Chapter 124: Introspection
"Lei'er, I support you in whatever you do, but the trouble is so intense, I'm worried that Mo Tianxing will retaliate against you, he is like your father, narrow-minded and can't tolerate people......" Master Jingyue looked at Lian Lei who was sitting at the head of the bed, his eyes were full of worry. If only I had nothing to say, it would be a big deal for the soldiers to block it. Poor Lei's bones? Alas...... How many tosses can it withstand?
Of course, she doesn't approve of mercy and self-grief, she just wants her to be softer, and leave and fly away!
stroked the few broken hairs scattered in front of his forehead, looked up at Master Jingyue, and slightly smiled at the corners of his lips: "What does the master want me to do?" Go back and recognize him for tossing? The big deal is that it's a person who goes in and a dead body that comes out? ”
He dared to ...... Or did he turn against Mo Tianxing? Master Jingyue raised her eyebrows, and her voice dropped by more than a dozen tones from the initial high-pitched, it was obvious that she had no confidence in what Mo Tianxing would do. Poison can be given, what else can't be done?
"Master, Lian Lei has also made a compromise, but in exchange for death, do you believe it? It's time to wake up...... Giggles, is it stupid or affectionate to be confused in my life, whatever you say, what if you die again? If it weren't for Qingwu, if it weren't for the concern for Qingwu to give Qingwu a better life, she might have left without any worries, and didn't want anything, including Na Laoshizi and the book!
His revenge? A disdainful smile hung on the corner of Mercy's mouth, it wasn't something she should worry about. What if he is angry and angry? Did you slaughter their mother and daughter like in their previous lives? Forgive him for not having the courage to do so, not because he is timid, but because he cares too much about many people who are interested in interests, many of them are inflexible. Moreover, Lian Lei didn't think that she could touch Mo Tianxing's bottom line by doing this. If only he had been so breathless. Even if she was blind at the beginning!
In his eyes, a woman is never as important as her career and family, even if she has a wife, she is gone, or she may marry another one, in short, except that the face is different, there is not much difference between a woman who is concave and convex. Feeling? Bah......
She suddenly felt a little unfair, why is it so difficult for a woman to get rid of the shackles of a man? What about men? A letter of resignation, a casual reason that does not have twenty-six, you can break off with a woman. Decency? Why is it only the poor and weak woman who is bound?
Phew, three wives and four concubines? Make your spring and autumn dreams! Lei rolled her eyes and said inwardly. But it was just a moment of relief, and his brows furrowed again, ordinary people are old together, but is that man really single-minded? Not necessarily、Lianlei thinks it's more that he can't afford to raise it.。 Otherwise, how could there be the old saying "full of warm thoughts, lewd &&& lust" handed down?
She wished that there would be a man who could stay with her for the rest of her life. I also hope to have a man's shoulder and only rely on myself for the rest of my life, but is this realistic? Perhaps. But can you be lucky enough to have one out of ten million people? Smiled and shook her head, Rei didn't think she could be so lucky.
Male power is heaven, and it is under this cognition that women are overwhelmed at the same time, they have to desperately cater to the man who oppresses them. There may be those who have successfully ridden on men's heads, but those are just a few lucky ones! What about more? It's just that she fell into the name of a wicked woman...... sighed. Lian Lei feels that she will not tie her happiness to a man's belt in this life!
Will there really be a day when everyone will be equal? It's like Light Dance said. A woman can also take a break from a man, or she can go out to work to support herself, and she doesn't have to live by relying on a man's breath. smiled. The heart said that the child's childish thoughts were very tempting, but would it really be that fair? She's still young. I don't know that once a woman has a child, her heart will be tied to the child and go? How can it be so free? For the sake of the children, more will be compromised!
Maybe Mo Tianxing in his previous life also saw through his own thoughts, right? That's why it's getting worse again and again. His forbearance may look like a fool in his eyes, right? Did you have any fantasies about her in your previous life? Yes, I hope that the next moment he can turn back as a prodigal son......
She is tired of fighting, but fate pushes her to fight for herself and for the light dance to find a way to live - this is the helplessness of life, right? smiled, and Lianlei's eyes became as clear as water, and she saw through the worldly confusion, and there was a hint of coldness at the bottom of her eyes. Glancing at Master Jingyue, Lian Lei was a little envious of the freedom of this monk who was not in the Five Elements, but she knew that she might not be able to do it in her life, because she had a concern, that is, her daughter Qingwu!
It's a pity that Lian Lei is still wrong, precisely because she almost tried her best to drive the dependence on men out of her life, and a trace of pride burst out of her bones, for men who conquer % desire && strong, this natural charm has an attraction that Lian Lei can't imagine. This is also the root cause of Zhan Qingfeng and Wen Sixian's flock to her.
Will you choose for yourself? Wen Sixian or Zhan Qingfeng? Lianlei didn't know why she had such a mess of thoughts in her head, so she glanced at Qingwu, who was sleeping soundly, and smiled, It's all about this little guy.
She doesn't have the slightest desire for men now, even if she is as good as Zhan Qingfeng and Wen Sixian, it is the same in her eyes. Feeling? She is tired and doesn't want to pursue such ethereal things anymore, and watching her daughter grow up day by day is the right thing for her, and it is worth worrying about.
Men? Hey...... To hell with them! Smiling, Lianlei set up the chessboard on the small table and played against Master Jingyue intently.
Beijing, the most prosperous flower street in the willow lane of the signboard "Yanyun Pavilion".
Different from the red lanterns of normal people, there are four palace lamps with pink backgrounds hanging on the eaves of the gatehouse of "Yanyun Pavilion", and the warm tones are somewhat ambiguous and ambiguous on people, which softens the women who beg for life here, and also softens the hearts of men who come here to find happiness...... Who knows?
The first floor is a transparent hall, the tone is still light pink, some of the girls who wear heavy makeup and wear less than ordinary women are teasing the hearts of the guests with words, maybe tomorrow's meal money has not yet landed, these slightly older women who can only use lead powder to cover the frost of the women's voice Yan Yan seems to be very hard.
The top floor is also a transparent hall, compared with the first floor, it is elegant! There is no sound of swallows and warblers here, only the melodious sound of the guqin lingering slowly. (To be continued......)