Chapter 135: Keeping 'Asking for a Reward'
The cool breeze at night, through the slightly open window sash, blows into the room from time to time. The curtains on both sides of the window inevitably shook slightly because of the breeze.
Looking at Qi Qin, who was sitting quietly next to the windowsill, Gongyan's expression couldn't help but climb into a look of worry.
Although these days, Qi Qin did not go out early and return late as usual. But the more Qi Qin was so abnormal, the more uneasy Gong Yanan felt in his heart.
It's not been more than a day to be in such a trance, and even Gong Yanan has inadvertently noticed that every time a figure walks downstairs, Qi Qin always stands up violently as if reflex.
But every time this happens, Gong Yanan can notice that after an instant, a trace of loss, frustration, and a trace of inexplicable hesitation that Gong Yanan can't say flashed on Qi Qin's once beautiful face, but at this time, which is becoming more and more haggard.
After hesitating for a moment and biting his lip slightly, Gong Yanan finally couldn't help but walk to Qi Qin's side.
A pair of white little hands were hesitantly lifted by Gong Yanan, and after a while, Gong Yanan's hands paused in the air, and slowly put them on Qi Qin's shoulders: "Sister Qi Qin, is there something on your mind?" Can you tell me about it? ”
He tentatively asked the doubts in his heart, but Gong Yanan knew that according to Qi Qin's previous temper, he would never answer himself. After all, in Gong Yanan's impression, since that incident happened back then, Qi Qin's heart seemed to be wrapped in a layer of battle armor, and his strength almost embarrassed countless iron-clad men.
Looking at Qi Qin's little and turned cheeks a little, Gong Yanan's body trembled.
The eye sockets were slightly sunken, and the edges were covered with thick black stains. With a single eye, Gong Yanan realized that Qi Qin had not had a good night's sleep in the past few days. But what made Gong Yanan even more unbelievable was that the pair of beautiful eyes, which should have been incomparably strong, were obviously filled with patches of mist that could not be concealed at this time.
"Sister Qiqin, you, are you crying?" , Gong Ya Nan's small mouth subconsciously opened a lot wider.
Snuggled coldly into Gong Yanan's arms, feeling the warmth emanating from Gong Yanan's body, but at this time, Qi Qin couldn't feel even the slightest warmth in his heart.
The sound of whimpering sounded, and when Gongyan was still stunned, Qi Qin's mouth was full of dejected words, and he said slowly: "I thought that I would not have love in my life." ”
"But this extravagant existence came to me unconsciously." , The reason for crying, Qi Qin's voice was inevitably a little trembling: "I have hesitated and been confused." When I was clear about my thoughts, I faced up to the feelings in my heart. When I wanted to cherish this abrupt and hard-won relationship, it secretly crossed my fingertips. ”
"It's like, as if, it's never been the same ......", listening to Qi Qin's slightly specious words, although Gong Yanan was momentarily confused, but in an instant, Gong Yanan's eyes widened slightly, and at the same time, a look of surprise flashed in Gong Yanan's eyes.
After hesitating for a moment, feeling Qi Qin's slightly trembling body, after a while, Gong Yanan racked his brains and finally came up with a comforting word: "Sister Qi Qin, didn't you teach me?" If you want to get it, you have to let go and go for it. Happiness will only be reserved for those who know how to cherish it! Sister Qi Qin, you are so good, what man can escape from your Five Finger Mountain? ”
After a pause and a slight lifting of his eyes, Qi Qin glanced at Gong Yanan, and couldn't help but lose his mind for a while.
Looking at Qi Qin's slightly trance-like expression, Gong Yanan breathed a sigh of relief.
But just when Gong Yanan thought that Qi Qin had been comforted by himself, Qi Qin suddenly smiled miserably and shook his little pale face: "But he has already escaped, and he has escaped crisply, and he has no hesitation!" I didn't even have a chance to explain when I escaped! ”
"Nothing!" As if talking to himself, Gong Yanan looked at Qi Qin's trance and obviously realized that Qi Qin's mood was a little abnormal.
Looking at Qi Qin's strange expression, Gong Yanan's heart became more and more worried. couldn't help but put his hands on Qi Qin's shoulders again, Gong Yanan shook Qi Qin's body vigorously, and encouraged: "Sister Qi Qin, don't think about it. If you really fall in love with that man, go find him! ”
"Looking for him? Where to look? The sky is big, the earth is big, he didn't even say hello, and suddenly disappeared! A smile full of suffering, crawling all over Qi Qin's cheeks, as if mocking himself for not being angry, Qi Qin closed his eyes violently, and said to himself: "He must be disgusted that I am not a complete body!" ”
"But does he know? Know? He's my first and only man! Since that incident, I haven't had a single broken jar. Everything is just a way for me to protect myself! The long-term depression erupted violently, Qi Qin's expression seemed to be crazy, he shook Gong Yanan's body violently, and said in a hoarse voice: "Does he know? Does he know? He doesn't know! But he didn't give me a chance to explain! Just left silently! Abandoned me! ”
"I really look down on myself! I once said that I was looking for a man who didn't care about my own past! Find a man who really understands how to love me, love me, and protect me! But he wasn't! But I still fell in love with him! Tears slipped down Qi Qin's cheeks a little bit, and he gasped violently, as if he had vented all his strength, Qi Qin's emotions slowly calmed down.
But even so, I saw Qi Qin's face a little, and he was filled with indifference.
Slowly sitting back in his previous position, Qi Qin sneered: "I've been waiting for him for a day, another day!" He knows, he knows! I sneak over to him every night! Perhaps, in his eyes, I am just a gunner. A bitch for him to ravage! And how could he cherish me? But does he know? Knowing the distance between this floor and the fourth floor, how far away is it for me? For me, how difficult it is to cross! ”
looked at Qi Qin dumbfounded, at this moment, Gong Yanan's heart was irrepressibly filled with turbulent and complex emotions.
Gong Yanan knows something about Qi Qin's behavior over the years, but Gong Yanan never thought that Qi Qin would always stick to that depraved step.
But that's not what really surprised Gongyan......
Ground floor? Fourth floor? Quietly disappeared? Leaving silently?
A figure flashed irrepressibly from Gongya Nan's mind.
The sudden disappearance of Zhang Yang is not only Qi Qin who cares. At least, Gongya Nan also cares. It's just that out of the affection of the youngest daughter, out of the relationship with Zhang Yang is not very close. Although there are faint complex emotions such as worry and apprehension, Gong Yanan only glances at it silently every time he passes by the closed door on the first floor.
But at this time, hearing Qi Qin's words, Gong Yanan's mind immediately became confused.
They, they're, they've ......
"I'm leaving!" When Gong Yanan was still at such a loss, Qi Qin stood up coldly.
"Let's go?" , subconsciously flustered, Gong Yanan couldn't help but ask: "Where to go?" ”
"Go back to the company ......", although his face was filled with a cold expression, but the moment he said this, Qi Qin's eyes still couldn't help flashing a trace of longing, reluctance, nostalgia, pain, misery and other mixed colors.
"Huh? Oh! That's good! Sister Qi Qin, you just took advantage of this time to think quietly. He didn't notice the color in Qi Qin's eyes, Gong Yanan just froze slightly, probably thinking that Qi Qin was just going back to the company for a meeting like before.
"I'm not coming back." , But when a cold word appeared in Qi Qin's mouth, Gong Yanan's expression suddenly froze, and then his eyes, a little, a little, as if in slow motion, slowly raised, and his eyes looked at Qi Qin in disbelief.
Pretending to be open-minded and strong, Qi Qin glanced at the room, rubbed the stiff little face of Gong Yanan with some doting, and suddenly sighed: "I'm old, no better than you little girl." In the company, there are people chasing me all the time. Maybe they weren't what I liked, but they could take me in. ”
"Love is such a thing, once is enough!" , Shaking his head, holding back the mist under his eyes, Qi Qin took out a suitcase from the side of the sofa and walked out of the door, glanced at Gongyan, and teased: "This house was actually bought by me a long time ago." It's just that I've always wanted you to feel a little more guilty about me. Only then will you honestly help me wash my socks and underwear. Ha! For the sake of your girl who has been serving her sister so comfortably, the house will let you continue to live for free. ”
Looking at the figure of Qi Qin walking out of the room without hesitation, Gong Yanan opened his mouth, but the words that he wanted to keep came to his mouth, but he never said it.
Because, Gong Yanan knew that he was not qualified to keep Qi Qin, and he couldn't keep the figure who was leaving.
Can someone ......
But where is that person at this time?
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