Chapter 295: Suffocating to death

The wooden structure of the Qing Palace, the melodious pipa and the erhu fluttering dàng in the bar, do not seem to match, the modern bar and the unique style of the Qing Palace are mixed together, the strong contradiction and conflict with the contrast of the collision of sè color, and the pursuit of wine here, the extreme contradiction and stimulation, seems to be shadowing the contradiction of society, the contradiction of humanity, and the contradiction of ideals. 【Reading.com】

A very abstract bar, seemingly nondescript, but has the impact of touching and impacting the human heart, Cheng Xiaoyu does not understand art, he just feels a strange impact in this bar, playing with ancient songs, drinking foreign wine, it seems that here you do not deepen the contradiction, you will stay here in vain.

In the corner, Cheng Xiaoyu found the target, this was the first time he met Mo Tianyu, the strong bookish anger on the other party was being covered by the dead silence, there were two pots on the square table, pistachios, peanuts, dried beef ròu, shredded squid, with red oil belly silk and wax ròu three silks that obviously would not be available in ordinary bars, one or two wine glasses, pour themselves to drink, saw Cheng Xiaoyu coming, raised his eyelids, turned an upturned wine glass on the table, and motioned him to sit.

Take off your shirt and smell the two-pot head that is obviously puree, exquisite, from food to wine to wear, everywhere is exquisite, even the posture of drinking is exquisite.

"Have some drinks with me." Mo Tianyu took out a bottle of red wine under the seat, looked at it and smiled self-deprecatingly, put it down casually, and poured a glass for Cheng Xiaoyu.

Don't speak, don't speak, you have a cup and I have a cup, you pour a cup and I pour a cup.

If you look at it from the perspective of ordinary people, the two have not become the basis of the enemy, and even until today, the two are meeting for the first time, so how can they talk about life and death, but they still talk about it.

"You're luckier than me." After a few glasses of wine, it was obvious that Mo Tianyu was a little drunk, chewed a piece of beef ròu dry, sat up straight and looked at Cheng Xiaoyu for the first time.

"Luck is also a kind of fate." Cheng Xiaoyu drank all the wine in the cup, the spicy feeling filled his whole body, his expression was slightly painful, and he opened the second pot head of another bottle on the table and poured it for each other.

This wine has a special taste, not sweet enough but full of charm.

"Huh." Mo Tianyu was drunk, but it still didn't affect him to continue his elegant and delicate state, took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket, and just took it out, Cheng Xiaoyu put a small iron box on the table, and a stack of cigarette papers.

Drink two pots of head and roll dry tobacco, this is enough taste.

With cigarettes, alcohol, snacks, an environment, and an atmosphere, it seems that the concepts of chatting and drinking are overlapping.

In the distance, Li Yuhang and Fan Tiena looked at the two people who spoke sporadically, there was no communication, and there was no eye in the eye, but the taste of drinking came out.

"I can't figure it out." Fan Tiena couldn't explain everything in front of her with the precision of a computer, she didn't understand that two people who were already dead and alive could still sit and drink together, and they also drank the atmosphere, which was very puzzled.

Li Yuhang lit a cigarette and sighed: "Men are animals that are more difficult to analyze rationally than women, and when men are emotional, they are far more than women. ”

"I want to kill him." Fan Tiena said bluntly.

"The price you paid for killing him is too big, so big that you and I can't afford it, Vice Chairman Zou is investigating below, don't you understand what it means?" Li Yuhang sighed again, the taste of rootless duckweed is really uncomfortable, he can become a close friend with Mo Tianyu, because he is the orphan of the martyrs, he is equal to nothing, the surname gives them the capital to stand on the edge of the well since they were born, but when they see the queen of heaven, there is no way to ascend to the sky.

"Look at Tianyu now, ......" Fan Tiena's answer was Mo Tianyu, let her lose the death of reason, that is, Mo Tianyu, she couldn't be indifferent in this matter.

"I can't bear to go to jail, but what can I do? The big picture is set, and nothing can be changed. Special Operations Department, how ridiculous, this Cheng Xiaoyu is actually a person there, and the high-level points are lost all of a sudden, and the ending is like this, which is already good. Picking up the wine glass on the table, he mixed the freshly melted ice cubes with Volga and drank it all, the bitterness spread throughout his body, and he closed his eyes, with a little tears in the corners of his eyes that had never been revealed.

Fan Tiena wanted to stand up several times, but resisted the impulse several times, yes, the overall situation has been decided, who can change it?

"Can people be suffocated to death?" Mo Tianyu drank all the wine, as if he was asking Cheng Xiaoyu, and seemed to be asking himself.

"Suffocation, ridiculous." Cheng Xiaoyu smiled.

Mo Tianyu tilted his head, puzzled.

"Before you suffocate to death, go and see those who are going to run for a living, go and see those who will be happy if they have a bite to eat, you are still suffocating, ridiculous, ridiculous." Cheng Xiaoyu didn't pour wine for Mo Tianyu, poured himself a glass of wine, drank it all, stood up, and left the box of tobacco leaves.

"Goodbye."

Mo Tianyu's expression did not change, but raised a faint smile: "Goodbye." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu left, Mo Tianyu drank the second bottle of wine alone, stood up and walked a little shaky, Li Yuhang and Fan Tiena walked over and were stopped by him.

"I, alone, let's go." Mo Tianyu picked up the tin box on the table, the stimulation of the tobacco leaves made him intoxicated, maybe at this moment, this taste was the most suitable for him.

When he left, he turned his head to look at Li Yuhang and Fan Tiena's eyes, revealing a faint reluctance, which made both of them surprised, and had a faint premonition, I couldn't believe it was true, would he really choose like this?

"Tianyu ......" Fan Tiena grabbed Mo Tianyu's arm, but in exchange for the other party's almost ruthless god, when a certain decision has been made, it seems that something is not important.

Outside the door of the bar, when Cheng Xiaoyu walked out, he saw a big boy with glasses and a strong student atmosphere standing there, delicate and quiet, with a hint of shyness in his eyes, maybe older than the students in school, but you almost can't feel the slightest taste of the world from him, just like a student who has not been in contact with society and has been living in an ivory tower, and Pei Pei has a similar temperament back then.

Seeing Cheng Xiaoyu, the other party smiled shyly and nodded, as if to say hello, but the focus of his eyes was not on Cheng Xiaoyu's body, giving people the impression that the other party was looking behind or behind him, not himself.

Hei Mu drove the car to pick up Cheng Xiaoyu, and when he got into the car, he just saw Mo Tianyu coming out of the bar with a grin, and behind him were Li Yuhang and Fan Tiena, who were following from afar.

"Mo Tianci." Kuroki muttered softly, Cheng Xiaoyu just turned his head, this was the first time he saw the change of mood on Kuroki's face, his gaze stayed on the body of the handsome big boy, chanting the other party's name.

"Huh?"

"The son born to Mo Feng and Vice Chairman Zou's daughter, the real little master of the Mo family, Mo Tianci." Kuroki regained his usual composure, as if the change in mood just now did not belong to him.

"Oh?" Cheng Xiaoyu looked through the car window and watched Mo Tianci walk to his half-brother, stretched out his hand to support the other party, as if he was saying something.

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"Brother, you've drunk too much." Mo Tianci's voice is very good, nǎi oil Xiaosheng taste.

Mo Tianyu glanced behind him, and an unknown smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Have I drunk too much?" Maybe. ”

"I'll help you." Mo Tianci hugged Mo Tianyu.

"Forget it, it's too much." The cloudiness in Mo Tianyu's eyes faded and he regained his clarity.

"It's fine." Mo Tianci turned around and smiled at Li Yuhang and Fan Tiena: "Brother, go all the way." ”

"Haha...... You don't see the water of the Yellow River coming up from the sky...... You don't see Gao Tang Mingjing's sad white hair...... "Mo Tianyu walked forward a little crazy, at this moment, he no longer looked at the front, no longer looked at the back, in his eyes, there was only one way left.

He thought that he was drunk, and drank more than a pound of liquor, but found that he was so sober at the moment, how good it would be if he was drunk.

The more people want to get drunk, the more sober they tend to be.

In a high-rise building in the center of the city, Mo Tianyu has his own house, that home is not his home, here, is his home, Li Yuhang and Fan Tiena were a little relieved when they saw Mo Tianyu return home, and waited at the door for a while before leaving.

Mo Tianyu, who returned home, did not turn on the lights, because he knew all the layout here, everything was done by him, and everything was familiar.

Touch the sofa, touch the bed, touch the ......

People can be suffocated to death, not by Cheng Xiaoyu, but by themselves alive, and enter prison to meet the golden age of his life, he didn't think about it, he couldn't let go, he stubbornly thought that this was the end of everything.

People can be suffocated, suffocated to death, suffocated to death by some people and things that you can't agree with at all, Cheng Xiaoyu, it's just a reason, it's ridiculous Some people always think that the two are facing the situation after the collision, ridiculous and ridiculous! You don't have words to resist, you don't have anything to do, all you need to do is suffocate yourself.

It's difficult, it's really difficult, it's really hard to think of some things to do, some people say it's hard to make money, some people say it's hard to live, some people say it's difficult to support the old and the young, this and that kind of difficulty, the real difficulty is not those, the hardest thing is to let yourself die!

Yes, to die, how hard it is to have the courage to die.

Mo Tianyu sat on the edge of the bed, holding a photo frame in his hand, where there was his mother and his father, who was now high up, and he was in his mother's belly.

Tears flowed uncontrollably, biting his hands, not letting himself cry cowardly, since he was a child, he swore that he would not let himself shed tears, but now, he couldn't hold it back, and that breath really couldn't come up.

Standing in the bathroom to take care of everything, put on new clothes, comb your hair, brush your teeth, wash your face, put the things that should be prepared into your pocket, and looked at yourself in the mirror, Mo Tianyu smiled, an innocent and brilliant smile, a smile that was no longer stained by the world.

"Mom, I'm here."

"Mo Feng, you owe our mother and son, you must pay it back in the next life!"

ps: Don't talk about those who swear, deleting posts is the most respectful way that no self can show people. For some more constructive discussions, I can only say one thing, you are right in the front, and you don't know whether it is right or wrong in the back. Everyone is looking at the flowers in the fog, who has seen it, who has not seen it, who dares to judge the truth or falsehood, dare not talk about participation, and if you can witness it with your own eyes, you don't need to use a few sour words here to exchange for a bucket of rice to wrap your belly, just watch the fun.