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She is sorry for him, even though that incident has no direct relationship with her, but in the end, she is the one who is more safe, and she will always feel guilty in her heart Now that I heard that Situ Gongfame has been good, even if Situ Gongming hates to blame. I hate her very much, I don't want to see her again, and she also wants to make sure that Situ Gongfame is safe and sound.
Moreover, she thought, Chu Jiangdong is such a strong character, he looks like an elegant gentleman on weekdays, but once he is obsessed with one thing, he is a little less temperamental than Rong Er, and he can't persuade him to come back. This kind of person. If you don't get what you want. It was a kind of destruction over there—at least, it could be seen from the fact that he was so angry at that time that he directly sent a killer to hunt down her and Situ Gongming!
"Miaomiao" suddenly, and heard Situ Wushuang's shallow opening again, Miaomiao raised her eyes to look. The look of doubt.
"Miao Miao don't want to like Rong Ershao, okay?"
Miaomiao's whole body stiffened, thinking that she had heard it wrong, Situ Wushuang said again: "Miaomiao, Wushuang brother is worthy of you, since we are fated, then Wushuang brother can only be your unequaled brother, okay, let's call it brother and sister!"
Miao Miao nodded, a little heartwarming, a little heartwarming, heartfelt by Situ Wushuang's demeanor and thoughtfulness, even though this is a pair of brothers and sisters who have an awkward relationship.
"Brother Wushuang doesn't mind if you reject me, Miaomiao wants to continue to stay by Rong Ershao's side, although Rong Ershao is cold and cruel, but he is dedicated to the person he cares about. Extremely well looked after. Miao Miao lives with him, and Brother Wushuang is also relieved" He said, his eyes gradually empty: "Miao Miao don't like that man's good, that man is too dangerous, Miao Miao, you are very kind and simple, he is not suitable for you"
Miao Miao lowered her head, unable to say what she felt in her heart. I don't know if it's because Rong Ershao's evaluation made her feel uncomfortable, or because of something, she thought about it for a long time, and could only nod lightly. Obediently and obediently.
"Brother Wushuang. Actually, I'm not as good as you think," Miao Miao said, feeling a little throbbing in the bottom of her heart, yes! I now know how to play tricks. Take advantage of others. Just now, Miaomiao was still thinking about using you to achieve her goal of wanting to see Situ Gongfame.
Peerless brother, peerless brother. I'm really not as good as you think.
"In this way, Brother Wushuang is also relieved." Situ Wushuang opened his mouth, as if he had something else to say. In the end, he only said that.
"I'm worried about Situ Gongfame, right?"
Miao Miao raised her eyes in surprise, looked at the man's warm jade eyes, and nodded.
"I'm also worried about him" Situ Wushuang didn't seem to intend to hide it from Miaomiao, although Situ Gongming asked him not to tell Miaomiao about his affairs, just treat her well and let her go. But Situ Wushuang has his own ideas.
"When Chu Jiangdong rescued him back, I never thought that he would become like that. We grew up together, and I know what kind of character he is, stubborn and proud, but extremely kind and forbearing. The first time you see him, you might think he's just a cynical, flamboyant kid. But after a long time, you will know what kind of jade and treasure he is - this is really like his father, the legendary figure. ”
"He was dead, and all the doctors were helpless, saying that he would never come back. You don't know how crazy Chu Jiangdong was at that time, he almost thought about killing all the doctors, and then committed suicide, chasing hell to find Situ Gongming, but in the end, it was okay, we met Yan Moling, the national teacher of the Great Song Kingdom, he said that he was originally chasing a wisp of breath, and it was fate to be able to meet Situ Gongming, and he actually knew the art of yin and yang, so that all the doctors announced that Situ Gongming, who had returned to heaven and had no skills, came back to life! ”
"But, Miaomiao, do you know, when I thought that Situ Gongming was dead like this, it was not only Chu Jiangdong who was crazy, but also- and me! We grew up together, and I know how rare it is for him to live to this day, and he has always lived so positively and optimistically, it seems that he has always been the happiest son of heaven in the world - but, I know, my father hurt him, my father tortured him in a way that could drive a living person crazy and force him to death, so hurt by relatives, until my father died, Situ Gongming never complained about me. ”
"Even though my father hurt him, I still treat him as his brother." Situ Wushuang's vision was a little blurred, Miaomiao frowned, a little worried, for the fame of Situ who had been hurt at a young age, and for the man in front of him.
"I sometimes can't help but be suspicious, Situ Gongming may also hate me, after all, I still robbed him of the throne, my father and I are robbers, he should be the man standing at the top of the world, but he must always be careful to endure all this. I was ashamed of him, so I did everything I could to indulge him. Even after you were taken away by him, although I was angry, I was even more angry with myself - Miaomiao, you are my concubine, but I am not as good to you as Situ Gongming is to you, how incompetent I am, so I should suffer this. ”
"Fortunately, Situ Gongfame is still back, but now he has become less and less unknown to me" Situ Wushuang said, his expression was a little broken: "
I feel sorry for him, but I don't know what to do, although he forced a smile in front of me, but I can't comfort him, I can't say it-a good person becomes like this, how can I accept it! ”
"Miaomiao? You want to see him, no, it should be said, you came all the way from the Great Song Kingdom to my Nanzhao Kingdom, it is definitely not our Situ Wushuang, you are here to see Situ Gong's fame. ”
Miao Miao was noncommittal and nodded. It's a little erratic.
Situ Gongming said that his current appearance doesn't want to make you look sad, so he doesn't want to see you. It's just that now I'm afraid that he can accept the person, and only you who he desperately wants to protect."
Really? Situ Gongfame, who was seriously injured and destroyed several times by his relatives, has always lived an optimistic life, and his proud nature makes him unwilling to show a trace of cowardice in front of others. But now? Situ Wushuang thought that he could communicate with Situ Gongming and make Situ Gongming accept it—why wasn't he also sincerely afraid?
Situ Gongming almost died because of himself! I'm afraid this matter will be haunted in her heart for the rest of her life. You can't just let it go. She didn't think she could be easily accepted by Situ Gongming again. With such great kindness, she was sincerely afraid that although she was grateful, she was grateful to Dade, lest she hurt him again. The glittering man.
Situ Gongfa, Situ Gongfame! You say that Miaomiao is as pure and clean as a blank sheet of paper - but. The simplest and kind and clean people. It's you!
So stupid, regardless of everything, how can Miao Miao afford it.
The boy seemed to have expected that Situ Wushuang would bring her to meet him.
Those eyes were warm and moist. It seemed to hide the warm sunshine of the autumn afternoon, and he nodded lightly and Miaomiao, with a somewhat helpless tone: "You are still here." ”
Gujing's tone of voice is not waveless, and I can't hear joy and anger, but fortunately, there is still a trace of warm warmth in my eyes.
Miao Miao was no longer nervous, her distress suddenly eased, she nodded lightly with Situ Gongming, and responded: "I'll come to see you."
The young man smiled, the corners of his mouth raised a somewhat exaggerated arc, because of the thinness of his facial muscles, the smile looked a little shocking, but it was a real appearance - Miao Miao was relieved, the agitation in his heart calmed down, looked at the young man's eyes, and complained a little pretentiously: "Situ Gongming, it's really not easy for Miao Miao to see you now!" ”
The boy shook his head, "But after all, you're coming, actually, I'd rather you don't come."
The young man's voice gradually had a hint of drift - until now, Miao Miao suddenly had an epiphany, he didn't notice it at first glance, but now it is so profound and clear, Situ Gongming's eyes have precipitated too much, he looks at you, obviously smiling with you, smiling so happily, but his eyes are still like that, warm and warm - he treats everyone equally, and he can't go any further.
He kept everyone else out of his heart, leaving him alone.
Miaomiao only felt a slight throbbing pain in her heart, and subconsciously wanted to touch the boy, but her hand paused in the air. But he never fell down.
"Miaomiao, what's wrong?" The boy spoke, not dodging or dodging, as if waiting for her next move—he did not resist her touch, but regarded it as a casual thing.
Chu Jiangdong.
No wonder you hate me so much! Miao Miao bit her lower lip helplessly, muttering: "It's okay, it's okay, but a small bug flew over"
It's just that when she was about to withdraw her hand, she was caught by the young man, and she still looked at her with such pure and translucent eyes, full of tenderness: "Miaomiao, I said, you won't lie"
With such a tone and such familiar words, Miao Miao almost couldn't help but burst into tears!
The boy tugged at her hand. He pulled forward again, and suddenly almost touched her face: "Miaomiao, touch me." ”
He commanded, his tone imperceptibly begging.
Situ Wushuang frowned, a little unnatural, and was about to speak. Miao Miao was sudden, and she put her hand on Situ Gongming's face!
Such a real touch, the skin is wrapped in bones, and it is self-evident what the teenager has experienced. Miaomiao's heart is calm and reverent that it has never been, and when you touch it carefully, let the young man feel the real feeling, with piety, with indescribable seriousness.
The young man closed his eyes slightly, and his voice was so light that it seemed that he was about to die with the wind.
Miao Miao nodded, but did not speak, her fingers slid down from the corners of the boy's eyes, close to her ears, and picked up a strand of falling hair. Pinned behind his ears, the young man's hair was completely different from the black and moist of the past, and it was slightly yellow, boring. Miao Miao withdrew her hand and gently smoothed it out, a shallow smile on the corner of her mouth, as if she was devoting herself to shaping the most perfect sculpture in the world.
"Miao Miao" is like a person who is about to drown in the sea of suffering, and can only mutter this name, just like the most devout believers in the world, taking it as his own belief.
"Yes, I'm here." Miao Miao said, and put his other hand on the young man's face, his knuckles were cold, like silk.
Situ Wushuang stood aside and watched, as if no one was next to him, he suddenly had an epiphany, his own existence is really not as good as Miaomiao's position in his heart, hehe, it is really redundant, he has lived for many years, and he has shown mercy everywhere, but in the end, his good brother did not believe in himself, and his cherished woman was lost by himself. At the end of the day, it's too much of a failure to be a human being.
Neither Miao Miao nor Situ Gongming noticed when Situ Wushuang left.
All Miao Miao knew was that the boy was opening his heart, trying to accept himself again—only himself.
Such a great gift, Miao Miao was moved, but, boy! With such trust, aren't you afraid that Miao Miao will clumsily destroy it again?!
A gentle kiss gently landed on the young man's forehead, and the young man slowly opened his eyes, showing sickly eyes, deeply sunken, so that the eyes were extraordinarily large, black and white, and the sound of water vapor was thick - like the purest spring in the world, able to contain and wash away all the filth of the world.
"You're finally here." He said, "It's good you're here."
"I don't know what the hell is wrong with me, it seems like I've been waiting for something, I lost it, I can't do anything anymore"
Miao Miao listened quietly, and the young man's narration may also be talking to himself.
"I thought, I've got to find it, I can't just live like this, I can't do anything." The boy raised his eyes, and his panicked eyes were like a fawn that had been frightened.
"Miaomiao, my heart is empty. Do you know, here" the young man grabbed Miaomiao's hand and put it in the seat of his heart: "This place is so empty." (To be continued......)