Extra: Unstoppable like a year of flowing water
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The delicate and tender sister Hua pulled Jiang Zizhuo on one hand, and supported her hands on the door frame, separating Jiang Zizhuo and Ling Xiaoxiao from inside and outside the door.
Ling Xiaoxiao held her forehead depressedly, why did she have to stage such a drama at home every night, obviously she was the most dedicated and paid to these two little guys, why did she not need any other role except to be an old mother and a servant? !
She raised her eyes to look at Jiang Zizhuo inside the door, and there was a long-pent-up dissatisfaction in her eyes, if this person hadn't been conniving at the two sisters, where could they have this confidence? Obviously, when you are at home with yourself, you have to be as well-behaved as you are, a mother in one bite, and you can get tired of being tired of being sweet.
"Didn't you have a meeting recently? You go to the study first to check the information and wait, I'll come out soon. "To the twins, Jiang Zizhuo rarely said a word.
He smiled apologetically at Ling Xiaoxiao. Ling Xiaoxiao, who was laughing, just wanted to get angry!
Your father-daughter relationship is deep, right, one doesn't need her as a wife, and the other doesn't need her as a mother, then she goes!
Ling Xiaoxiao turned around and entered the study, clicked on the tourism website, she took out her passport to find out the countries that could still enter, and checked some countries that could be visa-on-arrival, and designed a travel route for herself.
When Jiang Zizhuo coaxed his two daughters out, he saw that Ling Xiaoxiao was already asleep on the sofa.
"They're sleeping?" was picked up, Ling Xiaoxiao didn't sleep much. I woke up in an instant.
"You're angry with the kids, too." Jiang Zizhuo put her on the bed funny, lowered his head and kissed her on the face.
Ling Xiaoxiao raised her hand around his neck and rubbed it, with a little reluctance in her heart, and fell into a deep sleep again.
Early the next morning, she sent one big and two small ones out as usual, cleaned up the house, and then began to organize her luggage.
"What are you doing here?" Yao Manni, who has been a housewife for many years, wandered over boredly, saw Ling Xiaoxiao packing her luggage, and thought that their family was going to travel again.
"Running away from home." What is wrong with the twins on weekdays, Yao Manni and they all know. So Ling Xiaoxiao didn't feel ashamed at all when she talked about this.
"You're gone. What do they do? Yao Manni was a little dumbfounded, she didn't expect Ling Xiaoxiao, who had always been the most gentle, to do such a thing.
"Them?" Speaking of the father and daughter, Ling Xiaoxiao couldn't help but snort: "It's enough for them to have a father and a daughter, what else do you want me to do!" ”
Ling Xiaoxiao was full of resentment. For the twins. How much did she pay. As a result, don't want Mom?!
Hmph, she doesn't want them anymore. Let them go over and father and daughter!
"Where are you going? I'll go with you! "Yao Manni is also sulking in her stomach because of Zhou Shao's bewitching female secretary during this time, has it started to itch before she reaches seven years?
The two housewives who always felt that their lives were unsatisfactory hit it off, packed their luggage and rushed to the airport, found a country with a visa on arrival, bought a ticket and left in style.
At half past five, the sisters and Xiao Xingxing didn't wait for their mother to come to pick them up in the kindergarten, and the kindergarten teacher couldn't contact Ling Xiaoxiao and them, so they could only call their respective fathers.
Jiang Zizhuo and Zhou Shao went to the kindergarten with a confused face, picked up the child and returned home, but no one saw the familiar figure at home.
A note on the coffee table in the living room reads: I went on a trip with Mannie, don't read it.
Is it that there is the mood to run away from home?
Jiang Zizhuo took out his mobile phone and dialed it, and turned it off without accident.
On the first night of Ling Xiaoxiao's runaway from home, Jiang Zizhuo spent it in a hurry.
"Dad, that's my sister's towel."
"Dad, this is for shampooing, not shower gel."
"Dad, my hair hasn't dried yet, I need to blow it before I can sleep."
"Daddy,。。。"
For the first time, the father and daughter realized the impact of Ling Xiaoxiao's absence on them, and when they slept, no one robbed them of their father anymore, and the twins did not have the same sense of accomplishment as before when they held Jiang Zizhuo's arm.
On the second day, the three parents got up according to their usual schedule and began a day of chickens and dogs.
"Daddy, I'm going to wear that pink dress."
"Dad, my hair hasn't been tied up yet."
"Dad, the teacher asked us to bring a water bottle to kindergarten."
"Daddy,。。。"
Sending the twins to the kindergarten, Jiang Zizhuo and Zhou Shao glanced at each other, and they both saw embarrassment in each other's eyes.
Come back, I, I know it's wrong.
In just one day, Jiang Zizhuo was already seriously reflecting, when did he start to gradually ignore Ling Xiaoxiao's feelings? Is it the first time that the daughter is holding her thigh and calling her dad, or is the company getting bigger and bigger, and he is getting busier?
Thinking of Ling Xiaoxiao's meticulous care of the three of them every day for so many years, and thinking of the important meetings she pushed away in order to pick up the twins from school on time, he felt indescribable guilt and distress in his heart.
said that he would be good to her for the rest of his life, but invisibly, he still became a selfish and self-righteous person.
Every time, when she is blocked by her daughter and herself, her heart should be very sad, obviously she is the one who pays the most to this family, but she is always habitually ignored by them.
At this moment, Jiang Zizhuo felt that he was just an ordinary man, no different from those who were despised and looked down on by him.
When did you start to change? If Ling Xiaoxiao hadn't 'run away from home' because of resentment, would they be like all ordinary couples in this world in a few years, silent?
In a person's office, on the cold face, there is remorse and apprehension that the subordinates have never seen.
Ling Xiaoxiao and Yao Manni only arrived in Maldai in the middle of the night, and the moment the plane took off, the willful two of them already regretted it, but they didn't turn back when they opened the bow, for themselves and for their families. They all had to take such a step.
"Xiaoxiao, it's okay to be happy with Zhou Shao, right?" The uneasiness in Yao Manni's heart swelled to the extreme, in the past few years, she and her son have never been separated, even when they go out to travel, they are all with a little happiness.
Xiao Xingxing didn't do anything wrong, and he shouldn't have left him because he was angry with Zhou Shao. Yao Manni didn't dare to think about what her son would be like in half a month.
"Don't worry, isn't Grandma Zhou still there? And Happy is almost six years old, and he is already a big child. It's okay. Ling Xiaoxiao sighed. Actually, she was worried about it herself.
The plane landed in the early morning, and the two took a taxi to the hotel, lying on the bed, and no one felt sleepy. There is no husband and children around. It's true. Very unaccustomed.
The next morning, both of them had heavy dark circles under their eyes, and looked at each other with a helpless wry smile.
Half a month of travel. From the initial discomfort and uneasiness, to the calmness and enjoyment in the back, it can only be said that people are really the most adaptable creatures.
The two left Maldai and took a plane to a small country in Northern Europe, without a purpose, and did not care whether it was a scenic spot or not, the two went to the countryside to enjoy the flowers, went to the beach to fish, and went to the second-hand market to shop for things on the weekend.
"Xiaoxiao, let's come out and play by ourselves every year in the future." Letting go of the burden of the family, the two have regained their comfort as a person in the past half a month.
They are all top students from prestigious universities, they are good at foreign languages, there is no language barrier, and the two of them are like fish in water wherever they go.
"Okay, when the time comes, let's get a visa in advance, so as not to be in a hurry like this time, and we can't go to many places." Ling Xiaoxiao looked at the princess dress and small backpack she bought for the twins, and looked at the shirt and tie she bought for Jiang Zizhuo, she was still a little helpless to herself.
Didn't you say that you don't think about the father and daughter?
Thinking that she was going back soon, she was going to see the father and daughter who were abandoned by her 'ruthlessness', Ling Xiaoxiao suddenly felt a little timid, if her departure did not have any impact on them, then how should she deal with herself in the future?
At this moment, she was suddenly a little dazed, no matter how beautiful the feelings are, they can't help but be like water, no matter how hot the feelings are, they will tend to be dull under the polishing of time, break your fingers and count, they have been together, in fact, many years, right?
Ling Xiaoxiao leaned back in the chair, her eyes closed expressionlessly, it seemed to outsiders that she was closing her eyes, only she knew how uneasy she was in her heart.
In the future, let's take on more work, we can't waste Mr. Zhou's kindness all the time, and we can't always trap ourselves in the family.
Yao Manni on the other side is in the same mood as Ling Xiaoxiao at this time, the two of them haven't mentioned family anymore these days, but, invariably, they both feel that women still have to be self-reliant and self-reliant in order to make their positions more adequate and attractive.
When I returned home, it was noon, and the house was much messier than when she left, and it can be seen that these days, the father and daughter don't seem to be having a good time, and there are still dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen and sink that have not had time to be cleaned.
Ling Xiaoxiao put away her luggage, changed into home clothes, and began to clean up the housekeeping as if she hadn't left, without her at home, the refrigerator was already unusually clean, she changed her clothes and went to the supermarket next to the community.
When the time jumped to half past five, Ling Xiaoxiao stood on the balcony and looked at the path outside, she couldn't see the figure of the father and daughter for a long time, she was a little lost.
Dinner was ready and placed on the table, and until eight o'clock, no one returned, so she sorted out her luggage, washed up, and fell into bed to reverse jet lag.
Jiang Zizhuo took the twins and took his daughters to the company, recently a new project is in the stage of going online, all aspects are nervously preparing, he, the general person in charge, can not leave, for half a month, he has been a father and a mother, he has been holding on, and he has not mentioned it to anyone.
It's just that the result of the hard bracing is a little embarrassing, and every day he longs to push open the door and see the light in the living room come on, and see the person who makes him think a little painful and smiles at him.
was busy until ten o'clock, the twins were already sleepy on the sofa, and Jiang Zizhuo carried one to the garage with one hand.
"Zizhuo, if the two of them don't come back, I won't be able to hold on." Xiao Xingxing will look at him with accusatory eyes every day, and will tell him to ask for his mother with a pitiful voice, God knows that he also wants his mother to come back soon.
Isn't it just a secretary with strong work ability, she doesn't like to mention it to him, and why bother to use such drastic means, he once promised words, he never forget, but the work is getting busier and busier, and he gradually began to have no time to care about her joys, sorrows, and sorrows...
"Come on." Jiang Zizhuo was very uncertain, although he knew that Ling Xiaoxiao would never be unreasonable, nor would he be unmeasured, but this time he was really not sure.
The car stopped downstairs, the twins rubbed their eyes and got up, they got out of the car obediently without him hugging them, took out the key and pushed the door open, the familiar aroma of food came from the room, Jiang Zizhuo's heart swelled with a touch of ecstasy, he quickly turned on the light to look for the shadow, but only saw the dinner on the table that was ready but no one moved the chopsticks.
He didn't bother to change his shoes, pushed open the bedroom door, and saw the figure curled up in a ball on it, and finally came back, so good!
"Dad, is Mommy back?" The twins rushed in, and when they saw Ling Xiaoxiao on the bed, they all rushed over.
"Mom, Mom, we all miss you to death, you go out to play, why don't you take us with you." The twins chattered in Ling Xiaoxiao's ear, waking up Ling Xiaoxiao, who was already sleeping unsteadily.
"Well, will I take you with me next time?" Ling Xiaoxiao rubbed their little heads, no matter what kind of determination she had made in the past half a month, she saw them all collapse at this moment.
"It's not early, go take a shower and go to bed." Ling Xiaoxiao got up and dragged two small things to the bathroom.
After taking a bath, Ling Xiaoxiao habitually walked to the living room, the time for the deep love between father and daughter was up, and it was better for her to take a few fewer glances so as not to block herself.
"You two are already old, go back to your room and go sleep by yourself." As soon as the twins habitually pestered Jiang Zizhuo, he pulled the two little ones and sent them back to his room.
The twins were most afraid that Jiang Zizhuo would speak calmly, and obediently followed back to their room.
"They're sleeping?" Ling Xiaoxiao looked at Jiang Zizhuo as usual, and yawned very unimagedly.
"I'm sorry."
The brainless apology rang in Ling Xiaoxiao's ears, and her yawning hand paused in midair.
Sorry, huh? However, she never wanted an apology, she lowered her head and smiled reluctantly: "It's okay, it's not early, you can also wash and sleep." ”
She turned around and walked to the room, and the moment she passed by Jiang Zizhuo's side, she was waved by his big arm and held it directly in her arms: "I'm sorry, Xiaoxiao, I know it's wrong, forgive me, okay?" ”
What to forgive? The moment Ling Xiaoxiao's tears flowed, she didn't know whether she was clear or more confused, there was never a clear right and wrong between husband and wife, she would be sad, just because there was some unwillingness in her heart.
Jiang Zizhuo raised his hand to help her wipe away her tears: "I'm sorry, I forgot, you have always been the most important one." ”
"Then don't forget next time." Ling Xiaoxiao tugged at his shirt and hugged him tightly, just because she cared too much, she had been waiting for this sentence.
This kind of dialogue is also repeated in Zhou Shao and Yao Manni, but Yao Manni said that she had to go out to work this time, but Zhou Shao always felt that his wife's appearance was invincible in the world, and he didn't feel at ease when he said anything.
So, the result of the final discussion between the two was that Zhou Shao changed his bewitching secretary to other departments, and Yao Manni took the position of secretary to serve Zhou Gongzi.
Although Jiang Zizhuo will not make the same mistake again, Ling Xiaoxiao still increased her workload little by little, and the time spent attending meetings every month became two to three times as long as it was original.
She spends more time on work, and she no longer takes care of her twins as meticulously as before, on the one hand, because the children are older and need to have their own independent space, and on the other hand, she feels that there is a problem with her education method.
It's just that the twins don't like and don't adapt to her cold treatment, and they spend more time pestering her than pestering Jiang Zizhuo, thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, and Feng Shui finally turned to her.
The days are still plain as water, no one knows what will happen tomorrow, living in the present, grasping every day is the most difficult and important, one day a few years later, Ling Xiaoxiao remembered that she ran away from home back then, and still felt that this was the wisest thing she had ever done. (To be continued.) )
ps:Starting tomorrow should be the last extra.,The past life you want.。。。