"Actually...... There's no need to be like this, really, I can really face it, and you should believe that I can face it calmly. Because I was very open-minded, it was not a simple, simple impulse to make a decision about this from the beginning. ”

"I know." Li Fei gently hugged the man in his arms, also named Chen Li. "I know you're strong, and I know you're really accepting it. It was because I knew, and I believed, that I decided. People can't be too selfish, I'm already very selfish and resigned, because you are strong, because I believe in you, I will give you more harm with peace of mind? I don't want to deceive people, but I don't want to hurt you even more. ”

The man hugged Li Fei tightly, he was very moved and satisfied.

"But I don't want you to suffer because of a lie. It's rare for him to come to Beishi, and it doesn't hurt to meet him. ”

"Next time—" Li Fei smiled easily, left the man's arms, and lay down gently beside the baby. "-I just said that I was six months pregnant, how can I see him?"

"Next time—will he call you again next time?"

"Yes. If he grows up, the next time he comes to Beishi, he will definitely call me with a simple desire to see me, and at that time, we can meet. ”

The man didn't say anything more, just lay down quietly on the other side of the baby, like Li Fei, looking at the sleeping little face.

He never regretted it, or even doubted his decision.

A year ago, Li Fei returned to Beishi.

As promised, he seriously launched his pursuit of Li Fei.

A month later.

Li Fei suddenly told him that she was pregnant - of course, the child was not his.

After Li Fei returned to Beishi, he never had close contact with him at all.

This news shocked him deeply at the time.

However, what made him even more desperate was that Li Fei decided to give birth to the child, no matter what.

He didn't dissuade him, because he knew Li Fei's temper and surname too well.

So he spent three days locking himself in his house and thinking carefully and seriously about the matter.

In the end, he made a serious decision.

He drove a car, carrying a cart of flowers, followed by eight convertible sports cars also filled with flowers.

Go to Li Fei's house - propose!

He promised.

He will treat the child in Li Fei's belly as his only biological child.

He promised.

In the future, when the child needs to know the fact of his biological father, he will personally meet with Chen Li and tell him about it.

He promised.

To both parents, he will say that the child is his, and Li Fei only needs to remain silent if he is not willing to lie.

He promised...... And he did—Li Fei gently stroked her husband's hair, staring at him.

He has changed a lot, once before college, he was a rebellious, violent big boy.

After a few years of not seeing him, he became mature, steady, and calm.

Li Fei never thought that he could do what he promised.

And when he agreed to his marriage proposal, Li Fei secretly made up his mind.

If he did what he promised, then she would do it - he did, and she, of course, should do it.

"Chen Li, I have always wanted to tell you that I didn't just agree to your marriage proposal because of the child's affairs...... The child's thing made me come out faster. ”

"I know, and I believe. So I do. ”

Chen Li on the bed was smiling, and in his smile, there was no sadness, only confidence.

"So I had to lie to him. I don't want you to be a transitional product that comes to you when you need it, messes up, lets you clean it up – under pressure, with responsibility. However, they did not get the affection they deserved as much as they gived. It was my personal selfish decision to keep the child, and this matter had nothing to do with his attitude. ”

"I understand."

The broad palm gently stroked Li Fei's face.

He didn't need Li Fei's comfort, because he had always believed in her and his own judgment.

Li Fei held back the tears in his eyes.

She didn't want to cry, she didn't want to cry, she felt that it was also a kind of harm to her husband.

Doing everything because you are moved is a kind of hurt.

She is not only moved by it, this is something she has always wanted to prove with her actions.

...... "Call you cheap...... What a fight! Wouldn't it be nice to keep some thoughts? Do you have to make a phone call - did you plant the blame for the good deeds you did on your left hand, thinking that it was so easy to dodge? ……”

Chen Li was still beating his right hand with his left hand - he didn't stop until the back of his hand was red.

He took a deep breath.

Finally found the feeling...... A feeling that should have been found a year ago.

The name of that feeling is - broken love.

A year ago, when he broke up and separated from Li Fei, he didn't feel out of love at all.

Because I feel that love is still there; It's people who aren't there.

So he can't grieve for the breakup, only angry for the helplessness of reality.

is only desperate that love is not what he imagined...... At this moment, he finally found the feeling of falling out of love.

Because he felt that his love with Li Fei was finally gone—love was gone.

Love is gone, of course it's gone.

Chen Li took a big gulp, deep breath.

For a long time, I still felt uncomfortable in my heart.

He always believed that there was always love.

This is true for Li Fei, and it is also true for An Yi.

"Love is really what you say......"

Chen Lijuan curled up on the bed, panting heavily.

He didn't know how long it would take to recover from this sad state.

I only felt that what Li Fei said was right, what he just dialed was not the phone number of the angel who could save him, but the phone call of the demon that made him worse.

Just when Chen Li couldn't help himself, he kept trying to adjust his emotions.

On three screens, a new change finally appeared.

A few small cars, followed by a string of large trucks.

Stopped at the foot of the mountain--Chen Li sat up suddenly, ran away from Li Fei's affairs in an instant, and stared at the scene on the screen without blinking--it was rare to be generous, of course he wanted to see what kind of power and means the political axe had to clean up the mess; Of course, he wanted to see how strong the combat power of the former general gate warriors was; Of course, he wanted to see what the emperor's new clothes were.

Stopped in a small car at the foot of the mountain, a group of people came out.

The one at the head is strong and tall, handsome and full of masculinity.

Chen Li had seen it in the information given by Xu Qing, that is, the scorching sun - of course, it was a fake.

I saw the scorching sun posture in the picture, the eyes were flamboyant and sharp.

Feel free to give orders to the people around you.

On the truck, jump down a large crowd of people and horses.

There is no uniform dress - apparently, these are the former soldiers of the main gate who have been summoned by the fake Sun.

Chen Li estimated the number of people, and there were about 1,000 people who followed the scorching sun at the foot of the mountain in the picture.

According to Xu Qing's plan, it is believed that sending some middle-level fighters to lead low-level fighters to attack the Burning Sun forces will not be carried out by other forces in the city that have gathered men and horses - I am afraid that the number of troops invested in ambushing and blocking this group of elite forces will not be too large, so as to make the battle more fierce and the casualties will be greater......

Chen Li pressed the green button on the bedside.

In the communicator, the voice of Xu Qing came.

"How?"

"It's boring to watch alone, I've just fallen out of love, whether it's an angel or a demon, in short, if you have a beautiful and eye-catching woman to watch a 'live movie', your mood will definitely be much more comfortable. I guess you won't have anyone to accompany you, right? ”

Xu Qing on the other end of the communicator readily agreed.

After a while, he walked into Chen Li's house.

The latter fingered on one side of the wide bed.

"Come on, angel."

Xu Qing smiled and lay on the side of the bed without twisting at all.

Chen Li pointed to the mountains and forests on the screen, guessing and asking.

"Ambushes are lying here, here, there...... Is it here to get around? ”

"So you still know about military affairs?"

Xu Qing asked in surprise, in exchange for a self-deprecating chuckle from Chen Li.

"I really don't understand the military -- I just think that the location in this area is the most ideal, and I can hide so many people."

Chen Li handed a can of beer to Xu Qing, who waved his hand and refused, then got out of bed and said with a smile.

"It's a good place for tea, it's rare to come here, it's a shame not to drink tea."

“…… Do you like things from uncles and old men? Usually you just drink casually, and you seem to be addicted to it. ”

Chen Li felt the difference, no matter how Xu Qing looked at it, he was not very old.

"I think it's necessary to correct your biases. The tea ceremony has nothing to do with age, it has to do with mood—"

“…… Is it? Then give it a try. ”

Chen Li put the beer on the bedside table without any means.

Xu Qing went out for a while and brought in a set of tea sets.

He beckoned Chen Li to the reading desk in the bedroom and sat down, making tea while looking at the situation on the screen.

Chen Li saw that before Xu Qing made tea, he took a deep sniff of the aroma of tea leaves, and then admired and played with interest for a while.

I couldn't help but be surprised by her performance.

It turns out that the people of the Security Service are also human beings and will also have hobbies.

On the screen, Lie Yang was still directing and arranging for the soldiers from the main gate to get off the truck up the mountain, while he himself, cunningly, pretended to be something, and returned to the car with the phone.

At this time, the warriors of the main gate began to go up the mountain.

Because of the large number of people, the ideal choice for an ambush is in the middle of the mountain road, and if it is too early, the ambushed person can retreat; If it's too late, the ambushed can easily rush to the base.

Therefore, it is a boring scene of people climbing the mountain in the scorching sun for a while.

Chen Li would rather watch Xu Qing make tea.

However, although Xu Qing was focused, Chen Li didn't understand the tea ceremony and couldn't understand her feelings.

He was afraid of being quiet at the moment, so he couldn't respect Xu Qing's state of concentrating on the tea ceremony at the moment.

"People from the Security Service, are you in love?"

A smile appeared on Xu Qing's face.

"The Security Service usually does not believe in love, and the use of love to achieve the goal is a very basic means, and if you can satisfy the target's fantasy of love, you can get the love of the target. Under this understanding, it is difficult to have a respectful attitude towards love. ”

Chen Li felt that it was a little interesting.

Then he asked another question.

"So, if someone could satisfy your fantasy of love, would you talk about love?"

(To be continued)