Chapter 217: Looking Back
“…… You don't think I've wronged you now? Not repudiated? Wu Min was still a little unconvinced, and stared at him with a pair of beautiful eyes, wanting to see what kind of expression this guy was.
Zhang Ziwen shook his head lightly, and said with a depressed expression: "...... What you say is true...... Nothing to deny ......"
Ha, it's true, I won, Wu Min almost laughed out loud, and her gloomy mood was instantly swept away, she could see that this guy's expression was not pretending, depressed and depressed, and he didn't have his previous arrogant appearance at all, but she was a little strange that this guy had always been very good in front of her, why did there suddenly have such a change? Wu Min couldn't think through it for a while, and now she didn't want to think about it deeply, she only knew one thing, at least tonight, she had completely suppressed this arrogant guy......
"As long as you don't deny it, it's okay if I don't hold a grudge against you, as long as you are honest in front of me, don't make up your mind." There was a hint of a smile in Wu Minmei's eyes, it was really difficult to see that this guy was honest, and now a miracle seemed to have appeared.
Zhang Ziwen smiled bitterly and said, "...... Am I really dishonest in front of you? ”
"What do you say?" Wu Min asked rhetorically, muttering in his heart, when have you been honest in front of me?
"Okay...... Promise you, I won't provoke you in the future. Zhang Ziwen sighed helplessly in his heart, he finally knew now how bad his impression in Wu Min's heart was.
"It's pretty much the same, as long as you don't make me angry, if this cooperation is good, maybe I'll forgive you for being rude to me before." Wu Min saw that he was depressed, and she was a little relieved, she didn't know why, as soon as Zhang Ziwen was soft, she couldn't fight with him.
Zhang Ziwen smiled, very bitter, the image has been subverted, he has nothing to say, now everything is up to her......
It was late at night, the three cars drove to the Hongpu River and stopped slowly, at this time the riverside was shrouded in a faint thin dance, a few car doors rang softly, 6 bodyguards and Zhang Ziwen got out of the car, the cold wind in the middle of the night was extremely cold, the riverside at this time has not seen a figure, can only faintly see a faint light on the dock in the distance, a cold wind blows in the face, the cold hits, Zhang Ziwen put up the collar of the coat, the cold wind can make people sober, but also calm, Zhang Ziwen likes to sober up under the cold wind of the cold night, He didn't want to go back to his warm home now, he was in a bad mood, he wanted to blow the wind on this lonely and cold riverside, maybe the night wind would calm his troubled mood......
Zhang Ziwen walked slowly along the riverside, and the accompanying bodyguards followed quietly, these bodyguards could feel Zhang Ziwen's depressed mood, and all they could do was to faithfully fulfill their duties, wherever Zhang Ziwen went, they followed......
didn't go far, Zhang Ziwen found a clean bench to sit down, he took out a cigarette, the fire was shining, the smoke had been lit, and took a deep breath with the cold night wind, accompanied by the heat and exhaled the smoke, the smoke swirled with the wind, and soon disappeared into the night......
Zhang Ziwen looked at the misty river with a pair of deep eyes, and kept looking at it so fixedly, no one knew what he was looking at at at the moment, maybe what he was thinking, and no one would disturb him at this time, the loyal and ruthless bodyguards stood up around him, and the 6 black figures were like stone sculptures that did not move at all, and seemed to melt into the bleak night.
The smoke soon burned to the end, Zhang Ziwen's fingers flicked slightly, and a touch of light fell into the Hongpu River in a brilliant arc, he breathed a sigh of relief, at this moment his mood has gradually returned to calm, and the troubles and frustrations with Wu Min seem to have flowed into the Hongpu River with the cigarette butts, before coming to the riverside, he didn't know why he was in such a bad mood, but now, he has grasped the root of the trouble, and this root is related to the arrogant Wu Min.
In Zhang Ziwen's heart, he has always thought that he has made a little achievement, and he has always thought that he has stood out in front of Wu Min, he has always wanted to tell her that she was wrong to be bad and disdainful of herself before, he is not a gangster, not the kind of ruffian who likes to fight and make trouble, he is a good young man with ideals and ambitions, not a scum in her eyes.
Wu Min is the first strange beauty that Zhang Ziwen came into contact with after returning to the city, as a young and enthusiastic young man, he never denied that he likes beautiful women, and Wu Min's first impression on him can be described as amazing, especially when she caught him first, when she saw him naked [***], her beautiful face was smeared with blush because of shyness, and the image of shame and annoyance was deeply imprinted in Zhang Ziwen's mind, and he even dreamed of her in the trumpet of the detention center……
Zhang Ziwen was distracted by her for the first time because of her charming beauty, he liked her, liked her cold and arrogant and beautiful face, liked her charming eyes, and liked the intoxicating body fragrance emanating from her body when she was close to him, and he also took this opportunity to peek at her full and firm chest for the first time in his life......
At that time, Zhang Ziwen knew very well that he was not worthy of a successful beautiful police officer at all, she was just his little dream, just the object of his fantasy Yiyin, he used to shamelessly fantasize about letting Wu Min snuggle into his arms, men will have this little fantasy, who doesn't want to let such an excellent beauty be happy under him?
But illusions are always shattered by the ruthless reality, Wu Min's first impression of Zhang Ziwen is extremely bad, as a senior inspector of the police force, how can she look at a scoop customer who she personally captured? The misunderstanding was at that moment, and the confrontation between Zhang Ziwen and Wu Min also started at that time, he couldn't bear Wu Min's mocking and contemptuous eyes at him, if Zhang Ziwen himself was a hooligan, it would be fine, but he wasn't, Zhang Ziwen used to be proud, he just lost his way at that time.
Continuous misunderstandings one after another, when Zhang Ziwen fell into the hands of Wu Min for the second time, he was stung, this damn stinky girl actually turned out his confidential file, revealing the scars he would never want to touch, and what's even more odious is that this damn stinky girl still has a look of disdain and disbelief when she reads her own merits, Zhang Ziwen is very hurt, he hates this impersonal girl, he wants to provoke her, he wants to fight with this impersonal girl for his own dignity, his method is to fight back with contempt, What once liked turned into an extreme disgust, and he wanted to challenge Wu Min's limits.
Why did he and Wu Min evolve like this? Zhang Ziwen thinks back to the roots, why does he care so much about her disdain and contempt? He can faintly capture his own thoughts in his heart, decadence and inferiority, at that time he was really not good-looking, purely an unemployed young man who mingled with fox friends and dog friends, whistling when he saw beautiful women on the street in the daytime, and teasing vulgar fans in small bars at night, no different from a gangster, Wu Min had a good reason for his extreme disgust.
At that time, he wanted to prove himself, to prove that he was a man with great ambitions, he was qualified to have identity and status, to have money and a good life, to pursue the beautiful woman he liked, he didn't want to and didn't want to face Wu Min's alternative eyes, and knowing the gentle and beautiful Tang Shu gave him the motivation to move forward, say goodbye to decadence, say goodbye to life without pursuit, he has been working hard since he entered Mu Qing's company, in order to prove himself, He endured all the grievances, he has been struggling in a very low-key manner, and all these efforts, he is to hold his head high in front of Wu Min, he wants to fight back against Wu Min's discrimination, this counterattack psychology existed before he and Wu Min tore their faces, he thought that he was qualified to show off in front of her, he wanted to make Wu Min clear, he was completely two people when he first met her, he was already a rich man, a big celebrity, a good man with iron blood and tenderness, and there was more than one excellent beauty around him, He can proudly announce in front of Wu Min, are you a beautiful woman? Much better than you, he really wants to thwart her arrogance and prejudice, he once shamelessly wanted to say in front of her, just you girl, nothing in front of me, what's wrong with the mayor's daughter? I still don't dump you......
All of this is a matter of self-esteem, everything is still because he cares too much about Wu Min, Zhang Ziwen's mind at the moment is unusually clear, he understands his mind very accurately and clearly under this cold river wind, he is really a man with a small belly, why does he always want to take revenge on Wu Min? It's not that he wants to get her attention, he doesn't want to get her eyes to worship him, he wants to get back his due reward for his hard work along the way, his ultimate goal is to make her bow at his feet, so that he really owns her......
Things have been running in the opposite direction, Zhang Ziwen's confirmation of his achievements not only did not succeed, but also confirmed that he was even more unbearable in her eyes, hooligans, gangsters and big perverts, who have worked hard for so long and are still such a person from beginning to end, Wu Min's blow to him tonight went straight to the depths of his heart, isn't he the kind of person in her mouth? The facts are there, and he cannot deny them.
The fire flashed again, Zhang Ziwen lit the second cigarette, as the smoke dissipated, he smiled self-deprecatingly, he finally knew what kind of virtue he was now, a naïve man, a selfish man, a very immature man, Wu Min's disdain and disdain for himself had to continue, he seemed to never be able to jump out of this circle, do you still care about this? Thinking of this, Zhang Ziwen secretly shook his head slightly, there is no need, there is no need to prove anything in front of Wu Min anymore, there is no need to continue to care, let it be, maybe she will really understand herself one day, as for whether that day will come, he doesn't plan to think about it anymore......
The cold night wind seemed to have stopped, the dark sky revealed a hint of silver light, the crescent moon hiding in the depths of the black clouds revealed a half-wheel hook, and a gentle silver glow was gently sprinkled on Zhang Ziwen's body, he was very quiet sitting on the bench, but his thoughts were very active at this moment, time was going back, his thoughts returned to the army, back to the time when he first joined the army, back to the time when he was selected by the elite troops of the navy, and back to the years when he paid a heavy price......
In June 2004, this month is Zhang Ziwen's most proud month, he has been escorted by the army to the Naval Academy for further study, only need to stay in the academy for 3 years, he will officially become the youngest naval officer, the soldier's uniform on his body has been replaced by a non-commissioned officer uniform, and even the brim of the big cap has more silver-gray ears of wheat representing the military level, at that time he was really proud, his life is full of longing, full of hope, he believes that as long as he works hard, decades later, The ears of wheat on the brim of his hat are definitely likely to turn golden, and the black starless epaulettes of non-commissioned officers may not be able to have one or two golden beans, and he knows very well what it means to be escorted to the naval academy, thinking that the future is bright, and that he is brilliant in his future life......
The life of the academy is full and pleasant, all the military courses are a piece of cake for Zhang Ziwen, a natural soldier, just one month of further study has been able to show his extraordinary talent, excellent grades, top-notch subjects, and soon become a leader in the naval academy, in the army, as long as you have the ability, you can definitely be respected, Zhang Ziwen at that time could not think of the limelight, his brilliant exploits in the Marine Corps soon spread throughout the naval academy, the army has not been able to break the record of the sniper legend, The ultimate sniper who lurked alone in the Sahara Desert of Libya, the jungle war in the Democratic Republic of the Congo, the night diving smuggling boat, the destruction of the Syrian terrorist base, the serial explosions of the East Turkistan branch in Lebanon, the pirate nest of 7 hidden islands in Malacca in 1 month alone, joined forces with the old captain to fight against the illegal mercenary corps that had violated China's waters, and finally destroyed the base of the illegal mercenaries in Rwanda. All the future officers of the academy know that Zhang Ziwen's soaring will not be too far, and at that time he will definitely be a key training target of the navy, and the army will not treat a hero with outstanding military exploits......
Just such a person with a bright future will be expelled from the military in more than 1 month, and no one will believe it, but this kind of thing happened to Zhang Ziwen, and the day when he couldn't look back jumped into Zhang Ziwen's mind......
(To be continued)