Chapter 9: He Must Live
He looked back at Royce lying on the table, he stared blankly at himself and Mr. Kramer, his distracted look looked a little funny and cute, his peugeot figure was matched with simple gray casual clothes, and his big black eyes were embedded under his short brown and black hair.
The tranquil classroom had been illuminated by candlelight, and the lamps made by the Spiritual Array had begun to glow, adding a bit of light to the already bright classroom. The spiritual lamp lights up the world.
"Look, Evas, the lights are on, and night is coming again. ”
"How do you say that? The past five years have passed really quickly, and sometimes you can't tell what day it is? You know what I mean?" Mr. Kramer tried to find something to talk about, and Ivas was a classmate who couldn't open his heart very well, especially in front of strangers.
But to Mr. Kramer's relief, Ivas never treated her like a stranger, "yes. Sometimes, I don't know why I'm at Lilos College, Ms. Kramer, oh no, Mr. Kramer, you know, I'm a person who likes to wander my mind, and when I get distracted, I can't concentrate, and I always have to think about things that don't make sense. ”
Mr. Kramer rubbed his hands together and smiled at Evas, "To be honest, Evas, you're one of the few particularly introverted classmates I've ever met. You have less communication with classmates like you than with Royce's cheerful and exaggerated classmates......" She paused and pointed to Royce sitting in the distance, but Royce didn't pay attention, not knowing whether he didn't see it or pretended not to know.
Mr. Kramer continued, "...... For five years, as your homeroom teacher, I'm sorry that I can't help you in time, but ......" Mr. Kramer wanted to mention the departure of Evas's father, but changed his tune....... What I want to say is: I will always love you. No matter what difficulties you encounter in the future, you can come to me. ”
Evas nodded, stretched out his right hand, his eyes looked at Mr. Kramer, his tone was full of respect, as if he was baptizing Sevan, even though he was not a Sevanist believer, "Can I shake your hand, Teacher?" He wore a traditional casual dress of the Dragon Kingdom, showing the elegant gentlemanly demeanor of the Dragon Kingdom, and people who didn't know him seemed to think that he was a noble son of a family.
"Of course. Kramer smiled lightly, the years were unforgiving, and the corners of his mouth were carved with old scratches. Kramer reached out and clasped Evas's energetic hand tightly and exclaimed, "Evas, you've grown up. The teacher is old and no longer as energetic as he was five years ago. "It's true that someone of Mr. Kramer's age feels like they've aged a year with every passing year.
At the moment of shaking hands, Ivas felt as if he was holding a smooth piece of soap in his hand, warm and delicate, a delicate hand that only the daughters of large families would have. Although Mr. Kramer does not pay attention to appearance, he is also a member of a large family. It wasn't until more than a decade later that Ivas looked back and thought of this scene that it felt so normal: Mr. Kramer's full name was Kramer Amisidia, second only to the first family of Insonia in the dragon kingdom, the Senantia family, and she was a member of the Amisidian family.
Teacher Kramer is very observant, Ivas's every move is in her eyes, she put down her hand, and smiled, "Everyone thinks that I am not worthy of these hands, they are all in the past, and I am no longer the past me." ”
Ivas was very embarrassed, and quickly explained, "I'm really sorry, Mr. Kramer, it's me who is too ......"
"Needless to say, I understand that everyone reacts this way, and over time they get used to it. Kramer shook his head, a brown, black, and white ponytail swaying back and forth like a variegated swing.
Yvas didn't know what to say for a while, and glanced slightly sideways in the direction of Royce, hoping that this living treasure could come to break the embarrassment, but to Ivas's surprise: at this time, Royce stood not far from him and Mr. Kramer, as if he hadn't seen anything, and hung high.
The silence continued, breathless.
Mr. Kramer paced to the door, thinking about what to say to break the embarrassment of the silence. After a while, she stopped pacing back and forth, and stood at the door not far away, saying not in the tone of a teacher to a student, but in the tone of a friend to a friend: "Evas, I want to say two things to you, please remember in the future." She leaned against the doorframe, her eyes fixed on Evas's brown pupils like deep pools, as if no stones thrown into them would make ripples, and the knife-like cold edge under the thick lenses seemed to soften.
"First, please let go of the past and let go of those sad memories. As I said, letting go is not the same as forgetting, but turning it into stronger motivation to chase the future. I don't know what happened to you in the past, but I hope you can live happily like these five years. It wasn't until later that Royce told me that your father had gone to sea but never returned, and I could understand your feelings, but people always have to grow, and there are some things we can't escape. ”
Ivas nodded dumbly, he couldn't remember the day he arrived at Linos Academy, was it Saturday or Sunday, was it rain or sunny, was the leaf-shaped clouds in the sky odd or even, did the coachman who walked by look at him? None of this mattered. Looking back on the good times spent in the past five years, those unforgettable memories are still vivid.
Seeing Evas's distracted appearance, Mr. Kramer paused. Before Ivas came back to her senses, she looked at the gentle and elegant dragon boy in a black casual dress in front of her, and her mind was the ignorant child five years ago: the strangeness and fear when she came to Lilos Academy.
Mr. Kramer continued, "Second, this is the most basic, please don't forget the dignity and glory of being a Dragon Nation, please remember your responsibility and mission. Even if you don't have a big job in the future, you must remember that you are from the Dragon Country. ”
I'm from the Dragon Kingdom.
Longguo people's dignity, glory, mission?
Evas's nerve endings were suddenly touched, and his father's figure appeared in front of his eyes again, and the memories came flooding through his heart like a huge vortex that sucked him into endless fantasies.
Teacher Kramer didn't realize that his words had uncovered Evas's memories, and looked at Evas's inexplicable expression with strange eyes, and Ivas didn't hear what she said next, only felt that he was beginning to fall into his own memories, deeper and deeper.
The man's deep voice came from Evas's head: I am a native of the Dragon Kingdom, I am a warrior of the Dragon Kingdom, I have this dignity and glory, I have this responsibility and mission, and I am willing to give my life for it......
In the moonlight, the boat, the departing back, the people waiting, the red hyacinth fluttering in the wind......
But he knew in his heart that the voice was gone.
But he stubbornly denied, "He's still alive, I believe." ”
I still remember that the song on the horizon echoed, it was the song sung by my father in the wind and rain:
At this moment
Shooting stars soar in the night sky
Endless battles are coming from all sides
Memories flashed back to me
Your name
I still remember
Your voice
I have not forgotten it
Your heart
It's still in my heart
Stirring incessantly in my dreams
Meteors converge at one point
Tears evaporated in defeat
A bygone past
Burn in flames
Pray to the god of time
Don't grind away
You and I are in each other's hearts
Loss of freedom
I can't give you a hug
A distant call
The fire in my heart never stops
My soul
It has decayed and degenerated
Shooting stars pierce the sky
The sky resounded with the song we had played
My soul was soothed
Anger was quelled
Years
The war song of dreams was sung again
The turbulent world will change
Time cannot be erased
Our past
Hum the song we played together
I will win the glory
Never afraid to sleep
But I am afraid that time will erase my memory
The dream of flying with wings passed away in the flames of war
I can't give you a hug
But please leave your soul and my soul in the song
Let's play the elegy of love together
I really didn't expect that day to be the last day. That one back turned out to be an eternal farewell.