Last time, I already said that it was the last testimonial, so this time it is not a testimonial, it is an explanation to everyone at the end of the season.

I haven't updated much recently.,It's not that Lao Niu didn't write.,In fact, I've written a few chapters.,I'm not satisfied.。 There is a chapter in it, and it even has a direct finale, and the ending is almost the same as the top, and the old man tells the story...... I guess you won't be able to accept it, so I deleted it.

I've been figuring out how to finish since the beginning of June, and now it's July 19th, and the signs of the end are still unclear, which is too shocking. A few days ago, when the number of words in the book exceeded 500,000 words, I felt relaxed at the time, and I promised some people that I had fulfilled my promises, and I could finally enter the palace with peace of mind.

I was silent for a long time, and finally replied: OK.

The next day I regretted that my bowels were blue, because the book was too badly spread to write. And I myself was disappointed in this failed attempt and did not want to write in my heart.

This has led to Lao Niu's recent emotional outburst, irritability and irritability, and yesterday my son was naughty and mischievous and was beaten by me. In the past, I would reason with him when I encountered this kind of thing, but yesterday I beat him purely because I was in a bad mood.

I reflected deeply on this, and my son's tears made me realize some truths that are difficult to generalize.

As some readers in the book review section said, instead of wasting time with such meaningless dialogue, it is better to have a dream of ending it. The reason why I quote this kind of book review is not that I disagree, but that I agree with it. I've always felt that code words are the same as having a girlfriend, when the two have feelings, they can be enthusiastic, when the two have no feelings, it's not interesting to stay together, after all, the twisted melon is not sweet. For me, there is a deep sense of disgust for code words after not feeling it, and there is a sense of powerlessness, which is like a popular saying: I touch her hand like my left hand touches my right hand......

I used to hate this feeling, and it was even more pointless to force myself to stick to it meaninglessly when I didn't feel it anymore. This may have something to do with my own personality, which causes me to never hesitate to swing my knife.

But after this reflection, I have a new idea, I never have a book before and always break it when I can't write it, if it goes on like this, then I will continue to do this in the next book, unless I really stop writing. Faced with this difficult situation of no form and no results, maybe I should change my thinking and attitude to deal with it.

If code words are really the same as falling in love, why do you have to hurt each other, complain about each other when you have no feelings, and finally hate each other? Why can't we make friends with sincerity and then get together and disperse?

That's one of the latest truths I've recently realized, so what I'm going to do is not only write 200 chapters, but also fill in the holes in a way that is easy to gather and disperse. Although this way is still not as good as growing old together, at least I feel a little better on my own, and I can calmly face the readers who have supported me for so long.

In addition, I have to do a review, I don't know when I started to breed a bad taste. It's easy to scold when you talk about this kind of bad taste, and a lot of times I know what the reader wants, and I don't write like that, I'd rather hit the streets, and occasionally feel like I have a lot of character.

The reason for this bad taste is probably that I have always been reluctant to repeat the old ways of others, and I have always been eager to create a routine with my own distinctive style. At the beginning, Fa Zun collided with someone else's routine, and was accused of following the trend, which caused me to be devastated, and my vitality was greatly damaged, and I did not recover for several years. …,

The later diaries, Xingluo, and Dream Love Saint are relatively novel in terms of setting, but due to too much deliberate avoidance, the plot is simply a failure in failure.

Now I understand that some old routines are unavoidable, and if I keep avoiding them, it will seem abnormal. How so? For example, there are dozens of Hong Kong movies about police and undercover agents, which are also old-fashioned routines, but one "Infernal Affairs" has become a classic. In the past, I would deliberately avoid this routine so as not to accidentally collide with others. Now I suddenly understand that the routine doesn't matter, the key depends on how you write it. If you think about it, the top routine is not new, and the reason for the success of that book is nothing more than adding something of my own to that routine.

All in all, I suddenly felt that my previous bad taste was not interesting, and I wanted to correct it. Dream love book,I didn't have much to look forward to.,I know some people have been looking forward to something until now.,I was going to pass it all in one stroke.,Now I've changed my mind.。 What you want, you'll see later......

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