, "What are you doing here?" Get up! ”

Xu Shuyi said, "If you don't agree, I won't get up!" ”

I got up from the ground, took the microphone, and said, "Okay, I'll answer this call, but I want you to give me an understanding of why this is happening!" ”

Xu Shu hesitated for a moment, nodded and said, "Okay, I'll tell you!" But I also want you to give me an affirmation, you will never leave Jingjing. ”

I looked at Xu Shu strangely, and I felt extremely sad in my heart. In an instant, all thoughts were lost, and he nodded sadly, and said, "I promise you!" Get up! ”

Xu Shu immediately laughed, she stood up happily, actually kissed me on the mouth, and said, "If you agree, you can't go back, otherwise you will be a puppy!" ”

I was confused and suspicious, and suddenly sat down on the sofa. Xu Shu smiled: "Ready, I have to let go!" I silently put the microphone to my ear, took a deep breath, and calmed my mind.

Xu Shu saw that I was stable, so he let go of his hand.

"Tang Qian! What's going on? Why do you say half hang up the phone? ”

I said, "Oh, I accidentally broke the phone line just now, and I'm only fixing it now." ”

"Really! What did you just say to me about the woman you used to love, what's wrong with her? You...... Won't you tell me you're back with her again? In that case, I'...... I'll die for you! ”

I smiled bitterly and said helplessly: "Jingjing, I'...... Never leave you. ”

"Really? Hehe! So what are you talking about that woman for? Scare me? ”

"Yes! I want to try to see if you're going to be nervous about me after being separated for so long. ”

"Nasty! Do you still need to try? You know how much I love you, and you still don't believe me after all we have been through? ”

I think of the past alliance and bumpy experience with Jingjing, and I can't help but blame myself. Jingjing is really wholeheartedly devoted to me, and the moon can be seen. But I'm still half-hearted and love others. I...... What a thing that is inferior to pigs and dogs!

I suddenly understood that even if I was a beast, I should not hurt this woman who loved me. Even if you hide it from her for the rest of your life, you must be careful to protect this secret. Even if it is atonement, try to make her happy.

I said, "I believe in you!" Jingjing, I will wait for you to come back, no matter what happens, I will not leave you. ”

"Well, me too! But I think you're weird today, what's wrong? ”

"No, don't guess!"

"Really, not?"

"Not really!"

"Okay, I won't talk to you anymore, my stomach hurts, go to the tuba, hehe!"

I laughed and said, "Goodbye!" Take your time! ”

"Nasty! Hung up! ”

I put the phone back, looked back at Xu Shu, and made a decision in my heart. Since Xu Shu is unwilling, it doesn't make sense for me to force it. Listen to what she said, and those who should give up had to give up. After all, I really can't hurt Jingjing.

As soon as I turned my head, I saw Xu Shu leaning towards me with a smile on his face and kissing me on the lips.

This...... What's going on? Can anyone tell me?

Xu Shu took the initiative to be scary, and the little tongue immediately got into my mouth, but I just made up my mind to give up on her. Unexpectedly, she came to seduce me again.

Sky! Spare me!

My will was shattered by her little tongue in an instant, and I couldn't help but suck with her. But I'm still very dissatisfied in my heart, what does she mean? Play me?

Angry, I'm no longer polite to her, want to play, right? Come on!

I immediately picked her up and put her on my lap. While kissing her, one hand is inserted into the hem of her blouse, directly to the towering place of her chest.

Xu Shu suddenly shook his whole body, left my lips with an "ah", put his face behind my ear, and didn't dare to move.

I pushed her bra open and directly kneaded a round and plump **...... It turns out that women can be so proud. I opened my big hand and grabbed it unceremoniously.

Xu Shu's whole body was trembling, and he said in my ear in a daze: "Tang Qian...... I'm willing to give you ...... As a lover, I'm willing to give everything...... You, ah...... Tap ......

I just pushed her blouse all the way up, and it was ...... Perfect! Such a ** will make all women in the world jealous to death.

I looked away with difficulty, looked at Xu Shu coldly, and said, "Why?" Is this also for Jingjing? ”

Xu Shu looked at me in a daze: "Tang Qian, I love you!" Carry me in, and I'll take my ...... Shameful things, tell you all! ”

(To be continued)