"Oppa" watched Xu Zixuan's emotions become more and more excited, and Sika's eyes slowly turned red.

"I've looked for me, I've really looked for the past 2 years, every time I go back to South Korea, I will ask you for news, but you seem to have disappeared completely, no matter how I look for it, no one asks, I don't know your whereabouts! I called Shen Shifei, but his phone had been cancelled. Then I really couldn't find Suzy, I thought you were together" Sika looked at the ceiling with tears in her eyes, holding back her tears, "but she was very strange that she actually asked me: how did she know about you?" She's just very ordinary friends with you."

"Oppa, in order to find you, I put down my self-esteem and begged your gossip girlfriend I tried, I really tried! But every road doesn't work, you let me leave the company? I've quit S.M, and I've quit girlhood, my hard work and achievements in the first half of my life have disappeared with that retirement Weibo, what else can I do when I leave the company? When those big guys' vases? If you are the vase of those big guys, what is the difference between it and following Quan Ningyi? ”

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought up this topic," Xu Zixuan handed Sika a tissue and motioned for her to wipe the tears from her face.

"No, why not? Even if you don't mention it, I'll say," Sika stubbornly pushed Xu Zixuan's hand away and wiped the tears on his face with his hand, "I have been living in grievances and loneliness for more than two years, even when I go back to South Korea and go home, I have to dodge for fear of causing trouble to my family and Xiujing, and I often fly around the world to meet different people, eat, drink and chat with different people, I am really fed up with this life"

Xu Zixuan lowered his head guiltily and sighed deeply.

"Su-yeon, we're all wrong, we're too young. A lot of things are really not as simple and simple as we think, and there are some things that we feel are right, but time tells us that we are all wrong"

"Where has OPPA been in the past few years? What are you doing? Sika nodded thoughtfully. Asked with a sniff.

"Me?" Xu Zixuan's face was embarrassed, "Actually, I'm not as good as you, no matter what, you can still muster up the courage to appear in front of people, and you can endure grievances and loneliness and do what you want to do, but it's a pity for me." I've become a real coward."

“mo？” Sika didn't understand Xu Zixuan's words.

"I locked myself up," Xu Zixuan recalled the experience of more than 2 years, sighing, "I was afraid to go out, afraid to meet people, and even afraid to come into contact with any information from the outside world, so I locked myself, turned off the TV, unplugged the network cable, and all I could do every day was to keep drinking, and then sit on the balcony and look at the sky stupidly."

"Huh?" Sika covered her mouth in surprise when she heard Xu Zixuan's experience.

"In the past 2 years, a lot of things have actually happened," Xu Zixuan said slowly, "You left and followed Quan Ningyi; My grandmother, who loved me the most, passed away, and my grandfather was seriously ill and admitted to the hospital; My adoptive parents were implicated in my trip to Africa and suffered a serious blow at work, and Suzy also returned to normal and became the most familiar stranger with me."

"Back to normal?" Sika flashed a different look, "The most familiar stranger? oppa。 What do you mean by that? ”

"Xiuzhi and I have experienced something in Africa," Xu Zixuan said honestly, "it's the kind of thing you can't even imagine!" At that time, Suzy was only 20 years old, and such a young girl faced the test of life and death, tears and blood, and her mentality was actually completely distorted, I really didn't want a lively and lovely girl to become a female demon, so I sent her to Yanjing for treatment, but unfortunately the current medical technology could not cure her injuries at all, and the only way was to wash away her memory."

"Huh? Wash away her memories? Sika looked at Xu Zixuan with round eyes, "Are you saying that the current Xiuzhi has no memory of being with you at all?" That's why she said things like that to me? ”

"Now Suzy just treats me as an ordinary person who has only seen two sides" Xu Zixuan laughed miserably, "So it's not surprising that she reacts to you like that at all"

"Then why did you go to ACUBE? And became Apink's assistant? Sika asked curiously.

"Just like you, even if it's sinking. There is also a certain time limit! Xu Zixuan took a deep breath and cheered up, "I've been running in alcohol for more than 2 years, and I'm tired of living drunk and dreaming every day." So I want to cheer up, I want to start over"

"Then why are you going to ACUBE? Is it bad to go to S.M? There are a lot of people out there who know you, and I'll know about you as soon as you show up."

"That's how fate has it! Sometimes, we can't fight hard," Xu Zixuan's face gradually warmed up. "When I was looking for a job, I was stuck in a job ad when a job advertisement appeared in front of me. Brought me into ACUBE, and got to know the Apink girls dramatically. And became their assistant."

became their assistant."

"And through Apink, I also met Xiujing, a girl, who looks a lot more mature on the surface, but in fact, in my heart, she is still a girl who hasn't grown up and thinks about the law all day long."

"Well, Xiujing told me," Sika nodded in agreement, "You don't still have her funny name on your phone, do you?" ”

"How can it" Thinking of this, a smile appeared at the corner of Xu Zixuan's mouth, "Her little trick was popularized on the spot, and I saw through it"

"oppa" Sika deliberately ignored the flaws in Xu Zixuan's words, tried hard to squeeze out a smile, and plucked up the courage to say, "Do you remember our agreement on Jeju Island?" ”

"A six-year covenant?" Xu Zixuan smiled bitterly, "Of course I remember!" ”

"Then can I ask you to fulfill this agreement in advance now?" Sika's heart pounded.

“wei？ Didn't you say you came to me when you were 30 years old and no one wanted me? It's only been less than 3 years! Xu Zixuan's heart fluttered.

"Well, I can't wait," Sika accentuated his tone, "Xu Zixuanxi, this princess asks you cautiously: Are you willing to fulfill the 6-year contract?" ”

“”

Listening to Sika's words, Xu Zixuan sat quietly for a long time, and then shook his head slightly with an amputude that he couldn't even detect.

"I'm sorry, Su-yeon!" (To be continued......)