Chapter 10 Suicide
Luo Lan laughed lightly, wiped his hands with a towel again, and said softly:
"I am now your princess in name, your life and death are related to my pity, how could I want to kill you, I wish you could live, if you live one more day, I will be able to live a good life."
With that, she went to wash the towel again, then hung it on the shelf, returned to him, took his hand and put it on her lap, and gently massaged his arm.
The man pursed his lips and looked at her with an inquiring look in his deep, dark eyes.
As a doctor, Luo Lan understands some of other people's psychology, and she understands that if she wants him to get better, she must first let him have the desire to live in his heart, so as to help the body heal.
Leng Yu's arm was sentient, so he could feel that her hand was very light and light, so light that he felt very comfortable like this.
She looked at his half-intact face, and whispered:
"Do you have any enemies?"
This sentence made the man stunned, does he have an enemy? Of course there is, and there is more than one, if it weren't for the enemy, how could he be framed like this?
But he didn't want to say more, he wasn't sure about the woman's purpose, so he couldn't say it to her.
Seeing that he was silent, Luo Lan said again:
"You don't have to answer me, I know, you must have enemies, and you have a deep hatred, so do you want revenge?"
As soon as she said this, Leng Yu suddenly spit out a word from her mouth with hatred, "Yes." ”
Luo Lan felt a burst of joy in his heart, he had the desire to take revenge.
She asked again:
"Do you want to be able to stand, walk, and run like before? Can you seek revenge on your enemy? ”
Leng Yu looked at her in amazement, and suddenly sneered,
"Humph! I'm like this now, dying early and getting free. ”
Luo Lan's hand that was rubbing his arm paused for a moment, and then continued, chuckling lightly in his mouth, and his voice was extremely gentle,
"Didn't I make you happy, do you believe in miracles? It's that the more you don't believe in something, the more you can do it, how about you and me make a bet? ”
Leng Yu's eyes were full of curiosity, "What bet?" ”
"I bet you'll get back up in good shape, and if I win, you'll promise me one thing."
"And what if you lose?" His voice came softly, for he was sure that she would lose.
Luo Lan looked at him directly, and blinked her big crystal bright eyes a few times,
"If I lose, when you die, I will bury you and go to another world to accompany you, this bet is big enough."
When her words fell, Leng Yu suddenly looked at the cabinet not far away,
"There, there are some valuable things, you take them, hurry up, don't come back, I don't need you to bury me with you."
Hearing this, Luo Lan was a little surprised, she followed the direction of his eyes, and sure enough, she saw a small box at the bottom of the cabinet, opened the box, and a few jade pendants and a few night pearls appeared inside, those things looked valuable.
She took out a jade pendant from it, put the small box in it, and then happily held it up in front of Leng Yu,
"Can you give me this?"
Leng Yu sighed silently, and then nodded, "You take it all, for me, it's all waste." ”
Luo Lan smiled big between her lips and teeth, she stuffed the jade pendant into her arms, and continued to rub his arms.
For today's dinner, she ordered the kitchen to prepare rice and gruel porridge for Leng Yu, and added a little pickles to him, she fed him personally, Leng Yu shook his head and refused to eat.
Luo Lan frowned at him,
"Eat, if you don't eat, you'll be hungry, tell you! After this village, there is no such shop. ”
Her words stunned him, and he felt his heart sink for a moment, and then his mouth opened wide, and he ate everything she fed him again.
He suddenly felt that he would not see this little girl tomorrow, she took the priceless jade pendant, she would definitely leave, who wants to accompany a dying man like him?
But that's fine, such a gentle woman, he doesn't want to hurt her, and he doesn't want her to bury him.
After eating, she changed the clean urine pad for him, then helped him cover the quilt, and went to the earroom next to him.
This is the room she specially let people clean up, close to Leng Yu's room, and it is convenient to take care of it, maybe it is too tiring to take care of Leng Yu during the day, and she went straight to sleep after lying down!
Early the next morning, she came to feed Leng Yu gruel as usual, and then cleaned up the dirt under him again, replaced it with a clean mat, and disinfected his ulcers and changed the medicine.
After doing all this, she washed her hands and whispered to him:
"I have something to go out, you can lie down!"
Her words made Leng Yu's heart sink to the bottom, he knew that she would not come back, she was destined to be a dream for him, and it was time to wake up now.
He looked at the place where the valuables were packed again, "You take them all away, let these people know that you can't keep them." ”
"No, that piece of jade pendant looks good, it can be sold for a lot of silver, it's enough."
After saying this, she folded the quilt for him and smiled at him.
Leng Yu raised his eyes and looked at her more, he knew that he would never see her again in the future, this face, he wanted to remember, at least he gave him a sweet dream for a day.
She lifted her feet and left, the sound of the door shut, he shed tears in despair, she gave him hope yesterday, and now it was like giving him a blow on the head, he really wished that he could give himself a knife now, and end his life early, why suffer such torture?
But he can't do it, he can't even die, since that's the case, let's get through.
Luo Lan went out of the house, and Ruyi wanted to follow, but she refused.
Ruyi stopped her at the door, "Princess, Concubine Chang said that let the slave take care of you." ”
Luo Lan sneered at the corners of her mouth, and looked at her with contemptuous eyebrows, "You don't want to take care of me, you're afraid that I will run away." ”
Ruyi hurriedly bowed his head, "The slave doesn't dare." ”
"Okay, if you want to follow, you can follow, I, Shui Luolan, am a person who does things from beginning to end."
She didn't say this to Ruyi, but to herself.
She hurried out of the gate of the palace and followed as if she were in a motion.
But she didn't plan to let her follow her, otherwise if she found out what she was going to do, she would definitely tell Concubine Chang, then she would be at a loss.
When she came to the street, she saw a group of people in front of her, and she couldn't help but say, she trotted over and squeezed into the crowd to look lively.
The three outer floors of the crowd were full of people, and Ruyi was in a hurry outside, but he couldn't squeeze in at all.
At this time, Luo Lan had already run away from the other direction, she didn't stop all the way, and came directly to the pawnshop.
When the pawnshop saw her come in, he asked lazily:
"Does the girl want to be a thing or a ransom?"
Looking at his contemptuous appearance, Luo Lan really wanted to step forward and slap him, but she was here to ask for money, so she didn't want to conflict with people.
So she said to Xiao Er:
"I have a good object, but you can't look at it, call your shopkeeper."