Chapter 202: Belonging in the Heart
Li Xiu's hidden love Zhang Ziwen didn't notice it at all, in his subconscious, he has always regarded Li Xiu, who is older than himself, as his sister, she looks too much like He Li, and is more gentle than He Li, Zhang Ziwen himself likes to go to the flower shop very much, the long time of hard and intense training, the boring military camp life made him find a harbor where he can temporarily relax, and Li Xiu's small flower shop was the place he longed for the most at that time, because there was a Li Xiu who looked like his sister waiting for him, As soon as he arrived at the flower shop, he could get Li Xiu's infinite gentleness, he could eat delicious meals in her flower shop, drink Green Island beer specially prepared for him, and at the end there was a cup of fragrant tea in front of him, everything in the flower shop made him feel warm, everything was so natural, so warm, so that Zhang Ziwen, who came out of the iron-blooded military camp on vacation, felt the care and tenderness of his sister in this small flower shop, and there was a little secret in his heart, Li Xiu's beautiful eyes were his favorite to see, Those beautiful eyes can speak, and they can speak warm words......
Yiren has gone, and Sister Xiu's gentle and beautiful eyes that can speak, he will never see them again...... Zhang Ziwen's sadness at the moment can be imagined, borrowing wine to eliminate sorrow and sorrow, and the wine opened another bottle, he wanted to temporarily paralyze the sad mood, but no matter how the wine was drunk, it couldn't stop the spring-like sorrow, so kind, what a gentle and considerate Li Xiu, it was so gone, thinking that he would never see her again, Zhang Ziwen's heart was dripping blood, and his heart was painful.
Wang Bing stopped Zhang Ziwen's hand that raised his glass frequently, sighed and said, "Brother...... Don't drink it anymore, you're useless like this, she's gone, you can't save her life if you torture yourself like this, don't drink it......"
“…… Old Captain...... Please tell me...... She...... How to get there? Zhang Ziwen's tears slid down the corners of his eyes, and the grief in his eyes made people's hearts ache.
Wang Bing could feel Zhang Ziwen's grief at the moment, and said with a sigh: "Terminally ill, she has a terminal illness, I went to the hospital before she left, she was already dying at that time, and she was still reading your name when she left, hey...... The look in her eyes that she wants to see you is really heartbreaking...... "Wang Bing couldn't say any more, he really didn't want to think back to Li Xiu's eyes when he was dying, those eyes were too sad, with too much nostalgia and concern......
“…… She was still thinking of me when she was leaving? Zhang Ziwen muttered in his mouth, his heart was like a knife, a little out of breath, he couldn't control his sadness, his hands covered his face, but he couldn't stop the well-flowing tears, this iron-blooded and soft-hearted man's body was trembling slightly, he could imagine Li Xiu's endless regrets, his heart hurt like a knife, it hurt.
Wang Bing could understand Zhang Ziwen's sad mood at the moment, he patted Zhang Ziwen's shoulder, and he comforted him softly: "Brother, don't think about it anymore, I believe that Li Xiu doesn't want to see you like this in the spirit of the sky...... Wang Bing said this, remembered one thing, and then said to Zhang Ziwen: "By the way...... I almost forgot to tell you that she also has a younger sister, and it was her sister who told me that Li Xiu was critically ill, and she came to the army to look for you, wanting to find you to see her sister for the last time, but ...... I didn't dare to tell her about your expulsion from the military, I really can't open my mouth about this kind of faceless thing, I can only help you go to the hospital for you to see Li Xiu for the last time......" Wang Bing let out a long sigh after speaking, Zhang Ziwen's expulsion from the military has always been a thorn in his heart, he is unwilling to touch the face of Zhang Ziwen who left the army, he has tried his best to hide Li Xiu and her sister.
“…… Sister Xiu still has a sister? Zhang Ziwen removed the hand covering his face, his eyes were already very red and swollen, and his cheeks were full of tears.
"What? You still don't know that Li Xiu has a sister? Wang Bing looked at Zhang Ziwen a little strangely.
Zhang Ziwen shook his head lightly and said, "...... I don't know, I've never heard Sister Xiu mention it, where is her sister? Still on Green Island? I would love to meet her, to ask her if she needs help, and if it would be better if I could take care of her sister for Xiu, I would like to do my best......"
Wang Bing thought for a while and said, "She...... It doesn't seem to be in Green Island, I remember that she seemed to say that she was admitted to some flight attendant, by the way, she should be in Zhonghai City, yes, I remember she said China Shipping Airlines......"
"China Shipping Airlines?" Zhang Ziwen said in a lost voice, his heart chuckled, isn't An Yun in China Shipping Airlines?
"That's right, it's China Shipping Airlines." Wang Bing felt slightly strange about Zhang Ziwen's reaction, and then said a little suddenly: By the way, it is the airline where you fought against the hijacking, maybe you have seen it or not, Li Xiu's sister is likely to be the flight attendant of the plane, and her sister is the same as Li Xiu, she is very beautiful. ”
"That'...... So what's her last name? Zhang Ziwen's heart was pounding, could it really be such a coincidence? An Yun also lost her sister, it can't really be her, right? Her surname is Ann? At this moment, he had a faint premonition.
"Ann...... What's coming, by the way, An Yun, Li Xiu has her father's surname, and her sister has her mother's surname, and she is called An Yun. Wang Binghe said affirmatively, he was very impressed by An Yun, the girl's beautiful eyes were very smart, as if she could speak.
“…… An Yun ...... It's really An Yun......" Zhang Ziwen muttered in his mouth, he had a feeling of being about to suffocate, no wonder she kept hating me, hated me for not seeing her sister for the last time, she turned out to be Sister Xiu's sister, it turned out that she had never recognized the wrong person.
"What's wrong? Have you really seen An Yun? Wang Bing heard it clearly.
Zhang Ziwen nodded and said a little gloomily: "...... Yes, she lives in my house now, I met her in Tokyo, she also helped me out at that time, and then met me on the plane, and now An Yun is recognized by my sister as a sister, but this sister hates me as a brother. ”
"Hate you? How could An Yun hate you? 2 years ago, she rushed to the army to find you, and looking at her anxious appearance, she really seemed to regard you as her own brother-in-law. Wang Bing was a little incomprehensible, he could see the mentality of An Yun looking for Zhang Ziwen at the beginning.
Zhang Ziwen sighed and said, "Hey, this is a long story, because I didn't know that she was Sister Xiu's sister at that time, and I had a lot of misunderstandings with her, hey...... I also murdered her......"
After Zhang Ziwen finished speaking, he was full of apologies for An Yun in his heart, how he would meet An Yun in Tokyo at the moment, and all the holidays between him and her were narrated, after speaking, Zhang Ziwen shook his head a little regretfully and said, "...... At that time, I always thought that she recognized the wrong person, scolded me and scolded me badly, I have always regarded her as a vexatious and arrogant girl, sometimes she was provoked by her and murdered her, now I think about it, she really didn't wronged me, am I just a negative person? Sister Xiu was so good to me, I didn't even see her to the last side, I ...... I hate it...... I hate myself so much......" Zhang Ziwen finished speaking, grabbing his hair in pain, he hated that he didn't contact Li Xiu again after leaving the army, and hated why he was embarrassed to see her again, if it wasn't for his deliberate avoidance of Li Xiu, maybe he would have been able to see her for the last time, but it's too late to say anything now......
Wang Bing looked at Zhang Ziwen's painful appearance, reached out and held Zhang Ziwen's masochistic hand, and comforted softly: "Brother, don't blame yourself like this, there are many things that you can't think of, but now it's okay, An Yun has lived in your home, and you can take care of her, which is also a great luck in misfortune, to say that there is really such a coincidence in this world, the world is so big, you and An Yun can meet, this kind of coincidence shows that many things are destined in the dark......" Speaking of this, Wang Bing said in a somewhat relieved tone: "...... It may be that Li Xiu has a spirit in the sky, send her sister to you, let you take good care of her sister for her in the future, brother, cheer up, and compensate everything you owe Li Xiu to An Yun, be kind to her, the previous misunderstanding can be eliminated, be kind to An Yun, and hurt her is the greatest compensation for Li Xiu. ”
Zhang Ziwen sighed, nodded lightly and said, "...... Maybe it's really like what you said, it's really Sister Xiu who sent An Yun to me in the sky...... I...... will not take care of An Yun as entrusted by Sister Xiu. After Zhang Ziwen finished speaking, he secretly made a promise in his heart, Sister Xiu, please rest assured, An Yun is now by my side, I will take good care of her for you, and I will not let her suffer half a cent of grievances in the future.
Wang Bing looked at Zhang Ziwen's sadness and felt slightly less, patted him on the shoulder and said: "Okay, let's stop the unhappy things now, don't think about it, talk about something else, men should be a little manly, even if you cry, look at what you have become now, don't you wipe your face, let people see what it will become, doesn't this disgrace the face of our soldiers?" ”
Tonight is to pick up the old captain, and if it goes on like this, it is really depressing, and it is indeed unbearable for the old captain, after listening to him, Zhang Ziwen forcibly suppressed the sadness in his heart, wiped the tears on his cheeks with his hands, and said with a cheerful face: "The old captain said yes, I don't want to, come, brother will have a drink with you." After Zhang Ziwen finished speaking, he raised the cup in his hand.
Wang Bing smiled: "Hehe, that's right, but this cup is almost the same, let's have 3 bottles, enough, you are not suitable for drinking today, okay, this is the last glass." After Wang Bing finished speaking, he clinked glasses with him.
Zhang Ziwen took out the wine in the cup and said, "Wait for next time?" Is it okay not to drink tonight, and you don't have to wait for the next time you come back? Let's continue tomorrow, we have a rare reunion, and this wine brother must accompany the old captain to drink well. Zhang Ziwen pondered in his heart that the old captain was right, his state tonight was indeed no longer suitable for drinking with him, and it seemed that he could only accompany the old captain well tomorrow.
Wang Bing shook his head and said: "No, I have to go back to the army with the chief tomorrow, hehe, I can't drink this wine tomorrow, but you and my brother spend a lot of time drinking together, and when you return to the army, we will get drunk once." ”
"You're leaving tomorrow, huh? In such a hurry? You didn't stay much last time, at that time, the brothers were bastard, and there was nothing to entertain you, and now the brothers are finally a little promising, how can you let the brothers do their best to be landlords, this time you can't ask the old chief for a few more days off? The comrades-in-arms who once lived and died together will leave tomorrow, and Zhang Ziwen's tone is very reluctant.
"Hehe, no, what kind of leave do you have to ask for now? It's so bad to carry out the overseas mission this time, the old chief won't grant leave, and he has to hurry back to train those recruits, hehe, you kid is ready to go back to the army, damn, without your help, it's really hard for Lao Tzu to hold on alone. Wang Bing thought that Zhang Ziwen was about to return to the army, and his words became rough and rough when he was excited.
Back to the troops? Hearing Wang Bing mention the matter of returning to the army again, Zhang Ziwen's heart jumped slightly, facing the old captain, his thoughts were not as sober as when facing the general, at this moment Zhang Ziwen's eyes became a little gloomy, he was afraid that he would not be able to return to the army, now he is not the same as he was at the beginning, he is not a bachelor who feeds the whole family alone, there are women at home who love him deeply, they absolutely refuse to let themselves be troops, Zhang Ziwen does not know how to respond to the old captain, looking at Wang Bing when he mentioned that he was a little excited when he returned to the army, he was a little chaotic in his heart, he could only be silent.
Wang Bing's eyes were sharp, he saw that Zhang Ziwen's expression was a little inappropriate, and asked tentatively, "What's wrong?" Why did you say that when you go back to the army, you have such an expression? This is not quite the same as your previous reaction, don't tell me you don't want to go back to the army. Wang Bing felt a little bad in his heart.
Zhang Ziwen glanced at Wang Bing and said in a deep voice: "...... Old captain, don't be upset when I say it, I may not be able to go back to this unit, because now I am not the same as before, I didn't think deeply when the chief told me today, I went to patronize and be happy, and afterwards I felt that it was a little inappropriate to go back to the army, because the women in my family need me to take care of them, my career is in its infancy, and now I can't leave it at all, and more importantly, I can't leave my family, and I won't leave them. After saying this, Zhang Ziwen felt a sense of relief for no reason, he could feel his heart at the moment, his belonging was no longer the army he once loved, it was already the past, and now, his real belonging is his warm home.
Wang Bing was worried that things would come out of Zhang Ziwen's mouth, and he was anxious: "Damn, which tendon is wrong for you?" You begged the old chief to restore your military status and honor, and the old chief and I both knew that you loved the army, cherished your honor, and longed to return to the barracks, so you thought of the law to help you run away and beg for help, do you know? The old chief went to the Military Commission to ask for someone for you, and now that the matter is basically done, you won't come back, damn, isn't there something wrong with you? Wang Bing's eyes widened like brass bells.
Zhang Ziwen wiped a trace of apology in his eyes, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I can only say I'm sorry, please believe, I'm not on a whim, I've decided on this matter, I'm sorry ......"
(To be continued)