Chapter 69: No Chance to Go Home!

Not long after Han Xiaobao went out, he returned to the bar on the grounds that he hadn't drunk well, leaving Lin Ze and Zhang Xinlan on the side of the road. I don't know if he wants to go back and continue to worship Brother Scar, the number one bastard on Zijin Road, or if he will leave Lin Ze with the opportunity to be alone with the beauty.

But no matter what, on the tree-lined path on the side of the road, only Lin Ze who was pacing in figure-eight steps and Zhang Xinlan who bowed his head slightly and stepped on small steps.

In Lin Ze's view, Zhang Xinlan is not the material to be a criminal policeman in any aspect. But she was, and was determinedβ€”an impression, of course, that had been observed in the first two encounters. As for now, Lin Ze somewhat understands Zhang Xinlan's mood.

This is not difficult to see from Zhang Xinlan's somewhat lonely face.

"What do you like to eat?" Lin Ze turned his head and asked with a smile.

"Whatever." Zhang Xinlan responded like a gnat and said. "Just a little lighter."

Lin Ze nodded, picked a porridge shop, he ordered a bowl of porridge, Zhang Xinlan asked for a bowl of preserved egg porridge, maybe it was too late, there were only a few customers in the store, the environment was quiet and elegant, plus the weather in early autumn, the air was very comfortable and moist.

The two sat facing each other, Lin Ze tore open the dishes and chopsticks with a cigarette in his mouth, and Zhang Xinlan was a little sullen and held her chin in a daze. It's like thinking about something.

In this gap, Lin Ze also had enough time to study Zhang Xinlan's face.

Maybe it's a professional relationship, although her own surname is relatively weak, but there is a touch of heroism between her eyebrows, and her eyes are smart and full of spirit. That delicate face is red in protein, which should be the reason for work to have such a healthy complexion. The figure is different from Xia Shuzhu's slender and soft, Zhang Xinlan's body is very healthy, without a trace of excess fat. The ponytail hangs at the back of the head, giving the impression of purity and youthfulness.

Lin Ze saw that she didn't say anything, nor did she squeak. Knowing that he was still worried about what was going on in the bar, he couldn't help but smile comfortingly: "Don't think too much, as a law enforcement officer, you have done your best." ”

"But I didn't bring the power of the law into play." Zhang Xinlan bit her soft lips and said a little sadly. "If you didn't know Director Cheng, Yu Guang would definitely make trouble for you. It even takes you back to the game. ”

"Then you might as well think about it the other way around, if you only meet a few simple thugs, with your ability, you will definitely be able to do things according to the law, right?" Lin Ze saw her nodding and said again. "Yu Guang couldn't deal with me because I knew Cheng Ziqiang. And you failed to punish Shen Fei because Yu Guang gave him face. In this world, nothing can be perfect. It is enough to have a clear conscience. ”

Zhang Xinlan listened to Lin Ze's somewhat Zen and brain-twisting words, and pondered.

Frankly speaking, in the past, in the process of law enforcement, Zhang Xinlan was basically able to deal with those who did bad things in accordance with the law. That's naturally because of her father's relationship, as long as those who do bad things don't have a strong background than her father, then no one can speak for them. A powerful guy like Shen Fei in the background, his father can't cover it. That's why Yu Guang doesn't support her.

After Zhang Xinlan passed through tonight, she slowly appreciated them, but she still couldn't let go.

She just wants to be a good policeman who punishes evil and destroys evil, why are there so many ways to stop it?

But after this incident, her state of mind and thoughts have matured a little. I also understand that there is no absolute black and white in this world, and the strong are also right when they are wrong. The weak, right is also wrong.

Sighing lightly, she stared at Lin Ze with beautiful eyes, and said softly: "I don't want to be a policeman anymore." ”

"Huh?" When Lin Ze heard this, he thought it was to provoke some sore spots in his heart, and said gloomily. "Because tonight's events hit you?"

"Yes." Zhang Xinlan nodded frankly, and then shook her head again. "Not really. When I became a policeman, I wanted to maintain law and order, punish evil, and eliminate evil. Tonight's events really chilled me, and I also know that there are many things in this society that can be successful without impartial law enforcement. Since I can't achieve my wish by righteous means. It doesn't make sense for me to be a police officer. ”

Lin Ze smoked a cigarette, listened to Zhang Xinlan's narration, his brows tightened, and after a while, he faded the solemnity on his face, and asked with a smile: "Do you want to drink?" ”

Zhang Xinlan was slightly stunned when she heard this, and nodded heavily: "Okay, drink the second pot head." ”

The white porridge was delivered and placed on the table, and the man and woman directly spelled white wine. As we all know, many women choose between liquor and beer, and they tend to choose the former. I don't know if women are born with a lot of alcohol or if they are afraid of drinking beer belly - in short, many women in this society have a good amount of liquor.

Lin Ze killed two-thirds of the two-pot head in a bottle, and Zhang Xinlan also killed one cup. The face crept up with a seductive flush, his eyes were slightly misty, and even a little confused, he sat on the chair crookedly, and said vaguely: "I have been determined to be an excellent policeman since I was a child, to serve the society and the people." It was my lifelong dream, but now I find this road so difficult and full of thorns. ”

Lin Ze took half a cup, took out a cigarette and lit it, exhaled a puff of smoke, and said softly: "What you have encountered is just a small microcosm of this environment, in any circle, in any industry, this kind of thing is not uncommon." If you can't even get over this hurdle. You won't like any other job either. ”

Zhang Xinlan grabbed the wine bottle and poured the second pot into the glass, half dried up in one mouthful, and said quietly: "Then what do you say I should do?" Even my immediate boss doesn't support me, what motivation do I have? ”

"Do you only think you can fulfill your wish because you have the support of your boss when you become a police officer?" Lin Ze asked rhetorically.

"I-" Zhang Xinlan was speechless, pursed her lips and smiled bitterly, and said disheartenedly. "It's just that I think the people who should support me will back down because of the power of the other party. Then I won't be able to move an inch at all in the future. ”

"Many of the rules of the game in this society are set. Since you can't change these rules, you adapt to it. You know it's going to turn out like this, and you do it in a different way. Lin Ze sighed lightly and said rather obscurely. There are not many people with ideals these days, don't let yourself be dyed gray by the general environment. Decades of a person's life have passed in the blink of an eye, not seeking to make great achievements, but seeking no regrets. ”

Zhang Xinlan's state touched Lin Ze a little. It was the first time she had suffered such a setback, she had seen the darkness in the system, and she couldn't bear the blow Lin Ze could understand it very well. Wasn't that the case back then? A few years ago, I didn't even want my life to complete the task. But in the end, what did you get in exchange? The comrades-in-arms around him died in a foreign land one by one, and they couldn't even bring their ashes back to their hometowns. The first woman in his life who made his heart flutter was also burned to ashes by a fire. Now, even he is just a supernumerary agent.

This is a kind of sorrow that has shed blood and tears, but has not obtained the dignity and glory that should belong to him. It's just that Lin Ze had no one to appease him at the beginning, no one to eliminate the demonic obstacles in his heart, and he could only rely on himself to slowly calm down those resentments and anger. And now, he can use the identity of a person who has come to enlighten Zhang Xinlan, a beautiful police flower who is soft but full of a sense of justice.

Zhang Xinlan savored Lin Ze's words, and at the end she raised her wine glass again, touched it with Lin Ze, drank it all, wiped the corners of her mouth heroically, and said ambitiously: "You're right, I shouldn't be defeated by a setback." At the very least, even if I can't adapt to the rules of the game, I can help those in need at the bottom and eradicate the dregs of society that I can. ”

"That's right." Lin Ze said with a smile. "Come, a toast to our policewomen with a great sense of justice."

"Cheers!"

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In the porridge shop, Lin Ze saw Zhang Xinlan drinking so violently, and thought that she should drink well. But when he saw Zhang Xinlan almost vomiting out stomach acid, he realized that he was wrong.

The so-called newborn calf is not afraid of tigers, and the first drink is not afraid of the pain of drunkenness. Zhang Xinlan belongs to this category, she is depressed and drinks hard, and now her stomach is starting to trouble her.

Squatting on the side of the road and spitting up, the face that was incomparably ruddy and charming because of drinking also became pale and colorless, Lin Ze handed her wet wipes and mineral water, sat on the stone stairs on the side of the road and smoked, and said with a wry smile: "It turns out that you are drinking for the first time." ”

"Well, I'm pretty good at drinking." Perhaps because she had drunk too much, she didn't speak as softly as she used to, and became more straightforward.

"Not bad, not bad." Lin Ze nodded with a smile, seeing that she was staggering after getting up, he hurriedly stepped forward to support her, and said helplessly. "Where is your home, I'll send you back."

"I don't want to go home." Zhang Xinlan shook her head resolutely.

"And where do you want to go?" Lin Ze took out his iPhone and glanced at the time, and said seriously. "It's already one o'clock in the morning, and if you don't take a break, you'll be late for work tomorrow."

"I'm taking a day off tomorrow, so I'm ready to rest." Zhang Xinlan muttered. "Why don't we find a place to continue drinking."

That's the case with people who drink high, as long as they haven't really laid down, she'll ask for drinks endlessly. I didn't give up until I was completely down. Especially when she was depressed and aggrieved, she didn't know what else to do if she didn't drink and vent.

"Still want to drink?" Lin Ze raised his eyebrows and said helplessly. "Your stomach is empty, and if you don't vomit anything after drinking, it will be very uncomfortable."

"It's okay!" Zhang Xinlan waved her hand and half-lay on Lin Ze's shoulder, mixed with the unique taste and wine of the beautiful police flower. "If you don't drink with me, I'll find a place by myself."

Saying that, she was about to break free from Lin Ze's support and go to the nightclub on the side of the road. Lin Ze can rest assured that she is a drunken beauty who enters a nightclub with a complicated environment alone, not to mention that she is wearing a uniform, even if the words 'cadres are fierce' written on her clothes, those hormonal animals dare to risk the crime of killing their heads.

Grabbing her slender soft wattle, Zhang Xinlan stumbled and fell into Lin Ze's arms. A slight exclamation. But there were deep words in Lin Zeci's heart: "You really drank too much, and I also drank a little bit up." Now send you back, I can hold it. Drink one more round, I'm afraid you won't get a chance to go home tonight. ”

A burst of warm heat blew from her earlobes, Zhang Xinlan's delicate body trembled slightly, and her face was quickly covered with a seductive blush like rouge, and she didn't know if it was because of the bar, the psychological defense line was fragile, or if she drank too much wine and was bold. She actually raised her head slightly, bit Lin Ze's face with those watery eyes, and moaned sultry in her voice: "When you can't hold it anymore, I'll accompany you to the hotel." ”

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