Gu Feng trembled and unfolded the letter, and the familiar handwriting of the silk show and the dried tears on the letter paper made his heart ache, as if he saw Peng Liangpei crying when he sat in front of the window to write this letter to him.

Maple:

My dear, by the time you read this letter, perhaps I was already in a distant foreign land.

Writing to you, your voice and smile appear in front of my eyes again, reminding me of the first time we met!

Do you know? When I was on the bus that day, I was really embarrassed and helpless, the hedgehog man made me dare to be angry but didn't dare to speak, there were so many people in the car at that time, but no one was willing to do justice for me, which made me really sad and angry, the world is going down, people are warm and cold, the world is cold, people's numbness and indifference make me almost desperate, it is your appearance that makes me rekindle a little confidence.

Hehe, thinking of the pen you handed over, the bloody case I created, I still feel a little cold, I really can't believe that I, who don't even want to step on ants, actually stabbed someone to serious injury, but that person, he is too hateful, he really deserves this end.

But from that time on, your appearance was deeply engraved in my heart.

That day, I really wanted to thank you, but I saw that the man had shed so much blood, and there were so many of them, and I was really a little scared, so as soon as the bus stopped, I slipped away, dear, forgive me for my cowardice, okay? Because then I finally tasted the bitter fruit of cowardice, and not being able to say thank you to you in person became a knot in my heart, so that every time I saw your pen cap, I would remember the scene when you saved me, and I felt guilty that I didn't even say thank you to you, and then I had the courage to coil my hair, put on a cap and sunglasses to take that bus several times, but I never met you again!

Since then, I thought I would never see you again, and this will be one of the countless regrets in my life, but God has eyes, and that day, I met you again!

When I ran to the gazebo to shelter from the rain, those male classmates were looking at me with hot eyes, but you, standing silently in a corner like a chicken, ignoring my appearance, which made my self-confidence deeply hit, but when I saw your face clearly, I was so happy, because you are the benefactor I can't find!

I am not good at words, I clumsily found something to talk to you, and then I finally knew that the person I remembered in my heart was called Gu Feng.

If the first time you were treated as a benefactor on the bus, it was definitely not the case when you brought back my ugly father, and I was so ashamed of myself that you looked at me with colored glasses because of it.

What I didn't expect was that from that day on, my heart began to fall for you......

As a classmate at the same table, I can always smell the breath on your body that makes me feel comfortable, and see your handsome side face.

Do you know? At that time, a smile, a casual look, and a word that you didn't mean could make my heart tremble.

Because of your appearance, I finally understood the meaning of love for the first time, the feeling of love, the expectation of love, the hardship of love, the sweetness of love, and the pain of love, but I was so willing to indulge in this fruitless love without regrets.

One of your kisses is like a shackle, which directly locks my heart, so that I only have you in my eyes, and I can no longer see anyone else.

I love your tenderness to me, and I also like that you were wronged and bullied by me, but you are willing.

I know that there are women around you, but I still can't control my heart, and I always want to get closer to you little by little, regardless of it, close to crazy.

Until that day, you were at the gate of the police station, kissing your woman affectionately for a long time, the woman I always knew!

Do you know? At that moment, my heart really seemed to be torn apart alive, and I felt that the oxygen in the air was leaving me little by little, so thin that I couldn't breathe at all, the discomfort in my heart, the pain in my heart, made the fragile tears flow uncontrollably.

I'm sorry, dear, but that scene was so bloody that I couldn't convince myself anymore that I didn't care if you had a woman around you!

Because I love you, I really care, very, very much, and I can only watch you hug someone else and kiss deeply, and I can't do anything.

After falling in love with you, I became more and more selfish. Possessiveness makes me want to possess your heart, and I only want you to have my heart alone......

Once, ten, twenty, thirty, countless times, no matter how much I pay in your eyes, you still can't see what I pay for you......

I've always been around the people I like, and I can't see or hear anything else...... Just think about each other, you can't see me.

I've been deceiving myself and giving myself many, many very false reasons, because I can't be so ruthless, I can't be reluctant, I can't be willing to be you, I can't be willing to give up the love that we are destined to end without beginning.

Every day, I spend it in pain and happiness.

When I see you, you are by my side, and I am happy; But when you didn't show up, I was in pain......

Kaede, I really, love you.

After I met you, I have been having the same dream, I dreamed that we both graduated, I wore a white wedding dress, and I walked hand in hand with you into the church, and I gave you many, many children, and in the small courtyard that belonged to us, I stood by and watched you and our children play on the swing frame

However, I realized how naïve and naïve my dream was, because it would never come.

Now think about it, when did I fall in love with you? I've been thinking about it for a long time, but I still can't figure out how all this happened!

Maybe it's the time you saved me from the bus!

Perhaps, it was the second I saw you on the gazebo when it rained!

Perhaps, it was the moment we fell on the horizontal bar that day and you pressed on me!

Perhaps, it was the first time you kissed me and hugged me for the first time in the cinema that day!

Perhaps, it was God's arrangement that made me fall in love with you when I first met your gaze!

Thinking of the past, every fragment with you, my tears can't help but fall, when recalling, my heart always seems to be grabbed by others, the more I recall, the tighter I pull, and the more painful and uncomfortable!

Tears have blurred my vision; choked up, making it impossible for me to breathe; The heartache makes me even more painful.

I hated myself because I couldn't be ruthless, and I couldn't cut off this relationship. My heart can't deceive itself, if I really love you, I have to give you freedom, and I have to accept the existence of many women around you. Although I know that I am in love with you, it is a moth that falls in love with fire, even if I am burned all over my body, I continue to get close to you without regrets.

Love is such a thing, it's really tormenting, when I was sick that day, I thought, just let me die quietly, death can relieve all the pain, but when I wake up, I see you beside me, just stupidly guarding me, caring for me, I feel so happy, I don't want to die at all.

In the past few days, perhaps the happiest time in my life, with you guarding me, spoiling me, caring for me, snuggling in your arms is so warm, if it wasn't for the chance to see the ticket in the drawer, I even forgot that I was leaving today, maybe this is what others say is not happy!

Dreams are really beautiful, so beautiful that they are intoxicating, but they are also heartbreaking, because dreams will wake up sooner or later.

Now, I have to face reality again.

The moment I met you, I knew that you didn't belong to me, and there were other women around you, but when I saw you again at school, I couldn't help it, and I didn't hesitate to go to you.

If time had to happen again, I think I'd do it anyway, and I wouldn't want to go to you and throw myself into your arms.

Kaede, I didn't hate you, never, whether it was in the past or now, although I once said that I hate you, but what I really want to say is that I love you.

Now, how I want to go back in time, when I am in class, I can see you with a casual turn, you know? How happy I was in those days, my heart was always heavy, very full, very happy, and I always dreamed at night.

The clock on the wall, the second hand ticking.

I couldn't stop any longer, and my father was also shouting in the hall to tell me to hurry up, otherwise I wouldn't be able to catch the plane.

Really, I'm leaving, even though I have a thousand or ten thousand reluctances in my heart, but I still have to leave.

Although there have been other women around you for a long time, I don't know why, I can't hate you, and I don't think you are careless, abusive, in my mind, you have always been so perfect, just like my god.

My dear, even though I'm gone, don't be sad because of me, okay? I just want a different environment, a different life, a different world without you.

Honey, can you give me some time? I want to calm down, and I want to see how much weight you occupy in my life, if it's really important to the point that it can't be replaced, then I'll come back, and then I'll fall, and I'll fall, and I'll fall even if it's a cliff, let me jump with you, but for now, allow me to struggle, okay?

Caterpillars need the last step to transform into butterflies. Kaede, you just let me break through that last feather by myself.

My dear, I'm really leaving, a thousand words, a thousand things, a lot of things I want to say to you, but there is not enough time.

My dear, I'm gone, promise me that in the days without me, you have to take good care of yourself, be happy, and don't be sad, because you are not having a good time, and I will be sad.

My dear, call you dear for the last time, cherish thousands of dollars!

Someone who loves you: Pey.