Pani has been crying for a long time, before she slowly became sobbing, and she kept lying in Han Jiaxi's arms and didn't look up, these words have always been like a mountain weighing heavily on Pani's immature shoulders, she has never said these words to other sisters, at first because of the language barrier, and then because she saw that her sisters were under no less pressure than her, so she didn't want to use her own things to burden her sisters. This is Pani, Girlhood's Pani, who has always faced everyone with a silly and cute image, and has always used her smiling eyes to bring joy to others, she is always silent and silently guards Girlhood with a bright and sunny image, guarding her sisters.

"Thank you, thank you Jiaxi, thank you for listening to me say these words" Since the death of her mother, the original dream is no longer just her own simple wish, it also contains a mother's expectations for her daughter, and it also contains a great maternal love, but this is also a pressure, Pani doesn't even dare to imagine what his life will become if he can't make his debut in his life. After all, she is just a teenage girl, without the company of her family, living alone in a strange country, during which she suffered how much she was wronged, no one knows, but this is how she still bears all this silently alone. If it weren't for today's special moment, if it weren't for the fact that she was about to succeed, if it weren't for the fact that the emotions in her heart had reached the extreme, this strong girl might have kept these words in her heart forever.

"Jiaxi, do you know, I have never said these words to my sisters, because I know that they have done a lot for me silently." Pani finally lifted her head off Han Jiaxi's shoulders, at this time her face was completely covered by the makeup on her face, and she could no longer see the beautiful and innocent Pani, but at this time she was more dazzling than ever, because at this time she was a filial daughter Huang Meiying who loved her mother deeply. "Every time the aunts celebrate their birthdays or Mother's Day, the sisters all carry me behind their backs when they buy gifts or make phone calls, I know that they are afraid that I will touch the scene, and even once, Xiao Jing accidentally mentioned her mother's birthday in front of me, and Xiuyan Oni quarreled with her fiercely." Parney remembered the past, and although her eyes were still red and swollen, there was a sweet smile on the corner of her mouth.

"Whenever this happens, I always feel so happy, so lucky, although I lost my mother, but I have eight good sisters, although we will be noisy, will be angry, and even sometimes will have a cold war, but we will clearly remember everyone's taboos, when a person is hurt, others will immediately and without hesitation to be by her side" Pani said "Jiaxi, your mother said that everyone will have a guardian angel behind them silently guarding themselves, but I am indeed happy, Because I have eight angels silently guarding me. And Huang Meiying will also spend my life to protect them and be their guardian angel. At this, a hint of determination flashed in Pani's eyes.

"And you Jiaxi, although we have only known each other for less than a day, I can feel that you are protecting us every day today, so Jiaxi, from today onwards, you are the ninth sister I want to protect." Pani said to Han Jiaxi.

After listening to Pani's words and seeing Pani's eyes, Han Jiaxi once again felt the warmth of her family, and suddenly she stood up and said loudly, "I, Han Jiaxi, swear in the name of Han Seung-woo that I am willing to be the guardian angel of Kim Taeyeon, Jung so-yeon, Lee Soon-gyu, Hwang Mi-young, Kwon Yoo-ri, Kim Hyo-yeon, Choi so-young, Lim Yoon-a, and Seo Joo-hyun, and use my life to protect them, and never abandon them." After listening to Han Jiaxi's words, although Pani didn't know who Han Seungyou was, she could hear the weight of this name in Jiaxi's heart, and at the same time, she was also moved by this cute little girl. Pani pulled over Jiaxi and held her in her arms like Suyan, feeling each other's body temperatures, as if she wanted to warm her hearts in this way.

"Panioni, would you like to hear about Jiaxi's background?" Han Jiaxi said suddenly.

"Well, let me hear which princess our little witch is," Parney said half-jokingly, as if trying to banish the sad atmosphere in this way.

"I was born into a wealthy family since I was a child, and I was so rich that I still don't know how many villas and cars my family has. However, I rarely stayed in those big villas, and I can remember staying there only when I was on vacation. My family doesn't live in a big house, with three bedrooms, a kitchen, a bathroom and a study, as well as my own private storage. There are no people in the family, everything is done by my mother, and I just wonder why my family lives here when they are very rich. I still remember my father telling me at the time, "Because we are all ordinary people, people need feelings, and a big house will keep us far away, does Xiao Jiaxi want to stay away from her parents?" ”

Of course I didn't want to, so I stayed there all the time. My dad was handsome and my mom was beautiful, so the two of them created me and my brother who were even more beautiful and handsome. Like Panioni, I've wanted to be a star since I was a child, not because I like to be sought after, it's just that I like to see the happy smiles that people show because of me, I remember that my dad once said that if I wanted, he could buy me the biggest entertainment company in the United States, so my dad never understood me, I was the little princess of the Han family, and I would definitely get what I wanted. At this time, Pani was shocked by Jiaxi's words, although she guessed that Han Jiaxi's family background was not simple, but she didn't expect it to be so big, although what Han Jiaxi said was not clear, but only from these few words, she could feel it completely. It's a pity that Pani only paid attention to Jiaxi's family background, and didn't notice that Jiaxi's voice was getting lower and lower, and it was getting sadder and sader.

"Dad was always busy, he came and went every day, but every week he would take a day out to spend with my mother, me and my brother. Mom is a typical good wife and mother, she will cook a lot of delicious meals, and every day Dad comes back and the table is always full of fragrant meals. Our family gathered around and said what they wanted to say, I always tried every means to ask my father for what I had recently taken across, my mother and brother were always smiling and watching, and then my brother would easily debunk my tricks, even so, every time I wanted something, it would always appear in front of my bed the next day" Han Jiaxi's words were very plain, but it was such a bland happiness, but it was so far away for the two girls, and both of them were immersed in the fantasy of this happy life.

"I still remember that it was August 5, 1999, the weather was terrible, it was raining so hard outside, and there was thunder, the thunder was so loud, it was my five-year-old birthday, my parents and brother said that they had been at home, but I didn't agree, I kept clamoring to go to the amusement park, although the weather was bad, but we still went, because this was the request of the little princess of the Han family, they never agreed, and this time was no exception. But the weather outside was so bad that almost no one was left outside, and of course, the amusement park was not open. But I was not disappointed, because it was all within my expectation, and I knew that my father would agree to buy me the piano I fancied, even though I already had three. Sure enough, everything was as I thought, I pretended to be angry in the car, and then my parents kept comforting me, and finally my father finally agreed to help me buy it, but my brother on the side told my father that I pretended to be all this, and my brother was always the one who knew me best, I thought that my father would punish me, but he didn't, but took me in his arms and kissed me fiercely, but, but" Saying this, Han Jiaxi's voice began to tremble.

"But, at this time, there was thunder, the thunder was so loud, really loud, and then the car began to rotate constantly, and I was really frozen, I knew what was going on, I only knew that my parents pulled me and my brother up, wrapped us in blankets, and then held us tightly in their arms, and I saw the tenderness, reluctance, and encouragement in my mother's eyes. I heard my father say, "Han Seungyou, you are the only man in the family from today onwards, you must protect your sister" Then, and then ......" Pani listened to Jiaxi's story at first, and was silently envious in his heart, but after listening and listening, he found Han Jiaxi's strange appearance, and then looked down and found that Han Jiaxi was already full of tears at this time. Thinking of Han Jiaxi's words just now, suddenly she seemed to think of something, and her whole body was shocked, and her eyes were full of shock.

"Enough, enough, Jiaxi, don't say it anymore, don't say it anymore," Pani said quickly.

But at this time, Han Jiaxi seemed to be completely caught up in his own memories, and he didn't hear Pani's words at all. "Then, the car overturned, I just felt a pain in my head and then I didn't know anything, when I woke up to find that I was lying in the hospital, the doctor told me that my head was hit hard and my mind could only remain ten years old forever, my brother was gone, my mother, my father and Uncle Li, they all, all of them, all ......of them" Han Jiaxi finally cried "It's all my fault, if it wasn't for my life, if it wasn't for me going to an amusement park, if it wasn't for me wanting the piano, if it wasn't for me, they wouldn't have died." Ernie, it's all my fault, damn it, it should be me" Han Jiaxi cried and then grabbed her hair tightly with her hand, Pani was already in tears at this time, she grabbed Han Jiaxi's hand and then hugged Jiaxi tightly in her arms "No, no, it's not Jiaxi's fault, it's not Jiaxi's fault, it's just an accident, it's just an accident"

The two of them were crying, and suddenly the door of the practice room was opened, and the other eight girls all ran over with tears in their eyes and surrounded Pani and Jiaxi tightly, and the ten girls cried together. At this time, not only the girls, but also the VJ Kim Dae-chuan and Yoon Chung-hyun, who were in charge of the shooting, were all in tears, and they couldn't imagine that these two most cheerful girls had such a life experience.

The girl cried for a long time, and then leaned close to each other and became each other's dependence. "Jiaxi, how do you live?" asked Sunny suddenly.

"It's the housekeeper Aunt Song who has been taking care of me, but when I came home alone, I was so scared, so lonely, I even thought about suicide, but, then I had a dream, in the dream there was a very beautiful Ernie told me that my brother is not dead, as long as I work hard, one day I will see my brother, since that day, I have been learning, and from that day on, I found that I can learn everything as soon as I learn, no matter how long I practice, I will not feel tired. It took me three years to learn all the courses before college, and then two years to get into Berklee College of Music, where I studied for three years until I came here" If it were normal girls, they would definitely sigh at Jiaxi's genius, but at this moment, they thought of the pain that a little girl has endured all these years.

"Ga-hee, from today onwards you will no longer be alone, because we will be your family" Taeyeon said suddenly, then stood up and said loudly, "I, Kim Taeyeon, am here today in the name of my parents, and I vow to be the guardian angel of Jung so-yeon, Lee Soon-gyu, Hwang Mi-young, Kwon Yoo-ri, Kim Hyo-yeon, Choi so-young, Lim Yoon-a, Seo Joo-hyun, and Han Ga-hee, and use my life to protect them, and never abandon them." The other girls all stood up when they heard Taeyeon's words

"I'm ...... Zheng Xiuyan"

"I'm Lee Soon-gyu......"

"I'm ...... Quan Yuli"

"I'm Kim Hyo-yeon......"

"I'm Choi so-young......"

"I'm Lin Yun'er......"

"I, Seo Joo-hyun, am here today in the name of my parents, and I vow to be the guardian angel of Kim Taeyeon, Jung so-yeon, Lee Soon-gyu, Hwang Mi-young, Kwon Yoo-ri, Kim Hyo-yeon, Choi so-young, Lim Yoon-a, and Han Ga-hee, and I will protect them with my life and never abandon them." When Seo-hyun finished speaking, Pani and Ga-hee also stood up, and the ten girls stood together as if they had a soul in their hearts, and Taeyeon shouted, "It is now", "Girls' Generation", "It will be in the future", "Girls' Generation", "Forever", "Girls' Generation", "We are Girls' Generation", and finally the girls shouted out with all their strength.

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