"Awake?"

"I don't know, I'm scared, I've never been so scared, because I can't wake up from a dream."

Canglong looked at Feng Tingting, she lowered her head, like a frightened kitten, worried about the danger that might come around her, Canglong's question seemed to be just a subconscious answer.

At the moment when Feng Tingting jumped down, she didn't have any fear or worry, but when she opened her eyes and saw the scene of the rapid decline, she subconsciously wanted to close her eyes, especially when she saw the clear mountains and rocks under the moonlight, she had a lot of thoughts, as Canglong said, even in a dream, she would be afraid.

As the speed became faster and the distance became closer and closer, Feng Tingting finally couldn't help but close her eyes, but everything around her felt so clear, she self-hypnotized herself, making herself feel that all this was a dream, wake up quickly, wake up quickly, but when that moment of tension made her body feel like a sharp pain about to tear and move, she opened her eyes again, she was afraid.

The fear was not because she was awake, on the contrary, she felt that the dream was so long, what that terrible person had done, that she could actually make herself feel all this clearly, as if it were all real, and at that time she began to worry, began to be afraid, and she couldn't wake up from fear.

Until she was hung on the cliff, blown by the cold wind, the sweat stains on her body became cold, and her body couldn't help but have a shuddering coldness, and there was silence around her, no people, and no wild beasts, at that moment she thought about a lot of things, until her fear finally couldn't help but show on her face.

Finally, someone pulled her up, she thought she was saved, but this was the beginning of the nightmare, the person who pulled her up, pushed her down again, kept repeating, kept experiencing this terrible scene, and finally she cried in fright, nervous, never felt so real, so cruel.

Until she saw this strange person again, she answered his question almost subconsciously, she only thought of it as a nightmare, and although the nightmare was real, she hoped that it would end soon, soon.

"Remember what happened on May 18 in XX year?" Canglong asked suddenly.

When she heard this date, Feng Tingting suddenly raised her head, looked at Canglong in fear, and then suddenly covered her ears, as if she was frightened, and shouted: "No, I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen"

Ye Menglong, who was watching from a distance, was a little unbearable, because it was too cruel for a little girl, and she forgot what she should have forgotten, but it was mentioned today, which was tantamount to another stab in her heart, but she didn't go over, because Canglong had an explanation.

"Even if you don't want to listen, but she is still engraved in your mind, so that you can never forget, I know, in fact, you have always known, but you are not willing to accept that your mother's death is because of you, if it is not you" Canglong said a lot.

As his tone accelerated, Feng Tingting became more and more nervous and trembling, and in the end, sweat broke out on her face, as if she was afraid, and she seemed to be unwilling to face it, if any normal person encountered such a scene, he couldn't help it, but Ye Menglong clearly saw that Canglong's face did not have any sympathy, but was cold as if it was covered with frost.

"No, don't say it, please, don't say it, it's a dream, yes, it's all a dream, it's not true, mom and dad are alive and well, it's a dream, I'm married, I'm married, I'm married, you're my nightmare" Feng Tingting said to herself, unwilling to believe it.

"Self-hypnosis is useless, because you have already experienced the moment of life and death just now, so your self-enclosed brain will not help you, no matter what you do, your dream will not wake up, because that is the dream, here is the reality, your mother died because of you, no matter how cruel it is." Canglong said coldly.

Feng Tingting picked up the teacup on the table and threw it at Canglong, shouting as if crazy: "You nightmare, get out, you get out of the way, it's not true, it's not!" ”

"You know it's true, it's just that you don't want to admit it, people are always willing to choose the choice they want, just like you go to fortune telling, when the fortune teller says something about you, you will be convinced, the brain self-ignores other things that are not accurate, this is human choice, but today your brain self-hypnosis can't help you, because I am, maybe say, I am a nightmare in your reality, not a nightmare in your nightmare." Canglong calmly caught the teacup, and when he saw that she was about to run, he was pulled back by Canglong, pressed her hand on the table, and looked into her eyes.

Feng Tingting wanted to escape, but in the end she calmed down, her eyes became dull, Ye Menglong on the side couldn't stand it anymore, and wanted to stop it, because Canglong's words were too vicious, and it was too cruel to a little girl, and even she couldn't accept it.

But at this moment, Canglong said again: "Your mother's death is not your fault, people always like to bear too much responsibility on their bodies, because of guilt, so they blame themselves, and always feel that they are comfortable with something on their backs, but some responsibilities should not be borne by you, even if there are your factors in it, even if everyone thinks it is your fault, but in fact, you are not wrong." ”

"Why is this my fault, if it weren't for me, my mother wouldn't have had a car accident, she wouldn't have died for protecting me, it's all my willfulness, it's all me who ruined this originally happy home, I don't have the face to face my father, I don't have the face to face my grandparents, I don't have the face to face my grandparents, I face all my family, why, why do you want me to wake up, I have forgotten." Feng Tingting suddenly looked at Canglong, with some doubts in her eyes, and a little hatred.

"Because you need not to let go of your responsibilities, because your existence is also important in their hearts, if your mother's departure can't let you grow up, then your life is a tragedy, and what you do is not only a tragedy in your life, but also a tragedy in the life of your loved ones who are still alive, because they are also worried about you." Canglong's tone was a little softer, but he still had no feelings.

"They are all blaming me, I can't wait for me" Feng Tingting didn't dare to continue, since her mother died, every time she saw her father and saw her closest people, there was a kind of estrangement, that feeling was from the heart, and she couldn't face it, so she hypnotized herself, closed herself, and even thought about ending it all, but she didn't have the courage to commit suicide.

"Whether they blame you or not, you always have to face it, not to run away, your mother's death, although there are reasons for you, but you can't take all the responsibility on you, disasters sometimes really can't be avoided, life is so strange, but we can't be defeated by disasters, the dead are gone, but the living need you more." Canglong comforted.

Finally, Feng Tingting's face calmed down, and if you look at her expression carefully, you will find that her eyes are flickering, as if she is hesitating about something, and she is still struggling in her heart, making choices between facing and escaping.

At this time, Canglong knew very well that if she didn't do something, then Feng Tingting was likely to go two ways, either to commit suicide, or to return to her closed world again, to treat reality as a dream, and it would be more serious, and the final result would also be to end her life, but she would think it was in her "dream".

"Is someone waiting for you, would you like to go with me to meet him?" Canglong said suddenly.

"Who?" Feng Tingting was a little nervous.

"You'll know if you go, if you're willing to face it." Canglong said calmly, "Give yourself a chance, and give the people around you a chance, it's not that you don't have a choice, but you just limit your choice." ”

Feng Tingting fell silent again, but after a while, she nodded and said she was willing, until now Canglong felt that her treatment was a third of the success, at least she recognized that this was the reality, and then it was up to Principal Feng himself, no one could help them at this point, after all, he was not the main person involved in this matter.

"You've got a set, but your method is hard to accept." Feng Tingting returned to the car, and Ye Menglong said such a sentence when he said goodbye to him.

"I succeeded, didn't I?" Canglong asked rhetorically, and then started the car and left Xuelong Mountain.

When they returned to No. 1 Middle School again, it was already early in the morning, Canglong took Feng Tingting to the door of the principal's office, and found that the light was still on, Feng Tingting stood at the door and hesitated: "Who are we going to see?" ”

"Headmaster, your father, have you forgotten?" Canglong said, carefully pushed open the door, and Feng Tingting saw a tired and anxious face from the crack in the door, the ashtray on the table was full, and there was still a half-unfinished cigarette burning, and the ash was extended from beginning to end, obviously this cigarette did not take a few puffs.

Everyone has a father image in their hearts, Feng Tingting is no exception, she remembers that her father is not a smoker, and he is not such a sloppy image now, he has always been gentle and elegant, and he has never spoken loudly.

When she saw him like this, she couldn't help but feel moved in her heart, but she hesitated and didn't dare to go in, she looked at Canglong and seemed to be praying for something, but Canglong shook his head and said: "Sometimes, facing is not as difficult as imagined, you just need to let go of something, no matter what, it is your father in front of you, and what do you think he is anxious about?" ”

"Because of me?" Feng Tingting looked at him, and then fell into deep self-blame.

After a few minutes of hesitation, she suddenly gritted her teeth and made up her mind to walk in, Canglong didn't follow, just stood at the door and listened to the movement inside.

At the moment of entering, Feng Tingting thought about a lot of scenarios in her mind, she thought that her father would scold her, or ignore her, but none of this happened, the moment she saw her daughter, Principal Feng was stunned for a few seconds, and then stood up and walked over and hugged her.

Feng Tingting clearly felt her father's strength, and his body was trembling