After thinking about it, the only one who can give him an idea now is Lin Qingxia, Fa Ge has already gone on his honeymoon. Xiao Ran shook his head along the way and went to Lin Qingxia's house, and when he saw Lin Qingxia, the first thing he said was: "Qingxia, I'm getting married!" ”

Bang! Lin Qingxia, who was originally holding a glass of water in one hand, turned pale at this moment, her body shook twice, and the cup fell to the ground with a bang, falling to pieces. Looking at Lin Qingxia's absolutely abnormal appearance, Xiao Ran seemed to know something, but he didn't seem to know anything. The only thing he could feel was that his heart was hurting.

Lin Qingxia only has one sentence in her mind now: he is getting married, he is getting married! I didn't even know that I was seriously out of shape. Soon she realized her gaffe, and the painful heartache made her subconsciously want to avoid her emotions, and hurriedly squatted on the ground to pick up glass shards.

Xiao Ran suddenly saw Lin Qingxia squatting down to pick up the pieces, and he screamed softly, and he didn't know what was going on, so he immediately took two steps forward, squatted down and raised his crystal clear hand. A small piece of glass was inserted into the tip of his finger, and he pulled it out with all his attention, and quickly put his finger in his mouth.

In this way, the two squatted face to face, Lin Qingxia looked at Xiao Ran's subconscious anxious and concerned look, and a wisp of blood finally appeared on her pale face. She thought that maybe Xiao Ran didn't like her, but she still cared. By now, she may only be able to deceive herself with this, and as for what Fa Ge said, she can't believe it anymore.

Looking at the extraordinarily clear wisp of blood on Lin Qingxia's still beautiful pale face, Xiao Ran couldn't help but fall into deep intoxication. The two were once again in an ambiguous relationship, Lin Qingxia didn't move, Xiao Ran didn't move, the two squatted in place like this, looking at each other, only each other in their eyes, as if they wanted to continue this action forever.

If only I could be like this forever, it would be the greatest happiness of my life! Xiao Ran's mind was entangled with this thought for a long time before he suddenly jumped up and shouted. Looking at Lin Qingxia, who was still squatting on the ground and staring at him blankly, he shouted again, and he ran away regardless of his manners, leaving Lin Qingxia with a broken heart.

I like her...... I don't like her! Xiao Ran ran out of here in a frenzy, and two persistent thoughts were entangled in his mind to start a war. As soon as he returned to the Escape, he threw himself in the bathroom and splashed himself with cold water, trying to wake himself up.

Looking blankly at himself in the mirror with water dripping from his hair and face, he pressed his hands the mirror and sighed. He didn't know what was going on just now, but he had blasphemous thoughts about Lin Qingxia and wanted to be together forever.

But...... He had told himself countless times that he liked Fang Ruoxin instead of Lin Qingxia. Lin Qingxia is a historical figure he respects, an actress he respects, and his senior, and he never dares to have any thoughts about her beyond her identity, and he cannot.

Because if something happened to him and Lin Qingxia, it would be his own dreams, history, and the times he respected. He gritted his teeth and slapped himself a few times, so hard that he even pulled out red marks on his face.

When he thought that he had really calmed down, he beat his chest and said viciously to himself in the mirror: "What I like is Fang Ruoxin, not Lin Qingxia, everything just now is just an illusion, just my cranky thoughts, and my thoughts." ”

In the mirror, he looked at him quietly, letting the drops of water from his hair drip down his forehead and then on his face, as if he was crying. In the mirror, he looked at him coldly as if he was mocking him, as if trying to confirm that all this was true, with a sarcastic smile hidden in the corners of his eyes.

"Fuck you, what I like is Fang Ruoxin!" Xiao Ran couldn't stand the mockery of himself in the mirror anymore, and yelled at himself in the mirror with all the strength of his body. Even though he knew it was just a projection, he didn't care if it was stupid when he needed an enemy, he needed someone to talk to, he needed someone to vent to.

"Fuck you, what I like is ......" Xiao Ran slipped weakly on the wet floor, but the rest of the words could no longer be spoken. Who he likes, he doesn't know now. Is it Fang Ruoxin, or Lin Qingxia? Who's going to tell him.

After a long time, he decided and made a call to Fang Ruohai. He wanted to get married to prove that he liked Fang Ruoxin, not Lin Qingxia. Although he didn't know if it was the right thing to do, it was the only right decision he could make at the moment......

However, when he made the decision he thought was right, he curled up on the floor in pain.

"Ah Xin, if you want to regret it now, it's still too late!" Fang Ruohai looked at his sister teasingly, he suddenly envied his sister for getting happiness so easily, but his happiness was buried in his father's hands.

Fang Ruoxin's face was expressionless, with a helpless look in her eyes, if it weren't for Xiao Ran being the only choice, she would never agree. However, Fang Ruoxin still asked herself if she really liked Xiao Ran. The answer is no, she knows that she may like Xiao Ran a little, but she is never really in love with Xiao Ran.

"Ah Ran, ...... you" Liang Jiabao received the news, found Xiao Ran for the first time, hesitated for a long time, and finally asked: "Do you really want to marry that Fang Ruoxin?" However, you are not ...... with Lin Qing."

Hearing Lin Qingxia's name, Xiao Ran jumped up three feet high without waiting for Liang Jiabao to finish speaking, and escaped quickly like a frightened rabbit. Throwing down a bewildered Liang Jiabao thought alone for a long time, and then looked at the direction of Xiao Ran's escape with flickering eyes, and muttered to himself: "This is really troublesome!" ”

Fa Ge in the honeymoon also received the news, and a phone call was made, still the same fate as Liang Jiabao, as long as the word Lin Qingxia was mentioned, Xiao Ran immediately hung up the phone. After a hundred tried, Fa Ge pondered for a moment, he couldn't let Xiao Ran, a good friend and confidant, marry a woman he didn't like at all.

Thinking of this, he resolutely said to Chen Huilian, who was staring at him beside him: "I want to go back and persuade Ah Ran!" ”

The wedding was scheduled to be held in three days, which Fang Ruohai did according to Xiao Ran's wishes. There is not much time left for Fa Ge, but there is really no need for Fa Ge to worry about it, because Zhong Chuhong and Wei Dongling are both persuading Xiao Ran to think carefully, but they don't know what Xiao Ran thinks Wu Yusen and Xu Ke are here.

Xiao Ran's parents and Xiao Han also came, and they were blaming Xiao Ran for not notifying them of such a big thing as getting married. But Xiao Ran has been in chaos for the past few days, how can he still remember these things. Zhong Chuhong stared at Xiao Ran, maybe the only people in the circle who knew Xiao Ran best were her and Fa Ge.

Staring at Xiao Ran, Zhong Chuhong sighed, no wonder Lin Qingxia liked Xiao Ran regardless of the age gap. Xiao Ran is indeed very manly, and he is also very handsome, and he has enough amazing talent, no matter in any aspect, he is the object of a woman's dream.

The most important thing is that Xiao Ran is gentle and considerate enough, and he will do everything he can for women. Zhong Chuhong thought that if she hadn't known that Lin and Xiao liked each other, she was afraid that she might not be able to help but like Xiao Ran.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but sigh again, it is difficult for women in the entertainment industry to only talk about love with a female surname like them. If the disparity between the identities of the husband and wife is too great, life will not be happy, especially when the status of a woman is more noble and more concerned than that of a man. The only choice they have is to ignore love and marry someone who can give them material happiness.

It is really lucky to be able to meet a suitable man like Xiao Ran. Thinking of this, Zhong Chuhong was even a little jealous of Lin Qingxia, but she quickly ignored this, because she came to advise Xiao Ran: "Ah Ran, why did you marry that woman, do you really know it yourself?" ”

"I love Ah Xin, here's why!" Xiao Ran was extremely tired, he was very grateful for the concern of these friends, but at this moment, he really wanted to find a place where no one was there to calm down.

"Do you really like her?" Zhong Chuhong seemed to have known Xiao Ran's answer, and couldn't help but sarcastically say: "It's really sad, if a person doesn't even know who he likes, that's really painful, isn't it?" ”

After talking to other people, Zhong Chuhong shook his head, no one can help Xiao Ran with such a thing, so he can only provide a little advice on the side. After discussing with Wu Yusen, Zhong Chuhong walked to Xiao Ran's side, feeling the dejected aura, and a ripple rippled in her heart: "Ah Ran, you decide for yourself, in short, we want to tell you that it is a man, just like facing his true feelings." ”

Turning to Xiao's mother and Xiao's father, Zhong Chuhong whispered to them about the various humiliations Xiao Ran received when he pursued Fang Ruoxin, trying to make them impress Xiao Ran with the strength of their relatives.

Everyone is gone, leaving only Wei Dongling and Xiao Ran's relatives. Xiao's mother was already distressed when she heard Zhong Chuhong tell her about her son's suffering, and at this time, she walked up to Xiao Ran angrily and said angrily: "Ah Ran, what are you going to do with such a woman?" Let me tell you, this woman must not be married, even if she does, I will not let her enter the house for half a step! ”

After Xiao's mother finished speaking, Xiao Han walked to Xiao Ran's side very sadly, and whispered in his ear: "Brother, I don't want that woman to be my sister-in-law, I only accept Sister Lin." If you really marry her, I will ignore you in the future! ”

Xiao Ran moved, raised his head and looked at this little sister in confusion, he didn't know what to say. Father Xiao, who was still silent, walked up to Xiao Ran, patted him on the shoulder, and only said one sentence: "When you grow up, just decide for yourself!" ”

How to decide? Xiao Ran's heart smiled bitterly, he was really confused when he was said like that, is this really wrong? He didn't know, he really didn't, he just wanted to find a quiet place to spend a while. Suddenly, he realized that it was all ridiculous, more than ten times more exaggerated than in the movies.

Xiao Ran said sorry to Wei Dongling and wanted to leave, but was stopped by Wei Dongling: "Where are you going?" ”

"Find a quiet place to think about it all!" Xiao Ran could only give this answer, a helpless and confused answer: "I think, the seaside may be a good place!" ”

The seaside is indeed a nice place, great for thinking or solitude. Xiao Ran stayed quietly on the beach, thinking about all this, everything that caught him off guard. He knew that marriage was not what he wanted, and marrying Fang Ruoxin didn't seem to be what he wanted.

Thinking of this, Fang Ruoxin's face gradually changed in his mind, as if it was covered with a layer of fog. The fog dissipated faintly, and what appeared was a face that he was very familiar with, which turned out to be Lin Qingxia's face.

He was startled, and instantly remembered the script, as if he had been inspired by it. He asked himself, could it be that he really liked Lin Qingxia instead of Fang Ruoxin? Otherwise, why are you so resistant to getting married?

But it didn't take long for him to calm down, and in the darkness he saw a tall figure walking towards him. Even if it was just a vague figure, he could recognize it as Fa Ge.

Did Fa Ge rush back for me? Xiao Ran laughed at himself, it was originally what he longed for to have such ability, but unfortunately this was not the time to celebrate his achievements. Fa Ge didn't say anything, just sat on the beach next to Xiao Ran, staring at the night in the distance together.

Xiao Ran finally couldn't bear the embarrassing silence, and asked slowly, "Brother Fa, why are you coming back?" Say whatever you want! ”

"I want to come back and see if you're still a man!" Fa Ge's tone was unprecedentedly harsh, Xiao Ran even believed that Fa Ge would unceremoniously punch himself: "If you don't even dare to face yourself, then you can't be a man!" ”

Xiao Ran didn't say anything, but his heart was in a mess. Fa Ge ignored Xiao Ran, and he didn't need to pay attention to him, he just wanted to say what he had always felt: "When did you and Qingxia start, I don't know, but I know that the way you look at her is different, and you are very different from her." It's not just me who can detect it, but they all know it. ”

"Do you remember that time? At the end of last year, we went to a ball. You chose Qingxia as your dance partner......" Speaking of this, Fa Ge couldn't help but smile faintly: "You are like a couple, looking at each other gently, gently saying something in each other's ears, at that moment, I saw the eyes in your eyes and her, I knew it!" ”

Xiao Ran remembered that dance, it was a dance party held by Aunt Hong, in a romantic dance music full of mood, when he suddenly felt bored, so he invited Lin Qingxia to dance together. They talked softly about trivial matters, and although they were boring, they were very happy and harmonious. At that moment, Xiao Ran even forgot that there were other people beside him.

"You're always in and out of pairs, and I think you're actually a good match!" Speaking of this, Fa Ge couldn't help laughing at himself: "Maybe you don't believe it, I also had a crush on Qingxia before, and I hadn't become famous at that time, and I hadn't even entered the artist training class." She is so beautiful, she can make anyone obsessed with her, Fang Ruoxin is nothing compared to her. Originally, I thought that she would be heartbroken and dead in love because of Liang Qin, but I didn't expect your appearance to change everything......"

"What I like is Ah Xin, not Sister Lin!" Xiao Ran deliberately strengthened his tone and loudly objected to Fa Ge's statement, he didn't even think about it in his heart.

"Really?" Fa Ge smiled slightly, as if a gentle big brother was looking at a younger brother who had done something wrong: "If I'm not mistaken, at first you called her Sister Lin, but now you tell me, how do you call her?" ”

Xiao Ran was stunned, because what Fa Ge said was the truth, he used to call Lin Qingxia Sister Lin. But when he began to pursue Fang Ruoxin, this title disappeared, or was replaced by a title that was more like a title between lovers, more equal and intimate.

"I don't envy you, because I now have a love that is entirely my own." Fa Ge's expression sank, staring into the void and muttering, "However, I think I will regret the stupid things I did in the future in the future, this is a lifetime." I hurt more than one person, but luckily, I woke up and quickly ended this hurt to myself and others. ”

Xiao Ran knows what Fa Ge is talking about, as long as he knows Fa Ge's previous two love histories, he knows that Fa Ge is repenting. But I heard that Brother Fa looked at the sky with a confused expression: "It's a pity that there is no regret medicine in the world, otherwise, maybe I will choose to start again." ”

Gradually sobering up from his self-consciousness, Fa Ge laughed at himself, looked into the distance with a faint expression, and never refused to look at Xiao Ran head-on: "I've always found it funny, at least before you started to pursue Fang Ruoxin, I don't know if your relationship beyond age can continue to be maintained under the pressure of public opinion." ”

"However, after you and Fang Ruohai cooperated, everything changed." Fa Ge unconsciously played with the sand, letting the sand fall from his fingers: "And I am more interested in the relationship between you, I found that you have always had a concern about Qingxia's feelings, you like her, but it seems that something restricts you, so that you dare not show anything, or even dare to admit it." ”

"I think Fang Ruoxin is in the depths of your heart that you don't know, to a large extent, she is Qingxia's stand-in." Fa Ge now looks more like a psychiatrist than a big star: "I admit that Fang Ruoxin is indeed very beautiful, even more beautiful than Qingxia, but she is inferior in temperament and surname." But it is precisely for this reason that you treat this woman who can be comparable to Qingxia as Qingxia, and use her to vent your feelings for Qingxia. ”

"If it weren't for that, with your last name, you would never tolerate her repeated humiliation of you, and I don't think many people would be able to tolerate it. Beauty is attractive, but self-esteem is what you want! Fa Ge's deep tone overwhelmed Xiao Ran, and his point-to-point speculation made him extremely painful: "I really don't understand what stopped you!" ”

"Is it age?" Fa Ge suddenly asked, but in fact, he didn't expect Xiao Ran to give an answer: "Actually, Qingxia is only five years older, and society can't accept your relationship, but anything can be solved." Unless, you don't want to think about it, or even think about it, age can never be an obstacle to love. ”

Xiao Ran fell into a deep silence, he was thinking about Fa Ge's words, and he was wondering if he really liked Lin Qingxia. Staring at the night in the distance, he suddenly thought of Zhou Xingchi's dialogue in "The King of Comedy" when he and Zhang Bozhi looked at the sea in the dark night.

"I can't see anything over there......"

"Actually, it's not, as long as it's dawn, you'll find that it's beautiful......"

The night was this barrier, but what was blocking his thinking. Looking over the other side of the sea, he didn't come up with an answer. But he remembered himself in his previous dreams, in fact, he was not a fan of Lin Qingxia before, he just liked it in a general sense, just like any actor in a Hong Kong film, but Lin Qingxia was much deeper in his memory.

If Zhou Yunfa is an eternal symbol of Hong Kong films, then Lin Qingxia is a coordinate, marking the rise to decline of Hong Kong films. Since Lin Qingxia's development in Hong Kong, Hong Kong films have embarked on the road of rapid development, and when she retired, it was the time when Hong Kong films fell from the peak.

Lin Qingxia is a recognized star, where there are Chinese newspapers, there is any news about her, and she is the only actor after Bruce Lee who can spread her influence to the world. Many people say that since she retired, there have been no real female stars in Hong Kong.

Xiao Ran respects her as much as he respects those who have contributed to Hong Kong films. But when he came here and saw Lin Qingxia, he knew that this was different, and the Lin Qingxia he knew was more beautiful and couldn't help it.

In the face of a famous historical figure, what Xiao Ran can do is respect, not blaspheme, at least he thinks so. But a real Lin Qingxia is something that no one can refuse, he fell in love with her, but reason told him that this is a sacred historical figure, and it should not be blasphemed, but respected. He has been in this era for more than two years and has basically integrated into this society, but don't forget that history is difficult to look at after all.

And he chose to subconsciously ignore this feeling, and when he saw Fang Ruoxin for the second time, he subconsciously regarded this woman who could be comparable to Lin Qingxia in terms of beauty as a stand-in. He couldn't blaspheme Lin Qingxia, but Fang Ruoxin was something he had never heard of, and he didn't have this kind of psychological burden and huge pressure.

The most important thing is that Fang Ruoxin has enough moving beauty to be comparable to Lin Qingxia, and Xiao Ran made a fatal choice without knowing it. He didn't know that his infatuation with Fang Ruoxin was actually just his love for Lin Qingxia, but it was expressed in a more painful way and in a more addictive way. Therefore, he was able to endure the humiliation of Ruoxin below, because it was his torture of himself, and sometimes self-torture can alleviate the pain.

He fell in love with Lin Qingxia, but he has never been able to fully integrate into this society, and Lin Qingxia is a sacred history for him. So, he chose to escape, and he didn't even dare to admit it. When he first met Fang Ruoxin, he hadn't fallen in love with someone yet, so he only had a sense of amazement. And when he met for the second time, he had already faintly felt this unusual feeling, so he subconsciously chose Fang Ruoxin as a substitute and a catharsis of pain.

The most painful thing in the world is not that you can't be with your loved ones, but that you don't know about this feeling. Fang Ruoxin's humiliation couldn't make Xiao Ran retreat, because he had no way out, and once he retreated, he would definitely be able to detect this emotion. Therefore, he chose to face Fang Ruoxin in a naïve way that was completely inconsistent with his psychological age.

He thought of the love story he had written, wasn't it a clone of this complicated relationship? Maybe it's because he can't get this emotion, so he has to record it in another way and commemorate it. In fact, he has always loved Lin Qingxia, but he doesn't want to admit it......

Suddenly, he thought that he understood, and he also understood why he always had a strange feeling when facing Lin Qingxia. At the same time, they all understood why when Lin Qingxia was sad, he was also heartbroken. I understood who flashed in front of me when I was with Yang Wei that time, it was definitely not Fang Ruoxin.

How should he choose? Looking at the night, he seemed to see the pale face of Lin Qingxia in front of him, and saw the sadness and despair in his eyes. He wondered what he should do, because he knew that now that he was here, he no longer belonged to the twenty-first century......

Before leaving the beach with Fa Ge, he looked back, and the sun rose and reflected on the sea, and everything looked extremely beautiful. When the night passes, there is always a more beautiful view......

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