Chapter 114: Letting go is obsession

The night is as cold as water, there is a saying, the dawn before dawn is always the darkest and coldest, three or four o'clock in the morning, you can't see the five fingers when you stretch out your hand.

Shrunk in Zhao Huchen's arms, Yang Caiwei's originally gentle breathing suddenly woke up after a slight shortness of breath, Yang Caiwei opened her eyes, but there was only endless darkness in front of her, the same as closing her eyes, there was no light in the room that was tightly closed by curtains and doors and windows.

Yang Caiwei didn't know what time it was, and she didn't bother to get up to find her phone to check the time, and after waking up, she didn't feel sleepy anymore, she felt the warm temperature around her body, and the pair of arms that were not necessarily strong but had always been strong held herself in her arms, like a domineering male surname constantly announcing his possession of himself to everyone.

Whether it was the warm breathing from the back of Zhao Huchen's neck or the touch of contact with Zhao Huchen's body from the whole body, Yang Caiwei, who had never been so close to a different surname since she was a child, found that her mood was surprisingly calm.

Maybe it's because the guy who was full of people who didn't even know the name of the invasion fell asleep during the day, Yang Caiwei sighed softly, and arched her body back, making herself closer to the man's arms.

Yang Caiwei admits that she has always been a very proud child, from kindergarten to college, although she has never won the award certificate of big red flower and three good students, but that is because she listened to her father and mother, the one who gets the award certificate is not necessarily a good child, and the one who does not get the award certificate is not necessarily a bad child. She can get 90 points in every test smoothly throughout the semester, no matter how difficult or easy the paper, her score will never fluctuate more than plus or minus five points, so she is often in the top 10 or bottom 10 of the class.

With the growth of her father's power and status, Yang Caiwei can clearly feel that the people around her have different attitudes towards her, the teachers are more kind, sometimes it is obviously her own mistake, and the teachers will say that other children are not good, at first Yang Caiwei didn't understand why, but then gradually understood, because those teachers were afraid of offending their father, that is, from that simple and naïve age, she began to feel proud and proud of having a very powerful father.

Since she was a child, Yang Caiwei never seemed to lack friends, just like her pocket money, it seemed that she never had to worry about running out, and the friends around her always gathered around her intentionally or unintentionally, until she was enough to see the parents of those classmates nodding and carrying large bags of things to her own house, she understood that her friends were not friends with herself but with her father, and from that time on, maybe a little earlier, She rarely has classmates and friends who can go home and go to school hand in hand.

She has always been an outlier in her own circle, she can generously give her limited edition backpack to a classmate who is not very good and will break up with another good classmate because of a dollar, Yang Caiwei has never felt that she is a person who has to have a serious way to convince herself and others to do something, and she may do something unbelievable because of a whim, and this explanation is not convincing others most of the time, But every time Yang Caiwei will go her own way, in her eyes, it seems that the eyes of others are never so important, and later, she has always maintained a circle of friends with Yang Caiwei, who is not close or far away, and everyone in it is also used to Yang Caiwei's surname.

Thinking of friends, Yang Caiwei thought of Jiang Sisi, it was really hard for her not to think of the scene of this once with her heartless madness in the sunset, leaving the car sent by the family to pick up and drop off behind like a prank, and then the two girls scurried around in the streets and alleys, Yang Caiwei still remembered that Jiang Sisi was a person with a habit of cleanliness, she was never a street thing, barbecue, fried these things she never touched, even when the two of them were the best, she just stood by and watched her eat with a mouth full of grease, When I was fifteen or sixteen years old, it was indeed the most nostalgic time, when the afterglow of the sunset seemed to have just disappeared from the horizon, and the silver bell-like laughter sprinkled all over the streets and alleys seemed to be lingering in my ears, but I don't know how, all of this has deteriorated in the blink of an eye, so fast that Yang Caiwei can't wait.

The woman with the general logo of the 150% pearl woman brand in the impression is no longer able to walk the streets and alleys with her, even the cracks that appeared because of Zhao Huchen have become scars that can never be erased.

Zhao Huchen's hand on Yang Caiwei's lower abdomen moved slightly, and it naturally moved to the softness of the woman's chest, gently covering it, opening his hand to grasp it, and Zhao Huchen, who seemed to be satisfied with this, did not continue to move.

Yang Caiwei, who was still sad and sad, mentioned her throat in her heart, and almost jumped up and ran away after holding her softness with that big hand, but after determining that it was just Zhao Huchen falling asleep, Yang Caiwei still held back the nervousness and shyness that she was about to jump out of her chest, and her body moved slightly, testing that the man behind her really didn't wake up, biting her lip, Yang Caiwei's eyes were blurred.

But as long as it is a woman, no matter how clear her mind is after her breasts are held, she can't clear her mind.

But in addition to being nervous and shy, Yang Caiwei was not the slightest disgusted, and after making sure that Zhao Huchen did not wake up, she didn't have to worry that the big tiger would open its mouth and swallow her little lamb into her stomach.

For the man holding herself, Yang Caiwei herself feels a little incredible, she has never had a special feeling for that different surname, she even once thought that she may not be in love in this life, maybe in the future she will find a man who is not hated but absolutely does not love for a lifetime, I heard my mother say that most women can do this step is already a blessing from cultivation, although love and marriage are not contradictory and conflicting, but they have always been the relationship between fish and bear's paws, at least the vast majority of cases are like this, Under such influence, Yang Caiwei will not naively think that she will not be able to live without love, and even she doesn't like the kind of person who obviously needs to live on the monthly support of her parents, a husband, a wife, in Yang Caiwei's opinion, a man can be poor, he can have no money, he can't have a famous brand, he can't afford to invite his girlfriend to eat high-end Western food, and he can't afford to give a few carats of big diamond rings, but at least he should have a self-motivation, most daughters worship their fathers, Since she was a child, she has watched how her father has worked hard step by step, and she is particularly obsessed with men who work their own, and desperate men have the most charming male charm, which in her words appears in almost every episode of "Animal World". What creature doesn't have a male surname that fights to the death for a mate and territory?

When she first met Zhao Huchen, she was still in that tea house, Yang Caiwei can still clearly remember that when she first saw Zhao Huchen, this man was far less mature and natural than she is now. After a few words of conversation, Zhao Huchen, who can only be described as sharp, has a background and knowledge that surprises Yang Caiwei, it seems that this man knows a little bit of everything, and Yang Caiwei can't see it, but compared to those superficial people who are dyed more bewitching than women on the street, and are dressed more charming than women, for example, ninety percent of college students probably don't know what "Long and Short Sutra" is, but this man can silently write out the passages in it very skillfully, That kind of proficiency and handiness cannot be imitated at all without a long period of cultivation.

Not only these, the charm of Zhao Huchen belongs to the type of big treasure that does not show the mountains and does not show the water, but it really exists, Yang Caiwei firmly believes that such a man needs time to slowly recuperate, she can always get surprises on Zhao Huchen's body, this surprise slowly accumulates I don't know when Yang Caiwei found that she has become the prey of this hateful man, and the most important thing is that Yang Caiwei found that she had no intention of resisting or escaping at all.

Love is like an offensive and defensive battle between two armies, men and women always want to occupy the right to speak in the territory of love, and at worst, they must have an advantage. In this kind of game that is not dangerous but can hurt people's hearts, it always ends in the defeat of one party, and there is no tie in the game of love, only the compromise of men or the submission of women.

Yang Caiwei admits that she has been a girl with no ambition since she was a child, she is not like Jiang Sisi, who always wants to take the lead, and is always the class president and then the student union cadre and then the chairman every semester, she doesn't have much power. She is not a person who needs to be strong everywhere, this strong light is even sharp to the point that the people around her can no longer be silent and tolerant, she is not a mother, she has been a woman who has love first from the beginning, if there is no object worthy of her love and dedication, she will never give her love, even if she is committed to marriage, love is still proud. Once she has the object to give and fall in love with, she will be desperate to throw herself into the flames for love.

From friendship to love, Yang Caiwei, who was not sleepy, took out many things in the past bit by bit to recall and savor, until Yang Caiwei, who felt a sensitive body reaction because Zhao Huchen's hand on her chest was tightened, came back to her senses, the curtains had revealed a hint of white, and the room that was originally so dark that she couldn't see her fingers was also covered with a layer of subtle light.

Quietly holding Zhao Huchen's wrist, he lightly took the hand away from his soft and firm chest, and the nightgown that looked a little messy because of the passing of the night was scattered on his body, occasionally revealing a trace of spring light, which was enough to make any man crazy.

Gently lifted the quilt, Yang Caiwei tidied up the bathrobe and stood by the window staring at Zhao Huchen's sleeping face, she smiled slightly She set up the quilt, and then walked to the window with bare feet, opened a gap, the light outside squeezed through the gap and shone on Yang Caiwei's face, the sky outside was still blue, the sun could not be seen, but the sunlight had indeed dispelled the darkness, and the slowly bustling streets indicated that the city that had woken up in the night had begun to prepare for the arrival of a new day.

Standing in the room of the hotel, Yang Caiwei looked at the hospital where Jiang Sisi was lying in the distance by means of high altitude, gently crossed his hands and put them in his heart, holding all the past and grievances in the palm of his hand, Yang Caiwei said softly, go all the way.

With her hands outstretched, it was as if countless invisible things flew out of her hands, and then fluttered, fluttered.

Yang Caiwei's expression was also relieved.

No matter how cold this world is, no matter how complicated this society is, no matter how numb people's hearts are, there are always some things that are worth thinking about in your heart, and it has little to do with the quality of a person's surname.

After doing all this, Yang Caiwei closed the curtains again, feeling that her body was much lighter, she quietly got into the quilt, turned around to face Zhao Huchen, who was still sleeping, a naughty smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, stretched out her crystal clear fingers like green onions, and pointed at the corners of Zhao Huchen's mouth with a slightly cool finger, like a mischievous Yang Caiwei saw Zhao Huchen's eyes open suddenly before she could laugh.

With a soft snort, Yang Caiwei, who was caught off guard, subconsciously closed her eyes like a child who had done something bad and was caught, and her body wanted to shrink back, but she was caught by Zhao Huchen.

Zhao Huchen's hands familiarly reoccupied the highland that he had mastered for a few hours, feeling the softness and firmness that belonged to him alone, and he endured the impulses of his body one after another, took the little girl in his arms in his arms, and said with a wicked smile: "Was there a kitten doing bad things just now?" ”

Feeling the familiar feeling of being mastered in her chest, Yang Caiwei, who was half of her body numb, could only shake her head pitifully.

Zhao Huchen didn't speak again, just turned over and pressed on Yang Caiwei's body, the loose bathrobes on the two of them had already scattered after a few tosses, and their bodies overlapped each other, and they almost felt the most primitive contact from the bodies with different surnames.

For both of them, this was the first time they had touched the edge of the forbidden fruit, and the stimulation and the most primitive impulses from their bodies made their breathing short.

Yang Caiwei's body was stiff, her sensitive body could feel that her bathrobe had given up her position, and the scattered bathrobe could not resist the contact from Zhao Huchen's body at all, the bodies of the two people were tightly attached to each other, and she could feel the symbol of the man's erection underneath.

(To be continued)