The old ape begs for flowers!!!!!!!!!

Tan Jingru's mother recently felt that her daughter was much more well-behaved, much more diligent than before at home, helping her to do this and that, and the amount of food also increased, knowing that her daughter was growing up, she always cooked more meals every day, afraid that her daughter would not be full.

On this day, the factory paid wages, and Tan's mother specially bought a few fish from the vegetable market, and returned home to make her daughter's favorite sweet and sour fish.

What happened in the hotel room that day seemed to be a dream, which often woke Tan Jingru up in her sleep, but fortunately, as time went by, she slowly regained her calm, and Jane often came to chat with her, so that she also felt the warmth outside the family.

For 5,000 yuan, Tan Jingru never dared to move, nor did she dare to let her parents know, so she had to carry it in her schoolbag every day.

More than a month has passed, Tan Jingru bought herself a mobile phone, and she secretly put the rest of the money in a shoe box under the bed in her room.

When she got home and saw that her mother had made sweet and sour fish for herself, Tan Jingru happily threw away her schoolbag, didn't bother to wash her hands, ran to the dining table and picked up a piece with her hands and put it in her mouth.

"You kid, wait for your dad to come back, go wash your hands first." Mother Tan knocked Tan Jingru on the head with the chopsticks in her hand, and said angrily.

Tan Jingru grimaced at her mother and swallowed the fish in her mouth, but her stomach churned, and she hurriedly covered her mouth and ran into the toilet.

The mother thought that Tan Jingru was pierced by a fish bone, but she didn't care: "This child, like a glutton, is also accidentally fish bone." ”

Tan Jingru ran into the toilet, retched a few times, and didn't vomit anything, so she had to rinse her mouth, came out of the toilet and went back to her room, took out her homework from her schoolbag, and prepared to write her homework first.

She had just done a few questions when her mother called out to her, "Jingru!" Your dad is back and out for dinner. ”

Tan Jingru walked to the table, Tan's father poured himself a glass of liquor, Tan's mother also sat down, and the whole family was ready to eat.

The spicy smell of liquor and the fishy smell of fish made Tan Jingru feel sick in her stomach, she threw down the chopsticks in her hand and ran into the toilet again.

"Dad, is this kid sick, he's going to vomit twice." Tan Mu said.

"Well, I'll find her some medicine later, maybe it's a cold." Father Tan said.

Returning to the table again, Tan Jingru lost her appetite: "Dad, Mom, you can eat, I don't want to eat, go do my homework." ”

Mother Tan hurriedly took out the thermometer and walked into Tan Jingru's room: "Jingru, you try the watch to see if it is a fever." ”

After more than ten minutes, Tan Jingru took out the thermometer and looked at it, and shouted: "Mom, I don't have a fever, maybe I am tired from physical education class today, and I practiced running 800 meters today." ”

"Oh, then you hurry up and do your homework and rest early." Mother Tan said with concern.

The next morning, Tan Jingru got up and washed up, ready to go to school after breakfast, but when she saw the food on the table, she covered her mouth and retched. Mother Tan felt that the child was indeed sick, otherwise after a night's rest, the body should have recovered.

"Jingru, you ask the head teacher for a leave, I'll take you to the hospital to have a look, it's about to take the high school entrance examination, don't delay your studies." Tan Mu said.

Tan Jingru didn't know what was going on, so she picked up the landline and called the homeroom teacher to ask for leave.

Tan's mother took Tan Jingru to Sinotruk Hospital and hung up on internal medicine.

The person in charge of the treatment was a middle-aged female doctor.

The doctor picked up the registration slip and looked at it, and inserted it on the iron chisel on the table, "Little classmate, where do you feel uncomfortable?" “

"Doctor, this kid has been retching since yesterday, and it's been several times, please take a look." Tan Mu said beside her.

The doctor took out the thermometer, shook it in the air, and handed it to Tan Jingru: "Try the watch." ”

Tan Jingru took the thermometer and stuffed it into her armpit.

"Have you eaten something bad these days?" The doctor asked.

"Nope." Tan Jingru replied.

"And how do you feel?"

"It's just retching when you smell something smelling and don't want to eat." Tan Jingru replied.

"Did you feel this way before?"

"No, it's only in the past few days."

"How old are you? Is it normal to have a period? The doctor looked at Tan Jingru thoughtfully.

"Aunt Doctor, I'm fifteen years old, and my period is not normal, and the time is long and short, and it is not fixed." Tan Jingru replied.

"When was the last time you had a period?" The doctor asked.

"I don't remember exactly, Mom, do you remember?" Tan Jingru turned her head and asked her mother.

"Is it from the last time I bought sanitary napkins for you?" Tan's mother asked.

"Hmm!"

"Doctor, it's been more than three months." Tan's mother said to the doctor.

The doctor asked Tan Jingru to take out the thermometer, took it and looked at it, "If you don't have a fever, I'll prescribe a test list for you, and you can go and have a urine test." ”

Mother Tan took the prescribed test sheet and led Tan Jingru to the laboratory.

Tan's mother didn't understand what the doctor was doing to test her urine, so she asked Tan Jingru to go to the toilet to pick up some urine and send it to the laboratory.

After getting the test sheet, Tan's mother and Tan Jingru returned to the doctor's office.

The doctor took the test sheet and looked at it, "Little classmate, you go out and wait, I'll say a word to your mother." ”

Mother Tan chuckled in her heart, could it be that her daughter had some terminal illness, her face turned pale with fright, and her body began to tremble.

Seeing Tan Jingru go out, the doctor whispered: "Sister, your daughter is not sick, she is pregnant." ”

What the?! Mother Tan stood up from the chair suddenly: "Impossible, she is only a fifteen-year-old child, how, how can she get pregnant?" Doctor, did you make a wrong diagnosis? ”

"Eldest sister, don't get excited, this test sheet is written very clearly, I will give you a B-ultrasound list, you take her to do a B-ultrasound examination, everything is understood." The doctor said.

Mother Tan sat on the chair weakly, she didn't believe that her daughter would be pregnant.

Mother Tan took the B-ultrasound examination list, and found Tan Jingru after going out, "Jingru, the doctor asked me to do a B-ultrasound, and I will take you there." ”

Tan Jingru saw her mother's bad face and asked, "Mom, I don't care, right?" ”

"It's okay, do a B-ultrasound, and we'll go home." Tan Mu suppressed her trembling voice and said calmly.

When I came to the B-ultrasound room, I saw that the doctor had finished examining my daughter, "Jingru, you go out and wait for your mother for a while." ”

Seeing Tan Jingru walking out of the examination room, Tan's mother hurriedly asked, "Doctor, what is the result?" ”

"Eldest sister, your daughter is pregnant, and it's been four weeks since I looked at the image." The doctor looked at Tan Mu sympathetically and said.

"O iniquity! How am I going to live? Mother Tan sat on the chair next to her and cried bitterly.

"Eldest sister, your child is still young, let's talk to the doctor and let her have an abortion as soon as possible." The doctor advised.

Tan's mother took the checklist and walked out of the ultrasound room in a daze, Tan Jingru didn't know what was going on, and saw her mother staggering out, and hurriedly went up to support her: "Mom, what's wrong with you?" ”

Mother Tan heard her daughter shouting to herself, she was conscious, and she grabbed Tan Jingru's hand tightly: "Go!" Go home! ”

"Mom! You're clutching me. Tan Jingru shook off her mother's hand and shouted.

Tan's mother didn't pay attention to Tan Jingru anymore, and walked quickly towards home.

After entering the house, Tan's mother threw the B-ultrasound list in her hand into Tan Jingru's face, raised her hand and slapped her, "Say, whose child is in your belly?" ”

"Mom! What do you say? How can I have a baby when I have a belly? "Tan Jingru is still a child after all, and she has forcibly erased her memory from what happened in the hotel.

"You're still hard-mouthed, you can see the results of the test yourself!" Tan Mu said angrily.

Tan Jingru picked up the B-ultrasound list from the ground, and when she saw the conclusion of the examination, her face turned pale with fright, and she shouted: "No! This is not true! Impossible! ”

"Jingru, tell Mom, who is that man? Mommy is looking for him! Tan Mu asked.

At this time, Tan Jingru was already like a fool, she sat on the ground, holding the ruthless checklist in her hand, and muttered to herself: "It's not true, it's not true......." ”

Seeing her daughter like this, Tan's mother was also distressed, she squatted down and hugged her daughter's head and cried: "Child, mom doesn't ask, tomorrow I will take you to a distant hospital for an abortion." ”

Tan Jingru's eyes were straight, her hand holding the list was trembling all the time, and her body began to tremble.

"Child, don't scare Mom, I don't tell Dad or anyone, let's go secretly, okay?" Mother Tan shed tears and comforted Tan Jingru.

"Mom, I'm so tired, I want to sleep." Tan Jingru stood up from the ground and said, the list in her hand slowly falling to the floor.

Mother Tan picked up the list, thought about it, tore it up fiercely, and threw it in the trash. She helped Tan Jingru into the room, let her daughter lie on the bed, and covered her with a quilt.

However, the mother's sobs and tears dripping down her face were cutting the girl's heart like a knife. Tan Jingru burst into tears and turned her head to the wall.

Tan's mother slowly walked out of her daughter's room, Tan Jingru bit her lip with her teeth, remorse and fear made her no tears, she felt so cold, she had never been so cold, she hugged her arms tightly, shrunk her head into the crook of her arms, she vaguely heard the suppressed sobs coming from her mother's room, and muttered to herself: "How can we meet people, Jingru, why are you so ignorant." ”

Tan Jingru knows that although her parents live a very tight life, they are very strong, and they usually have a good relationship with their neighbors, but they have children, and this time they will definitely lose face in front of everyone, and once Dad knows, he will definitely kill himself. If the classmates at school knew about it, and she wouldn't have the face to see them, Tan Jingru felt like a boulder was pressed on her chest, and she couldn't breathe.

Tan Jingru wants to tell her mother the truth of the matter, but she doesn't even know who the boss is, she doesn't know what he looks like, she doesn't know how to open her mouth to her mother, who can blame? If you hadn't been chatting on the Internet, if you hadn't skipped class and run out, if you hadn't been gullible, these wouldn't have happened, blame! You can only blame yourself, hate! You can only hate yourself. Slowly, a terrible thought came out of her mind, if she died, wouldn't her parents be ashamed? I don't have to worry about my classmates laughing at me when they find out.

With a decision in her heart, Tan Jingru slowly got up from the bed and sat down at the desk, she wanted to write something down for her parents, after all, they had raised her for more than ten years.

Tan Jingru opened the notebook, picked up the pen, tears couldn't stop flowing, and soon a page was soaked with tears, she turned a new page, and held back her tears and wrote: Dear parents and fathers, this time my daughter has embarrassed you, it's all my fault, I'm not sensible, my daughter is gone, so you don't have to worry about being known to laugh at you, and I don't have to worry about being ridiculed by my classmates, Dad, Mom, I don't know that person, I don't know what's wrong at the time, I fell asleep, I didn't see anyone after I woke up, he left 5,000 yuan, I spent a few hundred yuan to buy a mobile phone, and the rest are in the shoe box under the bed, you keep it to buy some delicious food, my daughter is sorry for you, if there is an afterlife, I will be your daughter, and then repay your kindness. daughter, Tan Jingru. There were many words on the paper that were blurred by Tan Jingru's tears, and after writing, Tan Jingru took out a pencil sharpener from the pencil case and lay back on the bed.

Imagining the ridiculed eyes and words of her classmates, and imagining the angry and painful appearance of her parents, Tan Jingru stretched out her left hand, exposed her wrist, opened the blade with her right hand, and slashed it at her wrist.