The night breeze is blowing, and tonight, there is a cold smell.

Standing on the pedestrian bridge not far from Tongji Hospital, Yang Xiaolan's eyes were a little dull.

The encounter of yesterday and today made her soul suffer endlessly, whether it was the doctor's attitude of ignoring the doctor when she was looking for a doctor, or the appearance of the doctor and nurse who were afraid of being contaminated when doing the examination, she was a little stimulated.

In particular, the mean-looking woman had a conversation with several other doctors when she went for a check-up: "These brain-dead women now, messing around all day long, deserve these diseases!" You said that if you keep to yourself and don't open a room with netizens, will this be the case? This woman has also had a baby, and I don't know if she is married, it is my daughter and I strangled her! It's not a thing! ……”

At that time, because it was a little late and there were no other patients in the outpatient room, she happened to have some questions that she hadn't asked clearly and was about to come back to ask, but she didn't want to listen to them clearly......

And the doctor's treatment plan and explanation to her really didn't have any good effect.

She is not stupid, although this hospital is very famous, but she feels that the service attitude is really not very good, not to say, the attending doctor is still vague in his speech, and he does not mention gene therapy, only says anything about freezing, interleukin, wart removal and the like, and prescribes a lot of drug lists, which are worth more than 15,000 yuan!

Yang Xiaolan thought about it, if the treatment continues like this, it is definitely a bottomless pit, although Zhang Wufeng had already transferred 150,000 yuan to her after chatting on QQ the night before, she still felt that this was just a drop in the bucket.

Doctors in big cities seem to have lost their medical ethics, and only know how to prescribe drugs to expensive and ineffective areas, and have simply forgotten to save lives and help the wounded, at least, after the detailed explanation of the gynecology chief aunt of the county women and children, she already knows a lot about this disease.

So in the face of those doctors who skillfully asked her to prescribe drugs, laser freezing and other treatments, she suddenly felt quite sad.

So, she gave up on treatment.

She found her younger brother who was studying in Wuhan and handed it to him, which contained nearly 170,000 yuan, which was enough for him to finish college and then stand on his own. Her parents, who work in a factory, have a salary of more than 1,000 yuan, but they also have no worries about food and clothing.

Instead of spending all the money to treat the disease now and then working to make money, it is better to give this money to the family to settle and then leave this world by yourself.

In her brand new apple mp4, not very big but mellow voice, she kept singing the song "Leaves" by Ahsan, and tears kept sliding down her somewhat dull eyes.

"If you really repent, find the highest building and jump off by yourself, not to mention liberation, you can also go underground and kneel down to make amends for my father! You, do it for yourself! ”

The angry message sent by his QQ is as clear as an angry roar in his ears, how deeply hurtful it must be to make a man who once didn't even want dignity in front of her to say such heartless words!

yes, he cut off his son, broke his father's last wish, had sex with his friend, and took away his last money...... Looking back, she couldn't believe that she could have done such a great thing on her own!

With such a result, she didn't complain, in fact, she only felt a lot of pressure, and after leaving him, she realized that she couldn't do anything well.

When we were together, we didn't know it, and when we weren't together, we woke up, but really, it was too late.

If there was no betrayal, there might be room for salvation, but now......

Yang Xiaolan suddenly smiled, she felt that at this moment in life, it was really, completely meaningless.

The summer night dew is very heavy, some cold and cold, under the overpass, from time to time drive by cars with headlights, those cars, all bright with a pair of big oval eyes, like a huge iron-shelled monster.

……

Taking out N97, Yang Xiaolan's eyes were already full of relief, and the complex emotions of depression and exhaustion, remorse and despair intertwined had completely disappeared.

She was smiling, and her face was no longer makeup-free, with a calm and serene expression.

In addition to her family, there is only Zhang Wufeng left in the contact on the phone.

The phone was quickly connected, and on the other end of the phone, there was a very shocking music sound, and a hoarse and majestic male voice was singing loudly 'This is the ...... of impulse, the best punishment', this is Daolang's original version of "Impulsive Punishment".

"What's wrong? Don't have enough money? If it's not enough, I'll call you more, don't worry about that! Also, I have already taught Huang Yuansheng a lesson, and I broke his two hands, which can be regarded as a breath for you. ”

On the other side of the phone, there was a little silence, and then the sound of music and stereo tremors was a little smaller, obviously, it should be Zhang Wufeng who found a quiet place to answer the phone.

Zhang Wufeng's voice was a little gentle and caring, but it also had a bit of a sense of alienation that she could feel, and this feeling was no longer the strong taste of intimacy and care that it used to be.

However, this gentle and caring tone still brought tears to her eyes.

When a person is about to die, his words are good, his words are sad, and his feelings will be very fragile and rich.

She cried, silently, and the tears were like broken threads, and they couldn't be stopped. This is the first time since the divorce that Zhang Wufeng has spoken to her in a very gentle tone, although this is no longer as good as the taste she once had, but she is already very satisfied.

"No, I just wanted to hear your voice and called you this time. I'm leaving, but I can't afford to pay you back anymore, so I'll owe you this last time! In the next life, I will definitely pay you back! Finally, I wish you happiness and joy. I believe that you will definitely find a good woman who cherishes you, loves you, and understands you!

Goodbye, dear! ”

Yang Xiaolan said softly, with a strong taste of blessing in her tone. She raised her head, and the night wind blew away the tears from the corners of her eyes, cold and cold, like a knife.

The mosquitoes around her were frantically sucking the blood on her face and arm, but she didn't feel it anymore.

There was silence on the other side of the phone, but she hung up at this moment.

Putting her phone and the MP4 singing the song into her brown leather bag, she hung it on her body, then climbed over the railing and closed her eyes.

When the last two tears rolled down, she jumped softly.

Her body and mind were haggard, and her thin body, wrapped in a long skirt in a pink lady's mood, pulled out a faint brilliance in the air, like a withered leaf fluttering in the air in late autumn......

Under the bridge, the traffic is turbulent, and the traffic is like weaving.

In the air, Ahsan's sad singing still floated clearly.

leaf

It's wings that can't fly

wing

It is a leaf that falls in the sky

heaven

It turned out that it should not be delusional

It's just that I've long forgotten

How did you start flying?

Alone

It's a one-man

Carnival

It's the loneliness of a group of people

Love

It turned out that the beginning was companionship

But I also gradually forget

What kind of company it was at that time

I traveled alone to eat

Stop and go everywhere

Also read and written letters alone

Talk to yourself

It's just that the heart has drifted to somewhere

I can't even see it myself

I guess I didn't just lose you

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