"This, of course not, how could it be, I was quite well-behaved when I was a child, mainly, I don't know which thing to say."

Gao Feng said with some embarrassment.

"Of course, I chose the most impressive."

Han Lu said disapprerovingly.

"That'...... Well, I didn't have a mother when I was a child, only my father, my mother, who died because she gave birth to me. ”

Gao Feng looked at the expectant look in Han Lu's eyes, hesitated for a moment, but decided to tell the real past that belonged to Gao Feng, and began to tell it lightly, "Usually when this happens, there will be two situations, one is that my father thinks that I am a sinner and killed my mother, and he is indifferent to me in every way, and the other is that I feel that I am my mother and continues to favor me in every way, I am very lucky, it is the second type, my father feels that I am the last gift left to him by my mother, he cherishes it very much, and he has been very fond of me since then, so, I have also developed some bad habits, bad habits, and have been more domineering since I was a child. ”

"When I was a child, I had a neighbor, he had a daughter at home, a little younger than me, I don't know why, I bullied her all day long, every time her mother bought her some fun toys, I went to grab it for her, and then broke it, so that she cried, she cried every time, to tell her mother, wanted her mother to help her beat me, but her mother never beat me, every time she just smiled at me, turned around to comfort her, but every time she told her mother, I bullied her even more, After a long time, I understood that at that time, I was jealous that she had a very beautiful mother, and I didn't, so every time I bully her, it was just to get her mother's attention, and I also wanted her mother to hug me like she hugged her. ”

Talking about this incident, Gao Feng's heart suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

This is something that is hidden deep in Gao Feng's memory, and it is also one of the things that impresses him the most, because, until the end of his life, he was still thinking about it, thinking about saying sorry to the little girl.

He felt that compared with Gao Feng at that time, he might be lucky.

Although his childhood was poor, he had a mother like he longed for, his mother, beautiful, intelligent, kind, gentle, loving...... He grew up with the best mother in the world.

It's just that...... At that time, he always looked forward to a strong father, especially whenever he was bullied by other children and watched other children being held high by their fathers...... In this world, there is really no absolute fairness, and God will not let all perfection appear in one person.

Gao Feng's heart thought silently and sighed lightly.

"I see...... So that's ......"

Han Lu listened to Gao Feng's narration, her eyes couldn't help but moisten, at this moment, in her heart, the doubts that had existed for many years were finally completely solved, and the years of hatred and resentment suddenly felt a very ridiculous feeling.

After a long time, she woke up from the trance in her heart and an indescribable feeling of bitterness and bitterness, and looked at Gao Fengdao, who had also been silent and seemed to be thinking about something, "And then?" ”

"Then, just like that, the little girl grew up slowly in being bullied by me again and again, slowly, maybe the little girl's mother said something to her, the little girl no longer resisted, every time there was something delicious, fun, took the initiative to play with me, I was embarrassed to continue to bully her, the little girl became my follower, one day, the little girl raised her head and asked the little boy, when I grow up, will I marry you, and then I disdainfully said to her, you look so ugly, and you still have a runny nose, and ...... Anyway, I said a lot of bad things about her, and the little girl left sadly, I didn't care at the time, anyway, she often cried and left, but I didn't expect that it would be the last time we met, and when I went to look for her again, their family had all moved away, and I never saw the little girl again. ”

Gao Feng came back to his senses and continued.

"And then?"

Han Lu looked at Gao Feng and continued to ask with a hint of expectation in his eyes.

"Later, what else, for a long time, I lived in guilt, I cried every day, I felt that I broke the little girl's heart, she would move away, and then my father told me that the little girl's family moved because of their family affairs, and I said that she was ugly It doesn't matter, but I still feel guilty, I have been hoping to see the little girl again, and say sorry to her, the older I get, the more I know, the more I want to say, unfortunately, the vast sea of people, maybe, this life, It's impossible to meet her again. ”

Gao Feng smiled.

"Gao Feng, you will definitely see her again."

Han Lu lowered her head and said softly.

She has always felt that she is the person who is hurt the most, but she didn't expect that the person she thought hurt her was the one who really suffered the most.

She knew that Gao Feng chose to take this matter out to show that this matter was really important in his heart, otherwise, he would not have remembered it so clearly for so long.

"I hope so, hehe."

Gao Feng smiled, spread his hands, turned his head to look at Han Lu and said, "Okay, Han Lu, it's not too early, we have to take the test again tomorrow, let's go back and rest early, where do you live?" Do you want me to send you back? ”

"Well, no need, I'll live nearby, just take a taxi, your coat ......"

Han Lu nodded, pointed to the coat draped on his body, and looked at Gao Feng.

"You can wear it back, and give it to me another day."

Gao Feng smiled and waved his hand.

"Well, that'...... Good bye. ”

Han Lu stopped a taxi, walked to the side of the taxi, and looked at Gao Feng with some reluctance.

"Goodbye!"

Gao Feng waved his hand and prepared to turn around and leave.

"Wait."

"What's wrong?"

Gao Feng turned his head and looked at Han Lu suspiciously.

"Gao Feng, if you really see that little girl again one day, will you marry her?"

Han Lu suddenly asked.

"Huh?"

Gao Feng couldn't help but be stunned, not understanding what Han Lu meant by asking this question.

"Didn't she let her marry you in the first place? Will you say yes when you see you again? ”

Han Lu asked again.

"Hehe, that's just a child's innocent speech, how can it really be serious, so many years have passed, everyone doesn't know what has become, maybe she has long forgotten such a thing, she has become a family and married, besides, can you meet it, when will you meet it, it's a problem, it's not meaningful to say this, if you can meet it, it's good to say sorry."

Gao Feng smiled.

(To be continued)