Chapter 51 is distressed

When night fell, Xinghan was speechless, and a slightly cold night breeze blew, and the light blue curtains shook gently like water waves.

Murong Xuan lay on the windowsill, supporting her chin with her slender and white hands, and looked at the little twinkling starry sky in a daze.

Lu Ming hadn't shown up for two weeks, and today he opened a pharmacy in Suhai City and finally contacted her. Murong Xuan originally had a lot of words, and she wanted to question Lu Ming, a bastard student who didn't even give her a leave note, but who knew that she had met Huang Ling'er.

Seeing Huang Ling'er exhaling like an orchid beside Lu Ming, smiling and talking so kindly, Murong Xuan found it difficult to control her emotions for the first time, and her sour appearance, I am afraid that her mother and Su Qingxue can see it!

Hurriedly eating dinner, Murong Xuan left with hatred, saying that he was jealous, but more about Lu Ming, who asked him not to say a word anywhere, he didn't even know to help me!

Murong Xuan gritted her teeth hatefully, and muttered sourly: "Lu Ming, you bastard, if you don't explain it to me, people will definitely ignore you!" ”

Closed the curtains, collapsed on the soft bed, and covered his face with a quilt. But after a long time, I still can't sleep, and I pick up my phone from time to time to look at it, but there is still no call or text message!

Suddenly, there was a slight sound on the windowsill.

Murong Xuan hurriedly pricked up her ears.

Is Lu Ming's bastard here? Do you have to climb the window to do such a sneaky thing again, don't you go through the door? It's been so long before I know to come and explain, see if I ignore you today!

Murong Xuan turned her head angrily and pretended to be asleep.

After a long time, there was a soft cat voice outside the window, and after another sound, there was no sound outside.

Murong Xuan couldn't help but be disappointed, her heart was sour, she felt so uncomfortable for the first time.

Could it be that Lu Ming really didn't care about her feelings at all? Could it be that what Huang Ling'er said is true? She and Lu Ming are childhood sweethearts?

I couldn't help but think of what Lu Ming said to her before: "From the moment we were chosen, our lives were different from yours"

Perhaps, he and Huang Linger have a common topic

In the dark river cave of Qinglong Mountain, Lu Ming's tenacious will to survive and the arrogant back came to mind again, Murong Xuan didn't think much about it before, but felt that there was an unprecedented sense of security by Lu Ming's side at that time, but now that I think about it, I suddenly realize that that back is so far away from her.

Lu Ming didn't lie to her, his life was not the same as his own at all, in such a desperate situation, ordinary people might have given up long ago, but Lu Ming didn't

Slowly pulled down the quilt, looked at the ceiling above her head in a daze, her heart was lost and uncomfortable, and all kinds of feelings came to her heart, which made her throat a little blocked.

Lu Ming stood beside Murong Xuan's bed, and she didn't even notice it in the slightest.

In the darkness, Murong Xuan's eyes were crystal clear, the water splashed and flickered, and the tears of grievance slipped down her cheeks like a cold stream.

Standing in the dark, Lu Ming felt that the softest place in his heart was suddenly hit hard, so that he didn't dare to make any sound, and could only look at Murong Xuan's beautiful cheeks quietly. There was a tenderness in his heart that he had never felt before and quietly overflowed his chest, making his gaze become distressed and pitiful that he had never felt before.

If he hadn't come over at this time, if he hadn't come in quietly and wanted to give Murong Xuan an exclamation, I'm afraid he wouldn't have been able to know Murong Xuan's feelings for him

After a long time, Murong Xuan seemed to feel something, and slowly opened her eyes, and there was a somewhat vague but extremely familiar figure in her eyes.

She didn't feel scared, just looked at him quietly, and the grievances in her heart couldn't bear it anymore, and turned into tears.

The eyes of the two met, Lu Ming had a sense of guilt that he had never felt before, and wanted to comfort him, but found that his words seemed to become heavy, and it took a long time to become a sentence: "I'm sorry." ”

Murong Xuan turned her head, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and ignored the anger. Although Lu Ming came, he was angry in his heart, if he forgave you with a word of sorry, wouldn't it be too cheap for you!

"I have something very important these days, so I don't show up." Lu Ming sat up beside Murong Xuan, Murong Xuan originally planned not to give him a seat, but when he heard Lu Ming finally explain, he finally loosened a little, moved his body without a trace, and let Lu Ming sit on her bed, twisting his head and not speaking, but listening quietly.

"It's important to me and I have to do it with all my might." Lu Ming said calmly, and the faces in front of him that were either resolute, cold, or grinning appeared again, but their faces had been frozen, and it was impossible for them to exist at the moment they died.

"There are so many things I haven't told you, and you don't even know where I came from, but all I can tell you is that it's for your good."

Lu Ming's calm voice seemed to come from the sky, and Murong Xuan's heart suddenly emptied, and he actually felt extremely sour and uncomfortable.

Lu Ming and her are really far away, and there is a strong premonition in her heart, as if this man will leave suddenly one day, just like his sudden arrival, this wonderful premonition comes inexplicably, but it makes her heart even more messy.

"Next time, will you still leave suddenly, like this time, and maybe for a longer time than this time?" Murong Xuan didn't dare to think about it anymore, she turned her head and asked in a low voice, her eyes looked at Lu Ming tightly, she wanted to get a real answer, but she was afraid that Lu Ming would really answer her like this, and her heart was complicated and unspeakable.

Murong Xuan's gaze was so resolute, full of eagerness, and so cautious, Lu Ming suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and he was almost about to burst out: "No!" However, it was never difficult for him to deceive himself, and he avoided his eyes a little, looked at the night exposed by the curtains, and after a long time, nodded lightly.

At this moment, Lu Ming was by her side, only very close, but Murong Xuan felt that his figure was vague, as if he was drifting, and he couldn't touch it.

"That's something I don't want to face, but I can't face it, because I don't know that there were too many changes at that time. However, I promise you, I will definitely come back, come back alive! Lu Ming turned his head and looked at Murong Xuan's eyes with great determination, and said, "Because, there are people here that I can't let go!" ”

Murong Xuan smiled.

It's like a sunny day after a rain, a sunny day in the snow, and there are shallow tear stains on the cheeks, but the smile is like a flower, beautiful and moving.

The heart was warm, the sourness in his heart disappeared in an instant, and he couldn't care about being angry, he smiled lightly, and suddenly threw himself into Lu Ming's arms, hugging his neck tightly, feeling the warmth of his chest, at this time, Lu Ming was no longer so fluttering and elusive away from her.

Because she believed that Lu Ming would not lie to her!

"Remember what you say."

Murong Xuan smiled and whispered.

Lu Ming nodded heavily and hugged her tightly in his arms. His eyes were firm, as if piercing the night, and he looked at the Shimen thousands of miles away. He decided, no matter what, he was going to come back from there!;