Chapter 774: Don't Die, Okay?
Chapter 774: Don't Die, Okay?
Han Xiaoyi looked at Lin Ze gloomily. The latter looked resolute. Even though there was a trace of unbearability in his eyes, he pursed his lips slightly, and there was no room for maneuver.
"Really going?" Han Xiaoyi bit her soft lips.
"Hmm." Lin Ze shrugged helplessly. "I have to go."
"I hate you!"
Han Xiaoyi turned around and rushed upstairs, and in less than half a minute, there was a crackling sound upstairs.
Obviously, the eldest lady of the Han family is smashing things to vent the depression in her heart.
Lin Ze shook his head with a wry smile, lit a cigarette and sat on the sofa in a daze.
Groov.
A dull voice came from the door, raised his head slightly, and saw that it was Chen Cripple, and couldn't help asking, "Why don't you supervise Xiaobao?" β
"He's grown up." Chen Cripple said in a hoarse voice. "Will take the initiative to train."
"It's good to grow up." Lin Ze puffed out a thick smoke, and then shook his head and smiled bitterly. "It's not good to grow up."
Chen lame limped to the opposite side of Lin Ze, sat down, his cloudy eyes gently glanced at Lin Ze, and asked, "Looking at Miss Han's appearance, are you going to do anything again?" β
"Hmm." He has nothing to hide from Chen Cripple. On the contrary, during the days when he left, the Han family still needed his protection. He had to explain the matter to Chen Cripple clearly.
"I'm going abroad." Lin Ze skillfully flicked the cigarette ash and said with a pause. "Will be away for a while."
"Where?" Chen Cripple is not stupid, he naturally knows that Lin Ze's heart is extremely strong. It must be an extremely terrible task to make him helpless and gloomy.
"Africa." Lin Ze said lightly.
"I see." Chen lame pulled the corners of his mouth and said with a pun. "Acting as a temporary mercenary?"
"It's not impossible." Lin Ze shook his head with a smile. "In short, it's a secret mission, and the identity should also be covered up."
"What about the goal?" Chen lame asked. He has been a mercenary for a few years, and he is also a little famous. Knowing how to be a mercenary. To live is luck, and to die is fate. It has little to do with individual combat effectiveness. Maybe his strong skills and reflexes can help Lin Ze avoid some deadly attacks, but no matter how powerful he is, he can't say that he is foolproof. A stray bullet that he didn't pay attention to was enough to end his life.
"It's not clear for the time being, it's anti-terrorism in nature." Lin Ze shook his head and said.
"Anti-terrorism?" Chen Cripple frowned slightly, then lit a cigarette and pondered.
The communication between men and men is far less intimate and delicate than that between women and women, but it has the heaviness that will never exist between women.
After smoking a cigarette, Chen Cripple refilled, raised his eyes, and asked hoarsely, "Have you ever thought about how to explain?" β
"I'm worried about this." Lin Ze rubbed his nose and said with a wry smile.
"You used to be on the road, then you worked in the national security, and now, you are also going abroad on secret missions on behalf of the country. And it's anti-terrorism-" Chen lame flicked the ashes of his cigarette and said meaningfully. "If it's the U.S. counter-terrorism, it's occasionally a show. But Huaxiaβ"
He paused, narrowed his eyes and said, "In my years in Africa, I only saw one Chinese anti-terrorism. On that occasion, nearly a hundred special forces were dispatched on a mission. From the analysis of the news from the inquiry, they are all first-class veterans. But when they returned home, there were only about a dozen people left. β
Lin Ze smiled bitterly: "You want to tell me that I am very dangerous this time?" β
"It's very dangerous!" Chen lame added.
"Actually, I knowβ" Lin Ze shrugged helplessly. "Otherwise, Ye Long wouldn't be so cautious."
"You are really capable of being a person." Chen lame flicked the ash of his cigarette and continued. "But it's not a fight. Not a brawl. It's war, and one bullet is enough to end your life. Have you ever wondered if you died there? What about the Han family, the ones around you? β
"You went to Africa to make money, why?" Lin Ze didn't answer directly, but asked rhetorically.
The corners of Chen's eyes twitched, and he said in a deep voice: "Give it to him." β
Lin Ze knew that this was Qiao Ba, and smiled: "Why give it to him?" β
"I owe him." Chen lame said.
"Everyone has their own beliefs. In my opinion, since you killed Qiao Ba's nemesis and ran away from the country, you have already written off with him. But you continue to work for him. Why? Because you feel that you have given this life to him. So you are willing to give everything for him. Even if you don't approve of his approach, or even disagree with it. But what does it matter? He's him, and you don't care what he does. Your concern is to repay him for his nurturing kindness. Lin Ze said in a heavy tone. Am I right? β
Chen Cripple didn't make a sound, just smoked silently.
"It was my mother who gave birth to me, but it was the old director who raised me, or rather, the country." Lin Ze sat up straight and smiled. "Before I learned to use my power for personal gain, every penny I used and every bite of food I ate was given by the state. I don't care why I'm fed, why I'm raised. What I care about is that I can step up when it needs me. Pay for it, sacrifice for it. β
"Do you think I'll hesitate?" Lin Ze's expression was cautious and he said calmly. "Miss Han is reluctant to let me go, I know. Yan Yuan's Xiaowan likes me, and I also know that those who like me, I also like them and love them deeply. Maybe I'm a bit shameless, but what I'm going to do is to protect them and defend the land that nurtured me. β
"Cripple. We are men. Maybe we are cynical, maybe we can't get used to those corrupt officials, maybe we are disgusted with those profiteers who oppress the people. But what does it matter? What we do is to protect our loved ones and our hometown. β
"Do we give up our beloved hometown because there are a few disgusting rats and a few ugly pigs in our hometown?"
"No, I can't. No. β
"We can hate these scum, but we still love our country. That's what I believe. β
Chen lame stared at Lin Ze silently, for a long time, he extinguished the cigarette, slightly pulled the corners of his mouth, and said hoarsely: "You are an excellent orator." If I'm not lame, I'm willing to go with you. β
Lin Ze smiled. The smile is simple and stubborn.
"People always say that times make heroes. I don't agree with that. "Chen Cripple said solemnly." In any era of any dynasty, there are heroes. Hero is not a narrow word in the first place. Those who have faith and fight for it are heroes. It's a pity that this is an era of loss of faith, so heroes will become more and more precious. β
"Lin Ze, if you live in a time of war, you will go down in history."
"I don't care about that." Lin Ze shook his head.
"So. Please cherish it. Chen Cripple said. There are too few heroes in China. β
Lin Ze laughed, laughing boldly and unrestrainedly.
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Han Xiaoyi didn't eat dinner, she locked herself in her room and didn't go out or work, and no one knew what she was doing in the room.
Lin Ze made tomato egg noodles for Han Xiaoyi alone for one night. On the first day of coming to Han's house, I put enough seasoning and served it personally.
The door was still locked. Lin Ze kept knocking on the door. It wasn't until Han Xiaoyi in the room couldn't stand the harassment that he opened the door with an irritated face.
She's sleeping. I'm crying. Her eyes were red and swollen from excessive tearing. That beautiful face full of youthful atmosphere is full of heaviness written on it. She wore a thin nightgown. Just like Lin Ze broke into her bedroom on the first day. I just swapped playing video games for sleeping.
Lin Ze had been to her room more than once. He had the most intimate contact with the girl in front of him, he listened to her heartbeat after the passion, and accepted her sweetest love words. She gave herself to him without reservation. She has always regarded him as her lifelong companion. She can give up many, many for him. Or even give up on yourself.
She didn't want him to go. I don't even want to die.
But she had no reason to stop him from going. She knew that he was a good man, a hero, a man who was willing to give up himself for the sake of others. Not to mention for the sake of the country?
Han Xiaoyi knew what she liked about Lin Ze. So she felt that no matter what, she couldn't stop him.
It's a feeling of powerlessness. It was also a heavy torture. She has had three nightmares since she slept in the afternoon. One is more terrifying than the other, and one is more terrifying than the other. One by one - Han Xiaoyi's eyes were filled with tears, her hair was messy, and she looked up at Lin Ze with a gentle face.
"Hungry, huh? I cooked you a super delicious bowl of tomato egg noodles. Although I ate three bowls of rice for dinner. But smelling the aroma of the noodles, my index finger still moved. Lin Ze said in a dashing manner. As you can imagine, my culinary skills have already reached the pinnacle. β
Han Xiaoyi cried. Laughed again.
She was like a frightened little white rabbit, burrowing into Lin Ze's arms. Hold on to the body that is not very wide, but it makes her feel extremely warm. Choked up, "Bad guy - if you don't come back." I went to Mount Emei to be a nun. β
"Nonsense." Lin Ze scolded softly. "How could I not come back?"
"In the past, when you went on a mission, I was worried, but I always didn't dare to say anything. But this timeβ" Han Xiaoyi raised her head slightly, and said with teary eyes. "Are you still going to lie to me? This is war, can you guarantee your own safety? β
Lin Ze was stunned.
He knew that Han Xiaoyi was a sensible girl. She's mischievous and mischievous. But she never maliciously did something to embarrass Lin Ze. Even if there is, it doesn't hurt. She was always worried about going on a mission. She was always afraid to go on a mission and never come back. But she didn't dare to say it, she was afraid of disturbing her mood, and would rather carefully bury it in the bottom of her heart and wait for her to come back than show her worry.
This time, Han Xiaoyi finally couldn't help it.
Lin Ze did not go on an ordinary mission, but to participate in the battle.
She couldn't convince herself to rest assured, and neither could she. She knew that Lin Ze was very likely to never come back. But she didn't know how to stop it.
"Lin Ze-" Han Xiaoyi slowly raised his head. Sobbing. "Promise me. Don't die. I really can't accept it, I can't bear it. Even if you are crippled, paralyzed. I don't care. But please, don't die. All right? β
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