Chapter 1: Wake up
Lei rubbed her temples that were a little sore, and slowly opened her eyes. The eye-catching lilac curtain with pink and white tassels, and the azure glazed wind chimes hanging on the head of the bed, calmed down a lot of Lianlei's somewhat flustered heart.
Home? "Huh...... Luckily, everything before was a nightmare! Mercy laughed out loud.
After moving her somewhat stiff body a few times, she sat up and raised her hand to pluck the wind chimes. A series of pleasant sounds of "ding ding dong dong" came into the eardrums, and Lianlei's hand stiffened in the air, and her expression flashed a trace of confusion. "Is it fixed?" Some pale lips hung a slightly sweet smile.
The sweetness lasted only a moment before it was interrupted by the sound of hurried footsteps. "Miss, it's not good......" "Miss, it's not good......" A familiar but unfamiliar voice came.
A slender shadow squeezed in through the crack in the door. Perhaps there were too many things in my heart that could not be accommodated, and the shadow seemed very flustered, knocking over the flower stand placed at the foot of the door, bringing out a sound of "sparse ......" porcelain pieces breaking. The slender shadow looked at the broken porcelain pieces all over the ground, stunned, his head hung down slightly, and his hands grabbed the hem of his small jacket and rubbed it uneasily! For a moment the room fell silent again.
The dazzling light was filtered out by the wives, and the shadows of a few cranes were cast on the floor, and the room was suddenly contaminated with some fairy spirits, ethereal and deserted. Her mouth opened, and she seemed to want to say something, and she seemed to catch something—the scene in front of her seemed to have seen it sometimes, but for a moment her mind was a little muddy......
shook her head slightly, "This girl has been clumsy since she got married, and she has had a lot of trouble, maybe she has also knocked over the vase before!" Lei thought to herself.
When the slender shadow reacted, he squatted on the ground and cleaned up the porcelain pieces scattered on the ground, and his breath was almost even. Lian Lei's eyebrows frowned slightly, from everyone, so that Lian Lei has almost strict requirements for etiquette, brushing the broken hair in front of her forehead, Lian Lei said coldly: "Qianhe, startled, hairy, did you forget all the rules and etiquette I taught you?" ”
Lian Lei's face is elegant and delicate, and her somewhat morbid pale face sets off the blackness of her eyes, which is extraordinarily deep, making it difficult to see the slightest thought in her heart. Dressed in plain clothes and hair, she simply used a jade hairpin to pull it behind her head, which was neither graceful nor luxurious, which contrasted slightly with her dignified temperament. If she didn't say it, no one would associate her with the eldest daughter of the Shangshu Mansion and the wife of the servant of the Ministry of Rites.
"Miss, how can you take care of any rules at this time? Today I went back to the house, and the slave maid in the mansion 'Changchun Garden' saw it......" Qianhe was summoned by the cold voice of the mercy lei, and threw the broken porcelain pieces in the palm of his hand on the ground at will, stomped his feet, and said with some urgency.
"Boom ......" Qianhe's words resounded in Lian Lei's mind like a thunderbolt, and she was stunned for a while, and Lian Lei muttered: "Changchun Garden? Asa Lotus ...... "Rei seems to have grasped the crux of the matter, and Asa Lotus died three years ago in her memory...... And it was because he locked her in the firewood room for reflection, so that the wind and cold medicine stone was ineffective, and she died! As for why the introspection seems to have something to do with this "Changchun Garden...... Lian Lei has a splitting headache and her heart sinks to the bottom!
As if to confirm something, Lian Lei staggered to the window, "bang......" pulled open the curtains, the white silk of the wooden lattice window was pasted with a pair of paper-cuts of mandarin ducks playing in the water, Lian Lei stretched out her hand, her slender fingers trembled a little and stroked the part connected by the two mandarin ducks, and the slightly awkward touch reminded Lian Lei, this is the one that was cut when she just learned to cut paper three years ago, and she was a little reluctant to paste it together.
"Impossible...... No way...... Resurrection from the dead, the world's ridiculous! Hey...... I must be scaring myself" Perhaps to reconfirm that she was just dreaming, Lianlei pinched her arm fiercely, and the severe pain reminded Lianlei that all this was true.
Lying crookedly on the toise chair beside her, looking around blankly, and finally staying on the wind chimes hanging at the head of the bed, Lian Lei found that the glaring crack on the originally broken "bell pillar" had disappeared, three years ago? What is I doing three years ago at this time? Rao is a mercy lei racked her brains and couldn't remember the slightest!
The hand was a little weak on the low table at hand, and the wet and sticky feeling made Lianlei frown. Tilting his head to look over, a few lines of rice paper with a vertical grid were hastily written, as if they had just been written, and the ink had not yet dried!
Concentrated a trace of energy, carefully looked at the handwriting on it, and for a moment tears wet her eyes, the original memory was like a flood that broke the embankment, gushing, surging into Lianlei's mind, this piece of paper runs through Lianlei's life, and it is also the beginning of her suffering, although she would rather forget, but always remember!
"There is no regret medicine in the world", if there is, Lianlei is willing to pay any price to buy a copy. It's just that the past is really just the past, no matter how many days she has passed with tears and regrets, her intestines are green, but everything is right or wrong, it is destined to not change!
The heart was dripping blood, the hand holding the paper trembled a little, tears blurred the sight of the child, and the black characters seemed to have jumped out of the shackles of the paper, condensing a smiling face out of thin air, a familiar smile of the penile. "Since you lied to me...... Why do you want me to understand? Mercy muttered to herself.
The paper is a complete pulse case, which reads: "Congenital insufficiency, pulse disorder, symptoms of chest paralysis, palpitations, and ......" This piece of paper is not understandable, and now it is still only recognizable to the words! But the old doctor's words were remembered, "'The weak should work less, and the car should be lightly loaded', and if the weakness is not replenished, the medicine stone will not be prescribed to the lady...... Pay attention to rest, eat lightly, and try to reduce the fun of the boudoir if possible...... Open-minded, self-prolonging life! ”
She didn't even prescribe medicine, and she remembered that she was very happy at the time, with heartache, dizziness from time to time, and a few times since she was a child, so she didn't care. Although since I gave birth to a daughter, the frequency of heartache attacks is more frequent, and from time to time, I will feel chest tightness and shortness of breath when I walk a few more steps, but after resting for a while, the discomfort will dissipate.
Lian Lei thought that this time she fainted, but her daughter "light dance" in the past few days was infected with wind and cold, crying all day long, she was tired, and she would recover after resting.
I remember that I didn't want to tell my husband at that time, he was his own heaven and his own land at that time, and sometimes Lianlei couldn't tell whether her husband was heavier or her daughter's "light dance" was more important in her heart.
"Companion is like a tiger" Lianlei knows that under the glossy appearance of her husband, what is hidden is a heart that is walking on thin ice, and Lianlei does not want to increase her husband's burden and divide her husband's heart because of her own affairs!