Section 479 It's windy and cold
Zhang Liuliang got into the Bentley car and said to Jiangguang: "Go to the garden cemetery of the Bian family!" ”
Jiang Guang drove out of the car, but he didn't say a word, at this time he couldn't find the words to comfort Zhang Liuliang, he knew the reason why Liuliang went to the cemetery, he wanted to say a few words to Bian Wen, and talk to her about the regrets that he had not fulfilled.
However, when the Bentley turned into the avenue, the light glanced in the rearview mirror and immediately became serious, because there was a car following behind!
He broke the silence and said: "Six taels, there are dogs following, where to fight dogs?" ”
Zhang Liuliang didn't even look at the car behind him, and said, "Go to the gate of the garden cemetery!" ”
After reminding Zhang Liuliang to sit firmly, he can immediately raise the speed of the luxury car Bentley.
The car swept by, and an inconspicuous black Jetta behind it sped up, but it was pulled a long distance.
When he finally arrived at the gate of the garden cemetery, Zhang Liuliang got out of the car and said to Jiangguang: "Guard the door, all the people who come are lying down, don't disturb me to talk to Bian Wen, wait for me to come out and deal with it!" ”
Jiang Guang only said the word "good", and immediately his eyes sharpened, and the Jetta car that was about to drive over in the distance was like an old horse, but it was already chasing and panting.
Zhang Liuliang didn't bother to see who the person in the car he was following was, and walked into the garden cemetery.
The area of this garden cemetery is not large, but it is the private cemetery of the Bian family, and Bian Wen's tombstone was found in the last row, and Zhang Liu sat on the ground.
Zhang Liuliang didn't know how to speak, he looked at the photo of Bian Wen posted on the stone tablet, but he felt that thousands of words were choked in his throat and couldn't speak.
I don't know if Bian Zhiwen knew that Zhang Liuliang was coming, or if he deliberately put a bottle of liquor in front of the stone tablet, Zhang Liuliang opened the lid and poured a sip of liquor.
The spicy feeling went straight to the stomach through the throat, but it was Zhang Liuliang who pressed the inherent spiciness.
He finally spoke: "Bian Wen, live a good life over there, the two of us are separated by a handful of loess, very close, don't you want to look at me a few more times?" I'm here, I'll let you look hard, I'm afraid you'll get tired of seeing and your eyes hurt. I can't judge whether you did this for good or bad, it's your decision, and I respect your decision, but as a friend I still have to criticize you. Because it's not worth it for you to do this, you haven't gotten married yet, and you haven't had a good relationship with a man who loves you. You are so young and yet gone, do you think this is your destiny? If you think it's the right thing to do, then you should think about it underground, and your so-called surprise is really a surprise! Fool, I can only call you a fool at this time, but I know that even if you are a fool, you will pout and retort, 'You care about me!' ’。
Zhang Liuliang poured another sip of wine and continued: "My master once said that people have been dealing with the word people all their lives, and a simple word is a word that has to be done for a lifetime. At that time, when I first learned this character, I knew that although it was simple, it was quite difficult to do. I don't even know why the first character Master taught me was a human character and not my name, Zhang Liuliang. Master also said that the women under the mountain are tigers, and they should keep their eyes open when they see them, but I know that some women still have the saying that they are good tigers, such as the women I met, who loved me, I loved, and of course, you, a friend of Chicken Soup for the Soul. As you said, I have never dealt with the relationship between men and women, you say that you like me, I actually feel it, but I can't love. ”
"You're right, early summer is an insurmountable hurdle for me, even at the moment of my death I know that I can't forget this woman, but even so, I still have to slowly forget her, cold by nature? No, but I feel that I can't give her the happiness she wants, I can't give her a safe home, and of course there is a sense of security, so I can only give up, even if I still love her, even if I can't get out of that shadow. ”
"You still say that Wan Ruo's love is so hard, but I, who has always been cold by nature and always thinks that animals have feelings, will not pity her? I can't be sorry for her anymore, a Cao Youmeng has already made me feel so guilty, and you have added such a sentence at this time. I'm sorry for too many people, I didn't go to the airport to see Xia Xiaoxuan, I didn't show up at the engagement ceremony in early summer, I didn't look for Cao Youmeng, and I don't even know how many people are secretly sad for me, what can I do? Who's going to tell me? ”
"I also want to find someone to confide in my inner anguish and let myself feel the loneliness in my heart, but I can only hide in my heart and let it fend for itself, because I know that when all the unwillingness and reluctance to die will it never do evil again. My life is really like a cup, bitter needs to be filled, sweetness needs to be filled, and the rest of the taste no longer knows what it is? Sometimes I feel that love is really like cigarette ash, but a handful of cigarette ash is a scattered youth! ”
"Xiaowen, your dad has always called you that, and when I saw him today, I realized that some people can grow old overnight. is so domineering, but he aged so quickly overnight. You said that if I don't do something, how can I make him feel more relieved, I know what he is going to do next, fight an internal battle about the Bian family, and put the fact of your death on your uncle, but who can explain the rights and wrongs of this clearly? I'd like to figure it out, but I don't know where to start. Your dad is really angry this time, and he has made it clear that he wants me to start taking sides. Do you think I still need to reply? Not at all, because this undercurrent should be time to erupt! ”
"Xiaowen, I've always said that you are tired of listening, this bottle of wine will be finished in a while, but I feel that the more I drink, the more sober I become, maybe I am relieved to talk to you so much. I'm the kind of person who doesn't like to go through old accounts and reminisce about the past, and if you leave, you will definitely not come back, all I can do is to come here and talk to you more when I have time. Come here to drink some wine and talk about the bitterness in my heart, I seem to say too much, there is no main line, you just listen slowly, what you don't understand is slowly digested, after drinking this bottle of wine, I should leave, there are too many things to do next. If you miss me, give me your dreams, tell me if you lack anything, I will do it for you, remember, I am your personal bodyguard, for the rest of my life! ”
Zhang Liuliang didn't know when his tears flowed, but when he got up and wiped a handful of tears, he stepped forward and hugged the tombstone with all his might, and then he whispered to Bian Wen, as if it was really attached to Bian Wen's ears.
Zhang Liuliang said: "In this life, you are wronged first, and in the next life, you will be me, I will be you, and I will love you silently!" ”
After saying this, Zhang Liuliang turned around silently and calmly walked to the gate of the garden.
The winter is cloudy, windy, and the northwest wind is already chilling!