Chapter 484: Go back to your hometown to save love

Since Nan Zhenhai came to work in the county, he has been living in the courtyard of this urban village, which is not very large. Like the courtyards of other urban villages, there are three main houses and two stove houses, and the yards are not big, and cars cannot drive into them at all.

As soon as I entered the door, I heard Nan Zhenhai ask at home, "Old Zhou, who is here?" ”

Zhou Fanglian glanced at Yuan Xiaosheng and said, "It's Xiaosheng who is here." Although the tone was light, it was quite kind, and he did not call Yuan Xiaosheng the former deputy mayor like Nan Zhenhai, and after finishing speaking, he turned to Yuan Xiaosheng and said: "Xiaoqin is on the second floor, you can go up by yourself." Obviously, she didn't want Yuan Xiaosheng to meet her husband Nan Zhenhai.

Yuan Xiaosheng nodded and went straight to the second floor. Nan Suqin obviously heard the following voices, after Yuan Xiaosheng entered the door, Nan Suqin sat on the sofa and read a book, but at a glance, he knew that he was doing it.

"Suqin, are you okay?" After Yuan Xiaosheng went in, he sat down on the sofa opposite.

For the last time Nan Suqin left a letter from Tiaoshan inexplicably, Yuan Xiaosheng thought about many reasons, but they were all overturned by himself one by one, so he is still at a loss, the only possibility is that Nan Suqin knows about the matter between herself and Fu Ying and Wang Yunping, and she can't accept it psychologically after all.

"What are you doing here?" Nan Suqin's tone was light, and she didn't seem to welcome Yuan Xiaosheng's arrival.

Yuan Xiaosheng had no choice but to be patient, and smiled: "It's nothing, I just want to see you." He didn't have anything to say and asked, "What books are you reading?" ”

Nan Suqin flipped through the book and showed the book cover in front of Yuan Xiaosheng, which read: Jane Eyre.

In order to ease the atmosphere, Yuan Xiaosheng said in a joking tone: "It's really impressive, I don't think I'll see you for a few months, your taste has improved a lot." ”

In Yuan Xiaosheng's memory, Nan Suqin never read these difficult and difficult masterpieces, and most of the books she read would only read some fashion magazines based on pictures, such as "Jane Eyre", Nan Suqin would not move.

Yuan Xiaosheng deliberately said this sentence did not make Nan Suqin's expression change much, and the result was that Nan Suqin buckled the book on the coffee table in front of him.

"You go to work, don't come to see me. Between us...... It's over. ”

After a long silence, tears gradually blurred Nam Suqin's eyes.

Nan Suqin is a cheerful, fashion-chasing girl, she has lived in all kinds of pampering since she was a child, tears have always been something she doesn't know anything, but today her eyes are full again. This made Yuan Xiaosheng's heart can't help but entangle. To tell the truth, Yuan Xiaosheng didn't want to make Nan Suqin sad, and he didn't want to watch Nan Suqin sad. Over the years, Yuan Xiaosheng has regarded Nan Suqin as the most important part of his life, just like the love between husband and wife, which has completely surpassed the love between men and women, but is an inseparable family affection.

"Suqin, tell me what happened and why you left me such a letter that day. I'm sure that's not what you really think. ”

Facing Nan Suqin with tears in his eyes, Yuan Xiaosheng was a little excited, and wanted to go up and hold Nan Suqin's hand, but his body moved, but he still held back.

"Don't ask, that's what I really think. I'm not going to help you in any way, so let's forget it. Don't come to me again. Maybe...... Maybe...... After leaving me, you can find a girl who is more suitable for you. ”

As Nan Suqin spoke, she turned her back and quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Suqin, I really didn't expect you to have such thoughts. Am I such a snob? ”

Yuan Xiaosheng didn't expect Nan Suqin to say such a thing, a pimple was twisted between his eyebrows, his eyes were staring at Nan Suqin, but there was an indescribable tenderness in his heart.

"Whether you like to admit it or not, it's true. People change with time and status. ”

After a long silence, Nan Suqin said coldly.

"But I haven't changed, I haven't changed. I'll admit that there are some things that I do to be sorry for you, but you know, it's all a last resort, and I don't want to do that myself, but...... Forget it, forget it, I was wrong, I admit it, I apologize to you. ”

Yuan Xiaosheng's defense seemed a little pale and weak, but this was also the first time that Yuan Xiaosheng took the initiative to express his thoughts after being with Nan Suqin.

"Whether you believe it or not, I can only tell you that I have not changed my mind."

Perhaps in order to make what he just said more convincing, Yuan Xiaosheng made a little addition. But this addition is somewhat like a footnote to a speech, which itself is empty, and even a comment is a big deal.

However, as Nan Suqin said, it is an indisputable fact that people change with time and status. It was too difficult for Yuan Xiaosheng, the deputy mayor, to express his inner tenderness.

"I believe in you, it's me who is not good, it's that I don't think I'm worthy of you. Let's go. Nam Suqin continued.

"Okay. It's okay for you to let me go, but you have to tell me, why is that? ”

Nan Suqin's persistence made Yuan Xiaosheng not know what to do, although he still insisted, he already had a wavering heart. After all, he is now the deputy mayor, and the influence of his status inevitably makes Yuan Xiaosheng's heart begin to dilute the personal feelings of his children. In reality, he has deeply understood that the so-called love such as the mountain alliance and the sea oath is only a part of life, but not the whole story. Whether it is Nan Suqin, Fu Ying, or Tian Xiaorong, what they will have to face in the future is a cumbersome life, rather than being a day long. The love between men and women is really insignificant to the meaning of a man's life. Because it only exists in one stage of life, after which you will feel that it is just **.

"Why do you have to know this, don't you think you know, for you and me, it's completely unnecessary?" Nan Shuqin had tears in her eyes, but her tone was very resolute.

Yuan Xiaosheng didn't know what to say anymore, so he was silent for a while, so he had to stand up and say: "Suqin, I know that I have made many unforgivable mistakes, but I still want to ask you to believe me, I love you and am willing to grow old with you." If...... If you really can't forgive me, I can't help it. That...... I'll be gone. ”

At the moment when Yuan Xiaosheng's legs were about to leave, he still hesitated, and stood there in a daze without moving. He didn't know if he was going, whether it would be forever, he held a breath in his chest, and couldn't help but force tears into his eyes, hurriedly reached out and touched it, and hurriedly left Nan Suqin's room.

After hearing the roar of the car starting, Nan Suqin completely collapsed on the sofa, and the grievances accumulated in her heart suddenly poured out, and tears rushed down, crying and crying. It's a pity that Yuan Xiaosheng has already heard all this......

Because he failed to implement the spirit of his father's instructions, the family must not be able to go back, at least for the time being. After coming out of Nan Suqin's room, Zhou Fanglian only glanced at the window and didn't come out, Yuan Xiaosheng looked into the room and saw that Nan Zhenhai was sitting there with a black face, and it was inconvenient to go in, so he simply went back to the city.

On the road, the driver saw that Yuan Xiaosheng's mood was not high, and he didn't know the inside story, so he didn't know how to say: "Mayor Yuan, it's not that I'm too talkative, this Nan Zhenhai is too ignorant of lifting, you ran to his house, and he didn't even come out to greet him." ”

Yuan Xiaosheng knew the driver and had no other intentions, but he was also a little impatient and said, "Drive your car." ”

The car went all the way to Yinan City, and Yuan Xiaosheng called home on the way and explained the situation to his mother, of course, he inevitably had to complain.

When he was about to arrive in the city, Chen Hao's phone called again, saying that he had selected a few places, and said the names of the selected places one by one, which were nothing more than some of the more high-end hotels in the city.

Yuan Xiaosheng deliberately took out an angry tone and said, "I said Chen Hao, it's too much for you to do this." Where, you just choose and tell me, why make it so complicated. Immediately felt that something was wrong with the situation, so he asked: "In addition to Tian Xiaorong, did you have someone else to date?" ”

Sure enough, Chen Hao laughed twice and said: "There is no one, just a classmate in our class, you all know each other, one Ma Zhiming, one Liu Jian." Liu Jian, this kid can play big now, quit his job, and started a real estate business, two or three years of hard work, and now it can be said that he has made a lot of money. I heard that I invited you to dinner, so you must be Dongdong, and I really can't save face, so I agreed to him, if you think it's not appropriate, I'll call him right away and say it. ”

Putting aside the relationship with Chen Hao's classmates, Chen Hao is still Chen Zitong's son-in-law, and he also helped a lot when he was in Tiaoshan, so he still has to give this face.

Although Yuan Xiaosheng was unhappy in his heart, he still agreed and said, "Okay, but you can't do this kind of surprise attack next time." After a pause, he continued, "The place is still up to you." I'm new to the city, so I'm not familiar with it. Immediately remembered the last time Ni Weiping and others had a treat, but he couldn't say it clearly, so he advised: "However, there is one thing you have to pay attention to, we are also classmates gathering, don't be too extravagant, let alone talk about any pomp." Also, there can be no more episodes. Do you understand? ”

Chen Hao hurriedly replied a few times: "You can rest assured." There will never be any more episodes. ”

However, this dinner, Yuan Xiaosheng still failed to make it in the end. At about 5:50 p.m., Zhang Minglin, secretary general of the municipal party committee, suddenly called to inform him that a meeting would be held at 7 o'clock in the evening in the small conference room of the municipal party committee, and the theme of the meeting would be a briefing on the recent situation of cadre discipline and work style.