Chapter 185: A Woman Is Like a Dream (Part II)

Xu Shrimp's heart was confused, and he forced out a smile: "I know you're leaving, and I don't want you to go, but I really can't keep you, at least I can't let you stay for me." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info\\. qВ5。 ”

Zhang Li's eyes quickly reddened, and she said sadly: "Why can't you?" I'm so bad, you can't change it for me? ”

Xu Xia's eyes were hot, and she clasped her hand and said, "Lili, it doesn't matter if you calm down and I change or not, for you, you should first figure out yourself." ”

Zhang Li was puzzled: "What am I?" ”

Xu Xia looked at her eyes and said sincerely: "I just want to find out if you really like me." ”

Zhang Li was extremely aggrieved: "I'm like this, you still doubt my feelings for you?" ”

Xu Shrimp smiled bitterly: "It's not that I doubt it, but I feel it...... You don't really like me that much. Sincerely: "Although we have known each other for a long time, we have not interacted much, we have met a few times, they are all business, and we don't talk much, and you are not a person who falls in love at first sight." So I think that God gave you a beautiful face at the same time, but also gave you a beautiful loneliness. You are too lonely, you always feel that the people around you have bad intentions towards you, and your heart is full of suspicion, not only do you have no boyfriend, but you don't even have friends, plus Secretary Qu's incident, you are more vigilant and suspicious of your surroundings, and you feel that fate is unfair to you. In this case, you can only talk to me more comfortably, more relaxed, and feel less tired of living, as if you like me, but this is not necessarily the case. ”

Zhang Li's eyes were blank, dazed and flickering, as if she was thinking about something and looking for something.

Xu Xia said gently: "You don't have to think about it, it's good for you to leave." The United States is very free, at least not as repressive as at home, and the Americans are not bad, they are all Madaha, not like us Chinese, everything is easy to hide, and it is unpredictable. When you go, open your heart and live well, and I'm sure you'll soon understand what you really want. ”

Zhang Li calmed down a lot and felt a lot more comfortable, and said with a slight embarrassment: "What if the Americans are good?" Didn't I tell you everything, I'm going, I'm going to be with that classmate? ”

Xu Shrimp said unnaturally: "Maybe I shouldn't say it, but I still have to remind you." You and that classmate haven't seen each other for many years, and you don't know him well now, so you must be more mindful, don't be stupid and be at his mercy, at least find out if he is married and has a girlfriend. Otherwise, I will really suffer, and I am not familiar with the place, and I don't even know anyone, and it will be too late to regret it. ”

Zhang Li was shocked, her eyes widened, and she unconsciously straightened up.

Xu Shrimp hurriedly said: "Don't get me wrong, I don't want to create anything between you, nor do I doubt his feelings for you, but there are too many such things." Especially men, who are often unwilling to impress their women for a lifetime, and they are obsessed with it all their lives, and you are so outstanding, once you have the opportunity to get you, it is not surprising to do something out of the ordinary. ”

This is not alarmist, it is indeed possible, with Zhang Li's cleverness, she can naturally comprehend, don't sigh, and complain: "Why didn't you tell me these words last time?" ”

Xu Shrimp said: "You needed to comfort last time, now you need advice, and it's not too late to tell you now." In addition, even if he is not married and has no girlfriend, but if you really don't have feelings for him, you don't necessarily have to marry him, believe me, with or without him, you will live well. In short, you have to remember that you are not going out to work, you want to live a more exciting life, and just by relying on this, there is no reason to wronged yourself. ”

Zhang Li was suddenly relieved, and she was also frank, even more unbelievable, Xiao Shrimp can always think of the ultimate for others, and can always maintain strong calmness and sanity, of course, she is more nostalgic and reluctant. Youyou said: "But I still can't bear you?" ”

Xu Shrimp gently stroked her cheek and said softly, "I can't bear you either." But if you are reluctant, you have to be willing, I am responsible for others, you have to be responsible for yourself, we can't do rash things, otherwise we are likely to harm others and regret it for life. ”

Zhang Li closed her eyes in pain, held his hand, pressed her face hard, and bowed her head deeply.

Xu Shrimp was also very melancholy, and said as gently as possible: "Lili, let's go, it's too late." ”

Zhang Li still closed her eyes and lowered her head, nodding lightly in an almost invisible movement before letting go of his hand.

Xu Xiuqiang helped her up in heartache and was ready to help her with her luggage.

Zhang Li grabbed him, stood in front of him and said, "Don't you want to kiss me?" ”。

Xu Xia met her gaze and said, "I thought about it last time, but I still don't want it." It's not that I have a first complex, for a woman, giving everything to her beloved is also happiness, and I shouldn't deprive you of the opportunity to be happy. ”

Zhang Li's small mouth was slightly upturned, and her eyes obviously became resentful, and she was extremely dissatisfied with him even kissing.

Xu Shrimp smiled awkwardly, and retreated: "Otherwise, let me hug you like a friend, right?" ”

Zhang Li nodded reluctantly.

The two opened their arms, hesitated, but did not hesitate, and hugged each other at the same time.

It is said that it is like a friend, but as soon as it comes into contact, everything is different.

Xu Shrimp hugged this unparalleled moving body for the first time, Zhang Li also threw himself into his arms for the first time, and when the body touched, the originally not profound love exploded and sublimated in an instant, and there were thousands of unbearable, unwilling, reluctant, and reluctant, all kinds of attachment, nostalgia, and attachment, and at the same time rose to the extreme, and countless feelings poured from the deepest part of the heart to the end of the arm. Xu Shrimp caressed her delicate back and hair emotionally, Zhang Li tried to bury it in his chest, and the two sides embraced each other with all their strength, as if they wanted to deeply integrate into each other's bodies.

The two hugged in the crowded departure hall, and they couldn't separate.

Xu Shrimp knew that it would be this effect, but even if there were thousands of helplessness and pain, who would she say it to?

The flow of people boarding the plane gradually fell apart, Xu Xia was relieved, and forcibly helped her away: "Lili, it's really time to go?" ”

Zhang Li's eyes were red, and crystal tears were rolling around her eyes, still looking at him for a moment, suddenly hugging his neck, tilting her head and sending herself over.

The charming oral breath came instantly, and Xu Shrimp surrendered without any brains, and hugged Zhang Li's seductive body again, meeting her charming lips.

It wasn't far from hugging to kissing, but they still did this undesirable content.

The first time the two tongues touched, they frantically entangled, sucked, and swallowed. The heads are intertwined, constantly exchanging, sharing each other's lips, each other's tongues, each other's mouths, each other's saliva and the taste of saliva.

Xu Shrimp has received countless kisses with countless girls, including Ji Ruomin and Lin An'an, Zhang Li's kiss is the most beautiful, the most obsessive and the most unforgettable. He clearly felt a liquid rolling between his lips and teeth, and then boiling, he knew that it was Zhang Li's parting tears.

His heart was about to break.

For a long time, the lips parted, the residual warmth curled, and the hands looked at each other with tears.

Zhang Li choked up and said: "I want to tell you, maybe I can't figure out whether I really liked you before, but I know that I am in love with you now, it is love, not like, my beloved person is you." ”

Xu Shrimp's liver and intestines were broken, and he was speechless and choked.

Zhang Li looked at him with infinite nostalgia, took out something from the zipper of the suitcase, stuffed it in his hand, and cried: "Don't forget me." He turned around and packed his suitcase, and ran away in tears.

Xu Shrimp was so sad that she raised her hand unconsciously, and a call almost broke out, and she turned away suddenly, unable to bear to look at her departing back.

Zhang Li's delicate and sad red shadow passed quickly.

When Xu Xia turned back, the two were already on the other side of the passage. His vision was a little blurry, and he saw Zhang Li rubbing his eyes vigorously, as if showing a smile to him, and waved to him.

He raised his hand and took two steps forward, wanting to see it more realistically, but saw Zhang Li turn around, and the forever charming red shadow left him and disappeared at the end of the passage.

Zhang Li is gone, really gone, not a farewell to death, but a life and a departure, no goodbye.

At the last moment, it was always Zhang Li who was saying, saying that she loved him and asked him not to forget her, but he didn't say a word, and he didn't even have the courage to watch her leave. Xu Xia has never looked down on himself, but at this moment, he really despises himself.

Looking up to the sky and sighing, Xu Shrimp looked down and looked at what Zhang Li left him, which was a CD with a photo of the two of them in Qingrafter Ridge printed on the surface. The green mountains and green waters, made in heaven and earth, are infinite, but the round hole in the middle of the disc is forced to dig out two people and two hearts. Perhaps, it is a hint at the ending of the two.

Looking at Zhang Litao's shameful appearance and drunken Qingshan, Xu Shrimp muttered again.

He and Lin Anan have walked between love and family affection for eight years, and Song Lin had an appointment to talk about half-fake and half-true love, and then he and Ji Ruomin really had their first love in life. Now, he is in love again, but it is as short as a flying flower, more like a spiritual love, but unfortunately he has too little intersection with Zhang Li, and it is not enough to have a long life memory.

He knew that he had lost her forever and ever.

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When Xu Shrimp left, it was the sunset that was the brightest, and when the twilight did not rise, the western sky was fiery red, and the sun radiated the last afterglow of each day, like the famous poem: The sunset is infinitely good, but it is just near dusk.

Xu Shrimp walked out of the airport hall in a daze, and was alone in the red sky.

Once here, under the glow of the night and stars, she and Ji Ruomin made an agreement to meet again, and met again as they wished, and decided to live together. Now he is bidding farewell to the beautiful Zhang Li, and it may be a lifetime. He didn't want to explore whether there was an internal connection, and he didn't regret it for anyone, but people are not plants and trees, and he will always find it difficult to let go.

Xu Shrimp got into the car, inserted the disc into the CD, and pressed the repeat button. As expected, Zhang Li's poignant and melodious "Woman Flower" came out.

The sunset was heavy, and Xu Shrimp quickly left and left this sad place.

Listening to Zhang Li's singing over and over again, letting the evening wind blow his hair, Xu Shrimp drove alone on the way home.

Soon after the car left, a huge roar was heard from the direction of the airport, and a Boeing plane took off into the air, drew an ellipse in mid-air, and flew to the distant other side of the ocean.

Xu Xia didn't look back, nor did he stop, still listening to Zhang Li's song in a daze.

Loved and informed,

drunk and drunk,

The flowers bloom and are empty.

Fate does not stay,

Like a spring breeze coming and going,

Women are like flowers.

Before he knew it, two lines of tears slipped down his cheeks.

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