Chapter 374: Wrong Love
"Dali, where have you been all these years? Why is there no news at all? Ji Ran looked at Hong Dali worriedly and asked.
Hong Dali just lowered his head and drank his coffee without saying a word.
Although Hong Dali was silent, Ji Ran could somewhat guess that his life must not have been very good in the past few years, otherwise, Hong Dali would not be so dark and thin.
Hong Dali drank a few cups of coffee in a row, and his face gradually improved.
"Is he good to you?" Hong Dali asked, the "he" in his mouth naturally referred to Wang Le.
"What do you say?" Ji Ran looked at Hong Dali and asked rhetorically.
Hong Dali nodded ashamedly, "It must be very good to you, otherwise, you can't still be so radiant." ”
"Dali, no matter what happens to you, I will try my best to help you, what happened to you? Why do you have to hide from people all the time? Ji Ran tried to get out Hong Dali's heart, but Hong Dali shook his head unexpectedly.
"Xiao Ran, you can't take care of my business, and I don't want to drag you down, but when I can't help it, I want to come and see you, and by the way, I want to see her." Hong Dali said and lowered his head.
"Did you see her just now?" Ji Ran asked.
Hong Dali nodded, "See, she's married?" ”
"Nope." Ji Ran shook his head.
Hong Dali fell silent again.
"Dali, do you know the child in her arms?" Ji Ran looked at Hong Dali and asked.
Hong vigorously shook his head, "What does this have to do with me?" ”
"How can it have nothing to do with you? Fifi is your daughter. Over the years, it has been Superman who has been taking her alone, do you know how much she misses you? Ever since you left her. Do you know how many tears she shed for you? How many people have you been blinded? Ji Ran's emotions suddenly became a little excited.
When Hong Dali heard this, his heart jumped, his eyes widened suddenly, and he looked up at Ji Ran, "That's my daughter?" ”
"Well, after you left Superman, it will be a little more than ten months. Li Chaonan gave birth to Fei Fei, and Fei Fei is very similar to you. Especially the eyes and nose, every time I see Fei Fei, I think of you, just now I was thinking about you in my heart. Ji Ran said.
Hong Dali was stunned. "Have you ever thought about me, too?"
"Why wouldn't you want to? So many years brothers. How can you say that if you forget, you forget? I said that we would live a good life together in the future, how could I forget you? Every time during the New Year's holidays, looking at the table full of rich wine and food, I wonder how you are doing, whether you are as happy as me, whenever it snows in the cold winter, I will think about whether you will be as warm as me, the years when you disappeared. My heart hangs in the air, looking forward to your news every day. However, nothing waited. Ji Ran said sadly.
Hong Dali heard Ji Ran say this, and was moved to tears, he didn't expect that there would be people in this world who would miss him, and this person was his most beloved girl.
Hong couldn't hold back his emotions, tears suddenly welled up in his eyes, and he lowered his head and cried.
Ji Ran knows that since Hong Dali dropped out of high school, he has been wandering outside, he must have suffered a lot, he has suffered a lot, he has suffered a lot, he is alone, he has no relatives and no reason, and he has no money, it is not easy to survive to this day, Ji Ran knows that Hong Dali has suffered a lot of grievances, as if only with tears can he pour out the pain in his heart.
"Dali, if there is any difficulty, you can say it, we are brothers anyway, I won't watch you suffer, tell me, how can I help you?" Ji Ran took Hong Dali's hand and asked.
Hong Dali looked up at Ji Ran, looking at the graceful and luxurious young woman in front of him, a girl who was as holy as a goddess in Hong Dali's eyes, and felt indescribable warmth and emotion in her heart.
"Over the years, I have tried to find relatives and friends to help, but who doesn't treat me Hong Dali as a dog, and only you, as before, treat me as a brother." Hong Dali said movingly.
"Yes, because we were brothers, in my previous life, I was in the most depressed days, and you spent it with me, I still remember the time when we drank beer and ate skewers on the side of the road together, although it was very shabby, but, at that time, I felt so warm in my heart with you, so I think it is the same in this life, I don't want happiness to belong only to me, I want you to be as happy as me." Ji Ran looked at Hong Dali and said.
Hong Dali listened to Ji Ran talk about his previous life, and suddenly burst into laughter, laughing very sourly and moving, "Are you still thinking that stupid boy with a stunned head?" Still making up this kind of story to fool me? ”
Ji Ran smiled helplessly, no matter what she said, Hong Dali didn't believe that there was really a past life between them, nor did he believe that such a beautiful beauty in front of him would be a man like himself in his previous life.
"Is your son okay? If I'm not mistaken, I should be in kindergarten, right? Hong Dali asked.
Ji Ran smiled and nodded, "I'll be in elementary school next year." ”
Hearing Ji Ran say this, Hong Dali couldn't help but sigh, life is really short, as if it was a blink of an eye, the young girl in the past has now become the mother of a child, Hong Dali really wants to go back to the past and cherish the time with Ji Ran.
"It would be nice if I could turn back time, I really want to go back to the past, go to and from school with you, do your homework together, watch you write novels, I was really happy at that time, the happiest time of my life." Hong Dali said with great emotion.
Thinking back to the days of high school, Ji Ran couldn't cry or laugh, at that time he had just experienced rebirth and transformation, and he had not yet adapted to it, both physically and psychologically, there were a lot of jokes at that time, and now that I think about it, I still feel a little embarrassed, my pretty face is hot, and Xia Fei's cheeks are hot.
"Hey... It's all because I was young and frivolous, and I wanted to make a lot of money, so I went astray, if I hadn't taken the wrong path at the beginning, maybe ......" Hong Dali said this, and his eyes looked at Ji Ran eagerly.
Ji Ran knew what Hong Dali meant, what he meant was that if he hadn't had an accident at the beginning, maybe Ji Ran would be his woman now, but this idea made Ji Ran feel very scared, because for so many years, Hong Dali has never figured out a question, Ji Ran's kindness to him is actually out of gratitude to his brother, not the love between men and women, Hong Dali completely misunderstood Ji Ran's meaning, and was still immersed in wishful thinking.
He still mistakenly thought that Ji Ran still had feelings for him, which made Ji Ran feel very uneasy.
It is true that Ji Ran has feelings for Hong Dali, but this is the relationship between brothers, not love, and Ji Ran now has her own family, a husband who loves her deeply, a smart son and a lovely daughter, Ji Ran feels that she is living a very happy life now, and she doesn't want to lose her beautiful family.
If Hong Dali can't understand this, even if Ji Ran really wants to help him, I'm afraid there will be no chance.
"Dali, no, even if you hadn't left in the first place, I wouldn't have married you." Ji Ran shook his head and said.
Hong Dali looked at Ji Ran strangely, "Why?" ”
"Dali, please forgive me, I didn't mean to hurt you, I can help you, I can continue to treat you as a brother, but, I have my own family, please understand me." Ji Ran said worriedly, carefully observing Hong Dali's actions.
And after Hong Dali heard Ji Ran's refusal, his eyes dimmed suddenly, and he shook his head painfully, "I always thought that you were different from other girls, you were not a woman who hated the poor and loved the rich, but I didn't expect you to change ......"
"Vigorously?"
"Well, this is the last time we'll see each other, and I won't come back to you again." Hong Dali got up and was about to leave, Ji Ran panicked, and quickly grabbed Hong Dali.
"Dali, don't go, why are you like this every time you talk about feelings? It's exactly the same as when I was a child, so why can't I just sit down and talk? Can blind avoidance solve the problem? Ji Ran shouted anxiously.
Hong Dali paused slightly, "What else are you talking about?" What qualifications do I have to talk to you? ”
"Vigorously, don't do this, you sit down." Ji Ran pressed Hong Dali on the seat and sat down next to Hong Dali.
Hong Dali smelled the elegant fragrance on Ji Ran's body, and his heart was agitated, although Ji Ran was already the mother of two children, but her attraction to Hong Dali not only did not decrease in the slightest, but added a bit of mature temptation, if it wasn't for the fact that he loved her too much, maybe Hong Dali couldn't bear to press her down on the sofa, XXOO.
"What else do we have to talk about? We are not people of the same world, and I don't need your mercy. Hong Dali said self-deprecatingly.
"Dali, don't you want to be like this, okay? I said, no matter when, you are my good brother, I will not let go of you, there are 50,000 yuan in this card, you take it and use it first, I usually don't dare to bring too much money when I go out, and I will transfer the money to you after I go back. Ji Ran said, took out a bank card from her Hermes bag and gave it to Hong Dali.
Hong Dali looked at Ji Ran full of famous brands, even the bags were Hermes's, and a bag cost hundreds of thousands, and suddenly felt that the gap between the two was so big that he didn't even have the courage to look at Ji Ran directly.
"Is this a mercy for me? Or handouts? Hong Dali didn't answer, but asked in a cold tone.
How can this be considered charity? Think of it as helping each other as friends. Ji Ran said.
When Hong Dali heard this, he couldn't help but sneer, "You are a broad wife, you want wind and water, what can I do to help you?" ”
"Dali, don't you want to be like this, okay? I mean it. Ji Ran frowned and stuffed the bank card into Hong Dali's hand.
"If you are short of money in the future, remember to come to me, of course, if you are a drug addict or gambler, then not." Ji Ran admonished.
After saying that, Ji Ran left the café alone. (To be continued......)