When the sky was clear, Wang Xiao saw Zheng Fei again, and that feeling was very good. I haven't seen each other for a long time, but when we see each other again, I can't help but smile happily on my face.

Every time she sees Zheng Fei, Wang Xiao is in a happy mood, but this time it seems to be a little different from before. During the time when he didn't see Zheng Fei, he grew a lot, and his mentality and vision changed a lot.

A person's growth does not care about time, but about experience. Although calculated from the actual time, Wang Xiao has not seen Zheng Fei for seven or eight days, but there are simply too many things that have happened in these seven days, so much that Wang Xiao thinks that he has lived a few times, every time he turns from life to death, every time he changes from death to life, Wang Xiao will experience a growth. That kind of growth may be inconspicuous at first, but it becomes different again and again. It's like a fruit, if you keep an eye on it, you won't notice that it's growing all the time, but if you haven't seen it for a long time, you'll find that it's suddenly ripe. This kind of growth happens slowly and subtly, and the quantitative changes of bits and pieces eventually lead to qualitative changes that are reborn, and when this qualitative change occurs, a new life will begin.

This principle is the same as the upgrade map of a fantasy novel.

In the seven days that Zheng Fei was not seen, Wang Xiao exposed illegal arms deals, which caused Jiangcheng to fight crime and corruption, and acted as a god for a short time...... These things undoubtedly changed Wang Xiao. Or maybe Wang Xiao has changed to do these things.

Although such things are not related to feelings, they will change a person's heart, and the change of heart will undoubtedly be reflected in all aspects of life, including of course, a person's attitude towards feelings and the way they deal with feelings.

Therefore, when Wang Xiao saw Zheng Fei again, the feeling in his heart really changed.

Wang Xiao suddenly felt that Zheng Fei was more beautiful. Not only the looks, but also the temperament; Not only the body, but also the soul. At a glance, it is beautiful. From the inside out, it's real, it's completely beautiful.

In the past, when Wang Xiao looked at Zheng Fei, he just thought she was dazzlingly beautiful, but he didn't know why she was so beautiful. But now Wang Xiao has discovered that she has more beauty, and understands why that beauty can be called beauty. This kind of beauty is so beautiful that it makes people down-to-earth and so beautiful that it comforts people's hearts.

During the three days of retreat, Wang Xiao learned a lot of knowledge, not only in planning, but also in art. Of course, a person must first understand what is good, and then he can plan something beautiful. Therefore, now that Wang Xiao sees Zheng Fei, with his rich knowledge of aesthetics, he can appreciate more beauty and know the reason why he is beautiful. The current Wang Xiao is no longer Wuxia Ameng, who didn't know anything back then, and now Wang Xiao is already standing in a very high place.

"What are you laughing at?" Zheng Fei was embarrassed by Wang Xiao's staring, lowered his head shyly, and then raised his head again. Pretty face is covered with redness, her eyes are full of affection, and her heart is full of love.

Wang Xiao can feel that kind of beautiful emotion, which can make him forget the magical good guy card and make him feel that he is an ordinary mortal. Although his ability is very rebellious, he is not a god without a surname, he has people's joys, sorrows, sorrows, and hatreds, he has people's love and hatred, he has people's dark hopes, he is a real person. In this world, there are people who sincerely love him, some people who are sincerely willing to be good to him, and some people who sincerely pay for him, which is the basis of his existence and the driving force for his struggle. In this world, there are people he cares about, people he loves, and people he sacrifices for, which is the reason for his happiness and where his hope lies. He lives because of the existence of the people around him and for the happiness of the people around him. Wang Xiao is not a god without a surname, but a person with love. What he needs is not to be majestic in front of others, but to make the lives of those around him better.

Among the people Wang Xiao cherishes, Zheng Fei feels the strongest for him. When he saw Zheng Fei, he felt not only love, but also hope, the future, and comfort.

If his parents brought Wang Xiao a warm moment and would protect his harbor, then what Zheng Fei gave him was a sweet drive for him to arrive on the other side.

Wang Xiao pulled Zheng Fei into his arms, hugged Zheng Fei tightly, and said happily: "I haven't seen you for a long time, I miss you so much." It feels so good to see you. ”

Zheng Fei buried his head in Wang Xiao's arms and whispered sweetly, "How long has it been?" ”

Wang Xiao stroked Zheng Fei's hair and said, "I don't see it for a while, like every three autumns." We haven't seen each other for seven days, which is equivalent to 21 years of separation, and it is really not easy to see each other again. ”

"Nonsense!" Zheng Fei chuckled and buried her head deeper in Wang Xiao's arms, as if she wanted to listen to Wang Xiao's heart more closely.

Wang Xiao smiled happily and hugged Zheng Fei tighter.

At that moment, it seemed that there were only two of them in heaven and earth, and the non-troubles and sorrows in the world disappeared, and all that remained was the sweetness in their hearts.

After a while, Zheng Fei suddenly said, "Wang Xiao, I think you are a little different from before." It's really weird, we haven't seen each other for a few days, but you seem to make me feel very different. ”

"What's changed?"

"You hugged me tighter, you used to hold me only gently, never like this."

"Don't you like it?"

"It's not."

"If you like it." Wang Xiao hugged Zheng Fei tighter. After a while, he suddenly remembered something, and asked nervously: "Fei Fei, if one day I really change and become a different person than before, will you still like me as much as you do now?" ”

"Yes." Zheng Fei replied without hesitation.

"Why?"

"Because I believe that no matter how much a person changes, some of the most essential things will not change. And I really know you, and I love the real you. ”

"But what do you love about me?" This sentence rolled in Wang Xiao's heart for a long time, but in the end, Wang Xiao didn't ask. The most difficult question for men and women to answer is this question, which is boring when you are in love and crucial when you are not in love. But whether it's boring, or critical, the answer will never be accurate. Often many times, people love only their own fantasies, not the true essence of the other person. Just as people can't see themselves, people who feel good about themselves may be spurned, and people who feel bad about themselves may be loved.

A person's cognitive ability has its limitations, and a complicated life will confuse him, so people often say that blandness is bliss.

Ordinary life may be boring, but it is real and easy to recognize. Only when the soul is settled can we talk about happiness. In the end, it is impossible to know what the truth is, and it only brings endless suffering. Only by completely abandoning the distractions of the outside world can we return to a quiet home.

Although Wang Xiao couldn't know for sure what Zheng Fei loved him, maybe Zheng Fei couldn't understand that question, he believed that Zheng Fei really loved him. Because Zheng Fei's words and deeds convey the message of love for him.

If this kind of love cannot be believed and cherished, then what kind of love can be?

It's just that Wang Xiao didn't know what advantages he had before, but now he can casually say a lot of his advantages, so he is now curious about what Zheng Fei likes about him. It's just that, maybe in his opinion, he has changed a lot, but in Zheng Fei's opinion, he is still him.

From beginning to end, Zheng Fei knew what he was lovely, but he didn't know it himself.

People who love each other don't need to be so clear. Only people who don't love will be entangled in this problem.

After thinking about this, Wang Xiao felt that the relationship with Zheng Fei was more stable. His heart is very steady, and a kind of self-confidence comes from his heart, giving him strength, giving him hope, and giving him beauty.

"By the way, isn't your phone broken? I bought you a special iphone5 in Hong Kong, dust-proof, water-proof, scratch-resistant, do you like it? Zheng Fei spoke, forcefully broke out of Wang Xiao's arms, and then took out the iphone5 from his handbag.

"Of course I do. If you like it, I like it. Wang Xiao took the machine, in terms of style, it really meets his aesthetics, it seems that Zheng Fei really understands him. Three days ago, if it wasn't for the fact that he had learned a lot of aesthetic knowledge during the retreat, Wang Xiao wouldn't have known what his aesthetic was, but obviously Zheng Fei knew him better than himself, as can be seen from the choice of this style. Wang Xiao liked this machine very much, held it in his hand for a while, and played with its functions.

Wang Xiao was having fun when he suddenly heard Zheng Fei giggle and laugh.

Wang Xiao asked inexplicably, "What are you laughing at?" ”

Zheng Fei restrained his smile, looked at Wang Xiao's eyes with a reverent expression, his eyes showed a gleam of joy, and said, "You have really changed, I really didn't expect it, just these few days." Originally, I was worried that you wouldn't accept this gift. ”

Wang smiled and was stunned. If it had been placed in the past, he would definitely not accept such a valuable gift from Zheng Fei, because his strong self-esteem would not allow him to do so. It's just that he is no longer the same person now, maybe his real surname has not changed, but there is no doubt that many places have changed. His heart has become broader, his knowledge has become greater, and his mind has become wiser. A gift like the iphone5, if he had thought it was so expensive before, but at this time, he only saw the affection embodied in it.

"I'm so glad you accepted this gift so much." Zheng Fei smiled brightly again.

Wang Xiao was a little embarrassed by her laughter, and said: "I really like this machine, but I have already bought a new mobile phone." ”

"Are you still going to be polite to me?" Zheng Fei asked with a reassuring smile.

"Of course not. What am I polite to you? Wang Xiao hugged Zheng Fei in his arms again, holding him tightly, as if he would never let go. Fei Fei, I'm going to give you a gift too, I hope you'll like it too. ”

(To be continued)